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A Visit to Disneyland’s Inspiration, Neuschwanstein Castle (Schloss Neuschwanstein)

For more scenes from Neuschwanstein Castle and the Disney structures it inspired, be sure to visit the Neuschwanstein Castle (Schloss Neuschwanstein), Sleeping Beauty’s Castle 睡公主城堡 and Château de la Belle au bois dormant location pages.

Ludwig II, King of Bavaria, Germany, completed the privately-funded construction of Neuschwanstein Castle (Schloss Neuschwanstein) in 1892. Although originally built as a retreat for the King and an homage to composer Richard Wagner, the castle became perhaps the most iconic structure of its kind due to events on the other side of the world 60 years later.

As Disney was designing their first ever theme park, Disneyland (@disneyland), in 1955, they decided to place a castle at the park’s center. The inspiration for the new structure was Neuschwantstein Castle with a few borrowed details from Notre Dame de Paris and the Hospices de Beaune in Paris. In 1992, the company introduced a similar structure at Disneyland Paris and in 2005 built a near replica of the California castle at Hong Kong Disneyland. While more than 1.3 million people visit Neuschwanstein Castle annually, over 16 million guests see the original Sleeping Beauty Castle in Anaheim’s Disneyland Park each year.

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Homemade Thai tea boba style #chefleepart3

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She didn't want a cake so we lit candles. Happy birthday mom! #chinesebirthdaysareveryhumble

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Just trying help him do my homework. "I am a peak." #7yearoldsandspellingwords

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Shepherding

If the Lord is my shepherd, there might be some places and seasons that I do not want to go, but in the long run, He is leading me to places that will have green grass.

We have our moments where we wish to be someone else. I wish I could be someone else, but I wonder if people want to be me. I think I have a pretty good life. There are some minor hiccups, but the joys make it more enjoyable. As much as I want to run from the pain, how else will I grow? I think God knows how much I can handle even if that is more than I think I can handle in my current standing. For some reason, God actually believes that I am the right person to hold my life. He believes that I will actually succeed even if it does not meet up to my definition of the word success.

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Letters to Home

Dear Home,

Its me Jason. I know its been a couple of months and I have been distant. I was scared to call home because I thought I needed to prove something to you, and I didn't have the award to show you. I thought that if I called, you would get mad at me for not learning the lessons that you have taught me. Its a wonder to me that I am your son. I do not think I represent you well. I am sorry. I have always feared that I would not measure up. I am sorry for not being present when I was home. I was lost at Lost lane and Make Believe Way. I was enticed by this girl, Fantasy. Fantasy told me that present was no help to me and she told me of better days. Oh, how I believed the lies. Little did I know Present was looking for me. She was calling me home, but Fantasy wanted more of me. I knew eventually Present will find out, little did I know that present was going to dropped the divorce papers off. The terms were clearly stated. I was left gasping for air with asking whys and whats and hows and where and whens.

Home, you have changed, and I think I have changed too. I heard about the last day you held him. Home, I envy you because you got to hear him laugh one last time. I envy you because you saw him smile. I envy you because when he saw you last, he came with awe and suprise. Home I am present now. Home don't be pleased by Fantasy now, don't run away now. We are closer to the end then previosuly thought. We are almost there. Present, please teach me how to have a relationship with you because Fantasy is calling. I am scared, but Present please believe in us.

I have to tell myself that I have breath because of God's grace I am his. I have the Kingdom.

Thank you.

Eyes that Wander

On rainiy days like today, my eyes wander from the rainy clouds and hopes for sunny days.

On sunny days, my eyes wander from the crisp blue skies, and hopes for windy days.

My eyes wander from the Truth my eyes wander from the pureness of your smile to your . I chopped your soul into body parts that could be used in pleasuring me.

I want to prove to you that I was a man, but in my attempts, I just make you feel uncomfortable. My eyes wander. I want to make people feel safe, yet my actions of late have just make you walk away. I can see it in your eyes. I have not been trustworthy to hold your secrets or your life. Statues do not give you pain as much as I do. I am nothing but an empty vaccum. I want to suck up anything that is living because I am dead, but what can I suck when you are dead as well? I cause destruction and I don't care who care who I hurt as long as I have what I need.

May this sunset be the last that I see

Feelin' disconnected from Reality

Today is one of those days where I feel I am disconnected from reality. Maybe because I feel confined, but my dreams disconnect me and I am free to go anywhere without pain or fear. If I just had the courage that I have in my dreams, maybe then I will be strong. If I have that courage, would I know what to do with it?

The poor man asks for money. When he receives what he asks for, but because he does not know how to manage his wallet, spends it foolishly. So wisdom with integrity must be asked for.

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The CW’s “Arrow” is so ridiculous - I love it!

Lawyer girl talking to her father: “He’s a killer. He would have killed that man. I looked in his eyes. It’s like he had no remorse”

Cut to Oliver Queen looking mournfully at a chicken: “I’m sorry”

Snap.

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Oliver: Diggle, I’m not looking for anybody to save me.

Digg: Maybe not. But you need someone just the same. You -are- fighting a war, Queen. Except you have no idea what war does to you. How it scraps off little pieces of your soul. You need someone to remind you of who you are. Not the thing you’re becoming.

- 1.04, An Innocent Man

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Birthday Eve

Tomorrow is my birthday. Ever since I was 16 or 17, I did a recap of each year. There has been so much growth. 21 wasn't a year of great memmories. 21 wasn't like 20. I already know that 22 will be eventful. 22 means I will graduate with a Undergraduate Degree from Vanguard University. Hard lessons will sure follow. The summer of 2013, I will go on my second mission trip, I hope. 22 can come later, but time will fly. 365 days later and you will see another update from me. I don't even know if people read this.

Oh well.

Its quiet right now, but soon the silence will meet the rubber.

Right as I was going to close this blog, memories flood back. There was so much anticipation for that day because the year before was absolutely amazing. it didn't turn out the way I thought but still good on its own merrit. I remember on the day of my birthday, my roommate and I were watching the Man Up Concert and Conference over the web. I think they were in Houston. We were excited to see Lecrae, Trip Lee and others from the 116 clique. At 7ish, a couple friends and I watched The Three Muskerteers and headed to Denny's afterwards. Low key, but a solid night. A couple days later, some others came together and we watched a movie and spent sometime affirming me. It was fun. Thanksgiving came and well, it was the first time I went to someone's else house. I was thankful for the family that welcomed me to their house. Christmas came and I got to see my sister since she had went to Atlanta. Started 2012, with a great roommate and people I love. 16 weeks fly by. At the end of the semester, I said Goodbye to the class of 2012. There were many who had blessed me and made me feel at home during the last three years. Shoutouts to David Vazquez, Jon Krapivkin , Aly Williams, David Melgar, people who I looked up to while they were at Vanguard. Avengers was sweet, good way to start the summer. Lecrae's Gravity charted at Number 1 and hit Billboards. School started and I am about to register for my last semester on Thursday. That should bring you up to speed.

21 goodbye 22 hello