Healed Yet Broken

Experience is the greatest experience

[jeffological]

Either they cheat on me,

Or they're scared (though they love me),

And then there's you ❤️

[jeffological]

I blame the movies.

They make us expect ?

Maybe, they reveal what we already expect.

They make us believe ?

Maybe, they affirm what we already believe.

They make us imagine ?

Maybe, they confirm what we already imagine.

They ignite feelings that we never thought existed, in us.

[jeffological]

I want to feel secure, more than I want him to be loyal.

I want to be alone, more than I want to maintain the friendship.

I want to be earn more, more than I want to rest.

Turns out, the things we want are opposites and are almost always co-existent.

[jeffological]

Hey Jeff, where you from?

Not sure, but I hope I'm not from the same world I've grown to be distant from.

[jeffological]

I'm tired...

Yes I've hurt you, Yes you've hurt me.

Yes I love you, Yes you love me.

But No, I don't want to put in effort.

But No, I don't hate you.

I'm tired...

Stay if you'd like

Leave if you'd like

I'm tired...

[jeffological]

I would choose you over everything !

I guess

I love you over everything !

I guess

I need you in everything !

I guess

...............................

I guess

I just need time !

[jeffological]

Never love a broken girl,

She'll break you unintentionally.

[jeffological]

I got myself too close to get myself hurt.

[jeffological]

Balancing between loving and moving on.

[jeffological]

Not sure if

it's a pause ⏯️

or a stop 🛑

[jeffological]

God,

I know that he deserves better,

So please change me into something that he deserves.

Yet, not my will, but yours be done.

[jeffological]

It's okay to do something you love and still get exhausted.

It's normal.

One can't swim for a whole day and not get tired of it.

[jeffological]

Love is like energy,

It can neither be created nor be destroyed, but can be changed from one form to another.

[jeffological]

I used to cry over your pictures thinking you're so damn amazing.

Now I cry over your pictures thinking I can never be yours.

[jeffological]

Never knew that something could end before it even started.

[jeffological]

Just because something is right doesn't mean it won't hurt.

[jeffological]

You can love someone truly and still choose to let them go.