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ARCHIVED : 6 / 2 / 2019

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sneaky archive . find me over here .

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sneaky archive . find me over here .

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OFFICIAL HIATUS NOTICE ACROSS ALL BLOGS -

hello !

i am overwhelmed , i’m slacking in my real life , and i’m slacking in my writing . i’m not sure how long this hiatus is going to be , but it’s going to be as long as i need it to be . sorry if this is disappointing for anyone ! i feel bad , but i know i shouldn’t . this is going to keep me from impulsively deleting my blogs , like i did the last time , so i hope y’all understand .

this hiatus began today : may 29th , 2019 ( 7:40 pm pst ) .

i hope y’all are here when i get back !

discord : ashtyn YEET . .#3498

- ash .

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guess who just watched st . elmo’s fire ?

yeah me .

( thanks my love @detentionliar for the caps xoxo )

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i made a sideblog oc specifically for britt , but if anyone wants a cool and nerdy science teacher , follow @mskeatcn .

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i made a sideblog oc specifically for britt , but if anyone wants a cool and nerdy science teacher , follow @mskeatcn .

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hey there! tbh i just wanted to reach out when i saw an amazing bender twin around (honestly i was a little nervous at first cause i'm a dork but kalkfgsdf) really, i wanted to send you some love because you deserve it! you seem like a lovely person and you have great taste in muses ;D so yeaH just wanted to drop by and say your blog is great and i hope your day/week treats you well! <33

good lord , thank you for this !! i love seeing more benders honestly , this boy needs all the love he can get !! thank you for reaching out , this means a lot !!!

also , incredible url , v v good .

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so here’s the deal , kiddos -

i’m almost 400 followers , which means my anxiety is through the roof . idk why , but every time i reach over 300 , i get the urge to run away and hide forever . i’ve impulse deleted several blogs because of this ( including one of my favorites that had over 1,000 followers ) .

i won’t delete john . i’ve put too much time into him honestly , and i’d feel horrible after i did it . but i also won’t put pressure on myself to be totally on top of everything every day . that’s just... not something i can promise to do .

i know y’all understand this ! because everyone on my dash is amazing and positive and loving . but i wanted to say it , because part of me still feels bad . ( i’m doing my best to remember that this is literally tumblr rp , as well , but still - i’m having some difficulties . ) 

i guess this is just a general psa that my activity is and always will be spotty , and that i’m having sort of a hard time with that . 

love ash xoxo

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joneshead .

“Oh, if you say so.” Jughead tilted his head to the side sharply, a knowing look in his eye as brows shot quickly upwards. “You ever think about writing any of that nonsense down?” It was well known that the Jones boy rarely carried his backpack without the tattered notebook inside, scribbles of ideas and things that came to mind. Just another thing that was easy to tease him for in the eyes of any of the meatheads who called themselves jocks.

‘ nonsense ? nonsense ! ’ bender feigns offense for the slightest of moments , hand at his chest , scoff permitting from his lips . ‘ you , of all people , should recognize the hard work of true art , jughead jones ! ’ this act doesn’t last long before he’s sitting back in his seat , tonguing the hard candy from one side of his mouth to the other . ‘ besides , you’re shakespeare junior , not me . if you think it’s that good , though , here’s my permission to use it in your book . free of charge , no credit needed , ’ he flashes a smile . ‘ you’re welcome , ’

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bed time for this tired bitch , peace out lads .

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                     𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐒 / 𝐈𝐍𝐃 & 𝐒𝐄𝐋 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐄 / 𝐁𝐘 𝐀𝐒𝐇 .

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saw a/laddin , so i’m moving my genie to a solo blog , stay tuned fellas .

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        ‘ hmmm must’ve slipped my mind . ’ lips pull into a smirk . ‘ it’s just too easy to talk back to you . ’

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‘ probably because you’re scarier than i am . i think i speak for everyone when i say i wouldn’t wanna meet you in a dark alley , ’

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you  are  not  a  delicate  ,  small  ,  fragile  ,  made - of - glass - and - emotions  flower  .  you  are  the  strong  stalk  that  carries  the  burden  of  life  ,  you  are  the leaves  that  nourish ,  you  are indomitable  roots  that  reach  so far  deep  into  the  earth  ,  it  is  impossible  to  discern  where  you  end  and  earth  begins .  and  yes  ,  you  have  flowers  ,  you  have beauty –  but  you  were  not  made  only  to be  watched ; you  were  made  to  grow  and  kiss  the  skies  .

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           '   your aura is way off.   ’   is she joking? serious? it’s hard to tell as she wears that signature, almost permanent smile, passing a red cup his way with a soft giggle.   ‘   you need a drink, good sir.   ’     /     @jbnder   ♡’d

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oh god . he’s stuck standing next to a nutcase . ‘ i ain’t payin’ you for that info , mystique , ’ he does , however , take the cup and drink from it . ‘ and don’t give me any’a that start sign bullshit , i’m not interested , ’

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                          I HATE IT ! ! !

      i hate having to go along with everything my friends say           you guys just don’t understand the kind of pressure i’m under…

semi selective claire standish of the breakfast club credit to my boo @jbnder