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[janaespeaks]

i’ll continue my life but i will always love you, always willing to work on things with you. but i really think no .... i know it’s my time to break away. it’s time for u to know what it’s like without me ....

[janaespeaks]

i choose to leave but have i really left .... no . my heart is still with you, my love still with you, my whole being just wants you. but do you truly want me, can u give me what i deserve.... i don’t know if you can

[janaespeaks]

maybe i’m rushing things, maybe i’m overthinking but one thing i’m not gonna do is get played a fool again. you may say you love and that could be 100% true but the only way i will fully believe you is when you finally fully make that change. i appreciate the effort and the little flirts and the somewhat big efforts your trying to make but who is say it’s real idk who’s to say it’s really genuine who’s to say ur not just doing it to keep me in the dark while ur out doing whatever

[janaespeaks]

obviously i want you your who i am truly in love with but i think it’s best i really break away and let you be because i can’t subject myself to getting hurt again cause you won’t take stand and make the necessary effort to change.

[janaespeaks]

i really truly want you apart of my life, i want to be the girl that you want to marry but honestly maybe you really don’t deserve someone like me, maybe you have lost me

[janaespeaks]

i really just try and let the past be the past but i honestly can’t let go because the reality is still just as fucked as the past if not more

[janaespeaks]

i literally just don’t want to be in love with you anymore because it just hurts more than it makes me happy

[gosh]

[shareaquote]

I had a dream about him the other night. It caught me off guard because he hasn’t really crossed my mind in months. How we met and everything that happened after never really made sense. It was one chance encounter then random little moments that I never saw coming. When it ended the first time around, months later we found a way back into each other’s lives. And again, it ended just as quickly as it started. This was the last person I actually took seriously and when we were together, I was happy. Except it never worked, things ended badly and that was it. But here we are again, months later - civil and polite, acknowledging the other person exists. There aren’t any lingering feelings or hopes of future chances, but I can’t help but wonder if there’s a reason I met him that random night at the bar - and why things eventually somehow find a way back around to him.

aftertheam 

(via wordsnquotes)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Avoid people who mess with your head. Avoid people who intentionally and repeatedly do and say things that they know upset you. Avoid people who expect you to prioritize them but refuse to prioritize you. Avoid people who can’t and won’t apologize sincerely. Avoid. Avoid.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[hplyrikz]

More Psychology Facts Here

[michellepsychologist]

I’d say not to give up, as cliché as that is. And as much as there are things out there to help, it’s like addiction where you really need to want to change what’s going on. Until then just mange everything as best you can. Depression becomes like a shadow following you everywhere and you end up becoming comfortable with it and it can make it harder to overcome. Once you realize you want to change and be a happy person, it makes everything seem easier.

Mental Illness Recovery Book (via awake-society)

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[wordsnquotes]

How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.

J.R.R. Tolkien (via wordsnquotes)

[crystalwestbrooks]

[crystalwestbrooks]

[crystalwestbrooks]