Jaymee P. Sullivan

My name's Jaymee Sullivan---no not the girl from Walk to Remember. Same name, but a very different story.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

                                jaymee sullivan | beast inside

I didn’t use to fear anything. I used to be the one that others feared. But now fear has taken over. I wake up every day afraid that I made the wrong choice when I gave up my son for adoption. I know in my head that he’ll have a better life with a family that can take care of him in a way I couldn’t on my own. I’m afraid that he’ll grow up hating me, the mother that gave him up. Or possibly worse, that he will never know I exist. I’m also afraid that I’ll never get to be happy--truly happy--again. It feels selfish to be happy. And what if I have another child one day? I’m afraid of everything.

[andrew--rendelle-blog]

Thank you, but there’s nothing anyone can do.. I wish he would of just gone home, he didnt have to run away like this. This is all my fault, I pushed him over the edge.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

Andrew, it’s not your fault. He knows you’re on his side.

[andrew--rendelle-blog]

I-I’m fine..

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

You don’t have to be.. If there’s anything I can do, please let me know.

[andrew--rendelle-blog]

Andrew was sitting by himself, resting his chin on his hand. A tear slipped out of his eye and rolled down his cheek before he quickly wiped it away.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

...Andrew? 

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

@tinywilla: so... first kisses are awesome (/.\)

@jaymeepsullivan: omg!!! 😘💞😘💞😘💞

[mikylaw]

Still I should have. umm Jase and Tara [Shrugs]

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

I haven’t seen Tara in a while, but Jase is cute.

[mikylaw]

I’m so sorry, I should have been there.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

It’s okay.. I was too upset to notice. Who did you get placed with? 

[mikylaw]

[Runs to her and hugs her] You okay?!?

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

N-Not really..

[mikylaw]

Has anyone seen Jaymee?!?

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

I’m right here. 

[van-elliot-schwartz-blog]

…… Ding!

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

Babe...what are you doing? 

[drew-tremaine-blog]

[Randi looked at her, squinting her eyes and not flinching.] I’m not scared of you, Sullivan. You can stop the tough girl act. Go on and hit me. Hit me for telling the truth.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

[still seething, pushes her away from her and on her ass] You wouldn’t know the truth if it kicked you in the ass. Stay the hell away from me. [walks away] 

[drew-tremaine-blog]

It may not of been your fault but you didnt care, you’re nothing but a heartless bitch. You grew up with everyone kiss your ass and because I dont do the same, you have an issue with me. Trust me, I was number one and there was no room for you, you wouldnt of gotten on a team. Again, or what, Jaymee? Besides, he’s not even your child, you gave him up. Obviously he didnt mean enough to you, did he, mm?

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

[grits her teeth and lunges at her] YOU FUCKING BITCH! [grabs her shirt and balls up her fist] HE WILL ALWAYS BE MY CHILD AND DON’T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT MY SON!! 

[drew-tremaine-blog]

Nope, I’m really not jealous, there’s nothing to be jealous of. I’m just saying you stole everything from me. I got injured and you swooped in and took my spot. If I wouldnt of had my problem, you wouldnt of even been on those damn teams. Oh, right, you did earn everything. Like when you dont keep your legs close, you earn a child! Hey, I was letting mommy and daddy know what their little princess did was all.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

It’s not my fault that you got injured and honestly, I definitely would’ve made the teams even if you hadn’t gotten injured, but neither of us have any way to know if you ever would’ve beaten me. So you should probably get over it! And don’t you dare ever even talk about my child! My son was the best thing that ever happened to me, but my family has never been any of your business! 

[drew-tremaine-blog]

Or what, Jaymee? What will you do? I dont know anything about you? Really? It was your fault, it was all your fault. But I’m not going to talk about it. Get over my jealousy? What the hell am I jealous of? Your birthing hips or your leftover pregnancy weight?

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

You’re so full of shit. You’re jealous about everything and you always have been. But I didn’t take anything from you. I earned it everything I ever got and you going after me and my family and trying to screw up my life is completely uncalled for!

[drew-tremaine-blog]

I’m sorry, I dont interact with whores who steal the spotlight. Go. Away.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

First of all, don’t ever call me a whore. You know nothing about me. And second, nothing that happened to you was my fault. So maybe you should just let go of your jealousy and get over it. 

[drew-tremaine-blog]

Mm.. [she said, putting her sunglasses back on] Just move.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

Seriously? It’s just gonna be high school all over again? Can’t you just let it go and move on?!

[drew-tremaine-blog]

Excuse me? Yeah, you’re blocking the sun.

[jaymeepsullivan-blog]

...Oh. Didn’t see you there... Sorry.