Leslie Jane

No rain, no flowers

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Hey,

Have you ever felt this? Where everything for you is unsure, you don't know where life will lead you and it frustrates you for having no hint of the end point of the direction your taking right now.

Probably your having a hard time because I'm feeling the same way too. Anxiety enters the picture and you feel so helpless about it. It frustrates you so bad and your not loving it, i know.

But experiencing all of these, contemplating about it each day, have you ever think of it as a blessing in disguise as well? Have you ever think of it as grace from the One up there?

My dear friend, hear me.

I'm in the season right now where life scares me for having no idea of what's ahead. Of what my future look like that God has prepared for me.

Upon reflecting in this season, I was saddened. I realized that being scared of life is okay, it's a normal feeling. But being scared and not allowing yourself to be comforted of God's promises and faithfulness is definitely not okay, and that's me right now.

I felt like I'm not trusting God when I thought I am. I felt that I offended Him for questioning Him of His plans for me. Being scared like this and having this negative feelings and thoughts made me forget that I have a God that will never leave and forsake me, the same God who conquered the world for me and the One who promised me future full of hope and It's so sad to think that I'm not as faithful to God the same way that He is to me.

It is in this moment where God is actually knocking at my heart, telling me to trust Him. I tend to be so controlling and stubborn and experiencing things like these frustrates me because I feel so helpless.

But I learned that this season for me is grace. It may not be the best feeling and I'm not in the best days of my life but I'm grateful that I am experiencing Christ and I'm seeking Him more in this season. I am knowing Him more.

I believe that it is in my lowest and weakest point that I can feel and encounter more of God. Because it is also the moment where I allow God to take over my burdened heart and just rest in His embrace.

Soon, I will overcome this with Him. And so you are, friend.

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Relatable.

(stolen from Instagram)

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(found on Instagram)

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I know how complicated it is to escape comparison with people, their life stages, their disapproving looks, but no one carries what you carry. The way the world sees is not the way the Father sees, and it is to Him that we should want to please. You are not who you think you are, nor what they say about you. It's not your extra pounds on the scale, or your appearance. It is not the number of zeros in your bank account, or your profession. You are not even what you saw in the mirror today because that will change sooner or later. You are what He says you are and nothing buys the value of knowing who you are to the Creator.

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To the boy at the chair near to the despenser.

I wish you’d notice me sitting a few chairs away from you, listening to the song you we’re listening few days ago. I wish you’d smile at me. I don’t have the guts to talk to you. I’m afraid you won’t be anything at all like I imagine. 

One of this days, I’ll work up the courage and ask you about the song you are listening to. And maybe you'll smile and tell me all about it, and then we’ll talk about all the songs we’ve know. But until then, thank you for the Songs Lists. Srsly, I love them.

Love, 

The girl a few chairs away from yours.

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Grabe mayad nalang gid may tumblr. May escape route ka sa tanan toxic sa world.

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I don't think i'll ever be the kind of girl that people write songs about and i feel like i'm disappearing with each passing day. How did it get this bad? I used to be alive but now i'm just a sum of missed opportunities and negative thoughts. I know i'm not going to live forever but i already feel like i'm gone. I want to live something for the world before i go but i'm afraid i've already given everything i have.

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I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. I like eating alone, and listening to music alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad.

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Stop running after the waves. Let the sea come to you.

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“Know that you can start late, look different, be uncertain, and still succeed.”

— Misty Copeland

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