"Typical" Veteran College Student

Closed Bucky Barnes RP Blog for Amaxities Omnino University.

[jamesbuckybear]

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Steve let out a little noise of pleasure as Bucky’s hand moved down his arm. “That feels nice,” he murmured, snuggling closer and squeezing Bucky’s hand with a soft smile. “I always wished back in our time that we could just hold hands and walk down the street like a normal couple. I used to get so jealous of the girls who got to do that with you.”

“Yeah?” Bucky teased, he squeezed Steve’s hand back. “We can do that now. It’s safer now anyways. Plus all the girls will be jealous of me now, cause they want to hold hands with you.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve smiled softly as Bucky held onto him closer. “I won’t be upset,” he promised, kissing his forehead gently. “I know you do. But the most important thing is that we’re together. We can deal with anything else together.”

“Okay.” He said. Bucky wasn’t 100% he believed him, Steve was good at hiding his feelings if he remembered correctly. He didn’t think about it for long because the kiss to his forehead made him blush. It was nice to be treated gently. “Together.” He murmured. Bucky moved his hand down, stroking Steve’s arm. He took his hand and intertwine their fingers.

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve laughed softly as Bucky leaned into his hand like a cat, kissing him softly. “I am,” he said, grinning over at him. He stroked Bucky’s back gently, holding him close. “Then I’ll help you,” he said softly. “I’ll tell you everything that I know. And anything else I’m sure we can find out somehow.”

Steve could laugh all he wants, it felt nice. The stroke along his back sent shivers up his spine. He instinctively held on to Steve closer. “You won’t be upset if I can’t remember important things? I’m scared I won’t. I want to remember for you too.”

[jamesbuckybear]

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“This?” Steve murmured, with a smile as he ran his fingers through Bucky’s hair again. “I like doing that.” He laughed softly. “I did too, I just ignored it,” he said. “You kept telling me not to get into those back alley fights and obviously I was gonna do that.” He kissed him softly. “If you forget me, I’ll remind you,” he said.

“Yess” He said, melting into his hand. “Okay good, glad we’re on the same page.” He kissed him quickly so Steve could get back to playing with his hair. “Charming.” He said, rolling his eyes. “I don’t know why I wasted my breath then.” Bucky held him a little tighter. “What if I never remember?” He asked, his voice small.

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve smiled at him softly, stroking his fingers through Bucky’s hair. He would do anything Bucky asked him to do and support him in whatever decision that he made. If Bucky didn’t want to do that, Steve would never force him. He smiled again when Bucky spoke. “I’ve always been smart, you just didn’t listen to me,” he said, kissing him gently. He looked at him before smiling softly. “I know,” he said. “But I’ll be here no matter what.”

Bucky smiled and hummed at the sensation of Steve’s hand through his hair. “I like that.” He murmured. “I was just taking a page from your book. You never listened to a thing I said.” He teased, kissing him back. “Even if I do forget you?” Bucky asked.

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve kissed him gently on the mouth, wrapping both arms around him. “Maybe we could just talk to someone,” he suggested. “And if you still don’t feel comfortable, we don’t have to do anything.”

Bucky pressed up against him, feeling safe in his arms. He considered it for a moment. He wasn’t sure he trusted anyone enough to even talk about it, but he was willing to try to get his memories back. “Alright, it sounds like a good idea. When’d you get so smart, Stevie?” He teased. Bucky looked up at him, taking in his features. “I just don’t want to forget you again.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

“I know,” Steve murmured, stroking Bucky’s cheek gently. “Maybe there’s someone we can talk to. Maybe Fury knows someone who can work with memory or something.”

Bucky hummed at Steve’e soft touch. “I want to know, but I’m afraid. What if they do something else or make it worse? I want to remember but I’m scared to let anyone else in my head.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve smiled softly into the kiss, nuzzling happily against Bucky’s temple. He looked at him for a moment. “I remember a lot,” he told him. “We grew up together. I could tell you anything you want to know.”

Bucky sat quietly for a moment, just taking the moment with him. “I know. And I want you to tell me everything. I just wish they were my own, I wish I could have back what they took from me.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve smiled back at him, melting into the kiss. “My Bucky,” he murmured, with a soft sigh of happiness. “I love you.” He kissed him again. “What about you? Tell me what you need.”

He smiled at his name, it was his. “I love you too, Stevie.” He said before kissing him again. Bucky bit at his lip. He wanted to be as complete as Steve felt, but he was missing so much. “I need to remember.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve smiled softly and shook his head. “Nothing,” he murmured, kissing him again. “I only ever wanted to be healthy and find someone to love, and by the time I realized how I felt for you, I thought it was too late – and then I only wanted you back. Now I have all of that.”

Bucky smiled brightly. He was so glad Steve had everything he needed. He ran a hand through Steve’s hair, before placing another kiss on his lips. “Good, you deserve it.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve’s lips twitched as Bucky’s thumb brushed over them, and he melted into the kiss, snuggling up against him. “You do,” he murmured. “I could just lay here with you forever. This is all I’ve ever wanted.”

He chuckled. If he had known it would be this easy to calm him down, he would have started kissing Steve years ago. “What else do you want?” Bucky asked.

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve pouted as Bucky disagreed with him. “I could not,” he said stubbornly. “I couldn’t find anyone else who does those things for me. I didn’t find anyone who does all that for me in the 40s. But I never did. No one makes me feel the way you do.”

He chuckled at the pout. Bucky rubbed his thumb over Steve’s pouted lip, trying to relax it away. He kissed him to make it completely go away. “Okay, alright. I’m glad I can make you feel that way.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve looked up at him again. “I still need you,” he said again. “Maybe not in the same way, but just as much. You’re the only person who knows me. The real me. You’re the only person who makes me feel like…” He snuggled closer to him. “Like this. Safe and loved and understood.”

“You don’t need me like I need you.” He said, kissing him on the top of the head. “You could find someone else who could do all those things. Me? You’re the only person I trust and the only person crazy enough to trust me.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve smiles softly, closing his eyes with a soft sigh of pleasure at Bucky’s touch and snuggling closer. “You’re the only one who sees that,” he says, opening his eyes again to look at him. “You’re the only one who really knows me. Everyone else just sees the image.” He laughs a little. “I’ll always need you, Buck,” he promises him. 

Bucky smiled as he watched smile and get comfortable. “Like I said, they’re idiots. If they spent more than 2 mins with you and get over themselves and Captain America image, they would see it too.” He pet his hair again and smiled a little sadly. “Not as much. Not as much as I need you.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve smiled softly and shrugged. “It’s what they want to see,” he said. “It’s Captain America, not me. The whole reason they started that whole dog and pony show back during the war was because I was basically propaganda. I wasn’t me. They didn’t care about how I wanted to serve and do the right thing. They just wanted to use the image.” He smiled a little. “Do you miss having to take care of me?”

“I know that. You’re so much more than just Captain America.” He said, running a hand through Steve’s hair. “You were doing the right thing even before you got big. They were idiots for not recognizing it.” Bucky thought about his question. “I mean, I miss making sure you were safe and having what you needed. But you don’t really need me to do that anymore. I don’t miss you almost dying cause it was a little damp outside.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve looked up at him with a grin and a shake of his head. “I’m wildly misrepresented,” he said. “They don’t really know me. I did what I thought was right, just like I always did. The only difference is that, you know, I can breathe properly and my heart isn’t messed up anymore.”

“I know you are.” He chuckled. “They had you as a goody two shoes who never got in trouble, never cursed, and never started fights, only ended them. I know that’s not right” He kissed the top of his head. “I’m glad those parts are fixed. But I loved you either way.”

[jamesbuckybear]

stevenxgrantr‌:

Steve flushed slightly as Bucky spoke, and he hid his face against Bucky’s neck, snuggling closer to him with a happy little sigh. “I love you,” he sighed against Bucky’s skin. He laughed as Bucky spoke, looking up at him. “I really think you overestimate the amount of media coverage I get.”

Bucky kissed the top of his head. “I love you too.” He laughed along with Steve. “When I first came back to myself, I remembered you, but I didn’t know you. So I looked you up and there was a lot of coverage. A lot of it didn’t match up with what I remembered.”