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[psych2go]

I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists: one where my heart is full, my body is loved, and my soul is understood.

Melissa Cox (via psy-faerie)

[star-plasma]

[jdkmtrn]

How to badass has really inspired me.

I feel pretty low about life right now.. the career aspect of it. 

in the book she speaks of how to go for what u really want, and to let go of things you’re not happy with. just go for it.

and i think thats exactly what im going to do. 

theres no point in being so depressed over it anymore. I’m just going to go for it. It’s about putting in work, it’s about actually doing something about it. 

[jdkmtrn]

AFTER THIS POST AND CRYING EVERYTHING OUT I APPLIED TO AN INTERNSHIP I REALLY NEEDED AND WANTED AND I GOT A CALL FOR AN INTERVIEW TOMORROW LIFE IS GOOD PLS LET ME GET IT. THE BOOK IS SO SPOT ON.

[jdkmtrn]

How to badass has really inspired me.

I feel pretty low about life right now.. the career aspect of it. 

in the book she speaks of how to go for what u really want, and to let go of things you’re not happy with. just go for it.

and i think thats exactly what im going to do. 

theres no point in being so depressed over it anymore. I’m just going to go for it. It’s about putting in work, it’s about actually doing something about it. 

[jdkmtrn]

I get really sad sometimes. I get really sad all the time. I feel constantly alone when im not. When I am alone, I want to cry. Even when like is amazing, i feel like im never enough. When life is finally good, i think about everything that went wrong before. Sometimes, I hate this baggage. I hate feeling all these feelings. I hate having intense moods I hate how im able to hide it. I hate how i feel so numb about everything.

[alucinori]

14.11.2015

ig: alucinori

[alucinori]

Finally had time to draw again!

09.06.2016.

Check out some more drawings on tumblr and instagram  :D

Also I’m so sorry I put in name tag like that but people on tumblr either repost pictures without credits or repost and cut the name out if it’s on bottom.. not cool 

[alucinori]

I felt like it needed colored background this time

02.01.2016.

[alucinori]

One more edit :D

[luna-godess]

[jdkmtrn]

Another post for blah people. I've experienced blah people for what seems my entire life. Those blah people you were never enough for. Those blah friendships who acted like they were but never were. Those blah ones who never really stood up for you or supported you. Those blah people you were always second hand too. When you surround yourself with these types of people you become one. When you surround yourself with amazing, talented, supportive individuals you start to glow.

[jdkmtrn]

2017

I only have 1 percent left on my phone as I'm typing this but. I've never felt more actual growth and self-realization until this year. I feel so in tune with myself. I know what I want and I know who I want in my life. Self-realization is amazing. I can't wait to continue to grow. This is exactly the reason why Ive felt like I've been in a rut my entire high school and till a couple months ago. It has helped tremendously. And it's all due to the hardships I faced. I'm thankful for those who always been there and continued to help me grow during dark times & never left.

[danger]

[respectfulmemes]