temptation heat beats like a drum

[stellan-huntley]

well I haven’t seen my brother in a while

probably still in the dog house knowing him.

[jayden-huntley-blog]

B’scuze me, musing a little too out loud, are we?·

[ezra-davis]

I could never hate you Jay, never. Whatever happened is bound to come out sooner or later. Nothing stays secret around this place for very long. I just want to hear if from you rather than hear it from someone else. And it looks like that isn’t going to happen

[jayden-huntley-blog]

I wish I could give you an answer; I really do. While I'm not sure what I've done, I do feel I did more than what I already know and you're going to be severely disappointed in me because of it. It's rare I am ever blackout amnesiac drunk, but when I am I do very regrettable and nearly unforgivable things. While I should have no right to ask this, but it'll bug me if I don't; did you end up going to Max?

[stellan-huntley]

Sounds like someone is in the doghouse tonight

[stellan-huntley]

Most of the time yes, yes I do.

[jayden-huntley-blog]

You suck.

[ezra-davis]

That’s the difference, Mine and Max’s relationship ended very badly. From what I gather from the over friendliness that you and Ashe ended on a relatively good note. Me and Max can’t even be in the same room together, let alone get drunk with one another. I love you Jayden, I love you so much. I wouldn’t do anything to put what we have in jeopardy. I just don’t like feeling like you might have done something that could break my trust in you.  

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Nothing bad happened between Ashe and I for there to be a negative rift between him and I. I'm sorry this all creates doubts for you, and I don't blame you a single bit for doubting me because with finding out just on thing I've done last night, I'm starting to doubt myself. It's going to kill me until I find out what happened, even then I'm worried about the answer. I love you too, but I don't blame you if you end up not trusting me, hating me even. I've been this drunk before in the past and I've made terrible mistakes during said times.

[stellan-huntley]

Sounds like someone is in the doghouse tonight

[jayden-huntley-blog]

You would get amusement from my pain.

[ezra-davis]

There are plenty of Huntleys around this place, he couldn’t call Stellan or one of your numerous brothers? I think he purposely lured you out and got you drunk. I’m trying not to jump to conclusions and let my imagination get the best of me but I really hope you didn’t sleep with him.

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Maybe because I'm the one that's closest to him? I'm not sure. He isn't a bad person as you think he is, but I do understand your worries because I have them too towards Max. I really wish I could give you a definite answer, but i honestly don't know. I haven't seen or heard from him since last night.

[ezra-davis]

Let me ask you one question, why with Ashe? Why him?

[jayden-huntley-blog]

He said he needed help with something and so of course I thought it would be better if I see the problem and physically do it myself than give instructions. We eventually started talking about things and catch-up and whatnot. We started off drinking beers and I believe we drank so many by the time I realized how long it's been that I wanted to drink more and so we did. Hard liquor is where my memory starts to not be there that well, if at all. I didn't intend on having drinks with him or even seeing him yesterday, but I did and I unfortunately can't take back what I've done. I should of came back home when I had the first realization of where and how I buzzed I was.

[ezra-davis]

Well you know what they say, a drunk man’s words is a sober man’s thoughts.

[jayden-huntley-blog]

If there's any truth in those words then it's past insecurities I thought I was over. You know I would never say anything to hurt the people I love unless I was very heavily under the influence, in which I was barely conscious of my actions. I know my words are still unexcuseable, but I would never wish to hurt you - even though I clearly have.

[ezra-davis]

Maybe you should read your text messages, I’m sure that will refresh your memory. 

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra... I am so, so sorry. That is not me, you know I'm not like that. Please believe me when I say that was the alcohol talking.

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Oh my god, I feel atrocious. I don't remember a thing I did yesterday.

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra: Oh golly Mister :O You sure told me! It's amazing how you're so different from Max but at the same time you're just like him.

Jayden: juss go bck 2 him

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra: idc what you're doing. I'm fucking done. Moving my stuff out as we speak. I'll let you figure out whom I'm staying with.

Jayden: whtev do wat u want

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra: Don't you "baby no"

Jayden: clothes r in 8 kow what i doin

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra: Lemme guess, you're drunk with Ashe? Well you know what? Fuck you, fuck Ashe and fuck this whole Island.

Jayden: bayb mon

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra: Are you fucking drunk?!

Jayden: veryyy

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra: rlly Jayden?

Jayden: 9hat

[jayden-huntley-blog]

Ezra: Where are you :/

Jayden: GD5