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Masterlist
The Noona Treatment - fluff
Jaehyun fic i wrote loooong ago
Someone Just Like You - fluff
Jaemin fic i got from my dream 😂 i was really angry when i woke up but i realized i dont have the things i had in my dream and jaemin doesnt know who I am 🥲
Songwriting with Jisung - fluff
Marks the first time I saw him in my dream 🫣
[5:25 pm] - fluff (bf!markX afab gf! reader)
[3:27 am] - suggestive & fluff (husband!mark x afab!reader)
[2:49 am] - fluff (bf!renjun x artist afab!gf/reader)
↪synopsis: you develop a crush on jay the moment your eyes land on him and you immediately decide this is a problem because he's too pretty. unfortunately, chaewon tells you that he has been in a long-term relationship for years. which means your crush is doomed before it even starts. still, having a tiny harmless crush on someone unavailable has never killed anybody...right? are you doomed? yes, no, maybe?
↪ pairing: park jongseong x fem!reader | ↪ genre: university au, strangers to friends to lovers, slowburn, slight angst | ↪ type: SMAU | ↪ status: ongoing | ↪warning: slow-burn, jay is quiet and reserved, a bit of toxic friendship dynamic.
in which . . . your favorite online shopping site, EN-line, has been slacking on your packages lately. almost every night you find yourself contacting customer service over one issue after another— and every time, you get connected to the same representative, riki.
→ contains — smau (24 ss) ࿐ crack && fluff ౨౿ cursing ⁘ ot7 enha, keonho & james (cortis) & wonhee (illit) mentioned . . ∿ strangers to lovers Ꮺ humor × sexual jokes ᶻz ai jokes (i dont support ai) . . .
💌 — 01 ꒱ 02 ꒱ 03 ꒱ 04
ᵔᴗᵔ authors note — enhypen i deserve one night with sunoo for manifesting the delivery concept or At least a shoutout.
As someone who had an experience with customer support... So like we can actually respond to whatever the customer says. Even if it's something personal. It's part of "connecting with the customers" and empathy. I got a markdown of "Too casual" WHICH NONE OF MY CO-WORKERS HAVE GOTTEN EVER and they have longer experience than me. 😭🤧 Whatever, at least I got CSAT. 🥰
in which . . . your favorite online shopping site, EN-line, has been slacking on your packages lately. almost every night you find yourself contacting customer service over one issue after another— and every time, you get connected to the same representative, riki.
→ contains — smau (26 ss) ࿐ crack && fluff ౨౿ cursing ⁘ ot7 enha, keonho & james (cortis) & wonhee (illit) mentioned . . ∿ strangers to lovers Ꮺ humor × sexual jokes ᶻz riki n reader r both sleep deprived . . .
in which . . . your favorite online shopping site, EN-line, has been slacking on your packages lately. almost every night you find yourself contacting customer service over one issue after another— and every time, you get connected to the same representative, riki.
→ contains — smau (27 ss) ࿐ crack && fluff ౨౿ cursing ⁘ keonho & james (cortis) & wonhee (illit) mentioned . . ∿ strangers to lovers Ꮺ humor × sexual jokes ᶻz riki n reader r both sleep deprived . . .
💌 — 01 ꒱ 02
ᵔᴗᵔ authors note — i got this idea from an ad i saw on tiktok Bye😭😭and bc i was scrolling through aliexpress earlier
✶ ˚｡⋆ when jay saw you, he fell in love. you were everything he wanted. beautiful, smart, funny and mature. well, you were maybe a little clueless. but that doesn’t hurt, right? … right?
꧖ warnings:. cursing. crack. mentions of throwing up. mentions of passing out. english isn’t my first language. ignore typos :p. timestamps are relevant. — masterlist.
note: hello, i’m alive!!! next part is the final one ˙◠˙ tysm for reading !
isa notes: new smau is here!! it's a pretty basic idea tbh but it's been rotting in my drafts so i finally decided to post it 😭 hope u guys still like it :p taglist is open btw!! just lmk if u wanna be added <33
you, in danger, at the hospital— it made no sense. they know you as his friend, you drop by too often to see him for it to be a secret. someone would tell him if you were in danger.
the boys decide to meet at the hospital’s parking basement, and sunoo shuts the car door behind him before speaking. “so, do we just go inside and look for her?”
“well, obviously,” while riki is busy rolling his eyes, sunghoon is already marching towards the entrance as if he’s about to fight a battle of life and death. ( technically, he is. )
“i’ll look on the third floor,” jungwon’s feet lead him to the elevator before anyone could say anything.
he likes to think all of this is a misunderstanding. you cannot disappear into thin air, nor does anyone have some personal vendetta against you to harm you.
perhaps, you just passed out somewhere. anemia can do that, your iron levels were alarming anyway.
the elevator doors open and jungwon is greeted by a nurse, although too lost in thoughts to greet her back. the third floor is never too busy, not during the day and definitely not at night.
“dr. yang?” the nurse at the nurse station interrupts with her brows furrowed, as if seeing jungwon in the hospital at this time is no less than a miracle. “are you on the night shift?”
he deflects— tries to. “no, i— uh, i forgot something,”
“if it’s about the research, you could’ve asked minju. she is in the lab,” despite the smile on her face, her words leave a confused frown on his face.
what the hell is she doing here at this time?
jungwon has way too many problems to sit and think about why one if the nurses is always on the night shift after completing her day shift too. he has always told her to go home or take a day off but she never listens.
and maybe, it was never his place to judge her but something about it felt so wrong right now.
the over-head lights flicker once before casting long, sterile shadows on the floor, and with hurried steps, jungwon decides to check inside the lab first.
he slides the white door open, looking around for any sign if you frantically— it’s all empty. he doesn’t know why he is looking for you here. why the hell would you be in the lab?
he goes through the rooms, some empty some having just one or two patients hooked to monitors, getting treated for cancers. every second without your presence pulls his heart into a relentless rhythm.
for a second, jungwon thinks you aren’t in the hospital at all.
maybe, something happened to you on the way home ( as much as that worries him even more. ) just the thought of that scares him to his bones, and jungwon sprints towards the emergency exit for the quickest way out.
until his eyes land on the minor operation theater, closed and lights off— his department barely has any cases to deal with at this hour. you are definitely not here, but taking a look wouldn’t hurt, right?
with sweaty palms, he pushes the door open and his heart drops to the floor at the sight if you on the operation table with your hands restrained and amidst all stands just one person.
park minju.
quiet and still, back facing his horrified face flushed in fear and disbelief, as if this is just another part of her routine. the faint clink of metal echoes as she adjusts something on the tray beside her.
your face is pale under the harsh lighting, your lips parted slightly, your lashes resting too peacefully against your cheeks.
and he stands a few feet away, frozen in place, like if he moves too fast, the entire scene will shatter into something worse. his chest rises and falls unevenly, eyes locked on you—searching, begging for any sign of movement.
“what the hell did you do to her?” when he finally manages to speak, his voice is strained—tight, like it’s being forced through his throat.
“nothing yet, she’s just sedated,” and her words are soft and quiet, laced in a certain type of normalcy that makes jungwon’s skin crawl.
out of all the scenarios playing in his mind, nothing can possibly explain why you are here like this with minju. is this why you were hesitant to take your shots? or asked to meet him everytime?
“why?” words come out sharper this time, cutting through the air and finally, making her turn towards him.
her expression looks pure as always— no panic, no guilt, no urgency.
“research,” his stomach twists at how calm she is, like this is usual, everyday— like she has been doing this for months. “she is the most stable one so far,”
“what do you mean?” the words echo slightly against the wall, swallowed by the empty room.
“the trial, dr. yang,” trial...that leaves a sense of dread in his heart. “she responds to the serum well— minus a few side effects. i’m sure we can fix it,”
there is no trial, at least none that he knows of. minju has mentioned wanting to do one but he always dismissed it as a joke— she said it with the most innocent smiles.
her gaze flickers back to you— his heart drops— and then back to him. he doesn’t get it. the words don’t land properly. they hover somewhere just out of reach, like his brain is refusing to process them.
just the thought of this is making his blood run cold. and amidst all, only one question plagues his mind.
has she been doing this all along? worse, are— were— there more people aside from you?
jungwon moves then—finally breaking out of whatever paralysis had held him in place. two quick steps and he’s at your side. his hand hovers over you for a second, unsure where to touch, like he’s afraid you might break.
then gently—too gently for the storm inside him—he grips your wrist.
your skin is warm, your pulse is there, and jungwon feels alive, like he could breathe despite the weight on his chest.
“you’re sick in the head,” words full of vitriol fall off his lips and it’s almost unsettling how quiet minju is through all this.
“this research can be big, it can be a breakthrough—”
she insists, but he cuts her off immediately. “there are better ways to do a research—correct ways,”
and that causes a crack behind her ever so calm eyes. “like what? waiting for approval for clinical trial from the ethics committee who will never sign it?”
frankly, jungwon knew what he was getting into when he proposed the research. it’s a divided world out there, always treding on the edge of humans or vampires.
coexistence was fragile, some people carried generational hatred towards the supernaturals and some vampires put themselves above human lives. even the idea of conducting a research to improve human lives using vampire biology could create a huge conflict.
not that it made sense to jungwon or any of his colleagues, but there are always radical opposites who refuse to compromise.
so, he decided to keep it low, a secret only open to the ones he trusts. the research is a breakthrough, a revolution in medical science and he couldn’t be more eager to see it become big.
but to do this— he looks at you again— it’s everything jungwon has always stood against.
“i’m taking her,” in one swift move, his hands are on the restraints, pulling and hoping to break you free.
“we’re so close,” she mumbles, letting him take his time while she turns to the tray table and picks up the injection, pushing the plunger— a drop just enough to remove the air bubbles.
“there’s no we here, minju,” he turns to her frantically, eyes shot red with anger and tears threatening to fall. it’s just you and your sick games that she will never be a part of,”
“too bad,” she takes a step closer, shrugging. “she already is,”
her hand comes up to his neck and a needle drives in— a sharp sting. he inhales sharply and shoves her back, stumbling a few steps away from her, hand flying to where the needle pierced through his skin.
the heat spreads quickly over his skin, breath stuttering. the room tilts just slightly and his vision flickers. minju turns to undo your restraints and all the alarms go off in his brain.
“hey— get up,” his voice falters and knees buckle, hands frantically tapping and shaking your arm. heaviness settles in his limbs like his body is being filled with sand, and with a thud, he collapses on the cold, sterile floor.
the edges of his vision darken as he sees minju put you on a wheelchair next. he forces himself to speak but words fail him. she puts on a mask over her mouth and nose before pushing you out of the operation theater— and then he goes out completely.
a whiff of antiseptic infiltrates your lungs before you wake up in a daze— eyes blurry with a headache that feels like someone just shot you in the head.
streaks if white light reach your eyes like a sting, making you flinch, your lashes squeezing shut before you force them open again.
everything spins.
you don’t even know where you are— well, it’s certainly not the laboratory where she sedated you probably what feels like hours ago.
the room swims into view in fragments—light, shadow, the edge of a metal table, something overturned on the floor. it takes a moment for everything to settle into place, but even then, nothing feels right. the air smells sharp, sterile, like antiseptic soaked into every surface
you expect to be bound, chained, but to your surprise, you’re simply on a stretcher in what seems like a big diagnostic room— not like that’s of any use. your limbs feel heavy and loose, you can’t fight even if you wanted to.
despite it all, you try to move, and a sharp sting shoots up your forearm. you whip your head to your left and see a IV administered on the back of your palm.
your breath stutters as panic creeps in, slow and suffocating, then you pull it out carelessly before attempting to get off the stretcher, weak and dizzy.
when you swing your legs over the side, your feet barely meet the floor before your knees threaten to buckle. there’s no strength in them— just trembling, unstable weight that feels like it could give out at any second.
still, you push and stand up, a hand flies to the nearest table for support. the sound of steel against the floor makes you flinch when you accidentally drop a tray.
your eyes fall upon the slightly open door and hope flickers— small, weak and fragile, but it is there.
just a few more steps.
all you have to do is get out to the hallway. someone will notice you after that, right? there has to be someone around who isn’t crazy.
you take a few more steps, using the walls for support. your head buzzes with pain with every step you take forward— then the door closes in front of you.
“you shouldn’t be getting up,” minju’s voice is oddly full of concern for someone who is the reason why you are like this. just the faux worry and saccharine words make you want to puke.
you notice the way she looks at you— not angry, but definitely not impressed either. for the first time since you’ve met her, you find those beautiful, doe eyes scary.
“let me go...” the words scrape out of your throat, more breath than sound. you grab her arm to push her away, but your arms tremble, strength failing almost instantly.
“that’s stupid,” she moves to the table and grabs something— a syringe— and your chest feels heavy again.
she removes the packaging and gives it a few empty pumps before picking up a vial. you take a few steps back and stumble against a metal stool, immediately falling on the cold floor.
the liquid fills the syringe swiftly, pale yellow, exactly like the ones she used to give you, and then she gives the barrel a few taps to get the air bubbles out.
you scramble back on the floor as she steps closer to you, heart thumping aginst your chest. it’s almost unbelievable— how does no one know she is here doing all this?
your eyes meet hers when she crouches in front of you, her hand reaching out to grip your arms. you try to push— really do— but whatever she gave you earlier to put you out still hasn’t worn off your system.
“jungwon...” when his name falls off your lips, hushed and trembling, she scoffs as if mocking your desperation.
“he won’t come,” and your eyes tear up at the implications behind those words. “in fact, no one is coming to save you,” before you could protest, she pushes the needle into your arm— and you collapse on the floor again.
“did you find her?” jay’s voice cuts through the phone and sunghoon runs his fingers through his hair frantically.
“no, she’s not here,” he had been looking around on the ground floor ever since they arrived. he went up to the vip wards to heeseung when the later said he saw you only, only for it to be a patient’s relative.
sunghoon pauses when he hears someone else on the other side of the phone— something about you not being on the terrace and in the canteen either— it takes him a few moments to guess that the voice belongs to riki.
“what about jungwon?” the name feels a little foreign on sunghoon’s tongue— almost bitter. he knows that there is a huge chance jungwon is not behind this, but he still cannot bring himself to look at him in a different light.
on the other side of the line, jay frowns in doubt. “has anyone even contacted him? he isn’t picking up my calls,”
“mine either,” sunghoon sighs, and somewhere near jay, riki also mentions the same observation. one time could be a mistake and maybe, jungwon didn’t want to answer sunghoon’s call for personal reasons.
but thrice marks and alert and while jay says he will get in touch with everyone to ask if anyone has heard from jungwon, sunghoon runs to take the elevator to the third floor.
( riki jokes about having to find yet another person and calls jungwon a bum, but sunghoon chooses to ignore that. )
the seconds drag, each one stretching thinner than the last, his reflection staring back at him from the metal doors—jaw clenched, eyes sharper than they should be.
when the doors slide open with a chime, an unsettling silence greets him. something is so wrong and it’s on the third floor, he can feel it i his bones.
there’s an empty nurse station— maybe the person on shift went to use the restroom. his steps are fast and echoing down the corridor as he scans everything— doors, corners, shadows. the lab—
he pushes the door open without wasting any more time, voice sharper than intended. “jungwon?”
when he gets no answer, his chest tightens and he turns immediately, heading back out and mind racing with every possibility, each worse than the previous one.
at some point, sunghoon decides to look through all the floors himself, wanting to believe nothing but what his eyes see.
when the elevator takes too long, he runs to take the nearest emergency stairs to the floor above. taking the stairs two at a time, his movements are faster now, urgency bleeding into every step.
upon reaching the fourth floor, he repeats the same— checking past every door and corner. this floor is a little more livelier than the one below, and something about that tells sunghoon that you aren’t here.
he takes the stairs to the floor above, feeling himself going crazy with every second that goes without seeing you.
when sunghoon pushes the door open to the fifth floor, he is met him darker and quieter hallways with overhead signs— USG to the right, MRI and X-ray up ahead, and then a muffled screech of metal against the tiles reaches his ears.
his eyes sweep quickly to the direction of the sound and there it is— CT scan room, door ajar, faint streaks of light streaming through the gap kn between.
sunghoon feels it before he even reaches the door— the kind of silence that presses in, wrong in a way he can’t ignore. his steps slow just slightly as he approaches, eyes flicking over to the door handle before be pushes the door open.
minju turns instantly.
the sound of the door hitting the wall is sharp, abrupt, and for the first time since any of this began— she looks surprised.
she straightens quickly from where she’d been crouched, her hand still hovering near the tray beside her, eyes narrowing as they land on him while his scan around for you—
and there you are— half limp on the floor struggling to keep your eyes open. sunghoon couldn’t even think before his feet lead him to tour side.
minju stands up to block him, her face slowly morphing into what looks like panic and annoyance. “this floor is restricted—”
but sunghoon doesn’t wait for her to finish. his hand comes up to grab her arm and shoves her aside with enough force that makes her stumble back. “move!”
he’s past her in an instant and then he sees you, half conscious and barely moving and suddenly, everything else disappears.
he’s at your side immediately, dropping to his knees beside you, one hand sliding under your shoulder and the other coming up to your face, turning it gently toward him. “look at me, please,”
your eyes flutter open through a familiar feeling— the same one you had every time she gave you those shots, just ten times worse this time.
“it’s okay,” his voice is softer than ever, holding you securely as your body sags against him when he tries to lift you. “i’ve got you,”
behind him, minju recovers fast.
her surprise is gone just as soon as it came, now replaced with something sharper as her gaze shifts between you and him. “you shouldn’t be here,”
sunghoon ignores her completely, his focus entirely on you as he holds you in his arms. “can you speak?”
minju’s eyes narrow.
“you need to leave,” her words are firmer now as she grabs something from the tray before stepping closer.
still no response— his entire focus is on your well-being— and that’s when she decides. her hand moves quickly— quick and precise— the metal flashes under the dim light.
she lunges fast but sunghoon has always been faster— humans are slow, after all. he moves instinctively, pulling you closer to his chest— he turns, the scalpel slicing through the empty space where he had been just seconds ago.
a bare miss.
she almost freezes at his reaction time. that was...out of ordinary. her grip tightens around the scalpel, determined to not miss this time. “you’re making a mistake,”
her tone is sharp, patience running thin with every second that he spends in this room being a hindrance. sunghoon turns away from you almost hesitantly before facing him. “that makes the two of us,”
and that’s it, that was the line.
she moves again, this time more aggressively with the blade coming down directed straight at his eye but sunghoon dodges cleanly, shifting his weight with unnatural precision, turning his body just enough to avoid the strike.
the blade grazes his cheek, not deep but just enough to cause a little cut. he wipes the blood with the back of his hand as she speaks, stunned. “what are you?”
minju doesn’t really wait for a response, already striking again with more force. his free hand catches her wrist mid-attack, stopping her completely. the force of it halts her movement instantly and her grip falters for the first time.
the scalpel slips from her hand— his grip was definitely going to cause a bruise on the wrist, but she hits his pelvis with her knees and the force knocks the air out of him, making him stumble back with a groan.
sunghoon doesn’t get time to recover before minju picks up the scalpel and forces you to stand up with an arm around your neck from behind, the other pointing the instrument directly at your neck. “i told you you’re making a mistake,”
your head rolls weakly against her shoulder, breath faint, barely there. the scalpel glints in the corner of your eyes and your stomach churns in fear.
sunghoon takes a step ahead. “don’t—”
“stop,” her voice cuts through sharply and the scalpel presses against your throat, cold and sharp.
your breath stutters weakly at the sensation, a faint, broken sound leaving your lips. “...hoon…” you whisper, barely conscious.
he tries to step again, but minju presses the blade against your neck, your eyes prickling with tears. you are in danger while sunghoon feels like he is closer to death than he has ever been.
“step back,” minju says, her tone calm—but edged now, “slowly,” the blade presses just slightly deeper— not enough to break skin, but enough to make the threat clear.
and for the first time, he hesitates, feelings helpless and disarmed all of a sudden while you are looking at him through blurry eyes, begging for help.
minju watches him carefully as if she is calculating his every movement and breath. once he’s far back enough from the door, she starts moving, dragging you with her, step by step, closer to the door.
“you’re making this worse—” he attempts to speak, or divert her, but the blade presses again and his mouth falls shut again. her hand shifts, reaching for the handle while still holding you in place, using your body as a shield between her and him.
she’s almost out, a wicked grin on her lips as if showcasing her victory. but the door opens and she straight into them— riki and jay— too sudden for her to move away.
sunghoon takes a breath of relief when he sees the two of them already standing there, looking like they just ran a mile.
the second minju crosses the threshold, jay’s hand shoots out, grabbing her wrist— the one holding the scalpel— and twists it hard. a sharp clatter echoes as the blade slips from her fingers, skidding across the floor.
she jerks against jay’s hold, trying to wrench her arm free, but his grip only tightens, locking her in place. “let go!”
jay doesn’t flinch, keeping her away from you “yeah, that’s not happening,” he mutters, forcing her arm further back, keeping her off-balance.
while minju tries to pry him off, pushing and pulling, riki’s hands come in steady and precise, slipping between you and her grip, prying you free before she can react properly. “i’ve got her!”
behind them, sunghoon is there is seconds the moment you’re out of her hold, his hands immediately replacing riki’s— careful but urgent as he takes you from him.
your head falls weakly against his shoulders and his hand comes up to hold your face, ever so gentle and cautious. “stay with me,”
minju finally manages to twist slightly, trying to break free again. “do you even know what you’re doing?” she snaps, her voice sharper amd edged with something frantic. “you’re ruining everything—”
but jay shoves her forward slightly, forcing her to lose balance again. “no,” he shoots back, “you did that all on your own,”
riki kicks the scalpel farther down the hallway, out of reach before looking at sunghoon. “sunoo said he’s calling security,”
sunghoon just nods mindlessly, her entire focus on you. in a swift movement, he picks up in his arms with ease, carrying you down the hallway with steps fast but careful, like he is carrying something fragile.
all he cares about right now is getting you treated.
behind him, minju tries to struggle to get out of jay’s hold once again before she gives up, knowing you are gone now...for better.
within minutes, security filters through along with a few hospital staff, some horrified and others in disbelief. gasps and curses fill the hallway as one of the female security officer cuffs minju’s hand.
“i guess we’re done here,” jay exhales, already planning to leave. he does not want to spend another second here and become a subject of interrogation from anyone.
“no,” however, riki sighs, running his fingers through his hair as if gearing up for another around. “we have to find jungwon,”
from, malenaㅤFINALLY! i hope this is not a whole lot of nothing burger because i wrote this days apart .. big credits to my irl friend for helping me with some scenes i know she will never see this but my babie i love you :3
synopsis✧˖°. you and jungwon had always been inseparable. he was your best friend, your safe place, and the person you secretly loved for years. but when your two closest friends become something more, you’re left picking up the pieces of a friendship you thought would last forever
contains✧˖°. angst ; best friends to strangers ; slow burn ; unrequited love ; friendship betrayal ; emotional pain ; prom ; jealousy ; misunderstandings ; heartbreak ; no happy ending ; wc: 2.6k
notes✧˖°. this was kinda rushed and im sorry. i wanted to put something out for you guys so i just did the first thing that came to my mind. anyway, try your best to enjoy!! if you find yourself uncomfortable just know... i went through this irl :))) these messages are real btw... LMAO
people always ask when you started liking yang jungwon.
you never have an answer.
because there wasn’t one.
there wasn’t a moment where everything suddenly clicked, no dramatic realization, no love at first sight. it happened so slowly that by the time you noticed it, it had already become part of you.
first, he was just the boy who sat next to you in middle school science, then he was the boy who started saving you a seat every morning, then he became the person who knew exactly what your laugh sounded like when it was fake.
the first person you texted when something good happened.
the first person you wanted to tell when something went wrong.
your best friend.
at one point, if someone had asked jungwon who he was closest to, he would’ve answered with your name without even thinking.
everyone knew it, teachers paired the two of you together because you worked well, your parents knew his schedule better than your own, his mom would ask about you if you hadn’t come over in a while, people constantly assumed you were dating.
you always laughed it off.
jungwon did too.
“ew.”
“seriously?”
“that’s basically my sibling.”
he’d wrinkle his nose dramatically every time someone asked.
you’d laugh along with him, because what else were you supposed to do?
tell everyone they were wrong?
tell them that somewhere along the way, your feelings had stopped being friendly?
that every time he absentmindedly slung an arm around your shoulders, your heart forgot how to function?
that every time he called you first before anyone else, you secretly wondered if maybe you meant just a little more to him than everyone else?
you couldn’t.
so you laughed, and you got really, really good at pretending.
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your other constants were mia and ava. you’d known them almost as long as you’d known jungwon.
the three of you had survived middle school together, cried over exams together, celebrated birthdays together.
they knew everything, especially about him.
“he looked at me weird today.”
mia sighed.
“define weird.”
“like…” you stabbed your fork into your lunch dramatically. “not weird weird, he smiled.”
ava blinked. “that’s your evidence?”
“no.”
you groaned, dropping your head onto the table. “he smiled, then he fixed my hair because he said it was sticking up.”
mia exchanged a look with ava “see?”
you immediately sat back up “see what?”
“nothing.”
“mia.”
“nothing.”
“ava.”
she tried to hide her smile “we’re just saying…”
“he doesn’t really do that with other people.”
your face immediately warmed “stop.”
“we’re serious.” mia shrugged “he’s always touching you, like causally.. but really not casually.”
you wanted to deny it, except they weren’t wrong.
jungwon was comfortable with you in a way he wasn’t with anyone else.
he’d steal food off your tray, he’d rest his chin on your shoulder while looking at your phone, he’d complain about his day before even saying hi, he’d tug on your hoodie strings just because he was bored.
none of it meant anything.
at least…
that’s what you kept telling yourself.
when you introduced him to mia and ava, it felt natural. your favorite people meeting your favorite person.
what could possibly go wrong?
the four of you clicked almost instantly, weekend hangouts became normal, late night drives, movie marathons, hours spent doing absolutely nothing.
the four of you called yourselves the ‘caniac combo’ after jungwon noticed you each represented an ingredient in the meal.
“y/n, your the chicken cause your the heart of the group, i’m the sauce, cause i’m amazing. mia your the fries, and ava your the garlic bread”
the name stuck, and for a while, you genuinely thought you’d found the people you’d have forever.
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you were having lunch with your girls.
“please mia, it’s all i ask” you begged and begged.
prom was coming up, and you didn’t have a date, and neither did mia.
“y/n… it’s weird” mia huffed out her nose
“it really isn’t!! we’d just be going as friends! plus i want to prompose to you” you gleamed at her, your eyes big
mia paused and looked at you, then looked at ava
ava scoffed “don’t look at me, im not even going to prom” she chuckled
“y/n it’s no, that’s final, im sorry” mia mumbled
you huffed “ugh, fine”
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it’s been a couple weeks since that incident of mia turning down your invite to prom with her. you’ve hung out the three of you many times and with the ‘caniac combo’ many times within that couple of weeks.
however something felt odd…
you felt distant.
you haven’t talked to jungwon as much as you used to lately. you didn’t know if you had done something or if he just wanted space.
you didn’t know what to do, so you turned to the girls who knew the most.
“i don’t know, i’m just scared i did something” you mumbled, looking down at your hands. mia put a hand on your shoulder.
“everything’s is okay y/n i promise! he’s probably just busy lately” she spoke as she gave you a warm smile.
ava smiled at you too “you overthink stuff too much girl” she chuckled, ruffling your hair.
“i’m glad i have you guys” you smiled, wiping the side of your eye.
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a week later, you were lying on your bed when your phone buzzed.
wonie
can i call you?
your face immediately lit up and you answered before the phone could ring twice.
“hey.”
“hey.”
his voice sounded tired.
you ended up talking for almost two hours. about school, about finals, about the cat he saw outside earlier, about absolutely nothing.
when you hung up, your heart felt lighter.
maybe everything was okay after all.
…except the calls became less frequent, then the texts.
instead of
good morning :)
they became
morning
instead of him sending you random videos throughout the day, there was silence.
you tried not to think about it.
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one day, the four of you were sitting at canes.
“caniac combo!” ava cheered, holding up her cup, everyone laughed.
jungwon slid into the booth beside you like always.
your shoulders bumped. normal, comfortable, familiar.
halfway through eating, mia asked him a question.
then another.
then another.
without realizing it, the conversation slowly shifted. you mostly listened. it wasn’t intentional, you told yourself that. they were just talking. you were just tired.
still, for the first time in years, you felt oddly left out sitting next to your own best friend.
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it started happening more often.
you’d open the group chat to dozens of messages, except they weren’t really talking to everyone, they were mostly replying to each other.
you told yourself you were imagining it, you had to be.
because mia knew, she knew everything. every stupid little detail about your crush, every late night conversation, every “do you think he meant anything by this?”
she wouldn’t, right?
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then some random tuesday, you get a message from jungwon
your stomach dropped.
you stared at the screen.
that’s all it takes.
no dramatic confession.
no betrayal speech.
she said yes.
after telling you no for months.
your thumb hovered over mia’s contact for a long moment, you didn’t want to assume the worst, you didn’t want to jump to conclusions.
because this was mia. your best friend, the girl who had listened to you talk about jungwon for years, the girl who knew every little detail about how much he meant to you.
you stared at the screen, trying to figure out how to word it without sounding upset. you didn’t want to accuse her, you didn’t want her to think you were angry, you just wanted to understand.
the typing bubble appeared.
then disappeared.
then appeared again.
you smiled sadly at the screen.
because you loved her too, that was the worst part. you weren’t angry because you hated her, you were hurt because you loved both of them.
and somehow, you were the only person who felt like you were losing something.
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you told yourself you were okay.
you really did. you told yourself that mia and jungwon were just friends, that you were letting your feelings get in the way of something completely innocent. because what else could you do? you trusted them. you trusted mia when she promised nothing would happen, and you trusted jungwon because he had been your best friend for years.
so you pushed the uncomfortable feeling down and tried to move on.
for a little while, it worked.
the four of you still hung out, still laughed together, still called yourselves the caniac combo like nothing had changed.
you still had your inside jokes, your late night conversations, and your random plans that somehow always turned into memories.
from the outside, everything looked the same, but you knew it wasn’t.
you noticed the little things.
the way jungwon and mia always seemed to end up next to each other. the way they had their own conversations more often. the way he started replying to her messages faster than yours. the way you would look over and realize they were laughing together, and you weren’t even sure what you were feeling anymore.
you hated yourself for noticing.
because mia was your best friend.
and jungwon was your best friend.
you were the one who introduced them. you were the one who wanted your favorite people to become friends. you were the one who created the caniac combo in the first place.
so why did it feel like you were slowly becoming the outsider?
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ava was the first person who noticed.
you were sitting with her after school one day, waiting for your rides, when she looked over at you.
“are you okay?”
you looked up, confused. “what?”
she shrugged, playing with the strings of her hoodie. “you’ve just seemed different lately.”
you looked down at your hands.
“i don’t know,” you admitted quietly. “i just feel like i’m losing them.”
ava’s expression softened “y/n…”
“i know they’re friends,” you interrupted quickly. “i know i don’t have a right to be upset. i know i’m probably just overthinking everything, but it feels like something changed.”
ava stayed quiet for a moment, then she sighed.
“i’m not gonna lie, i think it’s weird too.”
you looked up “really?”
she nodded. “yeah. i just didn’t want to say anything because i didn’t want to make you feel worse.”
and somehow, hearing someone else admit it made your chest feel heavier, because maybe you weren’t imagining it.
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prom finally came.
despite everything, you were excited. you spent hours getting ready, fixing your hair, picking out your outfit, and convincing yourself that tonight would be fun. you didn’t want to spend the whole night worrying. you wanted one last normal memory with the people you cared about.
and for the most part, it was.
you laughed until your stomach hurt. you danced with your friends. you took pictures and made jokes about the music playing. for a few hours, you forgot about the weird feeling in your chest.
you forgot about the distance, you forgot about everything.
until you saw them again. mia and jungwon.
they weren’t doing anything wrong. they weren’t being obvious. they weren’t crossing any lines, but you noticed. you always noticed.
at one point, you walked over to jungwon with your phone in your hand “can we take a picture?”
his face immediately lit up “of course.”
for a second, it felt like old times. you stood next to him, smiling at the camera, feeling like maybe you were being stupid. maybe nothing had changed. maybe you were still his best friend.
the picture was taken.
before you could even look at it, mia walked over “jungwon, wait.”
you turned.
“our last one came out blurry. can we retake it?”
jungwon looked at her, then nodded “oh, yeah.”
and just like that, he walked away. you stood there for a second, forcing a smile.
it was just a picture. it wasn’t a big deal, you weren’t upset, but your heart didn’t seem to understand that.
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a few days after prom, everything changed.
this time, there was no pretending.
jungwon barely talked to you, mia barely talked to you, and ava was quieter too.
the group chat that used to be filled with messages became something you avoided opening. you would see them talking, see their names pop up, and suddenly feel like you weren’t supposed to be there anymore.
you only talked to ava. she was the one person who still felt the same.
...until one day, you finally told her that you had forgiven mia.
“i’m proud of you,” ava said
“i’m proud that you feel comfortable enough to tell her how you feel and forgive her.”
you smiled slightly.
then she continued “but i can’t do this.”
your smile faded “what do you mean?”
ava looked away
“i can’t go through all of this knowing what happened and pretending it doesn’t bother me. i love you, y/n. you’re my best friend. but i don’t think i can keep being involved in this.”
and that was the last real conversation you had with her.
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a couple days later, you were sitting with mia at lunch. you thought maybe things were finally getting better, you thought maybe you were moving forward.
until she suddenly got quiet.
“y/n?”
you looked up “yeah?”
she took a breath “by the way, me and jungwon are dating now.”
everything stopped.
you didn’t hear the cafeteria anymore, you didn’t hear the conversations around you.
all you could hear was that one sentence replaying in your head.
me and jungwon are dating now.
mia looked at you “i wanted to tell you before you heard it from someone else.”
you wanted to say something, anything, but you couldn’t. because somehow, you already knew, and somehow, it still hurt worse hearing it out loud.
“...i’ll see you later,” she said softly.
then she left.
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you don’t remember walking to the bathroom, you don’t remember how long you sat there, you just remember crying, because it wasn’t only about jungwon. it was about losing everyone.
the boy who used to be your first call, the girl who knew every single detail about your feelings for him, the friend group you thought would last forever.
you felt embarrassed for being so affected by it. you wished you could just turn your feelings off and move on like everyone else seemed to, but you couldn’t because you loved them, and that was the hardest part.
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school ended.
summer came.
and you still felt like you were barely holding on. you stopped talking to jungwon, not because you hated him, not because you wanted to, but because every conversation reminded you of what you lost.
you wondered if mia asked him to stop talking to you. you wondered if she felt insecure about how close you two were. you wondered if maybe she saw something between you and jungwon that even you didn’t realize.
but you never asked.
eventually, you stopped trying to find answers. now, you’re trying your best to accept everything.
you tell yourself that people change, you tell yourself that some friendships aren’t meant to last forever, you tell yourself you’re okay, and maybe part of you is but sometimes you still miss the ‘caniac combo’
you miss the late night drives, you miss the stupid jokes, you miss the person who used to know everything about you.
you don’t hate them, you don’t think you ever could.
because no matter how much it hurt, they were still the people who once made you the happiest.
and maybe that’s what hurts the most.
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synopsis: jake sim has spent years mastering the art of tuning people out: hate comments, criticism, comparisons. it works, mostly. until @vrstppnlocket. what starts as petty online fights with a random stan account over his f1 debut slowly turns into late-night conversations he tries not to get attached to. sure, he could mute her, block her, unfollow her… but he can’t seem to delete her.
contains: f1-driver!jake, obsessed!jake, ragebaiter!y/n, social media!au, kind of enemies to lovers, so much banter, slow burn, fluff, comedy. ft. enha's hyung line + katseye's sophia.
warnings: y/n is a jake anti!!, swearing, inappropriate jokes, poor attempts at humor, i’m not an f1 expert, use of faceclaim for reader, ignore dates and timestamps pls!
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a/n: guysssssss i'm so sorry for ghosting you 😭 i landed my first big girl job (lowkey manifested y/n's job while writing chapter 6 lmao 😭) AND i got to see enha twice this week (STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT??!!?) ... so yeah, life has been absolutely PACKED lately. but i swear i'm so back!! honestly, this little break ended up helping because i planned out the idea for the next chapters, and i'm actually soooo excited about where this story is going. i can't wait for you guys to read what's coming next. 🥹 anyways, thank you so much for sticking around, being patient, and continue reading. i appreciate every single one of you !! 💌💌
↪synopsis: you develop a crush on jay the moment your eyes land on him and you immediately decide this is a problem because he's too pretty. unfortunately, chaewon tells you that he has been in a long-term relationship for years. which means your crush is doomed before it even starts. still, having a tiny harmless crush on someone unavailable has never killed anybody...right? are you doomed? yes, no, maybe?
↪ pairing: park jongseong x fem!reader | ↪ genre: university au, strangers to friends to lovers, slowburn, slight angst | ↪ type: SMAU | ↪ status: ongoing | ↪warning: slow-burn, jay is quiet and reserved, a bit of toxic friendship dynamic.
↪synopsis: you develop a crush on jay the moment your eyes land on him and you immediately decide this is a problem because he's too pretty. unfortunately, chaewon tells you that he has been in a long-term relationship for years. which means your crush is doomed before it even starts. still, having a tiny harmless crush on someone unavailable has never killed anybody...right? are you doomed? yes, no, maybe?
↪ pairing: park jongseong x fem!reader | ↪ genre: university au, strangers to friends to lovers, slowburn, slight angst | ↪ type: SMAU | ↪ status: ongoing | ↪warning: slow-burn, jay is quiet and reserved, a bit of toxic friendship dynamic.
What is more likely to happen first?
Will he feel attracted to someone, or will someone feel attracted to him?
💫 fandom | enhypen
🧿 category | tarot reading, entertainment, symbolic interpretation
💙 themes | romance, attraction, relationships, emotional dynamics, intuition, tarot
🌀 warnings | real person content, tarot/divination, speculation, romance discussion, not canon, no explicit content, +13
DISCLAIMER
tarot doesn’t reveal absolute truths or guarantee future events. instead, it highlights tendencies, patterns, possibilities, and themes based on the energy represented by the cards at the moment of the reading. every interpretation is subjective and reflects the reader’s understanding of the symbolism, meaning you don’t have to agree with everything. i also added the information from the energy i picked as a medium from the answers to my questions and the cards.
these readings are intended for entertainment, self-reflection, and discussion. they’re not statements of fact about the members personal lives or relationships, nor should they be taken as confirmations of real events.
MY APPROACH
i adapted the classic three-card spread “ME-YOU-RELATIONSHIP” to fit a more general question rather than a reading about two specific people as i know nothing about the member’s personal lives. the positions were interpreted as follows with a rider waite tarot:
HIM: the member emotional energy, how he tends to experience attraction, and his general approach to romantic feelings;
SOMEONE ELSE: the energy of people who are most likely to be romantically drawn to him, or how others tend to approach him;
THE CONNECTION: the overall dynamic between those two energies, revealing whether the pattern leans more toward him developing feelings for someone or others being drawn to him, as well as the general atmosphere surrounding those interactions.
JAY - SOMEONE FEELS ATTRACTED TO HIM
1. Him 🔹 Two of Swords
this card talks about emotional restraint, hesitation, and careful observation. so yeah, jay doesn’t go around developing new crushes and having flings whenever he’s single. you can interpret this as some sort of meditation, almost. he pays more attention to his inner self than with getting distracted with things that won’t last. but this isn’t him being egotistical. the swords are related to the air element, which is the element of the mind. so here, we can perceive a bit of his ideals (and if you allow me to add the energy he gives off to me + the energy that i picked with the card), he might find someone pretty, but attraction to him is much more about feeling a pull towards someone’s mind, values and nobility (this isn’t related to financial status or social position, but more to how a person carries themselves in private and in public).
2. Someone Else🔹 Six of Cups
people are drawn to him with genuine curiosity. the more time you spend with him, more you see him as a very generous person. this is also the card that points towards a very strong connection between a pair. if you search for the image in the version of the tarot i’m using, there’s a drawing of two young kids: an older boy and a little girl. it can somehow be related to childhood, so my two cents of contribution here is that people feel naturally attracted to jay because he feels like a first love. yk, that kind of love that you nurture by someone when you’re 13-14yo, to this teen boy that brings in that spoon of bad boy vibes to the table because he’s a rockstar, has this whole ass guitar collection, and then, at the same time, there’s this beautiful stability aura surrounding him, meaning he can handle shit when it hits the fan.. and as a young person that’s enamored, the feeling of neverending love is incredible. makes you feel alive. so when i saw the six of cups, i was like: “oh yea, first love, definitely.” funny enough, he was my first bias in enhypen.
3. The Connection 🔹 Strength
this card can have quite a few meanings. during the medieval era, the lion (as depicted in the image of the card) was seen as the “animal instinct”, cof cof, as in sexual desire. so this card was about fighting, containing, and finding that inner strength to put your lust down. when jay finds the one person he's willing to date, he'll be veryyyy turned on, but he's also the type to be a gentleman about it. it isn't about what he wants. it's about you being 100% sure you wanna go there with him, and it's important for him that you feel safe and comfortable. some interpretations open space to something more like an overpowering desire. if you’re an engene like me, he does give off that traditional boyfriend vibes: wine & dine dates - he’ll be wearing expensive clothes, picking the top best restaurants ever cuz he probably thinks it’s actually inconsiderate and a crime to take your significant other to chain fast-foods dates, he rather cook something for you himself. but, again, many interpretations, it can also take you to the direction of inner strength and believing in yourself without having to “dominate” people with so much intensity. who guides the relationship? both. power couple. that's something beautiful i see in this - there won't be the need overpower each other. but here’s the thing, jay feels stable. you can rely on him. and if he's dating you, he believes you to be reliable too. you both take care of each other. everything has a given-taken consequence. and it’s because he's this generous and thoughtful person that you may feel like you can deliver your heart to him.
JAKE - SOMEONE FEELS ATTRACTED TO HIM
1. Him🔹 Ten of Cups (Reversed)
my immediate thought was “something happened to him”. this card suggests that jake may have experienced some emotional uncertainty when it comes to romance. maybe what he believed it would be his endgame didn’t happen. but i did get this very strong feeling of him being disappointed with a partner because he needed this safety coming from them and he found himself alone and not supported. lot of people imagine my boy being this player with innocent eyes, and he surely has his flirty moments, but he’s this emotionally attached puppy that needs assurance. if he holds your hand in front of his/your friends and you let it go, he’ll be broken-hearted. don’t do that to him, it will hurt him both physically and psychologically. he’ll be left wondering if he did something wrong or if he said something he shouldn’t. he’s a needy man (again, emotional and physical sense) and some people might not be into that, which i believe it was the case with his ex. so right now, he takes his time to understand his feelings and questions whether a connection truly aligns with what he wants. this card also points to jake being someone who’s not currently approaching love impulsively and may need emotional clarity before fully opening up.
2. Someone Else🔹 Knight of Pentacles
my boy has this habit of attracting hardworking, diligent and dedicated people. this is what this card represents: steady, sincere, and consistent energy. people who develop feelings for jake are likely to approach him with genuine intentions rather than fleeting attraction. the interest he receives tends to build gradually instead of appearing suddenly, and here i picked up friends to lovers energy. something like this scenario - you know that friend that everyone believes you two are dating? i mean, both of you never realized that you basically lean towards each other all.the.damn.time. you didn't know that most friends don’t lay down on top of each other that often. you didn’t catch that whenever he gets up, you keep an eye on him, and he does the same. “we were comfy, why are you getting up? come back here”, he holds you arm and give you those doe starry eyes. everyone sees it, but not you two. he treats you like royalty, is genuinely happy for your achievements, and you too, you’re so happy about his new tour. he’s excited for the concerts, showing you the schedule. sooooo friends to lovers trope. and then, one night, it just happens. i feel like he’s very likely to attract people who are exactly like him - curious and studious. we might win his heart one day, fam. oh, but you have to be a baddie as well.
3. The Connection🔹 Temperance (Reversed)
reversed temperance here may indicate that emotional timing doesn’t always flow well. so remember when i said that “something might’ve happened to him”???? the card kept sending me the energy that his last relationship had some struggles because of timing. emotional timing. it wasn’t that his ex-partner didn’t felt like he was their end game, but for most part, the person just wasn’t ready to deep dive into a serious relationship. it wasn’t like a regular hook up, they were already together-together. but jake is a very intense and passionate lover, maybe being all over the person or saying a few small things about future made his ex feel like they weren’t ready for that. while holding the card, i had the feeling that it was someone younger than him, someone that tried to be emotionally responsible, so they decided to break up with him and gave him the reasons for it. but the thing is, considering his reversed ten of cups, i believe he didn’t take those reasons very well. this connection card gives off mismatched pacing, or difficulty finding balance between two people’s feelings. attraction can certainly exist, that wasn’t the problem, but the connection may require patience before both sides are emotionally aligned. i tried to pick up the energy that his next connection may have and thought the card was about the future, but jake's energy kept giving me the tea. he's a gossiper.
SUNGHOON - INCREASINGLY OPEN TO DEVELOPING FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE
1. Him🔹 Four of Cups (Reversed)
during the last reading that i did for sunghoon a few months ago (purely bcs a friend of mine wanted to know) the energy was completely different. that reading pointed to sunghoon being someone that takes a lot of time to admit his feelings, and prefers to understand 100% of the relationship before even calling it a commitment. but now, starting with the reversed four of cups, it suggests emotional awakening and increased openness. rather than remaining emotionally detached or indifferent, sunghoon appears more willing to notice and explore new romantic possibilities. this card reflects someone who’s becoming more receptive to emotional connections and attraction. the energy that got picked up this time around while holding the cards is that he’s getting older and he wants a partner for life. again, as much as he’s a person that’s very cautious when it comes to feelings and he has a little bit of difficulty when opening himself emotionally, i wouldn’t say he’s actively looking for the one, but that he’s paying more attention to the field.
2. Someone Else 🔹 The Hierophant (Reversed)
well, we’re talking about people that don’t conform to society’s rules and norms, that defies their own family and decides to walk their own path. that’s the kind of partners that sunghoon attracts. people that probably want to break away from things that were imposed on them, get it? their interests may not follow traditional expectations, or they may express their feelings differently from what’s considered typical. this doesn’t necessarily imply instability, simply points to connections that develop outside conventional patterns. for instance, maybe his lover doesn’t really show their affection by kissing and hugging him all the time, but instead, they care for him in a different way, like “well, i’ll go buy him that weird ice cream flavor he mentioned three months ago”. as korean-traditional as sunghoon may seem sometimes, i genuinely picked up the energy that he’s 100% supportive of a partner that is very career-oriented. he doesn't expect you to stay at home and care for him. he is aware that his career choices - athlete and performer - they get less active when you’re older. i didn’t say stop working, but less working. point is, he’s okay with being the parent that supports the kids through their sports competitions and drives them to another city because his partner is busy with taking care of the business. he'll take the kids to see his mom on a saturday, mother-in-law will be "oh, where's your other half?", and he says very proudly: "oh, they're changing the whole freaking industry right now".
3. The Connection🔹Three of Swords
nothing new, but romantic connections may not always unfold smoothly. misunderstandings, emotional distance, or mismatched expectations can become obstacles within the relationship. that's why communication is important, to reach the flow state i mentioned above. the card doesn’t indicate an absence of attraction, but highlights the possibility that emotional challenges may arise as the connection develops. i also like to explain that the three of swords symbolize that, from pain -for the better or worse- you can always learn something. trying times will challenge you, for sure, but they can also turn you into a more evolved version of yourself, and improving one's self is also a key thing for relationships. that way, the couple can keep moving forward. and that’s something that can happen within sunghoon’s love life. but yeah, i just wanna add that his reading points toward great emphasis on his own growing emotional receptiveness.
SUNOO - HE FEELS ATTRACTED MORE OFTEN
1. Him🔹 Page of Wands
when this card jumped out of the deck for him, i was like “omg, this really seems to be him”. because the page is the youngest figure when we talk about the tarot’s court. it goes: page, knight, queen, king. so there’s a lot of youth energy being represented. and since we’re talking about attraction, i wanna suggest that whenever sunoo has a crush, he just has this very teen-in-love vibe. gosh, he can't hide the heart eyes for the sake of his life. i don’t know if everyone can understand what i’m trying to say, but there’s this curiosity, enthusiasm, and emotional openness. sunoo is, of course, naturally receptive to new experiences and may develop feelings when someone genuinely captures interest. his approach to attraction is spontaneous, expressive, and there’s no hesitation coming from him. we cannot say the same for the other members lol.
2. Someone Else🔹 Ace of Swords (reversed)
people who are attracted to him may not always express their feelings clearly. their intentions can be difficult to communicate, leading to mixed signals, or uncertainty about how they truly feel. the reversed ace of swords also suggests a few dangers like aggression and/or manipulation. and here’s the thing that might be a bit controversial. i know that it isn’t exactly the right thing to do, to go around assuming people’s sexuality, but like, to me, well… at least allow me to say that i’ll be very surprised if sunoo decides to reveal to us one day that he’s 100% straight. as part of the lgbtq community, my inner radar blasts off everytime i see him. i have this belief that he can identify as gay, bi, pan, whatever, but straight isn't one. and as i was holding this card, i received the energy of people being interested on him, but also being very confused with themselves, meaning people that aren’t comfortable with their own sexuality. we know that south korea is more conservative, so his partners might not fully understand sunoo, or his partners might not even accept themselves yet, and hence, being uncertain about their feelings.
3. The Connection 🔹 The Empress
but hey, when sunoo truly connects with someone and the feeling is mutual, the empress comes to point out warmth, affection, emotional abundance, and natural attraction. basically, a relationship that has the potential to grow through care, mutual appreciation, and genuine emotional connection. keyword here: genuine. this card brings a strong sense of harmony and lots of passion. and funny, connecting with what i said above, the empress also represents embracing/not denying the difficulties, pain and chaos within our lives, and reminds us that we can love fully without fear. the empress is very mother, if you know what i mean. now, just in general, sunoo loves love, he’s a very warm and nurturing person, and when we think about the enhypen member’s, he’s the one that has crushes more often, according to this reading.
JUNGWON - SOMEONE FEELS ATTRACTED TO HIM
1. Him 🔹 Three of Cups (Reversed)
sheeeeeesh, let's talk about someone who's energy is closed oooooofff. boy DID NOT want me intruding, so his energy was very closed off and his reading was smaller compared to the others. he threw me this card instead. the reverse three of cups means tension between friends, the need to be alone for a while, you know, to heal, and group activity plans failing. as soon as this card showed up during jungwon’s reading, i was like: “hold on, my question is about your love life, not your career, don’t rub this on my face.” but it is understandable, because sometimes, the things we feel at work, or the discussions we have with friends, can affect different areas of our lives. keep it in mind, i did this reading back on july 5th, a little bit before that one jungwon live, so i guess he was deep in his feelings. and well, this is very clear sign that he isn’t looking for love now. he’s too busy being enhypen’s leader, so he isn’t paying attention to the field. and if he already was selective about who he allows into his emotional world, this man just became even more particular about the people around him. but yeah, let’s focus on the romantic aspect: rather than developing romantic feelings easily, he may prefer to keep his emotions private until he feels comfortable. the reversed three of cups indicates a tendency to distance himself from situations that feel emotionally unclear or superficial.
2. Someone Else 🔹 Four of Pentacles (Reversed)
people who are attracted to jungwon may be going through some emotional vulnerability, and they might be lacking structure when it comes to their daily lives. and that’s how jungwon fits this equation, his leadership skills. like jay, jungwon looks and feels like the sort of guy who can handle shit. jungwon brings out this vibe of “fine… i’ll do it myself” a lot, and his love interests may feel a certain pull towards that energy of action. and be surprised, but to me, he has this dom aura, that he knows when to turn it off to use it or not when it favors him. sweet guy, looks like a cupcake, will put you through a mattress.
3. The Connection🔹 Knight of Wands
jungwon is a very charming and confident man, exactly like the knight of wands, so it justs makes sense. connections with him bring passion, excitement, and momentum. once the relationship begins to develop, the energy between both people can become lively, spontaneous, and full of chemistry. this couple, well, their relationship is never stagnant. boy didn't want to give me tea. again, extremely closed off energy.
NIKI - SOMEONE FEELS ATTRACTED TO HIM
1. Him🔹 Eight of Pentacles
as you’re about to see, ⅔ of niki’s reading include a pentacles card. the pentacles suit represents the material world, money, and work. and when i talk about a job with pentacles, i’m talking about working at your highest level. so he isn’t looking out for a serious relationship right now. this suit is also about the wonders of existence and the pentacles’ star can also be related to da vinci’s vitruvian man, to venus’ path, so we can connect the simbology to the human body, and my point is - it makes sense that niki’s getting tattoos. the eight of pentacles here shows us that he appears to be focused on personal growth, self-improvement, and building a solid foundation for himself before investing deeply in romance. i also picked up the energy that with the rebranding of his group, he’s aware that they’ve got to work harder. he wants to grow and show his fans and his hyungs that they can rely on him, and this guy is pouring his all into that. but when we talk about feelings with this card, it suggests someone who approaches relationships with patience and intention rather than impulse.
2. Someone Else 🔹 Five of Pentacles
okay, so people who feel attracted to him might be going through some rough times. the five of pentacles tells us that physical or any health related problems may be happening, or/and financial issues. people who are drawn to him may approach him from a place of emotional vulnerability or insecurity, meaning they see him as someone who offers stability, strength, or reassurance. this card speaks more to emotional projection and a desire for comfort than to superficial attraction alone.
3. The Connection 🔹 The Emperor
represents structure, stability, and emotional self-control. very powerful figure, very dominant. he is most likely to be the dominant one when it comes to his relationship. he likes baddies, but he also enjoys putting a baddie in her place, if you know what i mean. the connection with him will develop slowly (confirming the eight of pentacles), with clear boundaries and thoughtful decision-making. the dynamic is grounded and deliberate, with a strong emphasis on maturity and consistency. like jungwon, niki wasn't interesting in giving me gossip, closed off, but i have something for you from my last reading.
the last reading i did for enhypen to my friend (march 2026, we were trying to distract ourselves from the whole enhypen situation), when it came to niki’s love life, the cards pointed to a past relationship that caused a lot of heartbreak and that the person he was going out with directed very harsh words to him. ofc, niki, being who he is, stood his ground in a very defensive position. fights were likely happening a lot even before the major discussion and they were basically getting tired of the relationship, so the day they decided to break up was just the cherry on top. he closed himself to protect his emotions, but after the break up, it wasn’t like he was dead. niki’s aura and visuals, his charm, he can get some left & right if he wants to. so yeah, he became single, he has a very strong sexual drive, so he was having his way, yk? he had sneaky links at the time (didn’t ask this for this reading tho), but he doesn’t like to mix emotions with the people he was casually hooking up. it is likely that his ex used to be a sneaky link as well and things developed, and that’s why he became more careful around the hook ups, bcs everything turned into a mess. but for now, for his july reading, after the rebranding, he’s been very focused on work. doesn’t mean he won’t have fun during the tour =)
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