A place to cry.

This is my blog where I just put stuff out there. I'm a minor.

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Gay

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I hate my best friend but I also like him at the same time.

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I hate my brain

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I hate feeling sexually attracted to stuff I feel gross and it hurts. I don't like it at all.

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I feel gross.

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I am pretty sure that my aunt and uncle are having sex.....

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What?

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Art

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To A

I'm thinking of killing myself right now.

I can't do it anymore. I don't want to live. I failed as a person. I don't think I can do it anymore.

I'm just a terrible person I wish I were a good person I don't deserve to live.

You're a good friend, I'm not gonna lie the best in the world. But I'm tired, I'm so very tired. I just want to sleep until I don't feel anything.

I want to go numb until nothing hurts anymore and then I feel fine.

I wish I could cry.

If I do it, I'm sorry you know who you are.

From G

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Why look at a woman's body art It's usually very, very sexualized. I feel wrong looking at that.

I see the same thing people lusting over stuff that they could never have. This lowers the expectations of women in real life and gives women expectations of their bodies.

Nothing really changed we're still being treated like objects. It's just hidden. A thing to be looked at to be a mired but not to be given any second thoughts.

And I'm not going to lie the street goes both ways. Men are treated like they're not supposed to show any emotion and if you do, you're treated like a weak link.

The men are treated terribly It's been shown that men can't do things a woman can do because they're shown as pedophiles and rapist this is false, Man has the same emotions we do.

This is not saying a man cannot be a rapist or a pedophile but women can be a pedophile or a rapist. These people are not human. They lost the right to be a human the day they started to lust over children and take the rights of others.

People are sick. I feel wrong looking at a human.

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I am so f****** hungry right now. Oh, my God, I wanna eat so badly

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I want my best friend back. I want to hear his voice 1 last time.

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God I hate my migraines.

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What the fuck is going on anymore

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What do you think is the best gun position?

It only takes one bullet.

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My friend has been missing since last Wednesday.

We are technically online friends but I met him in real life. We used to go to school together. Before I dropped out because I didn't do enough work.

And my friend said this to me. "I won't be able to talk for a while :("

This is the last time I heard from my friend. I know his mom is somewhat terrible to him. But am I that his dad kidnapped him because he said it happened before or something.

I just really hope that he's okay. I hope this phone just got taken away but I don't know if that actually is what happened.

Similar things has happened before. It is only last it like a day or 2 or maybe like a week.

But I don't know if I'm just being really concerned over nothing but I'm just really worried about him. I miss him a lot. =[

I'm really scared.

If he doesn't respond in a month. I am going to figure out what the f*** happened. I have options but they're not good options. I don't really want to bother him if it's nothing.

This is bread i never gave him an official name so I named him my best friend's name can I pretend that it's him.

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I'm so scared