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spooky town usa

[section8babe]

I never thought me growing would mean leaving behind people I thought I loved.

[jamessparkles]

to stop loving her. someone’s gonna have to kill me. it’s love, yes. but is limerence too

[jamessparkles]

can’t be addicted to your phone and smack bro come on choose one

[jamessparkles]

my brain chemistry is changed clearly because it’s not that i don’t want to make music anymore. i think the problem is asking myself what’s really the point of all of this. i think ive finally gotten so high that im terribly dissatisfied with everything and ive been genuinely dissociating

[jamessparkles]

losing myself to drugs

because i lost myself to a love

that showed me

how much of a bastard i’ve really become

[jamessparkles]

one of my cutest memories i came in her hands and she cupped them together like she was catching water and ran off to wash her hands, yea? she came back and there was a little bit of cum on the corner of her mouth. yes, in the bathroom she decided she wanted to taste it and swallowed it. it was her first time ever taking things that far sexually and i thought it was the absolute sweetest thing ever. i ask her how it tasted, she blushed scarlet and said “warm”. i was never ever supposed to see this girl again after this day but i did and we fell in love and tried to make it work. i cherish the chance everyday.

[jamessparkles]

i had a dream that we were in this big ass skyscraper in the middle of a war and the homie let a bunch of bombers into the building and i had this heavy ass machine gun with one clip only of like some 5.56 rounds anyway everything started exploding and i started shooting and a bit later i was still in a building but it was very shaky and unstable and then it fell and i fell with it but didnt die and it turned out to be purgatory or something

[jamessparkles]

no, the shit actually needs more guitars!!!

[prispls]

“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason, for anything.”

— Edward Cullen, New Moon

[jamessparkles]

dealing with bad thoughts lately. feeling hopeless. feeling like not being here anymore a lot even still. but today i got up and ran a couple of miles. i’m back home and im like fuck i should’ve stayed out there longer. i’m so scared if my room it’s stupid. if you see this, pray for me

[jamessparkles]

hey tumblr friends, me and ricardo dropped a music video repost if you care

[jamessparkles]

let your people lift you up

[jamessparkles]

are you doing drugs to fuck or are you fucking to do drugs 🤔

[thewidowspaiges]

Like/reblog reblog you save

[jamessparkles]

might have to put a baby in her ngl to you

[jamessparkles]

if you’re in a band where everyone wants to be the frontman you’re fucked and you should leave as quickly as possible

[jamessparkles]

girl logic: tastelessly tease him until he calls you out for being weird about it and then block him and write an essay online about how men aren’t nice to women and have your friends all like it so you feel vindicated

[jamessparkles]

boys are so fucking stupid