not man enough to hate, not woman enough for kissing

- would punch multiple 'dead' 19th century authors - she/he/they -  Ivy Robinson deserved better!!!!! - people who know my name im begging you dont use it here - lmk if you find a stoneybrook sa boot - pfp by @kentucky-fried-thea

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An art nouveau Jehan!

aka: when will i learn my lesson and stop using gold leaf

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the american idiot musical is crazy why is jgj there

AND IVE BEEN SAYINH YHIS

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hey lover ! happy valentines day !!! i miss you lots, im sorry i havent been sending you asks. i have so many things to say. im doing good in uni, though its not very easy to be trans and nb and my school… im on the student radio heehee one time i talked about mika. DID I TELL YOU IM GONNA SEE LES MIS IN A FEW WEEKS. YAY YAY YAY YAY YIPPEE. im sooo excited n im gonna talk abt it on da radio its gonna be so wonderful. I MADE A NEW FRIEND RECENTLY AND HES LITERALLY ME. we’re both nerdy filipino lesbians who like fall out boy and geography and making ocs… it was meant to be… and hes also gonna see les mis, tho he doesnt know as much abt it. i introduced him to enjolras a few days ago and it was very exciting bc he loves blond men who look like women

i havent been on tumblr much. ive been working lots and lots and lots on my neocities if you remember that !! if you want you could sign up for da newsletter (https://wheresurmalloytonight.neocities.org/mailinglist) (you could get an email that doesnt have your real name…) i talk about the site but also updates abt me !! no pressure of course. i wanted you to know about the option

last month the new mika album came out and its very good of course. i got the cd for it and ive already listened to it 7 times. my fav song on it is nicotine… i think ill add it to our playlist, though i dont actually use spotify anymore. i love you so so much. i miss you

i love you I love you this is me answering ur ask its gonna be Good!!!

yay !! on uni nay !! on them being evil days abt genferCHOMP STUDENT RADIO CHOMP LES MIS!!!! realizing u don't know CHOMP probably bc its been so long CHOMP is chomp slash pos. YES NEW FRIEND YES NERDY FILIPINO LESBIANS WHO LIKE FOB AND GEOGRAPHY AND MAKING OCS THIS MAKES ME OH SO HAPPY!!!!!!! SPREAD THE GOOD WORD OF ENJOLRAS YES..

signed up for newsletter..... excited excited excited

CHOMp NEW MIKA ALBUM whenever Mika comes on I think of you.. ohhh hi lyrics. hi hi hi

life updates school is good !! it sucked for a bit but its better now !! I have a boyfriend a little bit which is weird and odd and unusual bc I haven't been into a man in years. but I rlly rlly like him and you'd rlly rlly like him too. he's a lighting designer. nerd ew what loser. etc. he keeps trying to make me transer. HES A FRENCH MINOR REMINDS ME OF YOU. he's working on a production of ABH rn. also reminds me of you. ughhhhhhh u r in everyone I love a little bit. my friends up here my friends back home. etc

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happy new year my love <3

HAPPY NEW YEAR I LOVE YOU

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been listening to the pretty odd cd lots. my new fav is mad as rabbits !! i also love behind the sea ough. god i love this album. and i love you.

i love you and I love pretty odd and I love these songs oh so much

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www.instagram.com/p/DNv9gIfZFRh you!

well . well yes

2day in class I accidentally unplugged my earbuds but my music kept playing and it was like .5 seconds of London beckoned songs and my friend at the front of the room Whipped around and was like. was that panic. SCARY day

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HI ! i miss you badly. LOOK at this uquiz dori found.

https://uquiz.com/quiz/ZBQn4c/which-spring-awakening-character-are-you-based-on-fall-out-boy-favorites

i got wendla !

i got my dear personal friend Moritz !!!!!!!!!!

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i started uni today. thinking of u. ily !

how is it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tell me tell me everything

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hi ! saw long live the black parade's in mass tonight and thought of you. ily

THIS IS Insane my friends were there. I went in new jersey. augh we could have been in the same room in another life

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also im gonna represent my school in a french speech competition ‼️‼️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

oh my friend this is so so so cool and i am so proud of you. my malloy is oh so smart

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ahh i love you. i was literally going to start practicing again tomorrow Ough. i will have ur love and support to do well 💥💥💥💞💞💞💞

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godspeed my love

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image grem sent that i immediately thought Oh Fav. To be Sent to Pot . love u xoxoxo

i love you i love you. you told me once that i reminded u of this song so so many years ago and i have thought of it every day since

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sometimes it hits me that u r not only romeo wheresurboytonighthelookslikeenj but also malloy uncreativepieceofmusicaltheatertrash and this is so so so so so miraculous to me i love u

oh my god what if i cried. to think about how this blog has now lived so much longer than the old one.. how 2020 was so different. and it will always be apart of us. i love you so much

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i love you i love you

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malloy deep cut fun fact: the reason i got into spring awakening and falsettos was that i saw gifsets of gay people on tumblr dot com. this is legit the reason for both of them fdjskfk

i love you i love you. the reason i got into falsettos was audios on youtube lgbt tiktok compilations. i have no room to judge

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i am looking at u like this rn <33 love u baby

THIS IS WHAT I SHLD LOOK LIKE. sorry i love you i lov you. i picture u w this level of swagger and silly man energy

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also im gonna represent my school in a french speech competition ‼️‼️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

oh my friend this is so so so cool and i am so proud of you. my malloy is oh so smart

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BABEEEEEEE LOOK AT THE PURCHASES IVE MADE

MARRY ME

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did i already tell you i saw alice by heart . im genuinely unsure if i said smth already but omg babe i saw my friend in her school’s alice by heart production last week eeeeeeeee . the choreo was so aughhhhhh and alice was literally in NINTH GRADE and her voice was gorgeous and the hatter was delightfully queer and the duchess was so hot but only when he was in drag. the queen of hearts augh she was so loud and expressive and the jabberwock was really talented. and the production design was just really good. i love live theatre !!!! ill never tire of saying it !!!!!!

RHIS IS SO RAD AND SO COOL AND I M SO GAPPY FOR U. ugh ugh ugh i love good theater so so so so so much