cathartic dump
So I haven’t used this blog too much in the past, save for posting some of my IG and Mobli pics because I always had a twitter to blurt out what I was thinking. That was all just fronting though...me presenting myself in a standoffish, guarded manner...not really saying anything substantial. Cracking jokes, spouting opinions on whatever television show or movie or game I was into at that time. I found it to be a great stopgap between my ego and my id, but it soon became a haven for all the negativity I felt and it still is, for many people. That’s fine, but I wasn’t digging it anymore...who mentioned me on #MCM, #FF, if they put me in with a bunch of other people, if they mentioned me first, who I should shout out on #WCW and who acknowledged my acknowledgements... it was exhausting bullshit. I do miss having a sounding board though, so I’m going to make an effort to make this blog worth reading, even if it’s never read; at least I’ll be getting some shit out.
work in progress...