So Long, My Friend

| Lola Rosales | 22 | Proficient mage, lover of the lights, & star gazer. {oc rp blog} {personal @ peonybuds.tumblr.com}

[axelflamey-blog]

[text]: Also if i get drunk and start crying about the elephants you all have my permission to abandon me.

The redhead chuckled softly when he read the text, and quickly typed with nimble fingers: [text] Don’t worry. You can gush over elephants ang time. I don’t mind~

[axelflamey-blog]

The redhead chuckled, and shrugged lightly. “As long as you want me, baby. I’m not going anywhere~” He purred, before giving her a short, loving kiss.

[jayseyrae]

"You're not going anywhere for a while then..." Lola nuzzled her head into Axel's neck. "I missed you so much. Your pillow was starting to not smell like you anymore."

[axelflamey-blog]

[text]: Also if i get drunk and start crying about the elephants you all have my permission to abandon me.

The redhead chuckled softly when he read the text, and quickly typed with nimble fingers: [text] Don’t worry. You can gush over elephants ang time. I don’t mind~

[jayseyrae]

Lola grabbed her phone as soon as it buzzed telling her she had a new message. Upon seeing the text she smiled: You’re the sweetest boyfriend ever. 😘 What date will you be getting back from your tour?

[axelflamey-blog]

The redhead felt his heart swell when he read the text, as it pounded in his ears. He looked up to the door he was in front of, and wrote with a smile: [text] Why don’t you open the door and see for yourself~

[jayseyrae]

After reading the text, Lola threw her phone on the bed as she ran to the front door. She almost violently swung the door open before lunging at Axel and hugged him tightly. “I missed you so much!”

[axelflamey-blog]

The moment he felt the girl fly around his neck, he laughed loudly, and wrapped his arms around her. “I missed you too, love. So much~” He then lifted her and carried her back inside. “I begged Xaldin if I could go as soon as I was done with the last concert, and he agreed!”

[jayseyrae]

"I'm so glad he did!" Lola exclaimed while wrapping her legs around his waist. "How long do I have you?"

[axelflamey-blog]

[text]: Also if i get drunk and start crying about the elephants you all have my permission to abandon me.

The redhead chuckled softly when he read the text, and quickly typed with nimble fingers: [text] Don’t worry. You can gush over elephants ang time. I don’t mind~

[jayseyrae]

Lola grabbed her phone as soon as it buzzed telling her she had a new message. Upon seeing the text she smiled: You’re the sweetest boyfriend ever. 😘 What date will you be getting back from your tour?

[axelflamey-blog]

The redhead felt his heart swell when he read the text, as it pounded in his ears. He looked up to the door he was in front of, and wrote with a smile: [text] Why don’t you open the door and see for yourself~

[jayseyrae]

After reading the text, Lola threw her phone on the bed as she ran to the front door. She almost violently swung the door open before lunging at Axel and hugged him tightly. "I missed you so much!"

[axelflamey-blog]

[text]: Also if i get drunk and start crying about the elephants you all have my permission to abandon me.

The redhead chuckled softly when he read the text, and quickly typed with nimble fingers: [text] Don’t worry. You can gush over elephants ang time. I don’t mind~

[jayseyrae]

Lola grabbed her phone as soon as it buzzed telling her she had a new message. Upon seeing the text she smiled: You're the sweetest boyfriend ever. 😘 What date will you be getting back from your tour?

[axelflamey-blog]

[Lola: For 'Rip Out My Heart Meme'] "I've been cheating on you when you go on tour. I couldn't handle being alone anymore."

Emerald hues opened wide when he heard her words, tears filling his eyes. “L-lola? W-why?! I’ve been lonely as well, and I never even thought of another woman! Why would you do this to me?” He asked, before hiding his face in his hands.

[peonybuds]

“You never even asked to bring me along.” She took a step away from Axel, shaking her head. “You at least have things to do on the road. I’m just left alone at the house. What do you expect me to do when you’re gone?”

[axelflamey-blog]

Axel just stood there, shaking his head while sobbing in his hands. This wasn’t happening. This couldn’t be happening… “I don’t know! Not sleep with other guys?!” He yelled, while looking back at her. “So? You don’t love me anymore?”

[jayseyrae]

"I do love you but I have needs Axel," Lola screamed. "I've been dropping hints for years but your thick skull hasn't caught on!" She hated herself for doing this, but she couldn't lie to him; he'd find out eventually.

[axelflamey-blog]

[Lola: For 'Rip Out My Heart Meme'] "I've been cheating on you when you go on tour. I couldn't handle being alone anymore."

Emerald hues opened wide when he heard her words, tears filling his eyes. “L-lola? W-why?! I’ve been lonely as well, and I never even thought of another woman! Why would you do this to me?” He asked, before hiding his face in his hands.

[peonybuds]

“You never even asked to bring me along.” She took a step away from Axel, shaking her head. “You at least have things to do on the road. I’m just left alone at the house. What do you expect me to do when you’re gone?”

[jayseyrae]

Touch my muse! Touching is a quiet way of conveying your feelings, so tell me how you feel with your touch!

Top of head: Sibling affection/parental affection

Hair: Yearning

Ear: "I want you to hear me out."

Nose: "You're so cute."

Cheek: "I want to tell you I love you."/Deep affection/Devotion

Neck: Dislike/Hate/Disdain

Shoulder: Worry/Concern for other/Fear

Waist: Possessiveness/"You are mine."

Over the heart: "I love you."

Butt: Sexual attractiveness/lust

Hip: Interest

Back: Wanting to kill/will betray you one day

Stomach: Fun!/Silliness/"Wanna go cause some trouble?"

Forearm: Indifference/Don't particularly care for

Biceps: Aggravation/Irritation/"You are an idiot."

Fingers: Friendship/amicable

Wrist: Fear of losing you

Knee: "Don't worry, I'm here for you."

Chin: Beauty/attractiveness

Thigh: Sympathy/empathy

Calves: "I will cause you pain."

Feet: "I will serve you forever."/Deep devotion and and feelings of servitude/extreme fealty

[musingsofmyhexrt]

My biggest fear

                        is that eventually

                                                  y o u  will see  m e

                                                                                   the way  I  see  m y s e l f 

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel nodded, and grabbed his bag. "Yeah... I guess you're right. No use in staying, where they /will/ find us..." Axel quickly grabbed some clothes, his hair products, his necklace and his glasses.

[jayseyrae]

Lola grabbed two different sets of clothing, her wallet, phone, and the necklace Axel had given her on their one year anniversary. By now she was a pro at bringing only the basics and leaving everything else go.

"The plan is to stay at my old house for a few days, have Cid bring all of these boxes over there when we leave, okay? We can figure out where we're going once we leave Twilight Town."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

[jayseyrae]

The redhead grunted in response, unsure what to say. He looked away, and said: “No… I don’t know… Like I said… I’ll be fine…” Tears welled up in his eyes, as he thought back on the past four months. On the pain. On the sadness. On the anger and on the emptiness he felt after being tortured for…

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel shrugged, and hid his face in his hands. “I don’t know… I don’t know what to do anymore… Lola.. I’m scared… What if he kills me? What if he kills /you/?! I won’t be able to handle that!” He started to sob again, unsure what to do with himself.

[jayseyrae]

Lola pulled Axel closer to herself. “Axel, we can figure this out, okay?” She gently wiped away Axel’s tears with her sleeve. “We’ll move far away, some place Xemnas can’t find us.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel flew himself around the girl, holding her tight, sighing deeply. “Where do you want to go? I ran from him for so many years, and he had always found me… How will this be different?” He whispered, negativity storming in his head.

[jayseyrae]

"The difference is you have me, and I’m very good at hiding." She gently stroked his hair. "Remember before we started dating? No one could find me for two years."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

The redhead nodded relucatantly. “Yeah… You’re right… Okay… But were should we go?” He got up and wiped his tears. “You have any idea of a place to go?”

[jayseyrae]

"I was going back to my old apartment in Traverse Town. Maybe we could stay there for a week, gather our bearings, and find a better hiding spot?" Lola wrapped her arms Axel’s neck. She looked over at the boxes and sighed. "I don’t think we’ll be able to take our stuff with us.

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel held the girl tight, burying his face in her long hair. “That’s a good plan. We can take our stuff to Traverse Town, ask Cid to keep an eye out for it, and when things are calmed down, we can go back…” He sighed, hiding the fact he was about to cry in her green locks. “Lola… I’m so sorry… I’m so sorry I left… I’m so sorry you have to run, have to hide again… I’m so sorry for ruining your life…”

[jayseyrae]

Lola sat up and looked Axel directly in the eyes. “You did NOT ruin my life Axel. You have saved it many more times then I can count. Everyone has their faults and I’ll stick through your’s like you’ve stuck through mine.” She gently kissed him on the lips. “I love you.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel still had tears running down his cheeks, not able to look into Lola’s eyes. “I guess… It just sucks we have to run again… And I have the feeling it’s all because of me… All because I turned away from the group I belonged to…”

[jayseyrae]

Lola held Axel’s head between her hands. “You do NOT belong with them.” She gently wiped his tears away.

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel shook his head, new tears forming where old were wiped off. “You don’t understand, Lola… Once you join the Organization, you can never turn your back… In the end, they’ll find me. And they /will/ kill me…” He whispered, looking up slightly to meet her gaze, pain and sadness in his eyes.

[jayseyrae]

"I will not let you die," she whispered with such pain it was worse than if she screamed it. The thought of losing Axel…she couldn’t think about it. Couldn’t think about losing another person she let herself get close to. There was no way. "I will do whatever it takes to not let that happen. I promise."

Lola stood up and glanced around the room. “We can’t take everything. It will slow us down,” she glanced over at Axel, “We can’t stay here any longer. Let’s grab a few things and I’ll get someone to get the rest.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel nodded, gulping hard to get rid of the lump in his throat. “Y-yeah… Thank you..” He then grabbed her face, making her looked at his pained features, as he whispered: “I am so glad I have you… We can get through this, love. I love you, Lola…” He then kissed her passionately, pouring all the love he had for her into that kiss.

[jayseyrae]

Lola wrapped her arms around his neck. She kissed back putting all of her feelings from the past few months into it. Everything still hurt, but it felt better. Lola was willing to do anything to keep Axel safe. Just like he had done for her.

"Honey...we need to go. Let's...let's grab two backpacks, stuff just what we need inside them, and we can have someone come and get the rest."

[jayseyrae]

Spontaneous (and probably bad ideas) Sentence Starters!

"Let's get married!"

"You know where we should go? Vegas."

"Run away with me."

"I'm feeling lucky. When's the next bus to Atlantic City?"

"I vote we get naked."

"Let's have kids."

"Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy, but here's my number, so call me maybe."

"Take these sunglasses and fake mustache. Pop your collar and follow me. Ask questions later."

"Hey! Let's start a fight!"

"I'll buy the hotel room if you buy room service in the morning."

"Want to rob a bank?"

"I just picked up a book at the library about how to hot wire cars. Let's go joy riding!"

"Get in loser, we're going shopping."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

[jayseyrae]

The redhead grunted in response, unsure what to say. He looked away, and said: “No… I don’t know… Like I said… I’ll be fine…” Tears welled up in his eyes, as he thought back on the past four months. On the pain. On the sadness. On the anger and on the emptiness he felt after being tortured for…

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel shrugged, and hid his face in his hands. “I don’t know… I don’t know what to do anymore… Lola.. I’m scared… What if he kills me? What if he kills /you/?! I won’t be able to handle that!” He started to sob again, unsure what to do with himself.

[jayseyrae]

Lola pulled Axel closer to herself. “Axel, we can figure this out, okay?” She gently wiped away Axel’s tears with her sleeve. “We’ll move far away, some place Xemnas can’t find us.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel flew himself around the girl, holding her tight, sighing deeply. “Where do you want to go? I ran from him for so many years, and he had always found me… How will this be different?” He whispered, negativity storming in his head.

[jayseyrae]

"The difference is you have me, and I’m very good at hiding." She gently stroked his hair. "Remember before we started dating? No one could find me for two years."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

The redhead nodded relucatantly. “Yeah… You’re right… Okay… But were should we go?” He got up and wiped his tears. “You have any idea of a place to go?”

[jayseyrae]

"I was going back to my old apartment in Traverse Town. Maybe we could stay there for a week, gather our bearings, and find a better hiding spot?" Lola wrapped her arms Axel’s neck. She looked over at the boxes and sighed. "I don’t think we’ll be able to take our stuff with us.

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel held the girl tight, burying his face in her long hair. “That’s a good plan. We can take our stuff to Traverse Town, ask Cid to keep an eye out for it, and when things are calmed down, we can go back…” He sighed, hiding the fact he was about to cry in her green locks. “Lola… I’m so sorry… I’m so sorry I left… I’m so sorry you have to run, have to hide again… I’m so sorry for ruining your life…”

[jayseyrae]

Lola sat up and looked Axel directly in the eyes. “You did NOT ruin my life Axel. You have saved it many more times then I can count. Everyone has their faults and I’ll stick through your’s like you’ve stuck through mine.” She gently kissed him on the lips. “I love you.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel still had tears running down his cheeks, not able to look into Lola’s eyes. “I guess… It just sucks we have to run again… And I have the feeling it’s all because of me… All because I turned away from the group I belonged to…”

[jayseyrae]

Lola held Axel’s head between her hands. “You do NOT belong with them.” She gently wiped his tears away.

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel shook his head, new tears forming where old were wiped off. “You don’t understand, Lola… Once you join the Organization, you can never turn your back… In the end, they’ll find me. And they /will/ kill me…” He whispered, looking up slightly to meet her gaze, pain and sadness in his eyes.

[jayseyrae]

"I will not let you die," she whispered with such pain it was worse than if she screamed it. The thought of losing Axel...she couldn't think about it. Couldn't think about losing another person she let herself get close to. There was no way. "I will do whatever it takes to not let that happen. I promise."

Lola stood up and glanced around the room. "We can't take everything. It will slow us down," she glanced over at Axel, "We can't stay here any longer. Let's grab a few things and I'll get someone to get the rest."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

[jayseyrae]

The redhead grunted in response, unsure what to say. He looked away, and said: “No… I don’t know… Like I said… I’ll be fine…” Tears welled up in his eyes, as he thought back on the past four months. On the pain. On the sadness. On the anger and on the emptiness he felt after being tortured for…

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel shrugged, and hid his face in his hands. “I don’t know… I don’t know what to do anymore… Lola.. I’m scared… What if he kills me? What if he kills /you/?! I won’t be able to handle that!” He started to sob again, unsure what to do with himself.

[jayseyrae]

Lola pulled Axel closer to herself. “Axel, we can figure this out, okay?” She gently wiped away Axel’s tears with her sleeve. “We’ll move far away, some place Xemnas can’t find us.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel flew himself around the girl, holding her tight, sighing deeply. “Where do you want to go? I ran from him for so many years, and he had always found me… How will this be different?” He whispered, negativity storming in his head.

[jayseyrae]

"The difference is you have me, and I’m very good at hiding." She gently stroked his hair. "Remember before we started dating? No one could find me for two years."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

The redhead nodded relucatantly. “Yeah… You’re right… Okay… But were should we go?” He got up and wiped his tears. “You have any idea of a place to go?”

[jayseyrae]

"I was going back to my old apartment in Traverse Town. Maybe we could stay there for a week, gather our bearings, and find a better hiding spot?" Lola wrapped her arms Axel’s neck. She looked over at the boxes and sighed. "I don’t think we’ll be able to take our stuff with us.

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel held the girl tight, burying his face in her long hair. “That’s a good plan. We can take our stuff to Traverse Town, ask Cid to keep an eye out for it, and when things are calmed down, we can go back…” He sighed, hiding the fact he was about to cry in her green locks. “Lola… I’m so sorry… I’m so sorry I left… I’m so sorry you have to run, have to hide again… I’m so sorry for ruining your life…”

[jayseyrae]

Lola sat up and looked Axel directly in the eyes. “You did NOT ruin my life Axel. You have saved it many more times then I can count. Everyone has their faults and I’ll stick through your’s like you’ve stuck through mine.” She gently kissed him on the lips. “I love you.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel still had tears running down his cheeks, not able to look into Lola’s eyes. “I guess… It just sucks we have to run again… And I have the feeling it’s all because of me… All because I turned away from the group I belonged to…”

[jayseyrae]

Lola held Axel’s head between her hands. “You do NOT belong with them.” She gently wiped his tears away.

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

[jayseyrae]

The redhead grunted in response, unsure what to say. He looked away, and said: “No… I don’t know… Like I said… I’ll be fine…” Tears welled up in his eyes, as he thought back on the past four months. On the pain. On the sadness. On the anger and on the emptiness he felt after being tortured for…

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel shrugged, and hid his face in his hands. “I don’t know… I don’t know what to do anymore… Lola.. I’m scared… What if he kills me? What if he kills /you/?! I won’t be able to handle that!” He started to sob again, unsure what to do with himself.

[jayseyrae]

Lola pulled Axel closer to herself. “Axel, we can figure this out, okay?” She gently wiped away Axel’s tears with her sleeve. “We’ll move far away, some place Xemnas can’t find us.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel flew himself around the girl, holding her tight, sighing deeply. “Where do you want to go? I ran from him for so many years, and he had always found me… How will this be different?” He whispered, negativity storming in his head.

[jayseyrae]

"The difference is you have me, and I’m very good at hiding." She gently stroked his hair. "Remember before we started dating? No one could find me for two years."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

The redhead nodded relucatantly. “Yeah… You’re right… Okay… But were should we go?” He got up and wiped his tears. “You have any idea of a place to go?”

[jayseyrae]

"I was going back to my old apartment in Traverse Town. Maybe we could stay there for a week, gather our bearings, and find a better hiding spot?" Lola wrapped her arms Axel’s neck. She looked over at the boxes and sighed. "I don’t think we’ll be able to take our stuff with us.

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel held the girl tight, burying his face in her long hair. “That’s a good plan. We can take our stuff to Traverse Town, ask Cid to keep an eye out for it, and when things are calmed down, we can go back…” He sighed, hiding the fact he was about to cry in her green locks. “Lola… I’m so sorry… I’m so sorry I left… I’m so sorry you have to run, have to hide again… I’m so sorry for ruining your life…”

[jayseyrae]

Lola sat up and looked Axel directly in the eyes. "You did NOT ruin my life Axel. You have saved it many more times then I can count. Everyone has their faults and I'll stick through your's like you've stuck through mine." She gently kissed him on the lips. "I love you."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

[jayseyrae]

The redhead grunted in response, unsure what to say. He looked away, and said: “No… I don’t know… Like I said… I’ll be fine…” Tears welled up in his eyes, as he thought back on the past four months. On the pain. On the sadness. On the anger and on the emptiness he felt after being tortured for…

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel shrugged, and hid his face in his hands. “I don’t know… I don’t know what to do anymore… Lola.. I’m scared… What if he kills me? What if he kills /you/?! I won’t be able to handle that!” He started to sob again, unsure what to do with himself.

[jayseyrae]

Lola pulled Axel closer to herself. “Axel, we can figure this out, okay?” She gently wiped away Axel’s tears with her sleeve. “We’ll move far away, some place Xemnas can’t find us.”

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

Axel flew himself around the girl, holding her tight, sighing deeply. “Where do you want to go? I ran from him for so many years, and he had always found me… How will this be different?” He whispered, negativity storming in his head.

[jayseyrae]

"The difference is you have me, and I’m very good at hiding." She gently stroked his hair. "Remember before we started dating? No one could find me for two years."

[flaming-number-viii-archive]

The redhead nodded relucatantly. “Yeah… You’re right… Okay… But were should we go?” He got up and wiped his tears. “You have any idea of a place to go?”

[jayseyrae]

"I was going back to my old apartment in Traverse Town. Maybe we could stay there for a week, gather our bearings, and find a better hiding spot?" Lola wrapped her arms Axel's neck. She looked over at the boxes and sighed. "I don't think we'll be able to take our stuff with us.

[jayseyrae]

darekaroxas started following you

Lola glanced over at the blond, hoping to not make eye contact. "H-hello."

[jayseyrae]

       Do you remember the d a y s when HELL wasn’t reflected in your eyes

               When you had dreams            

             When you could smile without forcing it 

                       No, you d o n t

                             D o y o u ?