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[jeevaschrist]

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[jeevaschrist]

hi guys, i'm going to put out a bit of a general statement here. i know in my bio that my matchup rules tag isn't working. i have zero clue why, every other tag works fine, just not that one. so i'll be making another post soon with matchup rules, BUT, please PLEASE look for my rules before you request a matchup. i do have rules for a reason and pretty soon (like today) i'll start enforcing those rules and just not posting the matchups that break the rules. thanks all! <3

[jeevaschrist]

hii could I get a match-up with male bsd characters?

I'm bigender (afab) 18 y.o. and use any pronouns. I'm an ENTP Pisces.

I'm 157 cm (5'2) tall and chubby, but also weirdly strong for someone who doesn't exercise- also I've been told my resting face makes me look I'm about to murder someone's entire bloodline (their words not mine).

When people first meet me I'm quiet and observing, but quickly open up if they bring up something I'm really passionate about and will talk for hours on end. My friends also say I'm a mom friend type of person.

My hobbies are baking (specifically brownies, but I'll bake anything if I put my mind into it), singing and drawing. I'm also a Fashion design student, even if I'm much more interested in languages.

hi hi!

atsushiiiiiiiiiiiii

atsushi is super adorable fwnjwn my lil squish

ANYWAY i think you two compliment each other well! i think he's sweet and caring and absolutely would adore you and care for your wellbeing. he encourages your hobbies and 100% eats everything you bake. he'd enjoy your singing and encourage you to keep pursuing it further, and i feel like he'd be a good human pin cushion.

[jeevaschrist]

Hi, can I request a BSD match up please? (Gender doesn't matter to me and I'm curious)

I'm a person who lacks much skill beyond creative writing and talking to people, who likes to take the easy way out or the stupid way out because the only thing my brain is good for is existentialism and pessimism. I often question reality since my mental illness has taken away my ability to trust my perception of things. I'm an INFP-T who's often described as strange and concerning. I see no value in life yet I fear the lack of consciousness that comes with death. I listen to music and constantly do things with friends so I can outrun my ability to think. My life itself has been one of Neverending tragedy with things only starting to look up now, after 21 years of miserable life.

I live in the shadow of my friends and though they see me as lovely I know in my heart of hearts that I am a terrible person. I value communication in relationships and am open to polycules. Life sucks a little less when you can worry about someone else for a change I guess.

Yes I'm in therapy but there's only so much it can fix. Same for the medication.

In the end of the day I would give up anything for the happiness of those I call friends (and maybe myself afterwards). I hate the beach but I hate winter more. If forests had wifi I would never leave. Also I'm 5'3 and can't reach the top shelf but I daydream about fighting God for creating a world where such great tragedy can befall such ordinary, innocent people.

Stay healthy, eat the rich.

hellooooo

i have returned after a long break.

i think kunikida would be a good match for you

i think he's very down to earth and he would be able to keep you on track and guide you along the way. not only that, he's willing to help at all times no matter the cost for someone he loves, and he's so calculated that he knows a lot of the possible outcomes to things. he's prepared and vigilante and a good person to have around.

[jeevaschrist]

HI EVERYONE OKAY SO I'VE BEEN ABSENT BECAUSE I GOT LOGGED OUT AND FORGOT ALL OF MY INFO BUT I'M BACK NOW I SWEAR

[jeevaschrist]

Hi hi could I get a matchup for a male bsd character pls?

I’m a female (she/her) demirose INTP and i tend to value trust and loyalty in relationships! (I want to be able to be myself around the person) Quality time, acts of service, and physical touch are my top love languages.

I like to draw and bake but also get stuck in my head a lot with ideas for either!

I hate extreme heat or cold, and things that would overstimulate one of my five senses. (Loud noises, close contact, etc.)

I hope this is enough! </3

hi! it's a perfect length, thank you!

i think atsushi is a good match for you

i know i keep matching people with atsushi rn but i just think he's so diverse in his interests and adaptable to anyone just as long as he gets to give the love he never got. i really think he's a good and supportive match for a lot of people. he's willing to take his time and build trust and he's willing to change his ways to be compatible for you, while not losing his values. it's something he's done before but he's grown and he knows now how not to do that as much. he'd fit perfectly with you as well because i see him valuing the same things you do!

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[jeevaschrist]

Hello!! Could I have a bsd matchup?

Im about 168cm, im a taurus, My mbti is entp.

My friends tend to say I'm quite sarcastic maybe even a little narcissistic, but usually im nice and try to help with whatever I can, I can be also quite obsessive, i have BPD so that's the main cause of my behaviour, I'm also quite depressed which causes my lack of motivation

Appearance wise I have quite fluffy short black hair (similar to Alice from twilight😭) and dress in a more fancy style but also have off days where I just don't care

hi hi! sorry it took so long to get to yours :(

i think you and atsushi would be cute together. i think he would be a good support system for you and i really think he would take the time to try and understand BPD as i know it takes up a lot of someone's life, and he would defend you wholeheartedly to others when they say something offensive or do something you don't like. atsushi is the kind of man who would love you for all traits, good or bad, and he would try to be there no matter what.

[jeevaschrist]

I was wondering if I could have a bsd match? I don’t really have a gender preference. I’m an infp. Pretty shy and awkward at first but am really talkative after a while. Can talk about hyper-fixations for hours. Honestly very insecure and self doubts a lot. Likes fluctuate pretty quickly but I love sweets (and food in general), avid reader and writer and like to draw and make music but not very good at it. Sorry if this one’s bad.

hi hi! sorry it took so long, here's that matchup for ya!

i think you and kunikida would b cute because it's likely he would know about your hyperfixations already so he'd be happy to talk about them with you and share your excitement, or at least fuel it. he'd help you with your music and drawing, teaching you thinks you could do to improve or do better. he wouldn't mind you being shy and awkward, or talkative, i think he'd just be happy you actively want to be around him <3

[jeevaschrist]

Hello!!! I would like to request one a match up please. (If your requests are still open)

I don’t have any gender preferences

!!I would like for it to be platonic!!

My hobbies include : Playing the violin, photography, playing board/card games, and volleyball.

My personality : Ambivert, Smart (all As), Passionate, Loyal, Kinda Quiet, and Random. I tend to be quiet around people that I’ve just met treating them with respect, but after a while I start to open up and talk more openly. I actually enjoy small talk, and learning about new things. I am also very very forgetful.

Some of my strengths are a positive attitude, having good communication, and my smarts. Some of my weaknesses are my physical strength, (I am physically weak🫠) and if I don’t connect to someone I would rather just not talk to them at all, and sometimes my stand-offish attitude when talking to people I don’t like or have interest in

Extra: My MBTI type is ENFJ. I like to keep my nails long and when they snag or break I’m down the rest of the day. (It’s a sensory thing for me) I get cold really easily. I love fruit. I can't remember names but I can remember faces.

!!Please stake your time getting to my request!!

!! Also make sure you drink water, eat, and get some sleep!!

hi love! here's that platonic matchup for you!

i think you and sigma would be cute friends

sigma is the type of man who's super supportive and kind and all-around nice, even though he doesn't always outwardly show it because he knows he can't. he'd be the best one to listen and understand any issues and try to support you to the best of his ability. he'd also be able to take an interest in your hobbies and tbh i think you could turn him into a violin man. i think sigma too is pretty quiet until he gets to know someone, even then he's still kind of quiet in general, so he'd understand you on that wavelength. i also see him as someone who is suuuuuuuuuper fun to photograph, like idk there's something about him that makes him so friggin picture perfect and it makes me mad bc why can't i be like that *cries*

a/n: thank you for thinking of me smh that's so nice and makes me feel so appreciated u have no idea and ur so sweet so thank u!!

[jeevaschrist]

Hiii if matchups are still available... could I request one for BSD?

I'm a straight female, I've been into mbti a bit once but I'm too weird to actually type myself correctly..

I'm someone who outside seems pretty friendly and fun but inside I'm quite unstable?? Im usually afraid of opening up because people don't understand why I'm the way I am I guess. That's why I usually hide behind being a people pleaser that is constantly tired inside. its kinda like I don't try to fake my personality but I hide it and no one actually notices?? (Tho I wish...) I have many friends but I only feel truly comfortable hanging out with my one favourite person.

I seek for someone who would try to be patient and understanding with me, but also who would be able to get me out of my low moods, listening to me or telling their own stories would be really cool. Just spending time together is gold for me. Someone fun that also knows that feelings matter?

I really care about people that are close to me so also someone who would appreciate that they are my #1, someone who even if we got into a fight would not give up on me no matter what

From things I like, well.. singing, generally music, strawberries, ice skating, games

I also love fashion and dressing up, jewelry is always included in my outfits I just love it sm, I find clothes as a way to express myself so it's comforting for me. I love looking good for myself <3

(I already sent the request once but I'm not sure if you received it... I just wanted to try again, sorry if you just didn't have time to respond to it (⁠･ั⁠ω⁠･ั⁠) )

hi there! thank you for requesting. matchups are still open, yes, but i have literally 31 to get to (i can send photo proof if you want lol) /lh

i promise i'm not ignoring any of you, it's just hard sometimes to get through all of the matchups while balancing work and everything else related to my health.

i think a good match for you is akutagawa, actually

bitch can't breathe

anyway!

i think he'd be able to really dig through you and find that personality of yours and really be able to pull that up through everything else and make it surface. i also don't see him as too impatient with someone he really cares about, although many people will probably argue with me on that. i think he cares but this man is so damaged he doesn't know how to show it unless you're close to him personally. he'd also love spending time with you and everything, i think you might just have to come to him first because he'll forget. (i don't see him as someone who understands that there's someone who WANTS to spend time with him) i think you two will really bring each other out with time and i see a relationship with a very trusting foundation.

[jeevaschrist]

i was hoping to ask for a bad matchup if your still open!!! if not it’s fine:>

you can call me m!

some things about me include^^

im 5’5, she/her, scorpio/infj, i struggle a lot with my sexuality:(( i also have bpd if that helps<3

i tend to be quite a quiet person if you don’t know me and it takes me a while to warm up to people. i like physical contact but only when i initiate it bc it scares me so much:(( but then im also a pussy LMAO

i have a sarcastic personality and ive always been told im a bubbly girl. i do have bad trust issues and have had quite the rough upbringing, due to that i have quite low self esteem and body image. i would also say im quite a compulsive liar, it sounds bad but it’s something i can help.

some things i actually enjoy would be reading, baking/cooking, health/biology, psychology, orthodoxy/catholicism and i am taking law in college which could be a good pointer!!! i have quite a morally grey stand on things and criminology has always interested my morbid curiosity.

look wise!!! i have short black dyed hair, brown/blue eyes (i hv heterochromia), a bumpy nose!!!, very pale skin, im rather slim but i am honestly built like an airpod😭 further on both my arms and legs r a quite scarred, ive learned to live with it but they never go unnoticed yk:( i also tend to dress rather modestly? long dresses/skirts. sometimes ill wear jeans or baggy trousers though!!!

THANKYOU SO MUCH^^

I HOPE THIS ISNT 2 MUCH😭😭😭🫶🏻

hi m! i am still open! here's that matchup :)

tbh i think yosano and you would be cute together

i've actually seen people not liking her and tbh i love her and think she's an icon, and i think you two would be so iconic together! she would take such an interest in your hobbies/interests and tbh i think you both would be up into SUCH late hours of the night discovering all you can about them. she'd understabnd the trust issues and tbh she has them too, so nothing owuld be pushed or rushed unless you both were cool with it and had talkjed about it beforehand. she'd think you're cute and would ast first struggle with the physical contact, wanting to hug you and kiss you and all that, but as soon as you state you aren't comfortable with it and she understands, she'd be the type to be super respectful and scream at ppl who get too close but don't touch you. yosano can see through lies like she can see through windows so lying to her and getting away with it would be hard. and she'd be the type to hype you up a bunch so she would definitely support you there as well! i think you two would be cute together <3

a/n: BUILT LIKE AN AIRPOD PLS THAT'S SO CLEVER- njsnnf i love this sm

[jeevaschrist]

Hey hey!! I'd like to request a bungou stray dogs match up :D

Im nonbinary(born female) , entp, bisexual And a Taurus, im quite short 165cm

Most of my close friends describe me as chaotic, sarcastic but also caring and someone who wants to be loved but uses a "tough" and independent act to hide it, I have absolutely no filter and really random bursts of energy, but that is mainly a false personality I fabricate when hanging out with people, I don't act like that infornt of people I don't know too well though, in situations like that I'm usually quiet, polite and try to be as nice as possible, I'm quite antisocial and tend to have terrible coping mechanisms. I usually try to stay as loyal as possible. I'm not to into PDA, but if my partner enjoys it I won't complain (I'm a people pleaser). My main love languages are gift giving and words of affirmation

I dress up in all different kinds of styles (everyone calls me emo, when I'm not😭

hello there! oh no i so understand being called emo when ur not

*i'm in love with an emo gi-*

my immediate thought for you was chuuya. i think this would be cute because you both would like...act kind of the same? though i don't see chuuya having random bursts of energy, and i think whenever you get those bursts of energy or "zoomies", if you will, i think he'd look at you like fake annoyed like "really?" but he'd secretly think you're cute. i don't see chuuya as too into pda either unless he thinks someone is eyeing you up in a weird way, so that would work out fine! i think he'd also be able to very clearly see through the fake personality/fronting act very quickly. i think with you two there would be a very deep understanding and a true sense of loyalty together!

[jeevaschrist]

Hey! Can I get a BSD matchup?

I couldn't find the rules but tw// for mental health mentions.

I'm FtM, he/him, I look a lot like Dazai (unruly brown hair, brown eyes, pale) and I dress very similarly to him but I'm 10 cm shorter and I have a muscular build, even though I don't train much.

I'm allegedly an ENTx and I'm the very stereotype of an 8w7.

I recently started reading BSD and I was creeped out by how similar Dazai is to me. The easiest way to summarize it would be that I was sent to a psych ward after attempting sword and I got caught by a nurse going at it with a girl in there.

I've been described as smart, chaotic, creative and weird by pretty much everyone around me. I'm not a very motivated person and I don't have many goals in general but I do accomplish almost anything I set my mind to.

My main hobbies are reading, writing, learning languages and drinking. I smoke (cigarettes) a lot and I also love going to parties.

I get along with a lot of wildly different people. My only criteria for both friends and partners is that they have to be unique and eccentric in some way and not too austere or puritanical, because I get bored otherwise.

Thank you!

hi there! here's that matchup for ya :)

i think a good match for you would be probably nikolai..i struggled between nikolai, dazai, chuuya and akutagawa for you but i think i've decided on nikolai

i think nikolai is a good match for you because he both compliments and contrasts you, but he is in no way boring so that means he and you would always be up to something. to an extent i think he would understand your struggles and he would try to find ways to lift you up, but he isn't the type to push you to heal or do better if you just aren't ready. i think he'd always keep finding things for you guys to do, even on shitty days where you just want to stay in bed and do nothing. you two would be cute together and i think he's the best match for you out of all of the ones i've looked at.

a/n: thank you for sharing with me. i appreciate the fact that you trusted me and my character enough to share your struggles <3

[jeevaschrist]

Hey 💁✨ I’ll be your bestie if u want !! ❤️ I’m always looking for friends on here 🥳

um omg yes besties pls

message me <3

[jeevaschrist]

if any of you want to be besties i would love that bc i am lonely atm

[jeevaschrist]

hi there! if you’re feeling up to it, could i please request a matchup with a bsd character? 

my name is charlie, i use she/they pronouns and i am bisexual though i tend to lean male! i’m a libra isfj, enneagram 2, and i am 5’7.

among my irls, i’m known as the kindest person they’ve ever met. i have a gigantic heart and i’m always there to support my friends when they need it, whether with a hug or advice (which i’ve been told is usually very good). however, my trusting nature also makes me naive and easy to deceive. i come off as charming and bright, but below the surface, i also have anxiety which makes me overthink. i love to ramble about my interests, but i also love to hear my friends ramble too. 

my primary love languages are words of affirmation and physical touch, but i try to adjust to whatever my partner is comfortable with :)

i am an artist, writer, and musician (piano, clarinet, bassoon), and i love to spend time with loved ones, though i also need my space. 

although there’s no specific personality i’m looking for in a partner, i think i would value communication and patience. i’m a very sensitive person and i get worried that i’ve upset my loved ones easily, so a partner who is patient and understanding would be amazing. 

sorry that this was so long! hope you have a good day/night and thank you in advance! 🫶

i don't mind! i love doing matchups!

i think the best match for you would be atsushi :)

i think you two are so alike and can relate to each other on many levels which makes it ready to be together. it's like a breath of fresh air to have someone like atsushi who understands you and doesn't judge you. he'd be the type of boyfriend for you who lifts you up. atsushi is very understanding and patient, and if there was something you were struggling with he'd invest the time to help you work through it instead of getting overly annoyed or pissed off with you for not doing something right or struggling with any mental health issues. i think you both are really trusting but together it would be more of a thing of you want to protect each other so it makes you a little more careful of the amount of people you trust. i think you two would be so cute together