sadboi nomo'

[janroooi]

Sunset in the horizon

People on the sand

Darkness looming

Here I am still lonely

- White Pebbles Beach Resort, March 2021

[janroooi]

Driving 80kph in such heavy rain

Want to speed away with no limit

To forget the sad thoughts lingering in my head

[janroooi]

Ramdam ko bigla ang pagiging magisa.

How I wish na kasama kita dito, but sadly not.

If ever bumalik man ako dito, either masaya akong magisang nagmumunimuni or may kasama na nagpapangiti sa akin.

-Camaligan Rivepark, Feb 2021

[janroooi]

what happened?

i said what i feel about you

yes i said i like you

even though i know you don’t like me

i said it because it’s what i feel about you

and i expect nothing from you

you said that you still like him, i accept that

you said that we can be friends, i know that

when we don’t know what to say, we laugh

I knew things will be different after all of this

but i did not expect that it will be like this

i said that things wouldn’t be awkward

but it is - for me at least

it’s almost a month since we had a convo

i knew things wouldn’t be the same,

as they used to good or bad it was

i just want us to be friends again

i want us to talk like before

i want to text you to message you

i hate this kind of situation

i hate that we ignore each other

fuck this awkwardness

why is it hard for me to talk to you?

why am i thinking that you hate me?

do you hate me?

i thought that i am mature when it come to this

but looks like i am not

[janroooi]

When I First Saw You

I still remember the moment when I first saw you

As I walk pass down a store and there was you

Looking tired and restless but my eyes find you interesting

And I can feel my heart quickly beating

But all I can do is look at you.....

[janroooi]

Late night food with friends is the best shit..

[janroooi]

Wew

just when I thought it’s a goner.. I made it through the end., though it’s still not yet over, I believe that I will make it through this struggles. 

[janroooi]

GG

May EXTENSION pa palan.... 

[janroooi]

Kailan

sa mga araw na ako’y nag-iisa

nasaan ka para ako’y damayan

at sa mga araw na ika’y nag-iisa

nasaan ako para ika’y damayan

parehas lang pala tayo wala’t para isa’t-isa

Ba’t natin hinahanap ang twina

Ng hindi pa nga tayo’y magkakilala

[just-shower-thoughts]

The most powerful question is ‘why?’ The most annoying question is ‘why?’

[janroooi]

Why?

[janroooi]

IV OF SPADES - Mundo [Lyrics]

► Audio was taken from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1LorWCHYaA ► Rochelle Rojo: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgeFl9KfH61Rx8GaX3ABqaw ► HELP US MAKE V...

Aking sinta, ikaw na ang tahanan at mundo...

[janroooi]

should I fight or count it as another failure??

[scrutinousmind]

[janroooi]

Start??

After all the things that i have experienced, the lessons I thought I have learned, the promises I made, the regrets I don’t want to remember and the goals I set for myself. Why do I still do these things. Why I am still repeating them. Is this who I really am?? I have enough failures from my past. Am I lazy or just stupid? Why do I feel that I am better than others, when I am not.. Fuck my mind.. I still don’t know what I really want........