gasoline

gordon anderson. i'm twenty-four, and the middle one in a set of triplets; i'm the odd one out which meant it was harder for me to cheat on exams. just kidding. i wouldn't cheat on an exam. except if it was a math exam. then i'd reconsider. i'm a librarian, which honestly fits me quite well because i don't do much but read and eat snacks, to be honest. it's a nice life, i guess. it's also helping me work on my story reader voice. i make a nice donald duck impression. or at least i like to think so. everyone is in denial about something, right?

[papabear-jasperrose]

I hate life....

I’ve spent all day in bed sick. I hate my life….and I hate being sick. Anyone know a good place to call and order delivery soup…or someone can make me some.

[gordoanderson]

I make a pretty neat soup, if I can say so myself.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon tangled a hand in Gordon’s hair, pulling his head back so he could tease more of the skin there, leaving a few small marks as he made his way down to his collarbone, rocking his hips at a pace to match the other’s hand. “This feels so good…”

[gordoanderson]

He moaned loudly, tilting his head to the side to allow the other more access of his neck. He fumbled with the buttons of Jaxon’s trousers to slip his hand into his boxers, still grinding against Jaxon’s leg, his breath heavy. “Y-Yeah..”

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[gordoanderson]

He let out a shaky groan, his eyes fluttering shut as he slipped one hand down - feeling Jaxon through his pants, his cock twitching at how hard the other man already was. “Jax,” He whimpered quietly. He probably seemed easy and fast - but it’d been way too long and Jaxon felt too right underneath him.

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon moaned at the touch, his hips pressing forward to push his erection against Gordon’s hand as his eyes squeezed shut, teeth sinking a little harder into the other’s neck. “Mmmm”, he hummed, slipping his hand beneath the waistband of Gordon’s pants.

[gordoanderson]

Gordon started rubbing him through the fabric, first slow but adopting a faster pace with each rub - letting out a string of moans at the feeling of Jaxon's teeth against his skin. He let out a breath that was supposed to be the other's name as he bucked his hips up against his hand.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[gordoanderson]

Gordon moaned softly before smiling into the kiss. “Shut up,” He murmured, even though he clearly didn’t mind the comment at all. He sighed quietly at the kisses, exploring Jaxon’s body with his hands, running up and down the sides of his torso.

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon’s hands curled defensively around his sleeves slightly, but he didn’t move his hands, groping Gordon’s ass with a delighted moan. “No”, he grinned, nipping playfully at the other’s neck.

[gordoanderson]

He let out a shaky groan, his eyes fluttering shut as he slipped one hand down - feeling Jaxon through his pants, his cock twitching at how hard the other man already was. "Jax," He whimpered quietly. He probably seemed easy and fast - but it'd been way too long and Jaxon felt too right underneath him.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

A shiver ran through Jaxon as Gordon responded to his touches, his hand giving the other’s ass a squeeze, his confidence growing as Gordon reacted to him. “God, you’re so cute”, he mumbled, starting to plant kisses along the length of his jaw.

[gordoanderson]

Gordon moaned softly before smiling into the kiss. “Shut up,” He murmured, even though he clearly didn’t mind the comment at all. He sighed quietly at the kisses, exploring Jaxon’s body with his hands, running up and down the sides of his torso.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon eagerly pulled Gordon on top of him, cupping the back of his neck as his tongue dominated the other’s mouth, one hand instinctively sliding across Gordon’s ass at the new position.

[gordoanderson]

Gordon kissed him harder, feeling a lot more daring for every throb from his groin; rutting just the slightest against Jaxon’s leg. He whimpered quetly at the feeling of his hand on his ass, pushing up into his touch.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

The response was enough to have Jaxon pulling Gordon firmly against him, hand flat on his back, pressing their hips together subconsciously as he ran his tongue along Gordon’s lower lip with a soft groan– apparently this contact was more needed than he had previously been willing to admit.

[gordoanderson]

Gordon moaned softly at the feeling of Jax’s tongue, pushing his lower body against the other’s as if on reflex. His fingers tangled into his hair, pulling just the slightest as he let out a shaky breath, his groin against the other’s leg.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon’s stomach flipped when Gordon turned to him, noting how his lips were parted, and the way his eyes gleamed. Starting to shake his head, his stuttered for a few moments, before getting out the desired word. “No”, he said, before leaning closer to press his lips against the other’s.

[gordoanderson]

Jaxon’s ‘no’ sent a warm feeling through his body, and even more so, his lips against his. He placed his hand on the other’s cheek lightly, kissing back hard and longingly; the taste of his lips making the porno sound like nothing but buzzing background noise.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

With his eyes drawn to the scene on the screen, Jaxon was growing increasingly harder in his sweatpants, and he hand twitched with the desire to slip below the covers; of course, he couldn’t, he was in Gordon’s bed, with Gordon, but the desire was there, and it was strong. “Uh…should we turn it off? I mean…”

[gordoanderson]

Gordon turned his gaze at him, his lips slightly parted as he tried to calculate the situation. “Do you...” He started, his voice breathy. “Do you want to turn it off?” He managed to get out, his cheeks flushed.

[papabear-jasperrose]

Christmas shopping!

[papabear-jasperrose]

Well thank you, I just felt bad cause he wasn’t going to have the money to buy anything cause no know was buying for the poor kid.

[gordoanderson]

He’s definitely got enough money now, though.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon gulped, dropping the remote onto the blanket, an indication that he didn’t exactly plan to switch the channel off, and Gordon didn’t seem keen to do so either. “We’re watching porn”, he said, pressing his face against Gordon’s shoulder again, pushing his hips back, away from the other. “We are watching porn.”

[gordoanderson]

Gordon nodded, licking his suddenly dry lips. “Yeah,” He said, his voice all raspy and weird already. Most of it was just because of the fact that they were laying in bed together, watching porn. He was often embarrassed to watch porn on his own, but now... He felt his body tense up, trying to keep his hands still on his stomach where they’d been ever since Jaxon grabbed the remote - but now having a hard time not paying attention to the scene unfolding infront of them.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon’s eyes widened, flicking between Gordon and the scene on TV– he hadn’t exactly meant to stop on the porn channel, but now that he had, he was apparently frozen, and unable to turn it over. “I-I..that’s porn.”

[gordoanderson]

“I can tell!” Gordon whispered, not really able to look at Jaxon; but trying not to look straight at teh screen either. It was kind of hot. Great. This was actually what their friendship needed - him popping a boner whilst cuddling.

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon turned his head enough that he could see with one eye, taking the remote from Gordn and beginning to flick through channels in an attempt to distract them both from the subject. “Something fun..”, he repeated idly, until the channel landed on porn, and he faltered slightly, “…like p-porn..”

[gordoanderson]

“Yeah, like, no... crim---” Gordon started, interrupted by the moans coming from the TV. “Oh.” Honestly, the sound barely left his lips, however they were shaped in a perfect O. “Uh..”

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

“I”m not lying”, Jaxon tried, pressing his face against Gordon’s shoulder to try and hide himself, avoiding meeting Gordon’s gaze. It was enough he’d told him about Joseph– telling him about the nightmares and the flashbacks was another thing, and the idea made his chest tighten slightly. “I’m not.”

[gordoanderson]

“Hey, it’s okay,” Gordon murmured, twisting slightly in order to wrap an arm around him, squeezing him just the slightest. “We’ll watch something fun, okay? Like, uh...” He felt kind of bad; it was obvious he’d brought up a bruised topic, and that was the last thing he wanted to do tonight. 

[ricamora-falahee]

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon sighed, beginning to pick at a loose thread on the sheet. “I have long days with school and work”, he shrugged, his own voice quiet. “I drink a lot of coffee to help me stay focused, that’s all.”

[gordoanderson]

Gordon looked up at him, chewing softly on his bottom lip. “We don’t have to talk about it, if you don’t want to. I’m just saying... I’m here for you, I guess. You don’t have to lie about it - or confirm it, really. We can just.. be.”

[gordoanderson]

Late night TV // Gordon&Jaxon

[jax0nc-blog]

Jaxon blinked, biting down on his lower lip as he turned his own gaze to the TV, slightly thrown by the statement, but it wasn’t exactly like Gordon was wrong. “What makes you say that?”, he asked, trying to sound nonchalant, but he wasn’t sure how well that was perceived.

[gordoanderson]

“I can put two and two together, Jax. I still remember our conversation and you said you hadn’t been sleeping well lately,” He mumbled, stopping a few seconds longer on a cooking show before realising it was all food-food and no baked goods, and continued zapping away.