and I mean it when I tell you that I need you

At that moment I was just, so happy. I mean everything that Dwight does annoys me... and I spend hours thinking of ways to get back at him. But only in ways that would get me arrested- and then here he comes and says he says, 'No, Jim - here's a way.'

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

She felt herself growing more tired, and she could feel by Jim’s breathing that he was as well. It was quiet between them, but in a comfortable way. She knew she had to take everything one step at a time, but she couldn’t wait to wake up to him in the morning. She’d pictured it before, wondering how he’d look, how he’d act. Would he like the morning? Or would he be like her, and hate having to drag himself out of bed? No matter what, she knew he’d be adorable. She could picture him all  disveleshed, his eyes half lidded and his voice husky. She couldn’t wait for it. But in that moment she just needed to sleep. She focused on the beating of his heart under the palm of her. As her eyes shut, she heard his whispered voice and a smile came over her face, wondering if she’d ever get used to him saying that and her stomach wouldn’t flip every single time. “I love you, too,” she muttered, drifting off almost instantly after the words left her lips - as if that’s all she’d been waiting for to drift her into sleep. This was just the start, and that thought excited her. She couldn’t wait for the next day, and the next day, and the next. She’d never felt so… happy with her life, than she did in that moment. It was perfect.

[james-halpert-blog]

For the past few years he always had to look forward spending time with Pam on moment by moment basis. Sure, they'd spend most of the day together, but there would always be that gap in between work that would leave his mind to wonder. What was she like when she was at home? Would she sit on the couch and watch reruns of her favorite shows after work, or read a book? Would she brush her teeth as soon as she woke up, or after she ate? Would she take the time to make the bed, or simply leave the covers where they lay? All those little insignificant details about her that he still didn't know made him excited about the coming morning as well the days that would follow.

Though he'd never say it out loud, this is what he had thought about the most. Something as simple as sharing the bed with her. Not necessarily is that way, but just falling asleep with her next to him. To have the feel of her hand pressed protectively over his heart and the steady feel of her breath against his neck to sing him to sleep. To be able to hear her whisper those three words, that he never thought he'd hear her say, before he drifted off. If was so perfect, he felt as if this was a page from a book or some cliche romantic comedy. But it wasn't, this was the real thing and couldn't wait to see what the future would hold. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

It was kind of bizarre, knowing she’d just had sex with her best friend, and there was no coming back from that. But, he was also her boyfriend, it was allowed, and it was.. really great. Her laughing had stopped once his hand was under her chin and he pulled her into a kiss. She felt herself blush, watching him drop down beside her. “Did I?” She asked with a grin, sitting up slightly so she could pull out the blanket that was underneath her, glancing at Jim so he’d do the same before she pulled it over herself and then him. She brought her hand to his shoulder, her fingers lightly trailing up and down his arm, “Good.” She leaned over, pressing a kiss against his cheek before nuzzling her face in his neck, her arm wrapping around his waist. “Get used to it,” She muttered against the skin of his neck, placing a soft kiss against it as her legs intertwined with his. It was now a successful date, so successful. They’d had dinner, and they’d went past that barrier of friends and dating, and had sex. It was serious. It made everything… easier, more comfortable. There was no worrying about ‘will we or won’t we tonight’, because they’d had it. Sure, maybe a bit soon. But they had known each other for four years. It was a long time coming.

[james-halpert-blog]

A smile never left his lips as she snuggled closer to him in the bed and he let out a low chuckle at her comment, "I'm sure I'll adjust just fine." He could feel the warmth of her spread through him and fill him up as her legs tangled with his. God, he was in love with this girl. It would probably shock some people to see how fast they were already moving and how much he loved her already, but he didn't care. They weren't like other couples, they were different. She was it for him, that was something he had known for a long time now. Everything that could have ever been wrong between their relationship had been shattered just a few moments ago and there was no going back. He could already picture spending the rest of his life with her. Was it too soon to go and pick out an engagement ring? Maybe, but that didn't stop the thought from creeping into his mind. "I love you." He whispered as he felt his eyelids grow heavy. It was amazing to him that he already had the confidence that tomorrow would bring a better day.  No more fear of seeing her happy in someone else arms or guilt as his felt his own arms go around someone that might as well be a stranger. From here on out they would both be where they belonged. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

As soon as he responded, that was it for her. Her head fell to his shoulder, her teeth sinking into his skin as she cried out. She’d never felt something so intense, it was pure ecstasy, and she was sharing it with Jim. She heard her name fall from his lips as he let go with her and it made it ten times better, knowing they were completely in this together. There wasn’t a day that would pass without her remembering this moment. They’d come so far and she was so sure they’d never be as close as they used to be, and here they were, literally as close as they could get. She held onto him, tight, as the waves of pleasure slowly subsided, her breath ragged against his shoulder. She brought her head from his shoulder, wincing at the teeth marks she left against his skin, but knew it was probably nothing compared to the marks along his back. She stared up at him for a moment, saying nothing, before she slowly started laughing - or more like giggling. She didn’t know what it was, but she couldn’t help herself. “We just did that.” She continued laughing, a hand covering her mouth as she turned her head to look away from him as she laughed. It was a big deal, and she had loved it - obviously. But it was crazy. He went from being her best friend, to being her boyfriend and now she’d seen it all. Literally. It was so weird knowing she’d seen her best friend naked, let alone had sex with him. It was a funny thing to think about.

[james-halpert-blog]

There wasn't a word to describe how great it was to feel her come undone around him as he felt his own release. He felt her bite down on his shoulder, but he didn't care, his mind was somewhere else. Soon he was coming down and while trying to steady his breathing he gave the side or her head a light kiss.  Their friendship from that moment on will be different, but a good different. They can never take back what just happened, and he was perfect okay with that. He didn't care if he had scars on his back and shoulders for the next month, it would only remind him daily that they did this, that it was all real. He couldn't erase his smile as he agreed with her. "Yeah, we did," a chuckle escaping here and there as he watched her laugh. She always looked her best with a smile, that's why he always tried his best to make her laugh. Just seeing it made his stomach churn in the best of ways. He didn't want her to look away, so took a hand and lightly placed it under her chin to pull her into a light kiss before he crashed beside her on the bed. "You wore me out, Beesly." He said with a laugh, "but I don't mind."

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

Hearing Jim moan was enough to make her lose it, but she didn’t. She was strong on wanting them both to release at the same moment. She felt his pace increase and her cries became a bit higher, her hand resting on his back as her hips rolled up to meet him thrust for thrust. Each thrust felt deeper, each one hitting her in the perfect spot. She felt the tightening in her stomach progress as she let out a whimper, her head turning against the pillow, her other hand drifting into her hair. She didn’t think it could get any better than this before she felt his hand drift between her legs and her back arched, and her cries got louder, her nails digging into his back as her hips sped up desperately to fasten both his paces. She shuddered as her name fell from his lips, loving that she got to hear it in a moment like this. She placed a hand on the back of his neck, pulling him down so she could look into his eyes as she whispered. “I love you, Jim,” She leaned in from a kiss, sighing into his mouth before she pulled back, bringing her lips to his ear. “Come with me,” She cried softly, placing a kiss against his temple, her hips grinding against his as she felt her walls clench around him and knew it was only a matter of seconds before she let go completely. 

[james-halpert-blog]

He couldn't tear his eyes away from her as she continued get closer beneath him. Seeing her in this light was a memory that he'd hold onto. She was so beautiful all of the time, but these moments gave her a special beauty. A special beauty that was going to make keeping this a secret even harder than it already was. He had to cry out when she started to grid faster against him, causing them to reach almost an erratic pace. He could tell by her cries that he was hitting in all the right spots, and she was clenching him in all the right ways. He knew it was almost time and hearing her whispered words of love for him made everything inside of him feel warm. This was real, this was Pam, and he would never be able to forget from that moment on how lucky he was. "I love you," he managed before she sighed into his mouth, the move causing him to tremble over her. Nothing compared, however, to her telling him to come with her as she tighten around him, she was telling him it was time to let go. Then suddenly the wave hit him, causing him to cry out a string of words that sounded like everything deity he could name and "Pam." 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

The moment he started moving, her lips parted and her hips slowly moved to met his. She felt intoxicated, completely weightless, and she couldn’t remember a time where she felt this god. A light moan passed her lips every moment he pushed himself back into her, her brain completely shutting off and her eyes darkening even more - if that was even possible. She looked up at him as he moved from his place against her neck, feeling the passion and the closeness of having him watch her as he moved in and out. She reached her hands up to cup his face, gently pulling him closer until their foreheads touched. Her eyes remained open, staring into his as her legs wrapped around his hips, using this new angle to pull him in a bit deeper, faster. Her lips parted, breathing in the same air as him, feeling the burning in the lower pit of her stomach as she lightly moaned. She tilted her head, nipping at his bottom lip, her hands drifting into his hair before down his back once again. She knew there were going to be nail marks, and although she’d feel bad when they stung later, it’d also be sexy to see, remind her of what they’d done - so she dragged them down his back, digging them into his skin as she fastened the movement of her hips, her head slowly pulling away from his as it rested against the pillows, one arm resting against her forehead as louder moans, and cries escaped her lips at the new fast, rougher motion that was making the pressure in her stomach build. She wasn’t expecting to have another orgasm, not after what he’d already done, but it all felt so good, and it was him, and everything in her mind and her body was spiraling out of control, but she wasn’t going to let go until he did, because she wanted to feel them lose themselves together. Her hand drifted down his chest as she muttered, “Faster.” Knowing he had to be as close as she surprisingly was, and he didn’t have to hold back for her.

[james-halpert-blog]

The darkness he saw in her eyes when they locked with his was something for the record book, and he knew his eyes had to match. And when she pulled his forehead against hers it was as if those eyes, and everything she was, completely consumed him inside and out. Nothing else around them seemed to exist, it was if they were suspended in midair. He loved the closeness he felt when she hooked her legs behind his back as she continuously met him thrust for thrust, taking his as deep as she possibly could. When she took his bottom lip and nipped at it slightly, he let out a moan. The fact that she had already stored in her memory how much he enjoyed that little move of hers made him love her that much more. He started feeling the familiar stirring in his lower stomach as her cries for him began to fill the air around them. He could tell she was already getting closer to her second climax for the night, and he couldn't stop himself from smirking at his abilities to make her completely come undone for him. But he'd never deny the fact that she was equally as skillful. After hearing her encouragement, he let moan, and did exactly as she told him. The pressure in his stomach continued to built as his pace became faster. He moved his hand from her hip to the apex of her legs lightly touching exactly where she needed him as he continued to thrust into her. "God, Pam." He muttered as he drove closer and closer to the edge.  He wanted them to let go at the same time, but the close he became the more he prayed that she was almost there. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

She let out a breath that she didn’t know she was holding, as he slowly pushed into her. She sighed, quiet as she let herself adjust to his size. The second she did, she basked in the fact that it was Jim. This was Jim inside of her, nipping at her neck, breathing against her skin, this was her best friend, and her boyfriends. In that moment she was overcome with passion, her nails on his back digging into his skin. She knew he was staying still so he could last, but it was hard for her not to want to roll her hips against his. She whimpered slightly as he continued nipping at her neck, her head tilting away to give him better access before all of a sudden his hot breath was against her ear. The huskiness in his voice could have done her in, right then. She loved being in this intimate moment with him, it was amazing, and she didn’t want to hold back. Although first times could be well.. slow, she couldn’t fathom it going that way, she wouldn’t be able to keep the slow pace. She wanted him, bad, and she could tell he wanted her just as bad. She didn’t stop herself as she turned her head to lick his earlobe before whispering back, “I want you to fuck me.” She wasn’t one to use those words, she hardly ever swore (because if you were to tell her she cried out cuss words during sex, she’d deny it) but serious times cause for serious measures. And she wanted to feel how badly he wanted her, how much he couldn’t hold back. “I’ve been waiting so long, no waiting anymore…” She ran her nails up and down his back and rolled her hips against his, her head throwing back at the feel of him pushing a tad bit deeper into her as she did so.

[james-halpert-blog]

He could feel the slight pain as her fingers dug into his back. He knew they were forming little half moons and that they would probably still be there in the morning, but he didn't care. He loved everything about this moment. Everything about it was beautifully wonderful and so worth waiting for. He heard her whimper and he knew that he needed to get moving soon, but everything about her was so intoxicating to him he knew it was going to be difficult. It was almost like a sensory overload for him, everything about her screamed out to him and completely fogged his mind. Her smile, the way her face twisted in ecstasy, and the whispered words in his ear. He loved hearing Pam cuss, and he probably would have made some comment about her use of words if it hadn't turned him on so much. He's only heard her cuss a few times, but the flush that would creep up her face when she realized he'd heard her made each of those times memorable. Once he felt her hips roll against his he got the hint and slowly began to move, trying to be as careful with her as possible. He started off  by taking deep and slow strokes, and was amazed by the way she felt around him. It was so entirely consuming and unlike anything he'd ever felt before. His eyes glazed over as he moved from her neck to watch her below him. The was she looked with her head throw back in that way was the most incredible thing he'd ever seen. To know he brought that about in her made him slightly quicken his pace as he reached his hand to dig slightly into her hip. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

She couldn’t respond. She actually could not respond to his comment. She couldn’t even begin to think of a witty remark as she stared at his smug face. She was in that post orgasm stage, and she was always quite slow in it. But she’d never had one like this, and that just made her feel so much pride in their relationship, already. She slowly nodded her head, as if agreeing that she thought there was more where that came from. She didn’t even know what she was doing. She was just watching him, until she saw him kiss his way back up to her lips and her eyes immediately fluttered closed, her lips parting once his tongue slid along her bottom lip. She immediately tasted herself against his tongue, and she it turned her on more than she already was - knowing it was her against his tongue was an exciting feeling all itself. Her eyes widened once he pulled back and said her name, staring up at him in dazed confusion. “What? No.. no.” She then paused, “I mean, no we don’t need one. I’ve been on the pill forever.. we’re good.” She muttered, craning her neck to crash her lips back against his, her tongue begging for immediate entrance back inside his mouth. She let her hand slowly slide down his chest, pausing to scratch her nails against the skin of his stomach before she reached for him. He was hard, and long inside the palm of her small hand. She spread her legs a little wider underneath him, her hand slowly positioning him between her legs. She pulled her lips away from his, kissing up his jaw until her lips were at his ear. “I wanna feel you,” She breathed out, before taking his earlobe into her mouth and nibbling.

[james-halpert-blog]

He moaned into their kiss as she slowly slid her hand down his chest, meeting her tongue with his. Kissing her was easily becoming one of his favorite activities. From the way she dragged her nails over his skin to the taste of her tongue in his mouth, he couldn't get enough. Everything about her drove him crazy in the best way, and left him feeling dizzy. He felt himself shutter as she took him in her hand. They were so close he could feel her ragged breath against his ear as she placed him between her legs. Her whispered words were almost too much for him to hear, let alone verbally respond to. Once she sucked his earlobe into her mouth he became completely vulnerable to her. She had him completely lost in her spell of love and lust and he couldn't hold back any longer. Pressing his lips to the sensitive spot on her neck he slowly slid home. Having Pam completely surround him was like nothing he had ever felt, and it was as close to a spiritual experience he was ever going to get. In all of the times he had fantasized this moment he never imagined it feeling this good. This real. He let out a low groan against her neck as he began to nip at the skin there, unable to move quite yet. His eyes squeezed shut as he tried to make this last as long as he could, but he knew he couldn't take much more. He was so scared he'd mess this all up by hurting her by being too rough. "Tell me what you want, Pam" He managed to whisper in her ear, the words thick in his throat. He needed to hear it from her. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

The moment he slipped a third finger inside of her, a gasp left her lips, her hips immediately rising as she buried the side of her face into her pillow. “Oh my god,” She muttered loudly, her breath hitching in her throat as her fingers pulled on his hair tighter, her eyes squeezing shut as she focused on the pure pleasure that he was giving her. She whimpered slightly, his tongue trailing against her causing sudden jolts of her hips. She was so close, and she knew she was. Her whole body was on fire, but nothing matched the heat she felt with his tongue against her. She wiggled her hips slightly, pushing herself closer to him as she let out a slight moan. Her eyes then immediately shot open as he sucked her clit into his mouth, a moan, almost sounding like a shriek, left her lips and she slid her hands to the back of his head and rolled her hips as she felt herself completely let go. Her back arched as the feeling of complete ecstasy traveled throughout her body, her hips gradually slowing down but still remaining in motion as tiny mewl like moans poured out of her, her breathing heavier than ever before. She released his hair and dropped one arm over her forehead, trying to focus on getting her breathing back to normal, but that was hard to do when her body was still on fire, and she knew there was more of that to come from. “Jesus Christ,” She breathed out, her eyes fluttering open and her gaze flickering towards his. “That.. was..” But she was speechless, dumbfounded. She didn’t know what to say. So instead she let out a shaky laugh, smiling as she shook her head.

[james-halpert-blog]

The moment he felt Pam tighten around his fingers, he knew he wasn't going to last much longer. Her sighs and moans are some of the most beautiful sounds he's ever heard, and the thought of him being the one that caused them sent his mind reeling and made him harder. He slowly kissed his way back up her body as she tried to even her breathing. He stopped his kisses just long enough to look up at her and let out a low laugh at her comment. "Sit tight. There is more where that came from, babe." He replied with a waggle of his brows before kissing his way back up to her lips and pulling her into a kiss. He could feel her wet heat against him and it was almost enough to make him cry out as he traced her bottom lip with his tongue before gaining access. He knew she could probably taste herself on his lips and the thought only managed to make him harder. He wanted her, needed her, soon. A sudden shock ran through him as he realized something, pulling away he tried to talk through his heavy breathing, "Pam... are you on... I mean, do we need a condom?" Knocking her up on their second, well third, date didn't seem like a very responsible thing to do. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

She was surprised by the darkness in his eyes when they locked with hers, and even more by the sound of his voice. She found herself speechless, and slowly nodded her head, giving him silent permission to continue on. She watched him for a moment, but when his lips were traveling from the back of her knee, up her thigh, she let out a slow whimper, her head dropping to rest against the pillow as her hips rose on their own accord, silently begging for him to stop teasing her. She knew that’s what he was doing, it was driving her crazy in all the best ways. When he hummed, her back arched, a gasp escaping her lips, throwing her arm across her mouth and biting down on the skin to try and keep herself from continuously moaning from all this ecstasy that she was feeling - but it was nothing compared to the feeling that came over her when she felt his tongue, and then his fingers. Her hands immediately reached down to bury in his hair, twisting his locks between her fingers as she rolled her hips up towards his mouth. She hadn’t even realized in that moment that she’d been not only making a lot of noise, but muttering small words that sounded like his name, maybe some swearing. Her brain was shut off, and every part of her was focusing on him and what he was doing to her, for her. “Godddddddd,” She moaned out, her back arching, her face buried into the pillow. “More, please, more.” She managed to mutter out between the load moans that were uncontrollably sneaking past her lips. She wasn’t used to this, she was always good at remaining quiet, but then again it’d never felt like this.

[james-halpert-blog]

All of his senses were on fire as his name fell from her lips. He'd been dreaming of this moment for years, the moment that showed him that this was real. She wanted him. He stayed concentrated on her soft sighs and muttered words as he tried to ignore how close this was making him. Hold back, Halpert. You don't want this to be over already. He used his left hand to trace circles on her thighs while he use his right to explore her heat. When her back began to arch he added another finger, dangling her closer and closer to the edge. He will never be able to  believe he's here with her. All the years they spent holding back on one another seem to fade away and her breath reached a more erratic pace. Every part of him feels warm as her fingers run through his hair, gripping and pulling at it lightly. With his tongue he traces all his love for her, putting on display a feeling more sincere than any love song they could possible hear on the radio. The room around him seems to fade away and all he knows are the soft pants that are coming from above him encouraging him to give her more. He plans to do just that. They way her hips continue to rise tells him that she isn't far away, so he take her clit into his mouth and concentrates all of his focus there while his finger continued to drive into her heat. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

Her eyes fluttered closed as he whispered against her ear, her smile widening at the huskiness in his voice. She was slightly surprised, only for a second, when he pinned her arms above her head. That alone turned her on, as if she needed more reasons. She tugged lightly, as if she was going to fight him on pinning her arms there, but wiggled her body beneath his instead, a devilish smile on her face. She tilted her head slightly, focusing on the feeling of his lips trailing down her neck. Her lips slowly parted as his lips traveled to her breasts. She arched her back as a soft moan escaped her lips, sounding more like a low mewl than anything else. She turned her head to rest it against the pillow, his tongue doing wonders against her nipples, believing she could get off just by this. She let out the quietest whimper as his hand and tongue left her breasts all together, slowly turning her head so she could watch what he was doing. She noticed him continuing down and she reached her just released hands, down into his hair, twisting her fingers in his locks as she spoke down to him, “What are you doing?” She asked, her breath ragged and her chest heaving. She had a feeling she knew where he was headed, and it made her nervous. Sure, she’d had that.. done a few times, by Roy, but it hadn’t been anything too special, and he had hardly wanted to do it. It was more of a thing where he did it for something in return. Her eyes were half lidded, the ecstasy of their intimacy already hitting her. “I mean, you don’t.. you don’t have to.” She muttered, knowing her face was beat red just talking about it. She wanted him to know it wasn’t necessary, but then again, if he really wanted to do it.. she wasn’t going to stop him.

[james-halpert-blog]

He could feel how ready she was against his chest as he ran his lips lightly across her stomach, that combined with the noises she was making from above him was nothing short of encouragement as he began to dig his fingers into her hips. He paused only to look up and lock his eyes on hers as he began trailing his hands along the outside of her thighs. "Are you kidding, Pam?" he replied, surprised by the lust dripping from his own voice, "I want to." He didn't just want to, he needed to. He needed to experience every part of her. He continued with his kisses as he moved his hands to the inside of her thighs and slowly parted them, but wasn't planning on giving her what she wanted just yet. Skipping over where she needed him most, he moved his lips down to the sensitive skin behind her knees. He began leaving small nips and kisses all along the inside of her thighs, but made sure to pause right before he reached the apex. Skimming his tongue along her thighs once more, he's finally there. He hums against her lightly, trying to hold back his smirk, as he discovers a part of her he never thought he'd know. Every noise shes made became music to his ears as if it was the soundtrack to their lovemaking. He wishes he could see her face flush with ecstasy, but he know there will be plenty time for that later. Flicking his tongue against her center, he slipped two fingers into her. Her warmth consumed him and the feeling was electrifying. How could she think he wouldn't enjoy this?

[formerlypeakingoranges-deactiva]

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

Her back arched as his thumb brushed against her nipple, her breath hitching as her fingers lightly clawed at his skin. She just wanted to feel him completely surrounding her. She had never felt such a strong need to be with someone before. But then again, he wasn’t just a someone. This had been long awaited. She couldn’t help the grin that spread on her lips as he grinned back, raising an eyebrow as she slowly raised her hips to help him pull off her underwear. Once they were at her ankles, she easily kicked them off, raising her arms to wrap around his neck and pulling him closer, before one of her legs wrapped around his and pulled him quickly to lay flat on top of her. She let out a content sigh, as if to say it was about time. She brought her hands to his shoulder, slowly running her nails down the length of his arms as her lips found the skin where his neck and collarbone met. She sucked the skin in between her teeth, nibbling lightly before breathing against it, as if to heal the mark she just left. She brought her teeth to his ear and nibbled against his earlobe, her hands drifting back down his back and her hips teasingly rolling against his. “You feel good.” She whispered against his ear, her tongue trailing from the tip of his ear, down to his lobe, and then onto his neck. Was that weird to say? Maybe. But she didn’t care. It felt good, after everything they’ve been through, to be completely their selves in front of each other.. or up against each other.

[james-halpert-blog]

He let out a slight moan as she pulled him close to her, sending a feeling similar to an electric shock all through his body. All of his senses were on alert and every nerve ending seemed to be sensitive to her touch. He was afraid that just the feel of her this close to him would do him in. Trying to keep his mind distracted from the overwhelming feel of her body against his, he began to move his hand from her breast and trail it along her smooth curves, the tips of his fingers barely touching her skin. As she nibbled lightly at his neck and rolled her hips against his he was sure his brain would cease to function, the effects she had on him were out of this world. He managed to smirk at her comment as he reached down to grab her wrists, lovingly pining each one above her head. He had to stop her to stop her actions before even they became too much for him. Smirk still displayed on his face he leaned down to return the whisper against her ear. "You haven't seen anything yet, Beesly."

He left light kisses along her jawline and down her neck before beginning to leave open mouth kisses on each breast. He told himself earlier that he wanted to worship her body, so it was time for him to go to church. He lightly grazed his teeth across her nipples before finally releasing her hands. His fingers and his mouth took turns on each breast before he lightly kissed the valley between and continued his pursuit downward. He wasn't sure if Pam would be into this kind of thing, not all girls were, but he desperately hoped she was. Even if she hadn't been in the past, he was cocky enough to believe he could change her mind. 

[brookheimers]

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

Pam could feel him against her as she met her hips to grind against his once again. At first it took her a second to register that this was Jim, her best friend, and it was such an intimate thing to do. But that feeling was quickly replaced with eagerness, and a sense of courage knowing that she’d done that. It felt good. Really good. She arched her back as his fingers worked at the clasp of her bra, quickly at that. She rested her head against the pillows as she focused on his lips against her skin, her eyes fluttering closed as she let him slide the straps down her arm and then, it was off. It was weird knowing she was completely bare from the waist up, in front of Jim. Someone she’d sat 10 feet away from every week day for the past fourish years. She opened her eyes to catch him staring at her, wanting immediately to cover her chest out of the shyness that crept up in the back of her mind. But then he looked at her, and he said those words with such sincerity that she forgot what she was shy about to begin with. She cupped his face in her hands and couldn’t stop the grin that formed on her lips as she pulled him down for a kiss. “I love you, too.” She muttered against his lips, her hands moving from his face to run down his back, playing with the hem of his boxers before slowly pulling her fingers up the skin of his stomach, to his chest, where she slowly pushed him back. “One more thing…” She whispered with a smug grin on her face as she worked on trying to push his boxers down without moving out from underneath him. It was only a matter of minutes before they were soon to be completely naked in front of each other for the first time, and it was an exciting yet slightly scary feeling. There was no going back. Not that she ever wanted to.

[james-halpert-blog]

The smile on her face as those three little words danced across her lips made his stomach do a back flip. He loved how easily those words could be said between them now, it almost made him want to pinch himself to be sure this wasn't some kind of dream. He ran his tongue against her bottom lip and he slid his hand from her waist to cup her breast, softly running his thumb over her nipple as she ran her hands down his back. He tried his best to stifle a soft groan as she began playing with the hem of his boxers, but he was having trouble. He returned her smug grin as she reminded him how close they were to being completely naked, and began helping her with his boxers. Emotions of love and lust clouded over his thoughts, he had no time to feel embarrassment or awkwardness. They had both waited so long for this that any time spent on petty thoughts now would only delay them even more, which neither of them could stand. Escaping his boxers completely, he moved his hand back down to her hips and began to play with the hem of her underwear hoping to get them off of her. He needed to feel the bliss of her body completely naked against his.

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

She felt herself blush as he complimented her, quickly moving in for a kiss as if thanking him through it. She was never good at taking compliments, but she knew being with Jim she just may need to get used to it, because he liked to compliment her, clearly. She stretched herself out against his bed, reaching up and tugging him down. His skin up against hers was just indescribable. She didn’t want him to ever leave that spot, or put on different clothes. She just waned to stay there with him. Her lips parted underneath his, sighing into the kiss as her nails continued dragging lightly up his back, running along to the front of him and slowly raking up his chest. She tilted her head, biting on her bottom lip as his lips found her neck once again, not even realizing that he’d unbuttoned her jeans until she felt him pulling them down. She lifted her hips up, making it easier for him to pull them down, and then kicked them off the edge of the bed. She brought her hands into his hair, her fingers twisting his locks lightly, holding him to her neck as her eyelids fluttered against her cheek. Her legs rose to rub against his calf, instantly wanting to feel skin. “Did you forget the memo?” She asked breathlessly, placing her hands against his cheek and raising his face so that she could lean in for a passionate kiss as her hands drifted down to work with undoing his own pants. “What comes off of me, comes off of you.” She repeated against his lips, before she slid her tongue between his lips and her hips rose to meet his on their own accord.

[james-halpert-blog]

His lips curled into a smile against hers as she reminded him of their memo, how could he forget? He took his hand from her hip just long enough to help her push his pants down and off of him before returning it, rubbing it against the curve of her body. He slid his tongue to meet hers as a groan built in the back of his throat when her hips met his. It was a little embarrassing how ready he was for her already, but she didn't seem to mind. He slid his hand up to where her bra still covered her, and he tugged at it lightly as if to say 'off' before sliding his hand between her and the bed, unlatching the tricky hook in a matter of seconds. If his brothers took anything in life seriously, it was teaching Jim that special trick. He gave her one last passionate kiss before again removing his mouth from hers and began leaving light kisses on both her shoulders as he slid the straps down. Soon she was bare in front of him, so he let his eyes linger over every curve of her. He knew a bush had to be rising in her cheeks, but he couldn't stop himself. Returning his gaze to her eyes, he said the words with ease "I love you, Pam."

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

Her eyes fluttered shut as his lips trailed from hers, down to her neck. She slowly tilted her head to the side, giving him more access as she felt her breathing already getting a bit more difficult. Her neck had always been a sensitive kind of place on her, it got her going, though she’d never admit that out loud. Her lips parted to suck in a quick breath of air as he sucked and nipped at her skin. She arched her back, not being able to lay still as he continued on with driving her completely crazy in the absolute best way. When his lips came to the swell of her breasts, her nails lightly dragged up the skin of his back, her eyes opening to look down at him just as he looked up at her. She rendered herself speechless, nodding her head as she slid out from underneath him, reaching out to grab his hand and trying to pull him up off the couch. “Lead the way,” She stated, quite breathless, but not stopping herself from stepping closer to him and placing a few kisses against his chest, her hands never leaving his warm skin. She didn’t know how she was going to be able to be at work, ten feet from him, and not think of all this.

[james-halpert-blog]

In his own breathless haze he took her hand in his and lead her down the short stretch of hallway to his bedroom, making sure they stopped plenty along the way so that he could pull her into an embrace and place a kiss in whatever spot he could find. "You're so beautiful" was all he could mutter in between their chaste kisses as they made their way over to the bed. He loved the way the gentle crash of their bodies felt on his skin as they fell onto the bed, his lips never leaving hers all the while. He pulled away slightly, brushing his lips against hers before returning with a deeper kiss that made him crave more of her, more of her skin against his. Tracing a hand down towards her hip, he decided to continue their unfinished business. Reaching the button on her jeans, he made quick work of it before leaving her lips just long enough to help her wiggle out of them until they were down far enough to kick away. He then returned his lips to her neck, brushing them down softly against her collar bone and grazing her breasts while his hand continued to rest on her hip. 

[pamela-beeesly-blog]

She immediately let him pull her in closer, enjoying the feeling of his arms wrapped around the skin of her waist. It was slightly intoxicating. She’d never been this close to him before, she’d never felt so connected with him. It was this amazing and frightening feeling all at once. But by frightening, she meant in a good way, a beautiful way. This was it for her, and they hadn’t even gone too far for her to realize it. This night was going to mean a thousand different things, a thousand different positive things. She wanted to savor every minute of it. Her hands, which had somehow gotten tangled in his hair, once again messing it up even more, slowly dropped down to his back, her nails racking up and down his skin, clawing lightly to pull herself closer to him. She could feel his chest against hers, as well as his stomach, and it just made her body heat up even more - her stomach flipping with a warm electricity that she couldn’t remember ever feeling before. She ran her tongue along his bottom lip, nipping at it with a slight smirk before she crawled off him, sitting on the cushion next to him. She reached out to grab his hand and pulled him as she slowly laid back. She needed to feel him closer, against her. She wanted to see how he looked on top of her. She wanted to memorize absolutely everything, and save it, just for her.

[james-halpert-blog]

As she laid back on the couch, a place in his apartment he will now never look at the same, and pulled him towards her he could feel his heart beating rapidly in his chest. He wondered if she could hear it, if she knew how much of an effect she had on him already. Leaning over her gave her a chaste kiss before slowly leading a trail of light kisses from her lips down to her neck. He paused there to suck and lightly nip at the sensitive flesh. He was careful not to leave a mark, she would never hear the end of it from their coworkers if anyone saw. He slid a finger under one of her bra straps as he continued his pursuit. He had barely finished pushing the strap off her shoulder before he lightly trailed his lips over the swell of her breasts. He wanted to move slow and worship every part of her, to make it as clear as he could how beautiful he found her. His tall lanky frame, however, was having a little trouble doing this from his couch. "Do you maybe want to take this... somewhere else?" He asked returning his focus to her face and thanking every deity known to man that he remembered to tidy his room earlier. He had a feeling what her answer would be but he could still feel the familiar nervousness deep in the pit of his stomach.