F2F - Nick & Jeff (and Felicity)
nicholascduval:
Nick sighed, a smile crossing his lips when he knew what was bothering his boyfriend. “Jeffie…” He whispered, reaching over to brush the hair off Jeff’s forehead. “Why would you think you need to be nervous about that? It’s like you said, we’re both clean, we’ve been tested and I’m not planning on being with anyone else either. So if that’s something you want to try, I’m okay with it.” Nick explained with a small nod. If he was honest, this was something he’d been thinking about too. They’d been together over a year now and he trusted Jeff more than anyone, so it only seemed like trying this was a step that was coming. Nick made eye contact with his boyfriend, his eyes grazing over his face to ensure that the other man wasn’t still nervous about what he’d asked for. Just to give another layer of assurance, Nick leaned forward to press a kiss to Jeff’s lips and whispered out a soft “I love you”.
The softness of Nick’s tone and the way he brushed his hair back helped calm him, slightly, but he wasn’t completely convinced he hadn’t made things completely awkward until the other man started talking. “I don’t know, Nicky. It’s just... a big thing. I’ve never done it before, with anyone, and I’ve never wanted to. Not until you. I just don’t want you to feel like this is something you have to do, because I know it sounds scary. But I trust you.” He felt vulnerable in that moment, even if he knew Nick was being receptive to him, and loving like he always was. “And if you didn't -- or don’t trust me like that too yet, that’d be okay. I just.... I only want it if you want it, too.” He reached his hands up to gently cup Nick’s face, letting out a sigh of relief he didn’t know he’d been holding as Nick leaned in to kiss him. “I love you too, so much.“ He said quietly as he reluctantly broke the kiss. “And I just want you --- even if we were covered up in six layers of hazmat suits. Let’s not do that, though, I’m not into squeaky plastic.”









