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Jaxon Carson, professional traveller. Salut, konichiwa, whatever. 24 years of age. Law student. Searcing for my real family. "Success is a journey, not a destination."

[hollie-clarington-deactivated20]

Oh, well, just an unfamiliar one is all.

[jax0nc-blog]

How vague of you.

[katethebusinessbitch-blog]

Holidays are so busy this time of year. I’m actually kind of excited for Christmas. I love it when the little kids come down to the lobby and they show off their new toys to everyone. It’s so sweet.

[jax0nc-blog]

And time consuming.

[peyton-chang]

So apparently my parents decided last minute to not send me by dog but bring him here as well as invite themselves over for Christmas. Normally I wouldn’t have a problem with this because I would never deny them seeing their grandchild however I am 1000% ready for them to go and it’s not even Christmas yet. I’m pretty sure even Chewy is ready for them to leave.

[jax0nc-blog]

Aren’t the holidays a wonderful time of year.

[romanxfabray-blog]

Christmas was amazing  I got a new camera and had made a good vlog about it and made a nice video of a cover song. Talk about a good day and cant wait to make more magic with this thing.

[jax0nc-blog]

Sure.

[rcslyn]

So it’s late and I’m currently stuffing my face with the bit of leftovers from X-mas’s dinner. I swear, I love the Holidays!

[jax0nc-blog]

I don’t celebrate, but I know it isn’t Christmas until you make curry with the leftover turkey.

[hollie-clarington-deactivated20]

It’s certainly a wonderful feeling to be back in your own bed after the past five days. and thankfully, no work till Tuesday, so I can catch up on some well deserved sleep, and a pleasant relaxing session with the TV.

[jax0nc-blog]

Who’s bed have you been in as of late, exactly?

[alexgasmycar]

Liam threw his first tantrum in the car this morning and the first thing Del says is “Okay you can go back and live inside mommy again.” The joys of a seven year old who hates sharing. 

[jax0nc-blog]

Perfect example of why I never intend on having children.

[papabear-jasperrose]

I hate life....

I’ve spent all day in bed sick. I hate my life….and I hate being sick. Anyone know a good place to call and order delivery soup…or someone can make me some.

[jax0nc-blog]

Damn, your life is as tragic as a Lifetime Movie, isn’t it.

[littlest-winchester]

You must be Angelique, then.

I, uh, yes? Why do you look like my brother? 

Sorry. That was rude. You can call me Angel, though

[littlest-winchester]

You don’t want a family, do you? I shouldn’t have assumed….I just thought….sorry.

That’s really cool. I always liked traveling. I always liked it. Ever since I was young.

[jax0nc-blog]

It’s not that, I--...things didn’t exactly go how I thought they would with Jasper. I’m just--...I don’t know...wary.

I have a lot of pictures and stuff..I could...show you, if you want.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[gordoanderson]

He moaned loudly, tilting his head to the side to allow the other more access of his neck. He fumbled with the buttons of Jaxon’s trousers to slip his hand into his boxers, still grinding against Jaxon’s leg, his breath heavy. “Y-Yeah..”

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon slipped his hands up Gordon’s shirt, pushing it up with the intent of taking it off, so he could continue pressing kisses down his body. “Take this off”, he murmured, lips pressed to the other’s upper abdomen, pressing a hand over Gordon’s through his trousers with a moan.

[littlest-winchester]

You must be Angelique, then.

I, uh, yes? Why do you look like my brother? 

Sorry. That was rude. You can call me Angel, though

[littlest-winchester]

Great! I’d love that. I mean, we are family. And you can never have too much family.

That’s nifty! So you like to travel, then? I’ve done some traveling myself. I’m a figure skater. I’ve done some professional skating. And I have a psychology degree.

[jax0nc-blog]

...yeah.

Uhm...yeah. I spent 6 years travelling before I came here, so...yeah. I guess I do. That’s cool I guess. The skating.

[papabear-jasperrose]

Christmas shopping!

[papabear-jasperrose]

I was just trying to be a family! Sorry if that’s a bad thing! It doesn’t matter anymore, I won’t bother trying anymore.

[jax0nc-blog]

Great job with that-- I spent my entire life being forced to be around people I didn’t want to be, so fuck you if you think i’m going to deal with that again.

[papabear-jasperrose]

Christmas shopping!

[papabear-jasperrose]

Whatever saying any of this won’t change anything.

[jax0nc-blog]

Forcing me into something that’s going to make me uncomfortable, and you wonder why i’m not willing to try more. Go to hell Jasper.

[papabear-jasperrose]

Christmas shopping!

[papabear-jasperrose]

But you did and you’ve already talked to Angel and now to me and there is only time till you meet Rachel. You’ve opened that door, you can’t shut it.

[jax0nc-blog]

But it doesn’t mean we have to have a relationship. I’m not going to force myself into one that makes me uncomfortable.

[papabear-jasperrose]

Christmas shopping!

[papabear-jasperrose]

We are still getting to know each other, we will eventually stop fighting.

[jax0nc-blog]

I shouldn’t have came looking in the first place.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[gordoanderson]

Gordon started rubbing him through the fabric, first slow but adopting a faster pace with each rub - letting out a string of moans at the feeling of Jaxon’s teeth against his skin. He let out a breath that was supposed to be the other’s name as he bucked his hips up against his hand.

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon tangled a hand in Gordon’s hair, pulling his head back so he could tease more of the skin there, leaving a few small marks as he made his way down to his collarbone, rocking his hips at a pace to match the other’s hand. “This feels so good...”

[papabear-jasperrose]

Christmas shopping!

[papabear-jasperrose]

This has nothing to do with me being full of myself. We were deprived of getting to know each other for 24 years. My sisters were deprived of getting to know their brother, I just figured it was a chance to get to know you and you to get to know us. It’s not fair to anyone in my family for you to open this door and then shut it because you don’t play well with others.

[jax0nc-blog]

We’ve already established that we can’t have a conversation without arguing. We tried, it didn’t work, it’s time to move on.