Havenât written anything in a while. Sorry for that... or, I guess maybe not sorry. Not like youâre ever gonna be able to read these. Anyway- kind of have a problem? Not really a problem, but...
I was adopted by these two white ladies, and if that doesnât sound like some cheesy ass white savior Lifetime movie, then this will: I have such a bad thing for one of their (Lucyâs) best friend (Andi)âs daughter.
Itâs a mess. Iâve never actually had these feelings before? I was never in one way place for it to really be a good idea, or to get to know people well enough. But now I am and I have it bad. I donât know what to do. I think about kissing her dumb face all the time but whenever Iâm around her, I chicken out. Sheâs my friend, too. Iâve never had a friend before. I donât wanna lose that.
Youâd probably tell me to go for it. I know you would.