head in the clouds: part four
lately... i can't help but think that our roads might take us down different phases... when everything's so pure, can it be aimless? painless?
it’s crazy we’ve been dating for as long as we have been. almost two years now, and to be honest, it seems like we haven’t connected in the last one and a half. you said you love me, and i’m sure you do. but we’re not right for each other, and i can’t believe it’s taken me so long to say so.
if you ever go, all the songs that we like will sound like bittersweet lullabies...
it was never your intention to get accepted into a huge kpop agency when i had merely said to audition as a joke...
but now you’re coming home a little later than usual, and i know something’s going on. you’ve told me multiple times that you don’t have time for me, which hurt a little more than you’ll ever know.
i cheered you on, i was your biggest fan… i think i still am. but i think and know that you know the popularity is getting to your head.
we’re going different directions, and now i can’t even remember the last date we went on. hell, i can’t even remember the last time i made you smile. by the time you get this letter, you might even roll your eyes when you see who it’s from.
lost in the blue.. they don't love me like you do. those chills that i knew, they were nothing without you...
did we ever break it off? we’re so.. disconnected? far apart? unavailable? gone? from each other’s lives that it’s hard to tell what you’re thinking. what about the time you were so excited to hug me when you got home? when you told me i was your safe place? when you sang to me to sleep? i don’t think i’ll be able to forget about those memories, even if you officially call it quits.
we don’t have a label, which i’m okay with, but i don’t know where the boundaries are anymore. i haven’t even told you i went on a date with a complete stranger i met at the train station…
and everyone else? they don't matter now...
but he.. wasn’t you. his name was sort of similar to yours, though. kim sunoo? maybe you’ve heard of him. either way, even though he made me smile, he didn’t hold my hand the way you did, he didn’t kiss me the way you did, and he didn’t make me feel the way you did. you might blame it on him just being a completely different person, but i think it’s my way of telling you that nobody loves me like you do.
you're the one i can't lose... no one loves me like you do.
i can’t lose you, park sunghoon, though i think i already have. i’ve seen the news articles, i’ve seen your private instagram account, i’ve seen the flirty glances, i’ve seen it all. i hope you love her like you loved me.
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