So normally the bottle on the left would've been done off for breakfast and the one the right would've cracked open celebrating my #40thBirthday but tomorrow it will mark 3 months since I had a drink... #Truestory... I'm not saying I quit drinking all together... But 3 months ago I drank so much and got so sick.., I said this got to stop... I always argued that I'm not an #alcholic because I don't have true #alcholic symptoms... But what I do have is something called #bingedrinking... once I start I don't really stop... And I usually can maintain myself... Like I know who I am, I'm coherent enough to get home, then fall out... But the last time I drank I screwed up by mixing... Which I know not to do... Buuuut I was #turntup!!! LOL!!! Anyway we'll see how long this no drinking thing goes... I know I'm going to #Jamaica in 2 weeks, for a wedding which are usually events I drink the most... And we're going to be on an all inclusive resort... So I'm almost positive the no drinking thing will go out the window then.... Then I have to start no drinking clock over again!!! But to anybody else out there dealing with binge drinking... You're not alone... Try to slow down and stop if you can... #Yolo