The Soul of a Sunflower

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[janellcorinthiana]

I hope that my future husband loves soups and stew as much as I do 🥹

[lamusebrune]

You will naturally separate from the people who are not true within themselves and do not align. It's not personal. it's spiritual.

[specialnights]

Food For Thought By Leroy Campbell.

[janellcorinthiana]

I'm really struggling today. Fighting really hard.

[janellcorinthiana]

Struggling to see past April.

[janellcorinthiana]

would it be so bad if I let these demons win?

[janellcorinthiana]

I haven't been this sad in a long time. I also haven't been at a point where I did not have ANYONE to talk to. I have been fighting my demons and they have literally been fighting harder. The last time I was in this place, I barely came out and didn't know who I was.

I am alone. In all aspects. 

Ive realized this loneliness is due to how I have allowed people to not show up for me and over extended how I show up for them and the world. 

Rarely. Have the people around me ask, are you ok, how are you showing up. 

I feel as if I could go days, weeks and months without even being asked about.

If I could go that long without concern, do I even matter? 

Would someone care?

It bizarre because I had a friend in this exact space... she’s gone now.... and now I understand more and more how one can get to that point. But what's worse is when you are at that point, all alone.  

When you're there and its done.... few will actually care and even fewer will actually know.

Alone. 

[janellcorinthiana]

I'm at that point where I'm ready to cut it all off.

[janellcorinthiana]

missed this place.

[janellcorinthiana]

Happy Birthday to one and only Lisa "Left Eye" Lopez!!! One of the most talented and spiritually woken artist ever!! #ForeverAFan #LeftEye #HBD #GOAT #LisaLeftEyeLopez

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