Janus Void

Janus | 26 in headspace | alter from the Void System | Asks are Open

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

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[janusfromthevoidsystem]

I'm an atheist.

-Janus

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

Every time I see a post referencing my source, I forget it's not me they're talking about. Saw someone talking about wanting bad things to happen to my source because he was mean to Virgil, and my immediate reaction was 'oh fuck you, you asshole, I was never mean to Virgil' only to have to correct myself, remind me that they aren't talking about me or my Virgil, they're talking about Thomas's Janus and Thomas's Virgil. It's very disorienting.

-Janus

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

I made a tiktok

-Janus

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

Fuck, I'd love to see Virgil again

-Janus

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

What I know so far:

I'm about 26 (in headspace).

About 6'0".

I have psuedomemories.

My eyes are heterochromic (brown and gold).

My hair is black and blond.

I have some piercings(?).

My pronouns are maybe he/him but they're still changing so I might be genderfluid.

I have some access to the headspace, but not when I'm fronting. When I'm co-con I am in the main room, and it's dark. Can't really remember what the rest looks like when I'm fronting. I think it's pretty big? Maybe a house, maybe not, unsure about that.

I think there may be a Remus in here. Maybe a Virgil too, but he might just be an npc, but I can feel him somewhat (although not like he's co-con, more like I know he's kind of there). So I'm not completely alone.

I reallly fuckin hope there isn't a R*man/P*tton here too.

I'm the first introject our host knows about.

I solidified in the middle if the night after a breakdown two nights ago (6/9/20).

I think I've been sort of here for at least a few months before that, though, just without any real dimension in me.

I have scars.

We're not the biggest on the term 'fictive' but I really don't enjoy saying fictional introject every time I refer to myself, don't know how to work around that.

-Janus

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

I want to learn more about myself fuck man

-Janus (with someone else probably)

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

How the fuck does tiktok work

-Janus

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

I miss Virgil. I just want him back.

-Janus

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

This body is a mess. Too short, too weak, too much, too little. It doesn't have scales, it doesn't have my scars, and I hate it. This dog is annoying and it pissed me off so much I wanted to kick it. Annoying, because the other one in here likes the dog and it's affecting my ability to do things. I have to pretend to be someone I'm not and it is exhausting. I don't want to interact with these people.

-Janus.

[janusfromthevoidsystem]

Asks are Open

I’m feeling generous. Ask away, although I may not have an answer. I am co-con with another at the moment, so my memory may be spotty.

-Janus