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@jazmine-torres
Valentine's Day...
Come on, Jaz, what was I supposed to do? Reject them all and subject them to punishment? The name of the game was to bag the newbies and I happened to be one. While I did enjoy Harleyâs company, I canât say I expected to have it that night I entered the club.
That's nice. Do you need a drink or something? If not, I should get back to an actual paying customer.
Valentine's Day...
Maybe you should find out for yourself?
Get to know me. You might discover Iâm more than just a pretty, rich face.
No point wasting both of our time. Why don't you stick to paying for your company? I hear that's how you roll now.
Valentine's Day...
I like to think Iâm different from many of the people here,
Are you? Or are you just better at hiding it?
Valentine's Day...
Couldnât you find another job somewhere else?
It's not that easy. Guess you wouldn't know much about work though, most people who drink here aren't exactly scraping together dimes to run the heat.
Valentine's Day...
Canât you just get out?
And do what? Afford to live how?
Valentine's Day...
Donât be so negative!
Look around you... what is there to be positive about?
Valentine's Day...
It can be cute.
Right... Cute... Sure.
Valentine's Day...
Do people still do that?
Private
Its fine. I have my bench. Iâve been in park for as long as I can remember.
You... Do you know how dangerous that is? Just... wait for me at closing, okay?
Private
No, Iâm not.
Why wouldn't you tell me? You've been staying in the fucking park? Do you know how dangerous that is?Â
Private
By living in a park, perhaps?
Are you fucking kidding me? I thought you just liked walking...
Private
Y-yeah⊠Yeah. Its not like I have rent to pay. *chuckles darkly*
I... I don't even want to know how you're getting it rent free.
Private
You canât let her know. And you canât use the cream. There has to be a scar or sheâll do it again.
I... Fuck. Fine, I got it. Do me a favor and just try to lay low for a while? You need to heal and just... just try and stay out of trouble, do what you have to to get by and nothing more?
Private
Yes there is. Iâm not. Iâm keeping this one. For you. No.
We'll fix you up once she cuts you loose, okay? Just... try not to attract any attention... please.
Private
I know. I know, I.. Iâm not thinking straight. I keep making careless mistakes because Iâm not thinking things through.. I really, really donât want to mess us up Jaz. Iâm sorry. I wonât let anything happen. I promise. Please give me another chance.
Nothing to mess up. Don't make promises you can't keep ...Are you okay?Â
Private
You shouldnât have looked after me. I didnât deserve it.
Keep getting yourself in shit over and over again and I'm almost tempted to agree. If you insist on keep getting broken, fine, but I'm only going to patch you up so many times. Do you think I like having to stand here and see that? Let's pretend I did indulge whatever it is you keep asking me for and... we spent a lot of time together, what about when I can't bear to see you hurt anymore so I step in and get hurt too... You need to stop being so destructive, because... I can't.
Break In || Jaz & Evie
Evie felt her stomach twisting into knots as Jaz spoke, trying to explain herself, trying to explain why she was the way sheâd always be, and then suddenly everything was so crystal clear. So blatantly obvious. It was clarification like Evie had never experienced and she was ready to explain herself, and what she wanted. Her eyes darted over the room, taking in how clean and simply and⊠normal it all was. And yet it could have belonged to anyone. She looked back up at Jaz with the smallest of smiles, opening her mouth to speak. âI know all of that Jaz⊠I get it. Youâre see through. The people who are the most guarded are the easiest to read. You donât let people, because trust is for the faint-hearted. For the dreamers and hopers, for the people that have faith in things they shouldnât. Youâve convinced yourself that you donât need to trust, or feel, and I scare you because I make you feel. Make you feel something for me, and you donât do feelings. But doesnât that just mean that its different with me? So you block your feelings out for everyone, or you donât let them happen in the first place, ok, I get that. But you canât help yourself! With me, you just feel without meaning to! Doesnât that mean anything? Am I not worth feeling for? Jazmine?â she demanded, jumping out of her seat on the bed and pacing the room. âDonât you understand, Jazmine? I donât want anything from you, I just want you! Just you! I want to be with you, be around you. Hold you and kiss you and talk with you about everything⊠Just finally be around someone and actually be yourself? I just want you, Jaz! Why wonât you let me in? You donât have to do anything, or be anything.. I donât want to put a label on whatever this is, but I canât give up on the first thing good thats happened to me since my mum died!â her voice loud and demanding now, but her face softened as she dropped her eyes to Jazâs again. She leant in and kissed her again, butterflies erupting in her stomach, breaking away with a frustrated moan. âDid you not feel that? Like everything was finally ok as long as my lips didnât leave yours?â she asked, her voice quiet now.
Jaz stared. She listened and stared and trying to work out in her own head which parts were wrong and which parts were right. It had been so long, it was hard to tell now - there wasn't much of a reason, she just was as she was, the way she'd always been. A pang of regret shot in her chest, she could see she was hurting Evie some how, and she only felt worse when she heard about her mother, yet as jaded as it was, that was just life. The kiss was as unexpected as the first time, and although she kissed her back, her head swam. She knew Evie was waiting for a response, for her to say something, to explain to agree, to submit; she didn't know how to do any of that. "Just... Slow down..." Her voice was soft, defeated, rough against the silence. "I... care about you..." The words nearly choked her but somehow she forced her tongue to form them, her eyes holding blue for a second before she looked away, all her internal sirens screaming for her to abandon ship. "Let's see to your back." Not waiting for a response, she got up and moved to the bathroom, collecting supplies as she tried to catch her breath, clear her head and shake off whatever was once again settling around her and making it hard to keep what belong outside, out.
