Dory

Hi, I’m Dory I write silly little Fan Fictions under the same name on AO3:) (Dory_thewritingfish) please don't tag me in tagging games / or long tag things thank you<3 It's really sweet of you I just don't like them.

[dorythewritingfish]

Hello, I'm Dory I'm a fan fic writer on Ao3 and you can find me under the name Dory_thewritingfish

I write for the: Stanger Things Fandom, Heated Rivarly Fandom, The GrishaVerse, Arcane and Percy Jackson

You can also find me on Instagram and Tik Tok under the same username as on Ao3. I also kindly ask you to not tag me in any tagging games or such, I don't participate in them, though it is very sweet that you think of me<3 My profile picture was drawn by the aritst Soia.jpg I currently have over a hundred fics written! I'm a mod of the @dorlenebigbang and drew the art for it.

I have a few wips: The Moon and the star, A wolfstar Fan Fiction with a diffrent take on how the first war went. My first long fic. Finding Teddy, a retelling of Findig Nemo, but with the Harry Potter characters. Written for the @diagonfilmfest in 2025.

The sun and The shadow, a Jegulus Fan Fiction set in the GrishaVerse

We've both been very brave, Heated Rivarly the TV show rewritten as lesbians.

500 milies from my home a fic in German about Luca Haas and his first time in Ottawa!

[shanesloverboy]

Captains and their alternates

[hollanoveau]

how long do you think shane hung onto that 2009 blackberry that ilya put his number into BECAUSE it was the phone ilya put his number into. he held that phone. he put his info in it. even after he gets a newer better phone he keeps that old thing in a drawer forever bc that was The Phone. he would have been unrecognizable as a person if ilya never put his number into that phone. fuck!

[tinylilemrys]

When Shane joins the centaurs, Ilya arranges it that he gets the locker next to his. He's not passing up the chance to flirt with his half-dressed husband before and after games. Being captain comes with perks.

"You're lucky to get this locker," he tells Shane before their first practice. "Everyone in this room is always fighting to get it."

"Why, because it's the one next to yours?" says Shane, tugging a curl at the back of Ilya's head just hard enough to pull his head back playfully.

"Well, yes," laughs Ilya. "But this is also the magic locker."

Shane has that look on his face that Ilya knows means he's not sure if he wants to laugh or roll his eyes.

"The magic locker?" he says with a skeptical eyebrow and a fond smile. "I'm scared to ask what that means."

"You'll see. Is very mysterious. Science cannot explain it. You will soon see its power for yourself."

And Shane's laughing now.

"How about you get dressed so that you're not late for practice, Cap? The only power I want to see right now is your ass on the ice."

And Ilya has this stupid grin the whole way through practice that only gets wider when Shane gets back to his locker to find his favourite post-practice protein bar and an ice-cold can of ginger ale. There's a small post-it stuck to the protein bar that says "Welcome to the team, Hollander. Love, the magic locker elves. xx" It's unmistakably Ilya's handwriting.

"See?" says Ilya, delighted at how much Shane is smiling. "Mysterious."

"Super mysterious," he says, pressing a small kiss to Ilya's cheek. "Tell the elves I say thank you."

And every practice or game after that, there's always something small waiting in the locker for Shane. Because his locker is magic.

[koldefingre]

Jane Hollander x Calvin Klein

[bighairedbitch]

One thing I’ve seen happens in this fandom- and honestly sometimes in real life discussions about Hudson too- is that people end up flattening all POC experiences into one universal experience.

Race absolutely matters. Racism absolutely exists. But different racial groups are stereotyped in different ways, and those stereotypes can produce completely different social expectations.

For example, I’ve seen people criticize Rachel and Jacob for joking about Hudson being unintelligent because he’s a person of color. If Hudson were Black, I would understand that criticism more, because there is a long history of anti-Black stereotypes portraying Black people as unintelligent. But Hudson is Asian. Asian men are stereotyped in almost the opposite way. They’re often assumed to be intelligent, studious, and academically successful. The stereotype is still racist, but it’s a different stereotype. It doesn’t suddenly become an anti-Asian stereotype just because we’ve replaced “Asian” with the broader category of “POC.”

The same thing happens constantly in fanfiction with Shane.

A lot of writers portray Shane as being afraid to fight because he knows he’ll be judged more harshly than white players. I understand where that idea is coming from, but as a black person I’ve never found it particularly convincing.

If Shane were black, that analysis would make more sense to me. Black men are often stereotyped as aggressive, which means behavior that is considered acceptable from white athletes is often interpreted differently when black ones do it.

But asian men occupy a very different place in the racial imagination. They’re frequently stereotyped as passive, non-threatening, weak, nerdy, emasculated, etc. If racial stereotypes were influencing Shane’s approach to hockey, I could just as easily imagine the opposite dynamic: feeling pressure to prove he’s aggressive enough to belong. Maybe he’s fighting TOO much.

But that doesn’t make sense for Shane. He’s the league’s golden boy. He’s polite, media-friendly, and heavily inspired by Sidney Crosby. He’s a superstar. Fighting is often delegated to players lower on the depth chart whose role is specifically to provide physicality. Star players generally aren’t expected to be enforcers. Teams usually want their elite talent scoring goals, not sitting in the penalty box after dropping the gloves.

So Shane not fighting much doesn’t strike me as evidence of racial pressure. It strikes me as evidence that he’s Shane Hollander.

Crosby is a useful comparison here. For years, people mocked him for not being physical enough (and for talking to the refs too much). They questioned his toughness and masculinity. They called him “Crybaby Crosby” or “Cindy Crosby.” Fans edited photos of him in dresses or makeup. The criticism wasn’t really about hockey. The joke was that he wasn’t a “real man.”

And that’s a white player.

Imagine how much worse those conversations could become if the player in question were Asian.

That’s the kind of racial dynamic I could actually see affecting Shane, not him worrying about people thinking he’s too aggressive, but people questioning whether aggressive ENOUGH.

There’s a good chance that if Shane fought exactly like many white players, he probably still wouldn’t be viewed as tough enough. Meanwhile, if a Black player fought exactly like those same white players, he might be interpreted as more aggressive.

People often criticize Rachel for not doing much racial analysis in the books. But sometimes fandom fills that gap with racial analysis that feels disconnected from both hockey culture and the specific stereotypes that affect different racial groups.

Not every POC experience is interchangeable.

A stereotype that affects Black athletes is not automatically a stereotype that affects Asian athletes. A stereotype that affects Latino athletes is not automatically a stereotype that affects Indigenous athletes.

If we’re going to talk about race- and we should- we have to talk about the actual racial dynamics at play, not just substitute “person of color” for a more specific analysis.

Sometimes no racial analysis is better than bad racial analysis.

[unexceptionalzine]

big strong hockey girlfriends saw you from across the bar, they hate your vibe and if you try to talk to either of them the other one will kill you

do not repost!!! click for better quality <3

[hudconera]

happy pride month to this iconic scene

[butchdogs-md]

you need to understand that i have two sets of headcanons. there's the set of realistic headcanons based on my genuine reading of the show, and then there's me playing pretend with my dolls.

[kairithemang0-fm]

Reblog if you're transmasc, support trans men, or want a chocolate chip cookie

[providing-leverage]

Need a reaction to the Jane/Lily aliases where the person (Hayden probably) is like "wow that's not great, I'm shocked you got away with it for so long, who came up with that?"

Shane: we were 19, give us a break

Hayden: 19????

Shane, ignoring him: 🥰 Ilya was so smart coming up with code names 🥰 he wanted to see me again so bad 🥰

[argillaforma]

ilya being in a period of Bad depression and between playing games and going to practice he doesn't really have the energy to do much else and he just kind of collapses when he gets home and he hasn't shaved in days and his hair is unruly and he just feels kinda gross and ugly but doesn't have the energy to do anything about it so shane is like Not On My Watch so he drags ilya into the tub and washes his hair with his special curly shampoo and carefully shaves his face and lathers him in too much body lotion which means he has to stand stark naked in the bathroom for 10 minutes before he can put clothes on and shane tries his best to do his curly hair routine for him he gets the special towel and the curl cream and his eyebrows furrow in concentration as he scrunches ilya's curls to the best of his abilities and ilya sits on the toilet lid with tears in his eyes

[lacy-gracie]

HAPPY PRIDE!!!

[sabotage-on-mercury]

Shane has a spreadsheet where he catalogs the name of every player who fouled Ilya, complete with exact date, time stamp, infraction, penalty called yes/no, personal confrontation, risk of repeated offence, and Shane meticulously updates his list after every game. Ilya thinks Shane is noting down hockey stats and Shane doesn't even need to lie when he agrees because, yes, this is the most important hockey stat ever collected.

The thing is, there is protectiveness and there is Shane Hollander's protectiveness over Ilya.

It's not a secret that Shane plays particularly ruthless against opposing players who fouled Ilya, hitting the ice with so far unknown levels of ferocity and dragging the entire team with him to mow down their opponents.

Ilya is flattered, or more precisely in a liminal space between horny and moved to tears, whenever he sees Shane step up to defend his honour, because yes this is his pretty, funny, polite, hyper focused future hall of fame hockey star of a husband, but all canadian manners and professionalism are forgotten the second someone dares to look at Ilya wrong, because first and foremost, Ilya is Shane's baby. That's heady as fuck.

That was until Ilya found the spreadsheet on Shane's phone. Neither of them has any desire to look into the other's phones but they are on share the same toothbrush levels of codependency, so it's a no-brainer that they let each other use their phones if needed.

After a grueling home game, a hard fought win, they basically collapse on their couches, when Ilya suggest ordering food in, the meal prep just doesn't cut it today, and Shane agrees.

Ilya's phone is dead (damned candy crush) and he just makes grabby hands for Shane's phone, "give". Shane more than a litte exhausted is glad that Ilya takes over the decision making on what they should eat, hits a button and tosses the phone over to Ilya and rest his eyes for a moment.

It is pure accident that Shane missed the button to close his notes app, so immediately when Ilya opens the phone the color coded spreadsheet jumps into his view; initially Ilya wants to dismis it quickly but fuck, why does Shane keep a list of names active male hockey players?? Is this a list of guys he finds attractive??

He frowns, carefully scrolling through the rows of names and their demeanours and fuck???? Does Shane fancy bad boys?

He makes a grumbling sound that pulls Shane out of his highly efficient minute nap.

"'s up? That Italian place closed?"

"Shane, what is this?"

"Wut?"

"Is this a fuck list, Solnyshko?" Ilya pouts, more attitude than actual anger, that is simply too good of ammunition to tease Shane with.

"The fuck you're talking about?" Shane is definitely awake now.

"Is this a list of guys you want to fuck you?" Ilya taunts, keep on scrolling through the list.

"I don't have a fuck list!" Confusion and irritation cloud Shane's face.

"O'Neil, Schneider, Fitz... why is Wilson listed twice?"

Ilya looks up, turning the screen around and a grin on his face and Shane's mouth falls open and he turns red - but not the caught-being-a- horny-bastard kind of red.

Shane jumps forward to snatch his phone back but Ilya anticipated that move and hides the phone behind his back and starts wrestling Shane. Ilya barely wins the fight, luckily he knows Shane's ticklish spots so well, and they both start laughing, and Ilya is pinning Shane to the couch by collapsing on top of him and they catch their breaths.

Ilya produces the phone and looks at the document again, with his chin propped on Shane's chest.

"Okey. No fuck list, obviously. You only want to fuck good hockey players."

"And why do I let you hit then?", Shane grumbles, but a playful spark in his eyes.

"Bescause I'm not good, I'm best hockey player", Ilya grins, eliciting an eye roll from Shane that can't diminish his fond smile. "Second best maybe."

Ilya peppers a few kisses on Shane's chest before studying the list again and realisation dawns as he looks at the most recent entries.

"Gustavson, high sticking. Foster, roughing. That is from today."

Shane starts squirming again but Ilya just makes himself heavier on top of Shane to stop him.

"You keep track of people hitting us?"

"No..."

"Still a bad liar, Hollander."

Shane sighs. "Only you. The guys who played dirty against you."

Ilya has to let that sink in for a while, equal parts touched and confused. "But why?"

"Don't laugh ok?" Shane looks Ilya straight in the eye and the determination in his face sends a pleasent shiver down Ilya's spine. "I know that this is petty, okay. It's unsporting and too personal, like that's not what Hockey is about... but it is personal to me, okay?"

"Shane..."

Capitalising on Ilya's momentary weakness, Shane frees one arm and cups Ilya's cheek, his earnest dark brown eyes are hypnotising as he quietly speaks. "I don't like it when you get hurt. And I want to make sure these guys never do it again."

Ilya let's out a stream of consonants and fractured expletives, and fights the urge to bury his face in Shane's chest, losing it ultimately.

He squeezes Shame as tight as he can, his Shane, his sweet, protective, wonderful Shane who never fails to suprise him, and Shane nuzzles his cheek against Ilyas head in answer. A few moments pass, and suddenly Ilya has to giggle, because yes this list is absolutely fucked up and probably one of the most romantic things Shane did, and Ilya loves it. "That's fucking insane", he let's Shane know, smiling brightly.

"Yes. Because I'm fucking insane about you, baby", Shane says quitely and with so much sincerity that Ilya melts again against Shane's chest, listening to his strong heart, beating just for Ilya.

Shane let's Ilya crush him untilhe gets squirmy again in his trapped state and Ilya gives Shane's other arm free and immediately gets rewarded with Shane's fingers playing with his hair.

Ilya sneaks a last glance on the spreadsheet before he actually wants to order them food (Shane's heartbeat can only drown out his grumbling stomach so much), and spots the next column.

"Retilition successful? Seriously Shane?"

"Yes!?"

"I thought you want to teach them manners not punish them."

"Well, that kinda goes hand in hand, doesn't it."

"But Retiliation?" Ilya grins brightly. "You sound like fucking mafia, Solnyshko."

"I do not!"

"Shall I call the bratva for some tips, da?"

"Don't be silly."

"No, please tell me, what is your plan for retiliation, hm?"

"That is not exactly a plan. I just hoped that I could convince Coach to put me on the shifts against these guys for our next games. And then we'll see."

"We'll see? You wanna kneecap them or what? Land yourself in the sin bin?"

"Obviously not. I'd be cleverer than that."

And Ilya doesn't doubt that for one second.

"You're right, we won't need bratva, we got criminal mastermind here with hitlist spreadsheet."

"It's not a hit list!"

"If it's not a fuck list, it's definitely a hit list, Shane. Maybe we should give you new nickname. Killer, maybe."

"Stop it, I'm not injuring anyone. Not badly anyway. Mostly I want to embaress them on the ice and dress them down But you can't expect me to watch people hunt you and think they can get away with it!"

That shuts Ilya up quite effectively.

Shane pouts up at Ilya, his eyebrows still pinched together decisively. "Too far?"

Ilya immediately shakes his head. "No. Not if it's you."

"But you still think this is crazy."

For a moment Ilya considers that he might be married to a hockey terrorist and he finds that he doesn't mind, quite the contrary. "If it's crazy then we are crazy together." And he kisses the rest of Shane's frown away from his face.

"My knight in shining hockey gear", he grins before finally pressing a hot and greedy kiss on Shane's lips.

[blushingrozy]

ilya's back appreciation post

[shane-bug]

Idiots in love

[the-irreverend]

And stay safe everyone!