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WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

I used to say music. Music used to have the ability to lift my spirits no matter what mood I was in. It cleared my mind and reset my focus. Lately, music has been more of a reminder of how deceitful and unkind people can be. How life is unfair and shiet always happens. Cheaters get put on blast and complainers whine their hearts away.

Now, all things can be resolved with chocolate. The question is, how much.

They say that I expect too much from people. Well yeah, I expect you to meet my expectations cuz I sure as hell aint lowering my standards.

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I am expected to be something yet treated like nothing

Expectations

I may not be able to control what my friends think or how they act, but I can make them disappear from my life if I don’t like the way they make me feel. I’m not interested in sticking around with people that make me feel insignificant. I know what I deserve and I know my worth. If im not worth being honest to or if I cant trust you, then you’re not worth my time. Maybe my expectations are high but that’s what I am worth and that’s what I deserve. It’s as much as I would give to my good friends and I expect nothing less in return.

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Thoughts written by me

Its incredibly difficult to find somone you can be your whole self with… to completely trust and share every thought and emotion with no fear of those details being displayed to world. It is frightening to find a person that holds all that power over you- just knowing that your sanity hangs by a thread. So you guard yourself and build walls around your heart until one day, you realize that someone has climbed that wall and made it to the other side. .. to the inside… and they threaten the peace you’ve made within your walls. They become your drug, your fix on how life should have always been and you find yourself addicted. You discover the walls you’ve built arent walls at all but a hole thats been dug and you couldn’t climb out alone. And your heart has been filled and your mind has eased. And you find yourself dependent on that love that fills the holes of your heart. A day without them tears you down. And you realize that this is exactly what you’ve been been avoiding. The panicing returns and you are plummeted into the fragile state that you never wanted to be in.