Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark Romance, Filthy smut, toxic relationship, manipulation
Word count: 6.5k
SUMMARY: You was supposed to go on vacation with your friends. Jungkook was supposed to be okay with it. Instead, engagements fall apart. Careers disappear. Homes become unaffordable. And every reason You have to leave is quietly taken away. Jungkook calls it love. You will learn it’s something much worse.
Note - I have been really fucking with Tyler the creator lately and the fic this song is based on has been in my rotation since the beginning of last year. So enjoy part one of the series.
not proof read so apologies for any spelling or grammar fuck ups
- Ryeon <3
Part two | Masterlist
Chapter One
“This 60-40 isn’t working!”
As his voice boomed down the phone you could only let out a sigh.
The chill of the winter air didn’t compare to the frosty conversation you were having with your Fiancé.
You could feel the sympathetic stares of your friends from inside the restaurant. This wasn’t anything new to them and it certainly wasn’t anything new to you.
“Jungkook, why are you doing this? This is the first time I’ve been out with my friends for months. You promised you’d give me space. Why is 60 percent of my time not enough for you?”
“Because Y/N, I know the kind of people they are. What kind of friends would want to take 40% of your time when they know the only person that truly cares for you is waiting at home like some lovesick fucking puppy. Is that what I am to you? Someone who will just sit around waiting until you can be bothered with me.”
Gaslighting. A skill Jeon Jungkook has perfected to an extraordinary degree. But you were used to it. After 5 years of being with him, his attempts at manipulation don’t pierce you anymore.
“Careful how you speak about my friends.” You warned.
“Jungkook…you’re the only one that views yourself like that. Either you give me space or I’ll do it for you.”
You were met with silence. This was new. He always had something to say.
Your black leather coat did nothing to shield you from the night current. Although, it could have been the middle of summer but the frosty hush from the other side of the phone would have been enough the strip away any warmth you would have felt.
“What? You wanna leave me, baby? Is that it?” The sarcastic smirk in his voice pissing you off.
“No Jungkook, I don’t want to leave you but I feel suffocated. I love you. I love you more than anything but I’m a person with a life. With a life outside of this relationship and I need you to respect that.”
“I do! It’s you who doesn’t respect me. You don’t respect my time. You don’t respect the fact that I need you more than they do. Baby, I can do all that stuff with you. You wanna go for dinner? Fine! We can do that. You wanna go to the club? Fine, we can go together. You wanna take a trip half way across the world? we can do that.”
You rolled your eyes in complete disbelief. You knew this was why he was being so uptight.
You and your friends had been planning a trip away. Just as girls to catch up and relax and when you told Jungkook about it he threw an absolute fit. Normally you would concede to his demands to placate him but not this time. You put your foot down. You were going. And he hated that.
“Jungkook please, I don’t want to have this argument again. You’ve known about this trip for 6 months, what makes you think I’ve changed my mind? Jessy has gotten engaged and I haven’t been there to celebrate that. She was our biggest cheerleader when we got engaged. Lisa has just gotten her dream job and I have not been able to show her how happy I am for her. I mean, Millie has been my best friend since I was 6, she had a baby 5 month ago and I have not been there for her because 100% of my time has been spent with you. This is the first time we’re going to be together since she got pregnant, why can’t you understand why this is important to me?”
Silence.
He said nothing.
You tried to lighten the heavy atmosphere with I light-hearted “You can’t be selfish baby; you need to learn to share me. There is plenty Y/N to go around.” You finished with a half-hearted laugh hoping he would find humour in the ridiculousness of the situation.
“I thought I was your best friend.” He finally retorted. You could hear the smile in his voice and suddenly all tension left your body.
“You are my love. I just need to be with the girls. And on the bright side, we’ve cut it down from a week trip to only 7 days. Millie doesn’t want to be away from the baby too long.”
“Okay, I hear you and I get it. You enjoy your night baby. I’m sorry for being a dick. I don’t mean to come off jealous or controlling, I just love you and the thought of you being away from me terrifies me.”
You smiled at that.
That was your Jungkook.
He’s always been like that. So scared that you’ll slip away from him.
“I know baby. I’m not going anywhere; I just need you to trust that.”
“Alright, my love.”
For the first time in 5 years a phone call from Jungkook while you were out with friends didn’t result in him driving to come and bring you home.
“Okay. And because my beautiful boy was so understanding, I’m going to bring him some food home because I know he probably didn’t eat today. Do you want a steak?”
“Blue please.”
“I know, you animal.”
“Don’t be mad at me because you like bland, chewy, well-done steak. Some of us have refined pallets” He chuckled.
“If you say so. Although, we do have to drive past a farm on the way home, do you just want me to pick up a live cow from the field so you can just eat that?”
“Ha Ha Ha, very funny. Text me when you’re ready for me to pick you up, okay?”
“Okay. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
You walked back into the restaurant and sat back down with your friends.
“I don’t believe it, Jungkook hasn’t stolen you away from us? Must be a Christmas miracle!” Jessy teased.
“Jessy, stop teasing her. Is everything okay Y/N?” Millie asked, worry etched in ever word.
In any other circumstances it would be overkill for your friends to be so rattled by a phone call but these weren’t normal circumstances and Jungkook wasn’t a normal guy.
“Yeah, we’re all good. In fact, he ended up being super understanding. All I need to do is remember to bring him back some food. I know the Jungkook loves the food from this place.”
“Wow, look at that! We love seeing growth and maturity from Mr CEO.”
“Lisa, leave him alone. You know how he gets but he’s actually been trying really hard lately. We only bicker once and a while now.”
That wasn’t entirely true but you were careful about how much you told your friends about Jungkook. He was a difficult person to understand from the outside looking in but you knew when he loved, he loved hard. And as much as he hated sharing your time with your friends, you knew he loved them just as much as you did.
You knew this because Jungkook had gone out of his way to really come through for them when they needed help. They would never ask him of course, but you did.
When Jesses fiancé, Yoongi, was first introduced to your group he was unbelievably shy. Which was ironic considering Jessy was the exact opposite. He spoke no more the 5 words to anyone, that was until Jungkook had pulled him away from the large group of women just to have some guy-on-guy conversation. They talked the whole night and Jessy immensely thanked Jungkook for making Yoongi feel mor comfortable. His demeanour changed completely when chit chatting with Jungkook and he eventually came out of his shell and became just as chatty as your man. It was heart-warming to see the two bond and eventually go on to be golfing buddies.
“Less bickering is always good! How is he? I feel like we haven’t seen either of you in forever.”
“He’s good thanks, Mills. He’s just so busy with work nowadays. There is this real estate company he’s trying to get and I think contract negotiations are stressing him out.”
“Bless him. Tell him not to work too hard it will age him.” Lisa joke.
“Hahah I’ll pass the message on. But enough of that, how are you, Millie? How’s the baby doing?”
“He’s good! Now that we’ve settled into the new house, I feel like I can finally create a schedule, you know?”
You basked in the atmosphere as you listened to your friends update you on their lives, so happy that you were able to come and do this. You couldn’t remember the last time that you hadn’t left an event early because Jungkook had picked a fight with you.
“So the trip, how’re we all feeling?” Jessy asked excitedly.
“So ready for it! I know I prayed and begged the universe for this job but it has been kicking my ass lately. Being a marketing executive is not for the weak.” Lisa sighed.
You all laughed at Lisa’s reply because she really had worked her ass off for this Job.
All of you were hard workers but Lisa was your friend that had known what she wanted from a young age and stopped at nothing until she got it. She was passionate about marketing. She had studied it at university, had networked like a mad woman and made insane connections in the corporate world and worked her way up the ladder until she landed right where she wanted to be. You were so proud of her.
“I’m surprised CEO Jeon is letting you out of his sight let alone the country Y/N. How did you manage that?” Jessy asked as she sipped her merlot.
“It was a struggle to convince him but I think he gets it now. He knows how much you guys mean to me so he’s really trying to ease up a little.”
This made your friends smile. Millie raised her glassed and made a toast.
“Well then, here’s to Jungkook! For finally fucking with us. It only took, 5 years.”
You all laughed and cheersed to your fiancé.
It was about 2 hours later that you finally texted Jungkook to come and pick you up.
Your home was roughly 20 minutes from the restaurant but to your surprise Jungkook was already outside waiting.
Of course he was.
You made your way over to the black Mercedes. The love of his life second only to you.
“Hi baby.” You greeted as you slipped into his car.
He gave you no time to even put your seatbelt was on before your face was engulfed in his hands and his lips were pressed onto yours.
“Missed me?” You joked as you pulled away from him getting a good look at his handsome face, lips now stained the colour of your crimson lipstick.
“Like you wouldn’t believe.” Jungkook smiled back at you. With that bunny smile that you loved so much.
“Ready to head off?”
“I am indeed! I have your steak ready too”
“Don’t worry sweetheart, that steak won’t be the only thing I’m devouring tonight.” He grinned to himself as he pulled out of his parking space.
“Woah, what’s brought all this on Jeon?”
“Well this is a night for celebration, my sweet girl. Contract negotiations have been finalised and you are now looking at the new CEO of the Hastings real estate, the largest real-estate broker in the country. I now own 89% of all the buildings in Korea.”
“Are you fucking kidding?! Baby, That’s amazing. I’m so fucking proud of you! This is for sure a night to celebrate. Here I thought the highlight of my night would be watching my pretty baby devour this raw, almost bloody, steak like a literal vampire.”
This earned a booming laugh from him. The kind of laugh that made his eyes crinkle and put his dimples of full display.
It should have taken you both 20 minutes to get home but Jungkook managed to get there in 9 minutes flat. I guess traffic lights don’t matter when you have the right motivation to get home.
You had barely had enough time to enter the pin to your shared penthouse flat before he was all over you.
One of your favourite things about Jungkook was how much of an oxymoron he was. He would fuck you so hard but at the same time still treated you as if you were made of glass.
As soon as you stepped in, he had you pressed up against the door. Lips crashing onto yours.
He held you with such care, taking off your dress slowly, letting the satin material slip off your skin leaving your bare tits on full display for him. He stared like was ready to consume you, he always did.
He picked you up bridal style, which elicited a girlish giggle from you and charged towards your shared bedroom. Once in, he placed you gently on the bed. You basked in it because you knew this was most gentle he would be with you for the rest of the night.
He was starting to breathe heavily, not taking his eyes off of you. He smiled to himself when he realised you were already panting in anticipation for him.
“Oh, my love, I haven’t even touched you yet.” He said, while finally slipping his hands up your smooth legs, removing your panties. He brought his warm hands to your heat, the sudden contact making you jump, “do you like that?” You nodded.
He lowered himself in between your legs, his muscles clenching as he lowered himself closer to you, his bare chest rising and falling right above you, his stomach almost touching yours, hand still playing with your slick folds.
“Yes, ahh-” you sighed when he pushed his middle finger into your dripping core, “I like that.”
“Yeah, you do? Tell me how much?” His voice quiet and soft as he kept pushing his finger at a steady pace.
“A lot...” The tail end of your answer turning into a strained whimper.
“A lot?” he chuckled, the position you were in clearly amusing him, “how can you still look so innocent even when spread out underneath me like this, hm?”
For a moment, you tried to stop whimpering, trying to hold eye-contact with him. He dragged his fingers out of you, straightened up his whole body and kneeled between your legs.
The same fingers that were inside you a moment ago, he now brought up to his mouth, licking off your arousal and then he lowered himself again, kissing you hungrily to make you taste yourself.
He loved doing that. He made sure you knew that you were his favourite flavour and in these instances Jeon Jungkook had no issue with sharing.
You felt his tip teasing your entrance and then he started stretching you out slowly, filling you up in a couple of seconds.
He fucked you slowly, but each thrust was hard.
“Look at me, baby” he said, fucking into you harder, his skin now slapping against your own.
“Look at me while I fuck you.” His voice was calm yet demanding – each word accentuated by his hips pushing into you.
Unable to maintain your composure any longer, you allowed yourself to fall into the pleasure
“You’re mine, do you know that,” he was getting out of breath, trying desperately to say what he had to, “do you know that, huh?” The end of his sentence turning into a whimper.
“No matter much how much time you spend away from me, you’ll always be just mine.” He was pushing even harder into you, moving your hair out of your face. “No one could ever take you away from me. You’re so beautiful. You need to, uhh fuck,” he hissed in pleasure, “to know that you’re mine. Only mine.”
You pulled him in for a kiss, but he avoided your hands. “Tell me, tell me it’s true.”
“Yes, I’m yours. I’m only yours baby, please!”
At that he pressed your lips together, moaning into your mouth and you felt your orgasm tear through your body, digging your fingernails into his muscular back in the process. The action making him hiss out in pain.
He kept fucking into you through your orgasm. His pace slowed but he started thrusting harder and harder.
“Look at me,” he said, but you couldn’t open your eyes, “look at me!” This time, he raised his voice a bit and you tried to keep your eyes open. “I-uhh, I love you. You have to know that. I fucking love you with everything I have. Everything I am, everything I do is because I love you so fucking much.” He said as he quickened his pace and soon you felt him spilling into you.
Hard breathing filled the room as you both basked in your post orgasm states. You ran your fingers up and don his back trying to sooth the scratch marks you had just left behind.
“I saw the photo you posted on your story with your little friends. You looked joyous. I want you to be like that all the time.” He panted, still inside you.
“I am happy baby.”
“I know, I just…I worry sometimes you seem happier with them than you are with me. I know it’s stupid and I’m being irrational but sometimes I…never mind”
“No, go on” you said, now stroking his sweat drenched hair out of his flushed beautiful face.
He finally slipped out of you and rolled onto his back. He reached over to where you were and in a swift movement, pulled you to his side.
“It’s dumb, honestly. But I see my life like a picture. Perfect girl by my side, great career, good health, ya know?” He hummed, looking down at you.
You nodded, afraid that any word from you would halt his train of thought.
“But your friends sometimes really fuck up my frame. They aren’t developed like we are. I knew they would always be around but I don’t know. I just always pictured it being us. I don’t have close friends, just associates and acquaintances that think they’re my friends that I use to get what I want. I know its fucked up but that’s the way my father raised be to see life and people. But the idea of anyone thinking that way about you terrifies me. That’s honestly why I always make a big deal when you want to leave me to be with them. I know its irrational but I’ve never had friends so I don’t always see the need in maintaining those friendships.”
Post sex Jungkook was always the most honest version of him. You understood his point of view because you had met his father. A cold, awful man that treated his son as nothing but a long-term investment and a product he could slap his name on to take credit for all his achievements. So you got it, you really did. And his mother was no better. She had no love for her husband and no connection to her son. She cared about nothing but status and labels. Fair to say they didn’t like you very much but that didn’t matter. Jungkook did.
“I hear you baby. But these girls have been with me through everything and have never faltered, not even once. They want the same thing you do, the best for me.”
His eyes never left yours as you spoke but he stayed silent.
“Plus, you have friends. You and Yoongi are cool, right?”
“I guess. He’s a great golf player. Kicks my ass every time. But I don’t know that I would call us friends”
“Do you want to be?”
He shrugged his shoulders but you could tell he was really pondering the question.
“It’s never too late to unlearn what your dad taught you. Sometimes you gotta close a door to open a window, right?” You beamed up at him.
He smiled back at you and nodded as you snuggled into his chest.
“I love you Jeon Jungkook.”
“And I love you Y/N Y/L/N. Soon to be Mrs Jeon”
You giggled. “Can’t wait.”
“How many kids do you want” he asked.
The question took you by surprise because Jungkook had never brought that up before.
“I honestly don’t know if I want any. I think having a baby would keep me at home too much. But if it happens, it happens but I don’t think it will happen for a long time. Thank God to the person who created the contraceptive pill or I would have been pregnant years ago Mr ‘I only ever want to cum inside you’” You joked.
You felt his chest move up and down as he laughed.
“Don’t deny it, you love when I finish inside my girl”
“Of course I do. Wouldn’t have it any other way”
Your pillow talking session was interrupted by the sound of your doorbell. You looked at your phone to check the time. Who could that possibly be at this hour?
You hopped off the bed and pulled on one of Jungkook’s shirts. Before your hand could touch your bedroom door Jungkook stopped you with a firm “Absolutely not. I’ll go check, stay here.”
So naturally, you followed him down the stairs.
You saw him check the monitor before pulling the door open.
From the bottom of the stairs you heard a faint familiar sobbing.
Jessy?
“I’m so sorry to disturb you both but I needed to talk to someone. I..I.. I don’t know what to do” Jessy sniffled.
You ran to the door and embraced her into a hug which she gladly fell into. You could tell she needed it.
You lead her frail body into the living room and stay her on the sofa. Jungkook walked past you both straight to the kitchen. You could hear him running the sink in and searching through your cupboard for a glass.
By the time he had finished preparing her a glass of water she had calmed down enough to speak.
“What’s happened?” You asked terrified. This was the first time in 10 years that you had ever seen Jessy cry. She was the type to hold her emotions and cry when she was alone. You hated that for her but you would never try to change her.
Her hands shook as she took the glass but she finally spoke.
“It’s Yoongi. Y/N, I found some woman’s panties in his car. He’s having an affair.”
“What?! There is no way. Yoongi is obsessed with you.”
“I thought so too but apparently not to obsessed to fuck another bitch in his car.”
“Did you ask him about it?” Jungkook questioned, his concern mirroring yours.
“I did. He was just stuttering saying he didn’t but what could possibly be the reason for used panties to be in his car? There is even cum stains on them Y/N.” She broke.
You didn’t know what to say.
You pulled her in for another hug and you let her cry it out.
“Jessy, you can stay here as long as you need to.” You said and you stoked her hair.
“No, I need to get out of this city for a while. I called my mom and she’s picking me up from here. She doesn’t know, I’m so embarrassed and I couldn’t bear to tell her. I know how much she like him. She’s in the city visiting my aunt but I’m going back with her to Busan tonight.”
“You have nothing to be embarrassed about, you haven’t done anything wrong” You firmly told her.
“I know, I’m just so tired.”
“You can lay down here until your mom comes, Jessy” Jungkook said.
“Thank you. Thank you, both of you.”
You pulled a blanket off the other sofa to drape around her and left her to be alone for a moment.
You pulled Jungkook into the kitchen. “I can’t believe it. Yoongi would be the last person to cheat. You’re more likely to cheat than Yoongi.” You yelled in a whispered.
Jungkook’s eyebrows knitted together at the very suggestion.
“I know you wouldn’t but you know what I mean. He loves her just as much as you love me.”
“I don’t think that’s possible.”
“Not the time Jungkook!” You huffed through gritted teeth.
You both awkwardly potted around the kitchen in silence trying to not disturb Jessy. But the silence allowed you to run a million scenarios in your head as to how any of this could be possible but not one of them made sense.
Jessy’s mom came about 10 minutes later, you gave her one final hug before you both bid her goodbye.
You and Jungkook walked up the stairs to bed but he could tell that this would eat away at you until you got some kind of explanation.
“I can try and talk to Yoongi if you like? Just try and find out what’s happening.”
“Could you please, baby? I need to know what he has to say for himself.”
“Of course, my love. This outreach will be my first attempt of friendship” He tried to joke to lighten the mood.
Unfortunately, to you, nothing in this moment was even remotely funny.
“I don’t want you being friends with that man.”
“Ooh now look who’s not sharing.”
You lightly shoved him for that last remark.
You lay awake tossing and turning next to your sleeping fiancé. Your heart broke for your friend; you couldn’t imagine how much pain she must be in and honestly you didn’t want to imagine it. You know you had made the comparison before but the idea of Jungkook betraying you like that made your heart ache.
The next morning your day went as usual. You woke up, got ready and had breakfast before Jungkook drove you to work. All day, your thoughts never left Jessy.
You called Jungkook at lunchtime to ask if he’d had a chance to speak to Yoongi. He had.
Jungkook’s findings had concluded that Yoongi was a serial cheater and had been cheating on Jessy since they had been together. This was just the first time he had been caught. He said he loved Jessy but he was a man that would never be truly satisfied with one woman.
You felt sick to your stomach and you vowed to never see that man again. And if you ever ran into him, you would run in the opposite direction in fear that any confrontation will land you in jail.
You finished the day up and were now ready to head home. As you walked to the elevator, you were just in the middle of texting Jessy when you received a call from Lisa.
Which was odd cause Lisa never called, she only ever texted. Your stomach dropped, intuition telling you this was not going to be good news.
“Y/N…” Lisa said, tears clearly evident in her tone.
“Lisa? Are you alright?”
“They fired me.” She wailed.
“What?! Why!?’
“I don’t know, some mystery investor. They said they would only consider investing in our company if I was not the Marketing head. So they let me go.”
What the fuck was happening? This felt like a twilight zone episode. There is no way Jessy found out the love of her life is a dirty filthy unapologetic cheat and Lisa has lost the only thing she has ever wanted all in the span of 24 hours.
“And to make matters worse, the whole day I’ve been calling every connection I have to get another job and no one will hire me. Apparently, word has spread around to the industry that I am a ‘liability’.” She blubbed.
“Lisa, honey, I’m so sorry.” You replied apologetically. Again, in a position where you knew nothing you could say would provide any comfort.
“I don’t know what I could have possibly done to this person Y/N. Why me?”
“I don’t know, sweetheart. I really don’t know. I know Jungkook knows the CEO of your company, do what me to ask him to have a word to try and make sense of this?”
“Would he? I’d be so grateful.”
“Of course, I’ll ask him. Leave it with me. In the meantime, head on home, put on some comfy jammies, order some take out and have a good binge of Greys Anatomy.”
“That sounds like the perfect plan. Thanks Y/N” she laughed through her tears.
“It’s no worries, girl. Just take it easy and try and settle yourself, you’ve had a very emotionally draining day. Love you”
“Love you too girl, bye.” And with that she hung up.
Immediately you flicked to your call log to call your fiancé. The time was about 5:15pm so he should be out of his last meeting for the day. The elevator doors opened as your finger hovered over the call button when your eyes met with a sight that would soon send you spiralling. A figure that you would never have imagined would inspire such rage in you. It was Yoongi. Stood there bold as fuck by the reception desk in the lobby. He looked rough as hell. Hair an absolute mess with clothes he looks like he hasn’t changed since yesterday. Eyes bloodshot and skin looking dull and sunken. You would never have guessed he was the shy introverted man that made your stoic best friend beam with joy. Here before you stood the husk of the man you thought he was. You would feel sorry for him if you didn’t know what he had done. That being said; what the fuck was he doing here.
“You’ve got a lot of fucking nerve showing your face to me.” You spat out as you walked right past him.
“Y/N, please I need to talk to you.”
“You have nothing to say that I want to listen to, Yoongi.”
“I just need 10 minutes to explain.”
You stopped walking. You paused for a minute and thought. Although Jungkook had spoken to him, you kind of needed to hear for yourself. You needed to hear how this withdrawn, timid mad turned out to be such a monster. You needed to hear what web of lies he was going to string together.
“You have 7.”
Your office building was a fairly luxurious one. When you had joined, another company had partnered with them and it increased the budget by hundreds of millions. This meant a sizable pay rise for you and all the other senior team members and a brand-new office building. This one was 15 floors, had a built-in gym, a pool and a fancy new café. This was where you had pulled Yoongi to talk.
He sat in front of you fidgeting with his fingers unable to look you in the eye. He just stared down into his lap like it was the most interesting thing in the world.
“Your down to 5 minutes now.” You warned.
“Look, Y/N, I love Jessy and I would never cheat on her.”
You laughed. Was he serious?
“So you really sat me down just to lie to me?”
“I’m not lying I swear. I have never cheated on Jessy.” He paused. He finally looked up and continued.
“Growing up I was a very quiet kid. Shocking, I know. But I was never popular. I wasn’t unpopular but I wasn’t well liked. I had made peace with the fact that that was the person I was always going to be. There but invisible. That was until I met Jessy. She was the first person who saw me. Like, actually saw me. She took interest in my interests and never made me feel weird for being interested in them, she invited me into her world and fort the first-time ever I felt not only seen by her, but really understood in a way that I never thought was possible. She is the love of my life and I would never ever do anything to betray her” he said.
His eyes never left yours and for some reason you believed it. But how could you, you saw the state Jessy was in, you heard what he had told Jungkook and you knew about the cum stained underwear she had found in his car.
“Well that’s all very poetic. But what about the panties in your car Yoongi. How the hell do you explain that?” You asked, frustration painting every word.
“Y/N, you know me. Do I seem like the kind of person that can get a random woman into his car for sex? It was a miracle Jessy found me worthy enough to take interest in. I don’t exactly have women banging down the doors for me.”
“Then how did they get there?”
He stayed silent and it pissed you off. So you pushed your chair back and got up to leave.
“Y/N please! I’m sorry, this is just tough for me.”
“Aww, is it? You know what’s tougher than speaking? Being cheated on by a man you thought was the love of your life.” Each scornful syllable that fell from your lips you could see pierced him like a knife. Good.
“I didn’t cheat on her. Look, I’m going to be embarrassingly transparent with you. But please, sit down” He begged and you obliged.
“You have 3 minutes left”
“Okay,” he took a deep breath before continuing.
“I’m not a rich guy. I have a moderate low level corporate job that pays me enough to live and occasionally take a few nice vacations every year. Jessy knows this and didn’t care. She loved me for me.”
You watched him as he spoke.
“But although I know that Jessy doesn’t care, I do. So after meeting you all and seeing how successful and wealthy you all were, I can’t lie, I was a little intimidated. When Jungkook invited me to play golf the first time, I declined and said I was too busy. But in reality, I was embarrassed. Imagine me pulling up to a golf range with Jungkook in his 2025 Mercedes and me in my Honda Civic? No, I couldn’t embarrass Jessy like that. So I started working harder, really working. I took every overtime shift, if there was a job to do, I’d do it. I even worked evenings and weekends for a whole year. It really put a strain on mine and Jessy’s relationship but we made it through and I finally had enough money saved. Not enough for a car like Jungkook’s but a good car none the less. Enough to not feel so inadequate. But that being said, because it was such a pricy car, I’m terrified to drive it anywhere. So I only allow myself to take it out when I’m driving Jessy somewhere and when I go golfing with Jungkook.”
As mad as you were at Yoongi, you could completely empathise with this aspect of him. Jungkook was an extremely wealthy man. It was enough to make anyone feel a little small. In the beginning when he asked you out, it intimidated you a little bit too. It almost made you break off your relationship before it started. But when you got your raise, it was enough to make you feel like you weren’t a street rat dating a prince. Nothing compared to what he had but enough non the less.
“But last week, when we went golfing, he told me he needed to leave his Mercedes at the course cause he had a meeting there with some real estate brokers in a few hours. So he rode home with me…” He paused, looking down again.
“Continue” you demanded, not knowing where this was going but still having a knot in your stomach.
“Well…other than Jessy, Jungkook is the only other person I have ever let in that car…”
It was quiet for a few seconds. Broken only by a chuckle you let out.
“So you want me to believe Jungkook planted panties in your car to make Jessy think you were cheating on her? Yoongi there were a million lies you could have told me but you chose to go with the most unbelievable one? Goodbye.” You stood up, not wanting to give this animal any more of your time.
“Y/N please you have to believe me!” he shouted as you walked away, not bothering to look back.
Still, you heard the pitter patter of feet running behind you.
“Y/N, I’m not lying. I promise I wouldn’t lie about something like this. I’ve been up all night trying to work up the courage to come and tell you this. I wouldn’t believe it either, I thought Jungkook was my friend.”
This made you stop in your tracks. The memory of your conversation last night came flooding back to you. His words clear as day in your mind: “I don’t have close friends, just associates and acquaintances that think they’re my friends that I use to get what I want.”
You spun around to face a flushed out of breath Yoongi.
“So then, why today did you tell Jungkook that you’d been cheating on Jessy this entire time. That she wasn’t enough to ‘satisfy’ you?”
He looked at you, his face the same colour of confusion as yours. His reply making your blood run cold and altering everything you thought you knew about the love of your life.
“I…haven’t spoken to Jungkook today?”
A/N: I'm so happy to be writing again! Hope Y'all enjoy it <3
jungkook is the epitome of a boyfriend. he’s tender, protective and utterly devoted. women tend to fall for men that are obsessed, and are willing to kill for them. so when the truth begins to unravel, you’re forced to confront a terrifying question, what if the man who’d kill for you… already has?
genre : dark romance, obsession, angst, dom!jungkook x sub!oc
warnings : koo is so whipped for oc it’s unhealthy, murderer!jungkook, stalking & obsessive behaviour ( but he is not controlling of what she does ), unprotected sex, creampie, heavy dirty talk, breeding kink, oc is easily manipulated, description of slight gore scenes, he cums inside her.
ps : can you tell I watch a lot of cop tv shows?… my all time fav show is Brooklyn-99 hehe.
the city outside was heavier than usual, as droplets of water fall onto the window beside you, inside the little bookstore café, it was warm. almost too warm.
the scent of old pages and cinnamon filled the air, and your cup of lavender tea rested gently beneath your fingers.
“god, it’s pouring,” mina said, brushing rain from her coat as she slid into the seat across from you. “girl, i swear the sky’s been crying like all week.”
you chuckle lightly, swirling your tea. “the city’s probably going through a breakup or something.”
mina scoffed. “or maybe it’s just cursed.” she leaned in. “so… are you seeing him tonight?”
you didn’t answer right away. your gaze flickered toward the window, “probably. he said he might pick me up, but im pretty sure he’s with his friends right now.”
“might? girl, that man would literally burn the world to walk you across the street.”
you just laugh quietly. “hey! he’s just… attentive.”
“attentive?” mina raised an eyebrow. “you told me he showed up outside your work at midnight. you weren’t even on shift.”
you shrugged, feeling a sudden warmth rise to your cheeks. “he said i wasn’t answering the phone and he didn’t know that i was already home, he just thought i was still working. he’s sweet, mina. intense? yeah, sure. but sweet.”
“babe…sweet is flowers. a little clingy. not ‘i tracked your phone just to see your smile’ sweet.”
you opened your mouth to protest, but something shifted behind the glass.
mina stopped talking when she noticed a tall figure enter the lively café.
he dressed in black from collar to cuff, damp hair curling softly where it brushed his cheekbones. the darkness of his clothes stood out in the brown and beige themed café.
he didn’t even glance at mina.
“you’re late,” you teased gently as he reached your table.
“i’m never late to you,” jungkook said, voice low and warm, wrapping around you like silk.
he leaned down, brushing his lips over your temple. “you looked so pretty sitting here baby, i almost didn’t want to interrupt.”
you smiled, cheeks turning a light shade of pink. a shade that nobody would notice on you, but he did. he always did.
“it’s okay. we were just talking—”
he finally looked at mina. the smile in his eyes vanished.
mina shifted under his stare. “hey.”
jungkook nodded once. nothing more.
“well, i should get going then. it’s pouring and i wouldn’t want jake to worry.” mina muttered, grabbing her umbrella. “call me later, okay?”
you blinked, nodding. “oh! no yeah— get home safe, babe. text me once you’re home!”
jungkook watched her go until the door swung closed behind her. then, like a switch flipped, he turned back to you with a softness that made your chest ache.
“everything okay?” you asked.
he took your hand across the table, fingers cold from the rain. “mm. missed you… but now that i’m here, yeah. everything’s perfect.”
“i missed you too.”
your fingers delicately brush his jaw as your lips perfectly mould into his for a gentle kiss.
“well, today morning was kind of slow,” you said, gently twirling the spoon between your fingers.
“we had this customer come in and ask if we sold perfume, at a bookstore. like hello? i literally stopped, looked down at the pile of books i was restocking and then back up at him. and he still didn’t get the hint.”
jungkook gave a soft laugh, but it didn’t reach his eyes. the comedic detail in the story becoming unfunny the moment you made it known that the customer was a male.
“did you talk to him for long?”
you blinked. “the customer?”
“yeah.” his thumb rubbed small circles into the back of your hand, perfectly casual if not for the slight pressure behind it.
“not really,” you said with a little frown. “i just pointed him to the perfume shop down the street after. why?”
“nothing, baby.” he smiled, that dimpled grin that always made your stomach flip. “i just like hearing about your day.”
“well, i also alphabetized the horror section again,” you continued, trying to lighten the mood.
“someone keeps putting stephen king under ‘z.’ i think it’s an act of rebellion at this point. either that or they’re purely rage-baiting me, and it’s working.”
jungkook tilted his head. “yeah? maybe they’re just trying to get your attention.”
“good luck to them, then,” you said, grinning. “because my attention span ends at the letter ‘h.’”
his smile lingered, but his grip on your hand didn’t loosen.
“did anyone else try to get your attention today?”
you gave him a puzzled look. “huh? you mean like… flirt with me?”
“maybe.”
you snorted, slightly. “baby, me and mina both wear matching pyjama shirts with jeans to work everyday…i think i’m safe.”
“you’re not,” he said so softly it was almost lost under the hum of the café, caressing your soft skin.
“what?”
“you’re never safe,” he repeated, eyes darkening slightly as he leaned in. “not out there. not without me.”
the words should have chilled you. but the way he said them —with such devotion, such certainty. it sent a strange heat curling down your spine.
“i’m fine, though,” you said gently.
“i made it here on my own, didn’t i?”
“you didn’t see the man who followed you three blocks.”
you froze.
“…what?”
jungkook’s smile returned. “don’t worry, hm? he stopped when i got close. i don’t think he’ll be a problem anymore.”
you stared at him. “are you serious?”
you wondered if he was just joking. but then again, the look in his eyes and the way he sat next to you as if he’d pounce on someone if they were in your vicinity was hard to believe he was.
“do you think i would let anyone hurt you?”
his voice was low. intimate. possessive.
something about the way he said it made your breath catch, somewhere between fear and fascination.
“jungkook…. how do you even know he was following me?”
he lifted your hand and pressed his lips to your knuckles.
“i just happened to be there, baby. that’s all. i promise.”
jungkook had always had eyes on his girl. he refused to let you out of his sight even when you weren’t physically with him.
camera. bugs. wires. location trackers. everything and anything, so he knew that you were safe. it started off with him getting anxious about your whereabouts, and then four years later, it ended up with him following your every move.
he wasn’t being controlling, he was perfectly fine with you having your alone time with your friends. girl, friends. but he never knew what could happen on the way home, or even when you leave to go to the toilet for a few minutes.
whenever a man dared to look at her in the wrong way, he'd take action. he didn’t care, he just wanted her all to himself. she was for him to see, for him to touch.
he moved to the window and opened it an inch,
he lit a cigarette and took a long breath, eyes flicking to the building across the street.
fourth floor. left window. lights were currently off.
good.
‘that fucker had finally learned.’ he thought.
jungkook’s jaw clenched as he exhaled, thinking about the situation.
just two nights ago, he’d seen the man watching her — watching her from that window like he had the fucking right.
like he had the fucking right to look at what was his, and only god knew what that guy was envisioning when he was looking at you. that thought alone made jungkook go feral.
so, jungkook had knocked on his door half an hour later, he was calm, friendly even.
when the door creaked open, he hadn’t said a word.
just smiled.
and then he’d stepped inside.
he’d returned to your apartment an hour later, hands clean, smile playing on his face. you were asleep by then, soft music playing from your phone. you’d left a blanket out for him.
you always did, even when you didn’t know where he went. and you never bothered to spam text and call him whenever he didn’t tell you where he was at late at night.
that was love. trust, that you had in him.
and he would do anything to protect it.
the rain had returned a week later, slightly killing the mood, again. but inside the apartment, it was all warmth and comfort.
you were curled into jungkook’s lap, your head rested against his chest, ear pressed right over his heartbeat.
the beat rhythm was steady, comforting, and so very his.
you were wrapped in the thinnest piece of clothing, a pink silk night wear that barely covered your ass, and the v-neck cutting was plunged deep.
your bare legs tangled with his as you reached blindly for a piece of popcorn from the bowl resting near his thigh.
“baby, you keep eating all the caramel ones,” jungkook murmured against your hair, pouting slightly.
you smiled, giggling slightly without looking up. “you’re just too slow.”
“i’m just letting you win.”
“no, you’re not.”
“no,” he agreed, amused. “i’m not.”
you looked up at him, eyes sparkling from the tv’s glow, and tilted your face toward his. “you love me anyway, though.”
his hand slid up your thigh in a lazy, lingering caress. “i do. more than anything. you know that.”
you shifted, climbing into his lap more fully now, straddling him. you pressed your forehead against his, your smile softening. “sometimes i think you love me too much.”
his fingers dug gently into her hips. “that’s not a thing.”
you kissed him then, slowly.
he responded quickly, the feeling of your lips on his had his chest pounding, his arms winded around your waist, pulling you tighter against him.
your hands found his jaw, then slid into his hair, curling into the soft strands at the nape of his neck.
his lips parted for yours, deepening the kiss, tongue meeting hers with a hunger that always lingered just below the surface of him.
he tasted like… need. he needed you. more than anything.
he let his fingers flex on her thighs, holding you still even as you shifted closer, needing more, needing all of him.
your breath hitched when he tilted you back slightly, your mouth trailing from your lips to your jaw, then down your neck, grazing just above your collarbone.
“tell me what you want, angel.” he whispered.
you opened your mouth to speak against his lips softly when—
ding. ding. ding
you stilled.
the phone on the coffee table lit up again.
ding.
jungkook sighed, pulling back slightly, visibly irritated by the interruption. you blinked yourself out of the trance and reached for your phone.
unknown number:
you looked so pretty tonight.
mm and that hat hoodie doesn’t hide much.
i saw you laughing…. he doesn’t deserve you.
why don’t you smile like that when you’re alone?
your stomach dropped.
you froze, reading each line again and again.
“baby? what is it?”
you slowly handed him the phone, fingers shaking. “i—i don’t know who that is. i’ve never—jungkook, is someone watching me?”
his eyes scanned the messages. stillness overtook him. his hand tightened around the phone.
“how long has this been happening?” he asked, too calm.
“this is the first time. i swear. i don’t—how would they know i was wearing your hoodie? we didn’t even go out today, i just—” your voice cracked.
you looked around, suddenly paranoid. the windows. the blinds. “is someone outside? is someone watching right now?”
jungkook gently lifted you off his lap, stood, and set the phone down.
“jungkook—wait, where are you going?”
he didn’t answer.
he crossed the room in three long strides, closed the blinds, and checked the front door’s lock—twice.
then he moved to the bedroom, returned with something you couldn’t see in his hand, and walked quietly to the kitchen window.
you stood there, frozen, arms hugging yourself tightly.
when he finally came back, he didn’t speak right away. he walked straight to you and wrapped you in his arms.
“c’mere.”
his heart was racing. really racing now.
you pressed your face deep into his chest. “who would—why would someone—?”
“shh,” he whispered into your hair. “dont cry, angel. i’ve got you. no one’s going to hurt you.”
“but they saw me,” you whispered. “they said you don’t deserve me. they’ve been watching.”
“they’re wrong.” his voice was sharp now.
“i’m the only one who gets to see you like this. touch you like this. they know it. that’s why they’re hiding.”
“what if they come here?”
“they won’t.” a pause. then he murmured so quietly, you almost didn’t hear it: “they wouldn’t dare.”
you looked up at him, eyes wet. “how can you be so sure?”
jungkook held your face in his hands, his thumbs brushing away your tears. he kissed your forehead, your cheek, the corner of your mouth. gentle. reassuring.
“you just sit pretty angel. you don’t need to worry, they’ll disappear. i’ll make sure of it,” he said, smiling softly.
you blinked.
then he kissed you again, deeper this time, and you didn’t ask what he meant.
you didn’t want to.
you just held onto him tighter.
that night you weren’t able to sleep. you felt like the world was waiting, waiting to attack you.
you felt like a target all of a sudden, and you hated it. hated the fact that someone was watching you, and probably is right now.
it was almost 8 in the morning now, you’re sat and curled slightly at the edge of the bed, staring out the window as if looking for an answer.
“baby? i didn’t know you were awake.” you hear a groggy voice behind you, his fingertips slightly brushing your upper thigh.
“i couldn’t sleep,” you said softly.
jungkook turned fully immediately. “why didn’t you wake me?”
“you needed rest too.”
he crossed the space and knelt in front of you. his hands found yours, gently tugging the sleeves down.
“angel,” he murmured, eyes searching your face.
“you don’t need to be brave right now.”
you looked down. “i keep thinking someone’s out there. watching. i keep checking the windows and listening for things. i—i know it sounds crazy.”
“it doesn’t.”
“you believe me?”
“i always believe you.”
he kissed your knuckles, holding them to his lips for a long moment.
you closed your eyes, breathing slightly.
but you failed to nice a shift in his posture his shoulders were tighter, his eyes were sharper, more alert.
“i have to go out for a few hours,” he said, too casually.
your eyes shot open. “what? no.”
“i just need to take care of a few things, baby. i’ll be back before you even notice i’m gone.”
your fingers curled around his tighter. “no. please, don’t. not now.”
he hesitated.
you reached up and grabbed the front of his shirt, holding on like he might disappear if you let go.
“jungkook, please don’t leave me alone. i can’t—what if they come back? what if they’re watching again?”
he cupped your cheek, slightly shaky. he’s never seen you like this before. so scared, so vulnerable.
oh he fucking hated it. his pupils moved rapidly as his eyes burned into yours, speaking back.
“they won’t get to you. i promise.”
“that’s not enough,” you whispered. “you’re the only reason i feel safe. please, koo.”
his jaw tightened slightly as he exhaled. “okay, angel. i’ll stay.”
relief bloomed in your chest, and you practically melted into his arms. he caught you easily, pulling you into his lap as you pressed your face into his neck. his hands roamed your back in slow, calming circles.
“you don’t have to be scared anymore, hm?” he murmured. “i’m here.”
you nodded against him, body sinking deeper into the comfort only he could offer.
the hours passed in a haze. you tried to eat, tried to watch something with him, but your mind wandered constantly. the blinds stayed shut.
the door remained a constant target your eyes darted to every few minutes. every little sound outside made you jump.
eventually, jungkook coaxed you into the bedroom.
“you need rest,” he said softly, brushing your hair from your face as you lay beneath the sheets.
“just a little. i’ll be right here, okay?”
“you promise?”
“i promise,” he whispered, kissing your forehead. “sleep, angel.”
you fell asleep with your hand wrapped around his wrist.
he waited until he was sure you were asleep. then, slowly, carefully, he slid his hand free.
in the dark, he moved like a ghost.
first. the front door. he installed a deadbolt he’d brought from his apartment. the one where only yours or his fingerprint could open. no one would open it from the outside.
then, the windows. he reinforced the latches, taped the blinds shut with black tape, he made sure not a single ray of light would pass through, at least not after dawn.
he moved like this for nearly an hour, careful not to make a sound.
you hadn’t moved, you were soundly asleep.
you looked so small in his bed. so trusting.
he crouched beside you, watching you sleep the way he always did, like you were his favorite sin.
his most prized possession.
he pressed one last kiss to your temple.
then slipped out the door without a sound.
he had to do something, his blood was boiling, his eyes turned a blood-like red the moment he stepped out from the apartment.
he made his way to his warehouse, the place all of his deeds take place in.
it smelt awful, the smell of dried up blood and decay flooded throughout the building.
there was a table present with multiple screens. grainy footage various areas in the city. some showed sidewalks, others showed you.
the same ones jungkook had already seen. the ones that had made his jaw lock and his vision go red.
one of his partners, jimin leaned against the table, arms crossed.
his other partner, taehyung was seated nearby, tapping a pocket knife against his thigh in a slow, rhythmic pattern.
they looked up the moment jungkook entered.
jimin handed him a tablet. “alright kook, thats your guy. name’s ryu. mid-thirties. some typa tech geek. obsessive online presence. he started tracking her a few months ago through her socials.”
“he worked at a security firm,” taehyung added, “had access to cctv networks near your neighbourhood and wired her apartment building, probably planted something physical too.”
jungkook stared at the image on the screen, eyes dark.
“where is he now?” jungkook asked, voice dead calm.
“somewhere south,” jimin said. “we tracked him to an abandoned unit near the old lake.“
jungkook handed back the tablet and rolled up his sleeves. his hands were steady.
taehyung watched him with a knowing grin. “so. you want him alive, or...?”
“alive for now.”
“copy that.”
twenty minutes later.
the door crashed open loudly.
ryu couldn’t scream before he was pulled from his chair, the desk and monitors falling. jungkook didn’t speak, just dragged him by the collar into the concrete room, with jimin and taehyung on either side like wolves.
they tied him to a chair. fastened the rope tight.
blood from a split lip already trickled down ryu’s chin. his breath stuttered when jungkook knelt in front of him.
“the girl you’re stalking. do you know who she is to me?”
ryu didn’t answer.
jungkook backhanded him hard enough to send spit flying.
“answer the fucking question.”
“i—i didn’t touch her, i swear—”
“that’s not what i asked.”
“i just watched. i was just watching. i didn’t mean anything by it, i was just—just curious—“
jungkook smiled.
“let me tell you what i see,” he whispered, leaning closer. “you watched her like she was prey. you messaged her, tried to scare her. you thought she was alone. you thought she was yours to study. like she wasn’t mine.”
“please—”
“but she’s not alone,” jungkook continued, tone so gentle it sent chills down jimin’s spine. “she has me. and i will tear the world apart before i let someone like you breathe in her direction again.”
ryu began to cry.
but it didn’t matter.
not when the love of his life was sat at home terrified, and unable to sleep.
jungkook stood. “break his fucking fingers.”
the scream echoed loud and long across the empty corridors of the building.
two hours later.
ryu was no longer crying. he wasn’t speaking at all. just slumped in the chair, breathing shallowly, broken in a dozen places.
jungkook stood in the center of the room, hands bloodstained, eyes unreadable.
“he’s not going to walk out of here, is he?” jimin asked quietly.
jungkook shook his head once. “no.”
“want us to finish it?”
“no,” jungkook said. he walked to the far wall, picked up a small flash drive from the desk, and pocketed it. “make it look like an overdose or some shit. just put him back where you found him, and scatter pills around his desk.”
taehyung cracked his neck. “i’ll handle it.”
jungkook turned to the door but paused. “i don’t want this traced. not a whisper. not a rumor. if anyone else so much as thinks about her—”
“they won’t,” jimin said firmly. “we’ll make sure of it.”
“she can’t know,” he said finally.
“she won’t,” jimin promised.
jungkook left without another word.
back at home, the rain was still falling outside
the first thing you noticed when you woke up was the cold.
not just the sheets, but the air. the emptiness.
you sat bolt upright in bed, your heart was racing.
the other side of the bed was empty. you scanned the room, eyes wide, breath catching in your throat.
“jungkook?”
nothing.
you threw the blankets back and stumbled out of bed, toes hitting the cold floor. your fingers trembled as you pulled open the bedroom door and stepped into the living room.
it was silent.
your eyes immediately scanned the revamped apartment.
the curtains were taped shut.
a new lock shining on the door.
your stomach flipped.
“j-jungkook,” you called again, louder this time. your voice cracked.
still no answer.
you checked the kitchen. the bathroom. the hallway.
nothing.
panicking now. you picked up your phone, hands shaking, and dialed his number.
voicemail.
again. straight to voicemail.
your knees hit the couch and you clutched the pillow. your thoughts spiraled fast and brutal.
what if he left? what if he lied? what if he’s not who you think he is?
tears pricked your eyes. your body was tight with anxiety, breath shallow, heart galloping.
he’d promised.
‘you’re not alone.’
‘i’ll be right here.’
‘sleep, angel.’
you curled into yourself, breath hitching, waiting, hoping—
until— the lock turned.
your head shot up.
the door opened with a slow, soft creak. and there he was.
jungkook stepped inside, hoodie damp slightly. his hair a mess.
“baby?” he blinked, clearly surprised. “you’re up.”
you were already off the couch and running into his arms.
“what the— where the fuck were you?!” you cried, voice shaking as you collided with him.
“you said you wouldn’t leave—i woke up and you were just—gone!”
jungkook staggered slightly at the force of you, but his arms wrapped around you immediately, protectively, pulling you tight against his chest.
“hey, hey, angel, shhh—” he murmured, one hand stroking your hair, the other clutching your back. “i’m here. i’m right here. i’m sorry.”
you gripped his hoodie like it was all that tethered you to the ground.
“i thought—i thought something happened. or—or that you—” you couldn’t even say it. your voice cracked against him.
jungkook held you tighter, rocking you slightly. “i just stepped out to grab breakfast. you were sleeping so peacefully, i didn’t want to wake you. i didn’t think you’d panic like that—i’m sorry, baby.”
you buried your face in his chest. your tears slowed. your breathing evened. but your mind didn’t.
you pulled back slightly and looked up at him, eyes still glassy but sharp now. searching.
“you taped the blinds.”
his hand stilled on your back.
“i noticed them gapping last night,” he said calmly, “didn’t want you waking up anxious again. figured this would help.”
“and the lock?”
“just extra precaution. just something to help you sleep better.” he smiled softly. “i want you to feel safe, that’s all.”
your eyebrows furrowed. “but… you didn’t mention it before.”
“i didn’t want to worry you,” he said gently, brushing a tear from your cheek. “i had the tools with me. it took like five minutes.”
it all made sense. his voice was soft. steady. he looked at you like you were the only thing that mattered.
so why did your skin still have goosebumps?
you didn’t pull away from him. you clung tighter.
because despite the doubt, you needed him.
needed him so badly it made your bones ache.
“i was really scared,” you whispered.
“i know, baby,”he replied, lips brushing your temple.
“and i’ll never let you feel that way again. ever.”
you nodded slowly. letting yourself believe him.
since then nothing had quite clicked back into place. day by day passed. and by each day, the atmosphere turned more intense. you had already developed a suspicion, but the acts done by the day only made them grow more.
one day, you wake in the middle of the night.
the apartment is dark and silent, but as you walk to the kitchen, you notice the guest room door, usually closed, is cracked open.
you push it gently. curiosity getting the best of you.
inside was a computer setup you’ve never seen before. monitors. files. surveillance footage.
and photos of… you.
hundreds. candid. some from years ago. some from last week. some from… before you even met him.
“baby?” you suddenly hear jungkook’s voice calls from behind you. sleepy. innocent.
you turn, heart jackhammering in your chest.
“i thought i heard something,” you lie.
he tilts his head. then smiles softly. “come back to bed.”
you do.
but you don’t sleep.
the day went on fine, you think.
the sun was finally setting, but you hadn’t noticed.
you’d been sitting in the living room for hours, curled into a blanket with your legs tucked to your chest, a cup of untouched tea in your hands.
your eyes kept drifting toward the guest room door. closed again. locked.
you knew what you saw.
you weren’t crazy. right?
those photos. your face. over and over again.
your fingers tightened around the mug.
the door creaked open behind you.
“hey, angel,” jungkook’s voice was soft, “you’ve been quiet all day.”
you swallowed.
he walked into the room and sat beside you on the couch.
“you okay?” he asked, brushing hair behind your ear. “still shaken from the other night?”
you turned to face him slowly.
you set the mug down on the coffee table with trembling hands. “i just— want to ask you something.”
jungkook’s eyes didn’t blink. “okay.”
“i’m not… accusing you. i’m not upset. i just…”
your voice dropped. “i need you to tell me the truth. please.”
he stared at you for a little too long. then smiled gently. “the truth about what, baby?”
you hesitated. your throat felt tight. “about… everything. the locks. the cameras. the guest room. my phone not working. jungkook—why are you watching me?”
his smile faded, just slightly.
your heart beat faster.
“if something’s wrong… if there’s something you’re protecting me from… i deserve to know. i’m not mad. i just—” you inhaled shakily. “i love you. and i’m scared. i want you to talk to me.”
he didn’t answer right away.
instead, he reached for your hand, lifting it slowly and pressing a kiss to your knuckles.
“you’re scared?” he murmured, “of me?”
your breath caught. “i’m scared because i don’t understand. and i want to.”
he turned your hand in his, “you said you love me,” he said.
you nodded slowly. “i do.”
“then trust me.”
you tried to keep your voice steady. “i’m trying. that’s why i’m asking.”
jungkook finally looked up. his eyes were deep and unreadable. “you don’t need to worry about what’s in the guest room. or the cameras. or anything else.”
“why not?”
“because i’ve taken care of it.”
you froze. “taken care of what?”
“the man who was texting you. the one who thought he could follow you home. he won’t be a problem anymore.”
your lips parted. “jungkook…”
“i told you,” he said, quiet and firm, “i would never let anyone hurt you.”
you were trembling now. but not pulling away.
“and the cameras?” you asked. “the locks? the phone?”
his thumb stroked your palm. “i need to protect you.”
“but you didn’t tell me.”
“because you’d be scared. like you are now.”
there was no apology in his voice. just calm certainty.
“you don’t need to know everything, y/n,” he said gently. “you just need to be safe. and with me? you always will be.”
silence.
you stared at him, heart breaking open in your chest.
because somewhere deep down… you believed him.
and that terrified you more than anything else.
you just made your way into the bedroom, to think.
you needed to clear your head, needed space. so you sat curled on the bedroom floor, your back against the bedframe, knees hugged tight to your chest.
your thoughts looped endlessly, he did it for you. he lied to protect you. he’d kill for you. he already has.
you didn’t know how long you sat there. maybe an hour. maybe three.
the house was silent. but you felt him on the other side of the door.
waiting.
when it finally opened, you didn’t flinch.
jungkook stood there, barefoot and shirtless.
“y/n…baby…” his voice cracked.
you looked up at him, eyes rimmed red but dry.
“i can’t do this anymore,” he said, stepping inside and closing the door behind him. “the silence. the waiting. i’ll tell you everything— i need to tell you everything.”
you didn’t speak.
so he sank to his knees in front of you.
his hands found yours, gently, like you might vanish if he moved too fast.
“i love you.” his voice trembled.
“i know that sounds twisted coming from me right now, but i swear— i have never loved anyone like i love you.”
you kept staring. listening.
“when we met, i thought i was just lucky. that somehow, i’d stumbled into something pure. but the more i got to know you, the more i realized—i couldn’t lose you. i couldn’t let the world touch you. not in the way it touched me.”
“i watched you. i memorized you. and yeah— maybe that was wrong. i know it was wrong. but it didn’t feel that way. it felt like devotion.”
you blinked slowly.
“i never meant to scare you,” he whispered. “but i’d burn the world to the ground if it meant you’d never have to be afraid again.”
silence bloomed between the both of you.
he looked at you like he was preparing to be shattered. like he knew you were going to leave him.
but instead, you leaned forward, and pressed your mouth to his.
it wasn’t rushed. or messy. it was soft, understanding.
when you finally pulled away, your voice was barely a whisper. “i understand.”
his eyes widened.
“i don’t agree with everything,” you continued, brushing his hair back from his forehead. “and i need time to figure out what this means for us. but right now... all i feel is how much i love you.”
jungkook let out a breath like he’d been
drowning.
“you’re mine,” he whispered.
“i’ve always been yours.”
that broke something in him.
and then he kissed you like he’d been starved for centuries.
your bodies tangled fast, his hands roaming your waist, lifting you into his lap as he pressed your back against the edge of the bed.
your breath hitched, soft moans escaping between kisses, as your fingers tugged on his soft hair.
“you’re so perfect,” he whispered against your throat. “so fucking perfect.”
“then show me,” you whispered back.
“i’ll— i’ll give you the world baby.” he stuttered.
but you knew he meant it, literally.
hjs hands left your waist, moving to unbutton your shirt slowly. his knuckles brushed against your skin with each movement, leaving your skin feeling like fire.
as he reached the last button, he spread the shirt open, revealing your bare chest. he leaned down, pressing open mouthed kisses to your collarbone, tracing the bone with his tongue.
his lips traveled lower, dragging across your
sternum, taking his time like he wanted to memorize every curve. when his mouth found your nipple, you gasped sharply, your back arching off the bed.
"so sensitive," he murmured against your skin, swirling his tongue before taking you into his mouth.
your hips jerked involuntarily, fingers tightening in his hair.
he smiled around your nipple, the vibration sending another shockwave through you.
one hand moved to palm your other breast, squeezing and playing with the sensitive flesh while his mouth continued its delicious torture.
his other hand trailed down your stomach, popping open the button of your shorts with ease.
he kissed lower, hot and wet against your quivering stomach, tugging your shorts and panties down in one fluid motion.
the cool air hit your cunt, but it was instantly replaced by his warm mouth, just his tongue dragging through your folds like he was starved.
you cried out, hips bucking up into his face.
your hands gripped the sheets, knees falling open wider as he ate at your pussy skillfully.
his fingers dug into your thighs, keeping you open for him as he sucked your clit into his mouth, flicking it rapidly with his tongue.
"fuck, baby," he mumbled against your clit, the vibrations sending electric shocks straight to your core.
"you taste so fucking sweet—mm. i could eat you all day long." his tongue delved deeper inside you, fucking you slowly with it.
“this— pussy’s all— f’ me, right?”
your whimpers grew louder, more desperate as he tongue fucked you leisurely, one hand reaching up to cover your breast and squeeze possessively.
he'd occasionally pull back, circling your clit with his tongue before sucking it hard into his mouth and drawing it between his lips.
"look at you," he groaned, releasing your clit with a soft pop. "so wet and messy for me. your pussy is leaking all over my face."
he pressed a kiss to your swollen lips, pushing his tongue inside to fuck you again. "god, i love it."
"please—i can't—" your voice broke, head thrashing against the mattress.
"can't what, baby?" he grinned up at you, breath hot between your thighs.
"can't take it? because i think you can." he hooked your legs over his shoulders, pushing his face deeper between your folds. "my girl."
he continued sucking, licking, and fingering you mercilessly. his free hand reached up to pinch and pull at your nipple, the dual sensations overwhelming you.
your legs trembled violently around his head as he curled his fingers inside you, hitting that spot that made you see stars.
"that's it... right there..." he murmured against your pussy, fingers curling deeper and faster, tongue lashing your clit in relentless circles.
his other hand moved to your throat, applying gentle pressure as he watched you fall apart beneath him. "cum for me, baby."
your cry was loud and broken as you came, your pussy tightening around his fingers, your hips bucking wildly against his face.
he didn't stop, didn't slow down. he kept sucking and finger fucking you through your orgasm, prolonging it until you were trembling and soaked.
only then did he pull back, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. he looked up at you with a smug grin, your juices glistening on his face.
"look at you," he said softly, pushing his fingers inside you again. "so sensitive f’ me. all— for me.”
you whimpered at his touch, your body hypersensitive from the intense orgasm.
he chuckled darkly, slowly pumping his fingers in and out of you. "shh," he soothed, leaning up to kiss you deeply, letting you taste yourself on his tongue.
he broke the kiss suddenly, standing up to quickly strip off his own clothes.
you watched through heavy eyes, his thick, throbbing cock standing between his legs. he crawled back onto the bed between your thighs.
"you want this cock baby?" he murmured, guiding his tip to your entrance, rubbing it teasingly against your swollen, wet folds. "you want me to bury myself inside you?"
your only response was a desperate nod, your hands reaching for him.
"good girl." he pushed in slowly, giving you time to adjust to his size.
"fuck, you feel— ahh— amazing," he groaned once he was fully inside you. he didn't move immediately, just stayed still, letting you feel every inch of him stretching you perfectly. your pussy pulsed around him, still sensitive from the orgasm.
"look at me," he commanded, hands gripping your hips possessively. when your eyes met his, he started to move, slow, deep thrusts that hit every perfect spot inside you. "you're so tight. so fucking tight around me."
he leaned down, mouths barely touching. "i'm never letting you go."
"never," you agreed breathlessly, wrapping your legs around his waist to pull him deeper.
his pace picked up, hips snapping against yours with increasing urgency.
the sound of skin hitting skin filled the room, mingling with your desperate moans. his forehead pressed against yours, both of you gasping for air as he fucked into you relentlessly.
"mine. mine. mine,"
"y-yes—" your voice cracked, tears pricking your eyes from the overwhelming pleasure. your walls clenched around him, threatening to push you over the edge again. "i'm yours. only yours."
he captured your lips in a bruising kiss, swallowing your moans as he changed the angle, hitting that spot deep inside that made you see stars.
“mm— please! right— there!”
"right here?" he panted against your mouth, knowing exactly what that angle did to you.
"you like it when i hit it here?."
he adjusted again, pulling your legs over his shoulders and tilting your hips upward. he sank even deeper, the new angle making you gasp and claw at his back. "this is where you fucking—mm— belong," he grunted, fucking you steadily now.
“under me. on me. in me. connected. forever." each word punctuated by a deep thrust that made your eyes roll back.
“koo! i’m— i’m gonna cum!”
“milk my cock baby, please. show me you’re mine. need you to show me. please.” he begged, voice cracking suddenly.
and when you both finally finish together, you feel the world stop for a second. you feel his warm cum fill you up, as his cock twitches inside of of you.
he collapses onto you before he pulls you close, tight. afraid that you’ll slip away in the middle of the night.
his cock stays buried inside of of you the whole night, refusing to let his product leak out of you.
he was utterly devoted to you, and maybe after tonight… you were utterly devoted to him too.
the next morning felt different, the storm had softened overnight, and the sky seemed a lighter shade of grey.
you stirred awake first.
you blinked up at the ceiling, breath still slow, body warm under the weight of the duvet, and him.
jungkook’s arm was wrapped around your waist, his hand resting protectively against your stomach. his legs were tangled with yours, face pressed to the crook of your neck. his breath was warm and even. still asleep.
you didn’t move.
you didn’t want to.
instead, you turned just enough to look at him.
he looked... different in the morning.
softer. his lips parted just slightly. skin still flushed from last night.
and god, he was beautiful.
your fingers moved before you could stop them, reaching to trace the edge of his jaw.
you felt the faint scrape of stubble. the delicate shape of his cheekbone. the tattooed vines that wrapped around his arm.
fuck.
memories of last night flash in front of you.
you bit your lip.
your heart ached, but not from pain. from possession.
“mine.”
you kissed his forehead gently, nose brushing his temple.
“you’re not going anywhere,” you whispered. “i won’t let you.”
you see a soft smile curve on his lips suddenly.
his voice, still rough from sleep, “ wasn’t plan on going anywhere, baby.”
you jumped a little. “you’re awake?”
“wasn’t,” he said, blinking open one eye. “but your voice... kinda made it hard to stay asleep.”
you flushed. “i didn’t mean to wake you.”
he stretched, groaning softly, before dragging you closer.
“best way to wake up,” he murmured. “with you right here. watching me like i’m your favorite thing in the world.”
“you are.”
he paused at that, just for a second.
something flickered behind his eyes. not shock. not fear.
“careful, you’re dangerous when you say things like that,” he murmured, lips brushing your ear.
you smiled. “‘mm, you like it.”
“i do.”
your foreheads pressed together.
you weren’t just falling for him.
you were beginning to mirror him.
and that?
that was more dangerous than anything.
later, jungkook sat on the edge of the bed, hunched forward, palms resting on his knees. he hadn’t looked at you in ten minutes.
you stood across the room, barefoot in one of his shirts, watching him silently.
“angel. i need to tell you something,” he said finally, voice rough.
you didn’t speak. just nodded once.
his eyes didn’t meet yours.
“i didn’t fall in love with you when we met.” a breath. “i already loved you. before that. long before.”
your breath caught, not from surprise. from the weight of it.
“i saw you on the train,” he said. “you were smiling at someone. just a stranger. and it ruined me.”
“i followed you. watched you. found where you worked, where you lived. i memorized the way you walked, the way you laughed, the way you tucked your hair behind your ear when you were focused.”
your heart beat rapidly in your chest. still, you didn’t move.
“i thought it would fade,” he whispered. “but it didn’t. it only got worse. i started getting rid of anything that could hurt you. anyone.”
you swallowed. “who?”
jungkook hesitated.
“mark.”
your eyes widened. “from my job?”
he nodded. “i saw the way he looked at you. touched your arm when you passed. you didn’t see it, but i did. every time.”
a long pause.
“i waited outside his building. he never made it home.”
your eyes widened. your hands curled into the hem of his shirt. your voice barely rose above a whisper.
“you killed him… for me?”
jungkook stood then. slowly. like a man coming undone.
“i would do it again,” he said. “i would burn down cities for you. cut through the world just to make sure you’re safe. i know it’s sick. i know it’s twisted. but i can’t help it. i love you in a way that doesn’t have brakes.”
he stepped closer.
“i love you in a way that ruins things.”
there was silence before you spoke.
“then ruin me.”
jungkook froze.
your eyes burned into his.
“i don’t care what you’ve done,” you whispered.
“i don’t care how it started. i just care that you’re mine.”
you walked to him, slowly, deliberately.
until your chests touched. your hands slid to his jaw. your voice was breathless, desperate.
“i want you. all of you. i want to be tangled in your mess. your violence. your obsession. i want you to lose your mind over me… because— because i’m already losing mine over you.”
he looked at you like you were crazy, and then groaned softly, then kissed you.
not gently.
not slowly.
he kissed you like a man at the edge of a cliff, like he’d die if he didn’t take you with him.
"youre driving me fucking crazy." he groaned into your mouth.
you clung to him, moaning into his mouth, fingers tugging his shirt over his head.
his hands were already at your thighs, lifting you, gripping like he needed bruises as proof that you were real.
you wrapped your legs around him, and he carried you to the bed like you weighed nothing.
his body against yours, his mouth trailing over your neck, your chest, your stomach, worshipping like you were goddess.
you were, his goddess.
you cried out his name, desperate, broken.
“that’s it, baby. let me have all of it.”
“you’re mine. every part. say it.”
“i’m yours,” you gasped. “no one else. only you.”
when he pushed his cock inside you, you felt everything, the way his hands trembled, the way his breath stuttered against your skin.
you moved together, slow at first, then faster, harder, more desperate.
"no one else gets to have you like this, no one gets to look, touch, breathe or fuck you like i do"
"f-uck, koo please."
it wasn’t just sex.
it was claiming.
it was obsession.
“f-fuck— you ruin me,” he groaned into your mouth.
“then let me,” you moaned back, kissing him until your lungs burned.
"let go, cum for me." he groans.
you came together in a mess, lips still touching, hands still holding — like even when it was done, you couldn’t let go. you didn’t want to.
when it was over, he held you close, as if you’d slip away.
he then spoke, softly.
“baby.. do you regret this?”
you smiled. you didn’t even open your eyes.
“no,” you breathed. “i don’t think i’ve ever felt more like myself.”
“i used to be afraid of turning into someone unrecognizable.”
he looked down at you.
“and now?”
you turned your face toward the mirror on the wall beside the bed.
the girl you used to be was gone.
but in her place was a woman full of obsession and devotion. and in his arms, you had never felt more alive.
you stared at your reflection.
“i recognize her now,” you whispered.
“and she loves you more than her own soul.”
jungkook kissed you again. this time, not with urgency. but with certainty.
“i’m scared of how much i love you,” he whispered.
you pulled his face up, eyes pouring into his.
“then don’t fight it,” you whispered. “let it consume us.”
he smiled, wrecked.
and you smiled back.
because there was no going back now.
you were each other’s poison, and neither of you was searching for nor wanted the cure.
a/n : yayyyy! happy Valentine’s Day buns! this fic took a whole month to write & edit and everything and it’s mostly because there was SO much shit that had to be redone… like please one year ago I was lowk all over the place with my writing… you guys do NOT want to see the original draft of this from a year ago.. 😭 I’m so happy it’s out so now I can finally get some rest before finishing up on chap 2 of positions! and also it’s 3a.m rn so I’m just going to publish this and then go to SLEEP because I have work tomorrow..! ignore any mistakes because my eyes are heavy so my proofreading may not be perfect atm BUTT ofc lmk what you guys thought! also it has been long since I’ve written a sort of serious..? fic so do be kind! but pleaseee I do wanna hear everything hehe! <3 🤍
Genre: smut; romance (?); friends (?) to lovers; some angst
Words: 19,000
Synopsis: Working with Jungkook is a pain in the ass, resulting in numerous fights that always end up with angry sex. However, you wouldn't want to work with anyone else than him.
Warnings: unprotected sex; car sex; oral sex; fingering; bigdick jk (who would have expect it?); lies; health issues; I think that's all
“Yes, yes!” You loudly moan, eyes shut by pleasure, as Jungkook’s dick is buried deep inside your pussy
He is fucking you from behind, your right leg resting on the bathroom countertop he has just settled. His cold and rough hands are holding you tight by your hips, which is necessary because of his harsh poundings. You’re so deep into your delirious state of mind that you barely register how freezing it is in the flat you’re currently renovating. Your bare legs and cunt are completely exposed to the winter temperature but you can’t care, not when Jungkook is fucking you good.
“You’re such a little slut for me” He growls, almost sounding proud of it
He accompanies his words with a slap on your ass that makes you gasp. Your moans and the loud clapping sound echo in the empty room, and maybe it’s one of the things that turn you on the most. You grab the countertop for dear life — the softness of the white granite you’ve chosen pleases you. You don’t have to look far to know how you end up fucking with your business partner.
Actually, Jungkook and you are colleagues with benefits. You’ve fucked in pretty much all of the houses or apartments you have renovated. It’s always the same pattern: you tell him to add something, he tells you that he can’t because it’s too much work for a simple detail, you yell at each other, and then you fuck. And what a great fuck.
You can’t deny you absolutely love sex with Jungkook — it’s hard to find a man that makes you cum every single time. First, the guy is attractive. His body is perfect, his muscles developed and his tattoos and piercings add to his natural hotness. You love seeing his black hair sticking to his forehead because he’s fucked you rough. And let’s not talk about his cock… Well, let’s talk about it because it provides you so much pleasure. Fat, long, heavy. Velvet skin and a big vein that keeps him hard for long. Yes, Jungkook has a big cock but more importantly, he knows how to use it. He is the best sex of your life, by far.
And it’s also true that you love working with him despite your — not so rare — arguments. You can’t imagine doing your job with someone else. Jungkook is the only one you can trust to do the work you’ve imagined for the renovation of such dilapidated properties. And he is the only one who can stop you from going into unrealistic plans.
Jungkook pulls you back to present time when he sneaks his right arm around your stomach to bring you against his buff chest. What a shame you can’t appreciate it with his sweater. He is still completely dressed since he has just slightly put down his jeans and underwear to free his dick. You don’t give him much more to see because it’s too cold to take off your hoodie. It’s not like either of you care about it anyway…
“Why do I have to fuck dumb for you to stop arguing with me?” He asks with a smirk in your ear
“You know I’m right, we need the marble for the splash back in the kitchen” You reply but Jungkook punishes you by wrapping his tattooed hand around your throat and applying a delightful pressure that seems to echo in your pussy since your walls clench around him
“You drive me crazy” He says and rolls his eyes but gives you harder dick strokes
You rest your head on his shoulder and you grab his other arm to pull it around you because your legs are getting weak. You can feel your orgasm close and you need support. One of your hand holds his strong forearm while the other one goes down to reach your clit. A shiver runs through your body when you feel the coldness of your fingertips on your sensitive bud. You start drawing tiny circles, making your groans chocked.
“Fuck me harder, I’m gonna cum” You tell him between two pantings
“You always order me around”
Despite his response, he does pound you harsher. However, even though you’ve told him one thousand times not to, he starts kissing your neck and marking your skin with hickeys. You want to scold him because you know damn well that Jungkook is doing that on purpose to piss you off but you can’t say anything. Your breathe gets unsteady, your eyes roll back and your mouth falls open as a tsunami of pleasure washes over you. Even the motion circles on your clit become jerky due to the spams of your orgasm. Your walls desperately throb around his cock, so tightly that the inked man hisses.
“Fuck, you’re tight” He says in your neck with his raspy voice that indicates he is close too “You cum so much on my cock, you should suck me off every single day to thank me”
“Cum inside” You urge him but as soon as the words escape your mouth, you immediately regret them
A proud smirk paints Jungkook’s handsome face and he pulls out only one second before cumming to spread his white seeds on your ass. You can only gasp, not able to turn around or to scoot away since he firmly holds you in place.
“Jungkook! The water is cut off, I can’t clean up!” You scold him
“I know” He simply replies to drive you even madder
Only when he has emptied his balls, he lets you go. He has to fight his urge to snap a pic of your asscheeks covered by his cum. The white and thick liquid looks so pretty on your tender skin, lightly redden by the harsh cold.The sight is hot and someway, the scandalous way he’s marked you makes him proud. You, on the other hand, are already gathering your neglected clothes on the floor and angrily walk towards your bag to grab some tissues. Sure, it takes off Jungkook’s cum but the sticky feeling is still there. However, you have no other choice than to put your panties and leggings on. You wince at the unpleasant sensation and you throw a death stare at your partner who holds his hands in the air to fake his innocence.
“Now, you don’t have a word to say” You threaten him with a pointed finger “We put the marble in the kitchen”
You start to walk away to go back to your former activity — painting the living room — before Jungkook asked you to check on the bathroom countertop and fucked you on it, but he calls you.
“What?” You snap back a little aggressively as you turn around to see him coming closer to you
He cups your face and leans down to kiss you. A soft and gentle kiss, even with the coldness of his lip ring and his new piercing right next to it — the sensation is still new but you know you’ll get use to it very soon. The one kiss he always gives you after sex. The one that immediately makes you forget why you were mad at him in the first place.
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“You’re late” You say with annoyance at the very first second you enter Jungkook’s truck
“Bam was sick, I had to take him to the vet” He explains with a sigh and you can’t help but feel a little sorry, especially since you like the dog too
Now that he has said that, you do notice the dark circles around his eyes and his pursed lips. His tired feature is accentuated by his messy bun that keeps his long black locks away from his face. You don’t add anything and let your partner drive to a new potential investment. It’s nothing unusual but you can feel the adrenaline kicks in at the thought of a new project. It’s always exciting and a little scary to invest huge amounts of money in old and ramshackle buildings to renovate them and sell them. You always face new challenges and you get to create different interiors because the one at your place is definitely not enough for your creative mind. You’re also excited to challenge your competitiveness when other small businesses will be there and will try to buy the property at the auction.
The drive doesn’t take too long since the house is in Ilsan. That’s a good location for a family that doesn’t want to be too far from Seoul but still wants to avoid the crowded and expensive capital. The first thing you notice is the great potential of the garden. Even if the grass is high and the trees’ branches wild, a little work on it could make a cute little exterior for a family. The facade is definitely old and you can already tell that you’ll have to replace some of the wood pieces. You glance at Jungkook and his face is enough for you to tell he is thinking the exact same. You’re always amazed by how well you know each other.
“I saw one window without paper sheets so I’ll lift you up for you to check inside” The black-haired man informs you
Buying a house by auction is like playing Russian Roulette: you never know what you’ll get. Sure, the price is lower than an usual sell but you can’t access the inside. Usually, you have to judge what’s behind the door by the exterior. The windows are often covered with wooden planks or newspapers sheets. But thankfully, one of the corners of the sheets has fallen, giving access to the interior by the right top corner.
Jungkook wraps his arms around your legs to secure you as he makes you sit on his shoulder. You grab his long black hair when he stands up tall and walks to the window. It seems like his workout is paying off since he isn’t even bothered by your weight.
Inside, it’s dark and dirty. You can’t see clear but you spot a beautiful parquet and it seems to be in a good shape. For the rest, it quite represents the exterior: the walls are probably all rotted and you’ll have to change them.
At first, the balance sheet of the house is catastrophic because the renovation will be expensive. Nevertheless, you like it. The location is nice and everything is here to make a great home for a family. Maybe you’re a little crazy to sign for this adventure but you know that with Jungkook by your side, everything is going to be fine.
“So? What’s like?” Your partner asks as he puts you down
“You can forget the walls, we have to change them. The rest seems fine but old. The floor is great though” You inform him, noting the different points in your notebook
You stick out your tongue in concentration when you note down the ideas that come to your mind. You even draw some quick sketches. Your focused face makes Jungkook tenderly smile and he discreetly snaps a picture. His camera roll is full of you in different situations, mostly embarrassing ones.
“So you want it” He simply states while peaking a glance at your notebook
It’s not really a question because Jungkook already knows you want to renovate this property. He has known ever since you grabbed his hand and led him to one of the facade walls to ask him how much it’d cost to deal with the huge hole. Your tone was way too excited not to be interested.
“Yep" You nod anyway “But let’s not offer more than 57 or 57.5 millions won at the auction”
“That seems fair. The neighborhood is nice, we’ll aim middle-class families and I know how much you love seeing the kids enjoying their new home” He teases you and wraps him arm around your shoulders
In other times, you’d push him away but it’s freezing and you appreciate Jungkook’s warmth. You hate winter and your partner knows it. Sometimes you wonder if Jungkook stands closer to you when it’s cold outside just to annoy you or if he secretly wants to keep you warm.
“I’m not that sentimental, it’s just business” You snap back but you’re not as convincing as you’ve wished
“BS, I saw you cry when you gave the keys to the Yoon family four month ago” Jungkook remains you and you pretend not to hear him because he is damn right
You use the last check-up of the house as a distraction but someone calls you. You and Jungkook turn around and you face a man you know well with his pale skin and his silver dyed hair. Min Yoongi is in the business but his company is bigger than yours. You have always admired how Yoongi started from scratch and succeeded in building one of the most solid renovation companies of the region.
“Shit, the little bitch is going to snatch the house away from us” Jungkook whispers in your ear but loud enough for Yoongi to hear it
It’s not secret that they can’t stand at each other. Yoongi finds your partner too cocky and not creative enough — even though it’s not true because Jungkook has great ideas for the renovations. And in Jungkook’s point of view, Yoongi is just a pretentious little bitch who wants to steal you from him. You can’t really blame the younger man on that since Yoongi did offer you a job a year ago but you declined. To be honest, the offer was interesting: you could have work less, be fully focused on the design side without having to grab the tools yourself, and the wage was higher than your current one. However, you’ve started your business with Jungkook and it didn’t seem fair to abandon him. Moreover, even if you won’t ever admit it, you like Jungkook’s company. He is good friend, a good partner and you know you can count on him. That’s something that can’t be priced.
“Yoongi, how are you?” You ask with a smile to try to relax the sudden thick air around you
“Fine, fine. If you’re here, that means the property is worth investing” He answers with a wink
Your partner instinctively scoots closer to you, almost pulling you into his chest as a watchdog. Even his doe eyes are narrowing to be more threatening, making his irises blacker than usual.
“Nah, it’s just a dump, you should pass” You try to convince Yoongi but it only makes him laugh, reading right through you
“Sure. See ya, Y/N” He says while waving goodbye
When the older man is far enough, Jungkook exclaims with frustration:
“Am I transparent?”
“What are you talking about?” You roll your eyes when you witness his drama queen side
“See ya, Y/N” He mimics Yoongi “I was there too! And he acted like I didn’t exist”
“Aww, is the poor baby jealous?” You mocks him, pinching his cheek but Jungkook is quick to clap you hand away
“Stop talking nonsense. I just don’t want to loose my partner”
With those last words, he starts walking away and leaves you baffled. Is this worrying Jungkook more than you thought? Maybe he is more scared to lose you for Yoongi than you imagined… However, you also thought that he knew you better than this. You would never leave him with the business. It makes you frustrated and your eyebrows furrow.
Everyone has gathered in front of the house to wait for the auctioneer. As usual, people talks low not to give any clue about how much money they are willing to put on the table. But as usual, Jungkook and you don’t talk about it. You always make sure to settle all the money talks before the auction so you can think about it at peace, without all the stress coming from the little crowd around you.
“Since we’re in Ilsan, we should go see your parents” Jungkook says, his tone way softer than before
You always appreciate that the black-haired man is thinking about your family and is willing to make little acts of caring. He always clears his schedule for your family’s gatherings and helps every time they ask him. Last year, Jungkook even took three days off to completely redo the old bathroom at your parents’. He didn’t tell you anything and it was only a few days later that you heard of it when your parents asked for Jungkook’s address to send him a thank you gift.
“They’re not home” You sigh, coming to your hometown but not seeing your parents gives you a little heart pinch “But I’ve texted Namjoon, maybe he’ll drop by”
“Nice! It’s been a while” Jungkook nods in satisfaction and you can’t help a small smile
You know that Jungkook is quite fond of your big brother — admiring his big muscles he would love to have too and his ‘sexy brain’ as Jungkook calls it —but the feeling is not mutual. Namjoon has noticed — multiple times — the lustful eyes Jungkook sends you. He would rather much prefer his sister to be in a stable relationship with a boyfriend — who loves you and who is willing to built a long term relation — than to have casual hookups with her business partner. To be fair, Namjoon has no idea how good Jungkook is with his cock and how much you love it.
The auctioneer steps on the porch of the old house and the crowd becomes silent. You can feel the tension in your body and it’s electrifying. You absolutely love this part of the process. You glance at the people around you, judging who has a competitive mind and who doesn’t. You’re like at a race and you want to win. You free your brain from all the other thoughts and you only focus on your mission: buying this damn house and you’re not afraid to walk all over someone for that.
“Easy tiger” Jungkook playfully whispers in your ear when he notices your buzzing eyes
“Welcome everyone” The auctioneer starts “You know the deal: you buy the house as it is. The one making the best offer will own the property. Good luck to everyone”
The auction begins and you wait a little to make your first offer, tasting waters first. You can spot a few people really interested, including Yoongi. When you think it’s the right time, you slightly pinch Jungkook’s hand so he can bid. His voice is louder than yours and you’ve noticed that it helps to scare your rivals.
Your stress level is almost at its maximum when you’re close to your budget limit and there are still three people in the game. You eye the other two and you can tell than the cute and young couple is running out of money. You smirk and stop Jungkook from bidding. Your partner throws you a questioning look but you reassure him with a smile. No need to waste your energy when Yoongi can eliminate the couple for you. And he does: he offers a consequent bid and the couple withdraw. You just have to wait a little more…
“Someone has 56.7 millions to offer?” The auctioneer asks while glancing at the crowd “No? 56.7 one time! 56.7 two times! 56.7 three-“
“57.3 millions wons!” You yell at the last second, making the crowd gasp at the turn of events since everyone was sure you weren’t interested anymore
You look at Yoongi with pride and wink at him. You both know you’ve won but the sliver-haired man only smiles lightly. He has always known you were good at the job. You remind him of a young Yoongi and sometimes he is a little afraid: if you leave behind the burden that is Jungkook, you can build a even bigger company than his.
The auctioneer resumes to his countdown, waiting for anyone to outbid but no one does as you were expecting. Jungkook cheers and pulls you into a quick hug before running towards the auctioneer, checking hands and giving the due money. Your partner looks like an excited kid at Christmas.
“Smart play” Yoongi compliments you
“Smarter than you” You tease but your smile faints a little when you’re flashed with a amused look — have you been played?
“Maybe…” The older man says after a few seconds “I can’t wait to see what you’ll do with this baby” He adds, flicking his head to point at the house
And with that, he leaves. You stay still a moment, wondering what he meant. Does he think this property is not worth investing? Or does he want to challenge you? You’ve got no clue and you don’t have time to question yourself because a jumping puppy — aka Jungkook — drags you inside.
The first thing that you notice is the smell. It stings so bad that your breathe is cut off. It smells like rot and you have to put your hand on your nose. You cough a little because of the dust and your partner is quick to take down all the paper sheets that were covering the windows and opens them to refresh the air. Gosh. You discover a huge mold stain on the left wall that you couldn’t see earlier. You walk further to look at the kitchen. Old. Completely useless. The cupboards are in a too bad shape to be reused. However, the worst thing is the smell, way worse in this room.
You take a closer look and you notice that the fridge is slightly open. You wonder why the former occupants didn’t take it because there was no point in leaving it here since there is no electricity. You step closer and open it wider. The smell is just unbearable and you can feel some bile threatening your throat. You immediately point out the rest of what you think is a chicken but you can’t be sure. You don’t know how long it’s stayed here because it has some weird color — between brown and greenish — and some mildew. You almost gag but then you hear some squeaks. Your heart stops and you pray every gods it’s not what you think. But it is. You look around you and a little mouse is running fast, almost climbing up your leg, to jump into the fridge and access the great feast.
You scream and jump aside, quickly escaping the kitchen of hell. You bump into Jungkook’s chest and take that opportunity to climb on him and wrap your legs securely around his waist and your arms around his neck, basically destroying his bun in the process. Actually, you don’t think much about what you’re doing since the mere idea of the devil animal touching you almost makes you faint. Your partner — who was coming to you after hearing you scream — acts on instinct and places his arms tightly around your frame to protect from whatever scared you. A look of panic paints his face and he uses his long legs to bring you towards the entry door.
“What did you see? Are you okay?” He asks with worry, checking your face to make sure you’re not injured
“There is a mouse!” You yell, a shiver running down your spine when the image of the little rodent comes back to your brain
You hate mice. You hate rodents of all kinds to be honest. The only one you tolerate is rabbit. Unfortunately, your job is not rodent-free and you have to deal with it more than you like.
Jungkook sighs in relief because you scared the hell out of him. He is relieved but now, he is pissed because the whole thing is just ridiculous. He places you on the ground and scolds you.
“Fuck, Y/N. Don’t do that again! I thought you were attacked by someone!”
“I was!” You defend yourself “It touched my foot!” You wince at the memory of the mouse putting its paws on your Uggs — if they weren’t this expensive, you would throw them away
Jungkook shakes his head in frustration and tells you to wait here but you grab his arm before he can leave.
“Can-can you check if there are other ones?” You ask with blushed cheeks caused by your embarrassment
Your partner doesn’t respond but you know he will. You wrap your arms around your frame in an attempt to keep you warm. You even switch on your feet to move a bit but it doesn’t do much since you still can clearly see mist coming from your mouth.
“Hurry up!” You urge Jungkook when you can’t stand the cold anymore
“Shut up! It stinks like ass in there!” You can hear him reply with a faint voice, just like he was covering his nose and mouth with his hand
“Have you smelt ass a lot before?” You can’t help but make fun of him and you receive a fake laugh as a reply
Curious, you poke your head inside, just in time to see your partner running towards you with his right arm extended to put as much distance as possible between him and a bag. The atrocious scent coming from it tells you that the rest of the rotten chicken is carried in the said bag and you’re quick to move away, afraid to be touched by it. Jungkook spots a trash bin and throws the abandoned meat in it. He then looks at his inked hand in disgust, wondering how he’ll get to clean up but you save him when you pull out from your bag a hand sanitizer. He squeezes a dramatic amount out of it but you know that you will waste your time at teaching him that it’s not the amount that counts but the time of friction. He thanks you with a nod of head and invites you to step inside again.
“So, what are you imagining?” Jungkook asks
“Can we take down the kitchen wall?” You look up at your partner who knocks on the wall to check if it’s load-bearing but it’s not — a great news for you “The room is too small and it’d be cozier to open the space” You walk to the hallway and analyze the bathroom “Let’s remove the bathtub and put a walk-in shower. It’ll be more modern” You continue your journey to the two bedrooms “For the kids’ room, how about a bunk bed? We don’t have much space”
“I like it. Maybe I could move the door a little to build a desk into the bunk bed” Jungkook suggests and you love the idea — fuck people who think he is not creative
“Then, for the main bedroom. We have space so you have two options: either we build a walk-in closet, which will be cheaper. Or, and it’s my personal favorite” Jungkook rolls his eyes because he knows damn well that, if you say that, there is no room to negotiate so he doesn’t understand why you would waste time by presenting the other option “We create another bathroom. It will give a lot of value”
“The bathroom it is then…” He sighs and lets you guide him to the last spot you want to discuss: the huge mold stain in the living room
"Can we treat it?” You ask, concern by the coast of dealing with this problem
You noticed the hole on the outside but you didn’t think that the problem inside was this big. Jungkook pulls off his pocketknife he always travels with and pokes at the stain. The wall immediately crumbles down and it’s not good.
“It’s too wet. Even if we dry it, I can bet the support of the wall is completely fucked up. Sorry but we have to replace it. Which means… No second bathroom”
“If you do it alone, we’ll have the money for the bathroom”
You look at him with puppy eyes, trying to outsmart him. But Jungkook knows better than that and he is not willing to fall for your fake innocence. You’re a little demon hidden in an angel body.
“Are you crazy?” Jungkook snaps back with narrowed eyes “Do you know how hard it is to take down and rebuild a facade wall?! It’s not like other walls, Y/N and you know it”
“Come on, you go to the gym, you’re strong enough” You try to argue, mentioning his biceps with a vague motion of hand “I’m sure you can do it”
"I can’t. I told you, it’s too hard for me alone and I know you won’t help” He states, already walking away to flee the discussion and it drives you crazy because he always acts like that when you’re trying to negotiate
“I can help! Jungkook, we need the bathroom, we won’t be competitive enough in this district!” You try to reason him but you know that you’re both starting to get frustrated with each other
“You said there were two options for the bedroom so we’ll build the closet” Jungkook proudly replies, beating you at your own game — why did you mention the first option?!
“I know Ilsan, families are looking for the best facilities here because they can’t afford them in Seoul” You succeed in tugging Jungkook’s sleeve and making him look at you "Jungkook, we need the bathroom” You add firmly
“And I tell you that I can’t deal with the wall alone” He snaps back with clenched jaws, the tension palpable between the two of you
“You won’t be alone, I’ll help you” You whine in frustration and it only makes your partner scoffs
“Your arms and legs are not solid enough"
“They are!” You sound offended, crossing your arms on your chest
“Y/N, believe me. Your legs will wiggle at the very first moment you’ll have to support the weight of it” His voice is lower but more threatening now and he is stepping closer to you to tower over you with his height, even through it doesn’t scare you because you’re used to it
“Let me prove you wrong then” You provoke, your pride being attacked
Your sentence paints a smirk on Jungkook’s face — he seems to already have an idea — and the atmosphere suddenly changes between you. The tension is still here but there is something more. Something you know way too well.
"Is that so?” He cocks his head before bending down to kiss your neck that sends shivers down your spine while a hand sneaks between your legs, delightedly putting pressure on your covered pussy “You think I don’t know how your legs get weak?” He whispers in your ear like a snake, biting your lobe
You would like to argue but your breathe gets cut and your panties is getting wet. Especially when Jungkook kneels down and split the sides of your coat. He gives a harsh squeeze to your ass, pulling your crotch closer to his face. You internally cruse toward the layers of fabric preventing you from feeling his breathe on your skin.
“I’m going to eat your little pussy out until you have no strength to stand on your feet”
It’s a promise that you want him to keep, even if that means he is right. You get so aroused that all you can think about is Jungkook’s tongue. Even more when he uses it to moisture his pierced lips. But you surely can’t let him know that so you have to talk back, even if it’s just to save your face.
“Don’t flat yourself too much, Jeon. Your little tongue is not enough to make me cum” You both know you are lying because it already had — several times you might add
“You’ll beg for me to stop soon, baby” His deep and raspy voice makes you shiver and you get eager for his fingers to unzip your jeans
He slowly grabs the hem of your pullover and delicately caresses your belly. The coldness of his hands is like welcomed electric shocks on your skin that becomes immediately covered with goosebumps — and you know it’s not only because of the weather. Your shut your eyes to appreciate even more his touch when distant footsteps reach your ear. But they get all forgotten when Jungkook hums in satisfaction at your open mouth when he settles wet kisses on your lower belly that makes you lose your mind. You wish he could undress you already but he takes his sweet time, only to tease you. It works. But it also makes you wetter because you know damn well how good Jungkook is going to make you feel. His fingers finally land on your jeans, ready to unbutton it and discover how soaked your panties are.
However, the footsteps get closer and someone calling your name is now clear. You snap back to reality. Panicked, you look down at Jungkook, whose face is now kissing your covered pussy and who has no idea of what catastrophe is about to happen. By instinct, you push him away by the shoulders, making him lose balance and fall on his back with a groan — a mix of surprise and pain — right before your brother opens the door and stops his track. He frowns, wondering why the hell is Jungkook on the ground and why your cheeks are so red — a dear reminder of your beyond the roof embarrassment. He wishes the first thought wasn’t this one but fuck, Jungkook is trying to cover his crotch. Thank God that the younger man wanted to take his time because your pants are, at least, untouched.
"What the hell is going on in here?” Namjoon asks with a harsh tone, mostly addressing Jungkook since he considers your partner as the only accountable for his sister’s corruption
“Nothing!” You exclaim too quickly “Why didn’t you call me?”
“I did but you didn’t answer”
In the meantime, Jungkook is back on his feet, trying to act like nothing happened. Like he didn’t have a boner just now. Like he wasn’t about to eat you out right before your brother interrupted. The death stares he receives from Namjoon tells him that he is not a good actor.
“Hyung! How is Hani?” The tattooed man tries to soothe the thick air by pulling on Namjoon’s weak spot: his new born daughter
It works a little since his features softens as he replies that everything’s fine and that Hani is the sweetest baby ever. You coo at that, a tender smile immediately painting your face. You hug your big brother and Jungkook scoots over to do the same but is stopped by Namjoon who gives him a threatening eye.
“Jeon, you know that she is my little sister, right?” Namjoon asks coldly, making the younger man gulp while he nods “So, you know that if you dare to touch her in such an inappropriate manner and in such an inappropriate place like a vulgar hookup you have just found during a drunken night, I will make sure you won’t ever be able to use your little dick? In matter of fact, if you dare to touch her at all"
You would like to say that Jungkook’s dick is far from being little but you’re not sure it’d help the situation. Next to you, Jungkook is completely frozen, completely at the opposite of the confident flirt he was using on you just a few minutes earlier.
“But I know that you will never do that, right?” Namjoon spurs with dark eyes
Your partner can only nod, his throat too dry to speak properly. Firstly, he respects Namjoon a lot. He respects how much of a good husband he is, a good father he is and a good brother he is. Maybe it’s the thing he likes the most about Namjoon: how protective he is with you. Jungkook knows that no one will ever hurt you because no one wants to be beaten up by Namjoon. Then, Jungkook admires how Namjoon is serious about his workout. Your partner himself is a strong believer of the gym church. Namjoon is like a model for the younger man to be true. Honestly, being scolded like that hurts his pride but what can he say? He was, indeed, about to make you cum in an abandoned house…
Jungkook knows that you’re old enough to make your decisions and he knows that you wanted him to eat you out as much as he wanted to do it. Sometimes he just hopes that you were a little more free from your brother’s opinion, even though Namjoon has no bad intentions. You might have never talked about it but Jungkook can feel that one of your biggest fears is to disappoint your family. You’re a very independent and strong woman but you never try to push too far your boundaries not to disappoint them, even when you know they’ll always love you. Or maybe it’s why you do it: because they love you and you love them.
“Everything’s fine, Joonie” You try to soothe your brother’s tension and it seems to work a little so you take it as an opportunity to show him the house and your ideas
You finish your little visit by the main problem: the damn moldy wall.
“So, basically, if we don’t add another bathroom, we will barely cover our charges but you can’t add one if we need to hire people to deal with the wall” You sigh in defeat, hoping that you’ll come up with a fresh idea in the next days
“I can help” Namjoon offers, making you look at him like a holy sign
“You’re sure? It’ll be physical” Jungkook explains
It’s not that he doubts Namjoon’s physical abilities but he knows that your brother is already exhausted because of his cute yet tiring little girl.
“I’m sure. I’m glad to help my lil sis” He replies, emphasizing the last words
Namjoon sees it as a great opportunity to keep an eye on Jungkook. At the same time, he gets to spend some time with you. It’s a win-win and the bonus is that it’s not too far away from his own place.
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A few days later, all the formalities for the title deed have been done and you can finally start to renovate. As Namjoon has promised, he is here to help. You thought that maybe Jungkook could feel embarrassed but not at all: he is back to his old fanboy self. His eyes are shining when your brother takes off his coat and reveals his huge muscles delicately hugged by a thin but warm long sleeves shirt — and you wonder how the fabric is not ripped yet. A glance at your partner and you can tell what’s going on in his pretty head: when will he be able to be this buff? You don’t really understand why Jungkook always wants to push his limits. He already has a great body but it seems not enough for him. Not that you’re complaining but you don’t really want your colleague with benefit or whatever he is for you to look like your brother…
“So” You clap your hands to catch the two men’s attention “Put your big muscles at use and deal with the wall. It’s the most urgent because it’s going to rain tomorrow and I do not want any pool in the living room”
Your bossy tone irritates your brother while Jungkook has a soft yet cocky smile on his lips. In his head, he’d love to make you shut up by shoving his cock in your pretty and juicy mouth. The idea of a quickie in the next room while your brother is here turns him on. He loves when he fucks you and some people might see or heard how good he makes you feel. That he is the one who makes you cum. He even thinks that fucking you is good of a reason to die because, obviously, if he does fuck you in this house and you brother knows, he’ll be dead for sure.
“And what are you doing to do then?” Your partner asks, his tone a bit provocative and his tongue poking his inner cheek
You narrow your eyes. Is he trying to irritate you? To start some fight? The only problem is that, when you two fight, you fuck. And you will never ever want that while Namjoon is around. Is Jungkook crazy?
“I’m going to take off the carpet in the rooms. Maybe we’ll get a great wooden floor like in the living room. So please, I’m asking you kindly” You pause a little to enhance your seriousness and your hidden threat “Don’t fuck up the floor. I’d be sad to have to strangle my brother or my business partner if you do so”
Namjoon rolls his eyes and Jungkook adds, with a flirty tone that is not so discreet:
“If you need help in the bedroom, ask me”
You stay speechless for a few seconds, not really knowing if your mind is perverted or if he attended the double-sens with his sentence. You keep your composure and, just in case he wanted to provoke you, you tell him that you won’t need help — in both senses.
Taking off the carpet is a harder mission than you have thought. You should have known that in the 1980s, people were using very powerful glue. Way more powerful than nowadays. You’re sweating so much that you had to take off your hoodie and that you’re only left with a thin tank top despite the freezing winter weather. You don’t know how many hours you have spent in here and you don’t want to know because it will only irritate you since you’ve done only the half of the first bedroom.
A light knock on the doorframe makes you snap your head. You growl in frustration when you notice how perfect Jungkook looks: he doesn’t sweat, he doesn’t look exhausted. It’s like his work is not hard at all and you’re internally cursing him: if it seems so easy, why didn’t he want you to help him? He surely wanted you to have the hard work, this little rat…
“You good?” He dares to ask
“Aren’t you supposed to work?” You snap back
“Your brother is on the phone with his wife so we took a break” He explains while stepping closer to you
He inspects the part of floor already free from this hideous pastel green carpet and nods at the wooden floor. As usual, you were right, even though you’ll have to sand it to get rid off the remained glue. Jungkook squats to have a better view of the bottom of the carpet, stays silent for a moment and then hums. You don’t say anything and observe him with suspicious eyes, wondering if he’ll make fun of you.
“You should buy a glue-removing product, otherwise, you’re going to have a hard time” He advises you
“And you’ve waited all this long to tell me?!” You exclaim, massaging your sore arm muscles
“I thought you would think about it” He replies with a genuine voice that only makes you sigh
Maybe you would have if you didn’t have so much on your plate.
“Shut up” You whisper in a breathe as you sit down, trying to calm your beating heart due to the effort
“I like when you give me love talk” He teases but his face is quite serious
He scoots closer to you, sitting down next to you and waves off your hands to massage your arms and back. You hum in satisfaction and you close your eyes. But you snap them open when you feel Jungkook’s lips on your neck. Is he crazy?! Your brother can come back anytime! You thought that last time would calm him down but it seems to have done the opposite.
“Jungkook, stop. Namjoon is here” You whisper, throwing panicked glances at the open door
“I don’t see him” He says with a soft and raspy voice that arouses you
His rough hands travel from your back to your front to caress your breasts and deliciously squeeze your boobs. You have to bite your lower lips to prevent a faint moan. You turn your head towards him and you see lust in his eyes, probably mirroring your owns. You pull on his silver necklace to press your lips on his soft ones. The coldness of his piercings arouses you. Jungkook’s tongue is quick to find a way into your mouth. He matches his wet muscle’s moves with his palpation on your chest. You immediately want to feel him more.
Your legs takes place on the both sides of his body to sit — or grind to be exact — on his lap. You notice the beginning of a boner against your crotch and you’re eager to press deeper against him. You swallow his growl and tug on his hair to silently tell him to be quiet. Your hips are now scandalously rolling on his hard-on, making Jungkook smirks.
“My little slut wants some dick” He provokes lowly, which causes him a harsher tug on his black locks
“Shut up” You simply reply, not able to keep your mouth away from his for too long
The tattooed man smirks wider when he notices that you didn’t deny. You grab his hands to place them directly on your ass. He digs his nails into the soft flesh and he internally thanks you for wearing leggings. Jungkook uses your butt to maneuver you and pull you even closer to his body. Your panties get sticky due to your dripping cunt and you wish you could just cover Jungkook’s cock with your arousal.
“Jeon?”
Your brother’s voice is distant but clear, urging you to stop your heated kiss. You free your partner from your embrace and offer him your hand to help him to stand up. You watch him with an amused and cocky eye adjusting his hoodie to hide his crotch.
“I’m coming, hyung!” Jungkook yells to your brother
“You sure are” You tease by playing on words just as he has done earlier, giving him a malicious smile
“I don’t mind fucking you in front of your brother” He says with such seriousness that you gulp
Thankfully — or not, if your partner decides to act according to his words —, Namjoon appears. You throw an unsure look to the younger man and you’re relieved when you see playfulness on his face. You won’t completely lose your dignity in front of your brother.
“Do you want me to help you?” Namjoon asks, concerned by the difficulty of your task
You’re ashamed to admit that Jungkook’s touch made you completely forget about the carpet. You can only shake your head to signify him that you’re okay and you send the two men back to their mission. You sigh when they disappear from your vision. However, you have no time to rest as your phone rings. You wince when you read the name of the caller but you take the call anyway.
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Namjoon and Jungkook have done a miracle: redoing the facade wall in just one day. You can read on their faces their tiredness. That’s why you invite them to a Korean Barbecue restaurant tonight. You made sure to give time to everyone for showering and changing clothes because… well, maybe you were the one who needed it the most. But maybe it wasn’t quite a good idea since Jungkook and you are staying at your parents’ house and neither them or the tattooed man wanted to let you leave — for different reasons obviously. Your parents wanted to enjoy the little time you’re spending with them and wanted to spoil Jungkook. You even heard your mum calling him her ‘favorite boy’ — poor Namjoon. And Jungkook… Let’s say he stepped in the bathroom while you were in the shower and didn’t leave before making you cum with his fingers. You did argue with him about how inappropriate it was to do filthy things at your parents’ but you actually couldn’t resist his black soaked hair, making him look like a puppy and his arguments — aka his tempting long digits — made you change your mind.
Nevertheless, you are now entering the restaurant with your brother and Jungkook. You notice how the waitress instantly blushes after eyeing at the younger man. You can’t blame her: Jungkook with a denim jacket is quite dangerous for young hearts… She doesn’t even seem to see you or Namjoon, her glance being stuck on Jungkook. She leads your group — or only the inked man, you can’t say — to your table and you welcome the sweet rest and the chill atmosphere of the restaurant. It’s only when you’re sit that you’re aware of how much you needed to spend time with your loved ones.
You don’t have time to start any conversation that the waitress comes back to take your drink orders. She must have a special talent because she can write down what you tell her without even looking at her notepad, which allows her to be completely focused on Jungkook. You watch her tentatively flirting with him with an amused grin. You wait for the waitress to leave to speak.
“You should give her your number”
Jungkook looks at you with a questioning look and you roll your eyes.
“She seems to really like you” You explain, pointing at the waitress with a nod of the head
“She’s cute but not my type” He nonchalantly replies, just like he was taking about a piece of clothing
“Oh come on! Every girl is your type” You sigh with frustration
“Really?” He asks, playfulness noticeable in his doe eyes
“Was it like a week ago?” You fake thinking while tapping your finger on your lower lip, clearly remembering how Jungkook abandoned you at the restaurant to end the night with a random woman “You left with a false blond girl. Before that, you were with a foreigner, a French girl I think. Oh, and one month ago, you had a thing with a forty-year old woman. How can you say you have a type?” You joke
“Don’t be jealous, you’re the only one I stick to” Jungkook says with a flirty tone that makes you shiver in disgust
“Please, don’t” You snap back with a laugh
Namjoon is watching your little interaction with wide eyes. He can’t understand how Jungkook could even think about another girl when there is… whatever it is between you two. And also, how can you be okay with Jungkook dating other girls. You two are so fucking weird.
“Can we order now?” Your brother spurs, just to stop this awkward conversation
As Namjoon wished, the conversation shifted to a totally different topic. It just seems so natural to chat with these two men. Well, Namjoon is your brother but you feel equally good and at ease with Jungkook. That’s when you realize that he is part of your family now. You might not be related by blood, but you definitely share a special link that goes beyond just work or friendship. You can bicker like siblings, laugh like best friends and go through stress like a team. And, most of all, you can lean on each other.
This feeling of Jungkook being part of your family enhances when you watch him interacting with your brother or your parents. He fits so well in the picture. Well, Jungkook always finds a way to charm people but you know him well enough to know that he doesn’t try to be anyone else than himself when he’s around your relatives. That makes you proud, oddly. Proud of your family to be so caring and loving, and proud of Jungkook to genuinely appreciate them.
Maybe you should stop sipping on your beer because you’re thinking some weird ass things. You distract your mind by gathering some meat on the grill and settling it on Jungkook’s plate — you have noticed that he is so into his weird anecdote that he hasn’t eaten for at least ten minutes. In exchange, without even be conscious of it, your partner fixes your woolen cardigan that has slipped from your shoulder.
Your brother is watching you two with a suspicious eye.
“You’re sure you two are not together?” He cuts Jungkook off
You can’t help laughing, a little too much not to offend the younger man.
“What? Of course not” You end up answering
“Hey, don’t be too startled by the idea, I’m a great boyfriend” Jungkook pouts
“No, you’re not. I know you way too well. Stop talking non sense” You reply, pinching his cheek to tease him even more
“Well, the perfect boyfriend that I am is going to take a piss” He announces while snapping your hand away from his face
Namjoon has left after a little more than one hour together to take care of Hani. You have been drinking more than what reason would advise you — a consequence of a text message you have received right after the departure of your brother. Jungkook doesn’t question you because he is used to you wanting to forget bad news.
If you are tipsy, Jungkook is perfectly fine. He didn’t want to drink more than a beer since he is driving and that is why you keep teasing him as you two walk to his truck. It’s late, about 2 am and there is no one except you two in the street. Well, you can understand because first, Ilsan is mainly a city for workers and parents and second, it’s Tuesday. That means that people are not partying when they have to go to work the next morning. Well, that’s the logic but Jungkook and you… You’ll pay the price tomorrow you guess.
“You have such a great ass”
You punch Jungkook in the arm at his remark. He can’t even see it because you have your coat on — well, he has seen it enough to say that without having your butt in front of him.
“Ouch! Why did you punch me?” He complains
“Because you’re making fun of me!”
“I’m not. I love your ass”
You try to find teasing on his face like his usual cocky smile but there is no. He looks damn serious. You frown and ask with suspicion:
“Are you trying to fuck me, Jeon?”
“Why can’t you accept a compliment?” Jungkook rolls his eyes
“If you want to compliment me, compliment my brain”
“You have such a great brain, then!” He grumbles but the way he looks — like a pouty boy — makes you laugh
“Come on, big boy, let’s get home”
You give him a quick tap on the arm so he can unlock the car. You have stood in front of it long enough and it’s freezing. Even your Uggs can’t keep your feet warm, that’s to say. However, Jungkook moves fast and grabs your hand. You’re too surprised to say anything when he intertwines his fingers with yours. They are warm and you wonder how it’s possible because your hand is very cold right now.
“Stop teasing me”
Jungkook’s voice has changed. It’s deeper. You know this voice, it’s the one he has right before fucking you. But why would he do that? You didn’t fight. Yes, you teased each other a little but not enough to build the usual anger that leads to sex.
“What are you doing, Jeon?”
You wanted to be firm but you can only whisper as Jungkook steps closer and closer until your back hits his car.
“Like you said, I’m trying to fuck you” He licks his lips and fuck, you want to taste them “But if you don’t want it, just say it and I’ll stop”
The problem is that you want it. The pool in your panties is a clear sign of it. But you rather much kiss him than confess your weakness.
Your free hand grabs the collar of his denim jacket to pull him closer and you press your cold lips on his. As Jungkook cups your face with his inked hand, you sink your fingers in his long black hair. It doesn’t take long for Jungkook to free your other hand so he can grab your ass, earning a moan from you.
The fact that you’re in the street and that someone could see you arouses you. You’re always playing with fire with Jungkook but you guess that he loves it too — he always tries to make you scream louder when he fucks you. Jungkook presses you harder against his car as his tongue demands access to your mouth — which you grant. Fuck, he is kissing you so messily… It’s fucking hot. His growls and your moans mix in a scandalous way. Even if you absolutely love it, you need more.
“Open the fucking car” You urge him between heated kisses
Jungkook executes — you wonder how he manages to find his car key and presses the button while he is marking your neck. You quickly open the back door and enter, tugging on Jungkook’s jacket at the same time. Clumsily, you take off your coats and shoes but you don’t have time to take off your other pieces of clothing because Jungkook finds your lips again.
You are laying on the back seat, Jungkook on top of you between your opened legs. There is not enough room for your bodies, especially Jungkook’s big one, but you don’t care. To be honest, you had sex in weird places anyway so his car, it’s kind of good enough.
The tattooed man sneaks a hand in your pants and panties to circle your clit. Your head rolls back under pleasure and loud moans fill the interior of the truck. You keep Jungkook close to you by wrapping your arms around his neck and he kisses the thin skin of your throat. He sucks on your skin and if you had a right state of mind, you would scold him for that. You don’t get why he always tries to mark you but it’s winter, you can easily hide it with turtlenecks.
You gasp when he slides two fingers in your wet cunt. Jungkook is just too good at sex. You can’t focus on your task to take off his hoodie but you don’t care because you don’t want him to stop. He enhances his pace and sinks as deep as he can with the obstacle that is your jeans.
“You’re so fucking wet, you are soaking my whole hand” He growls against you and his dirty words make you clench
Jungkook goes deeper into sin when he uses his thumb to roll on your swollen clit at the same time. You bite your lower lip in a vain attempt to mutter your moans. You are loud. Loud enough for anyone walking in that street to hear you being fucked in a car. This thought should panic you but it doesn’t. The opposite actually: it makes you wetter.
You’re completely gone when Jungkook curls his fingers and presses on your g-spot. You pant, squirm and moan. You both know that you are going to cum soon if he keeps going. His two fingers are stretching your pussy just fine but you want Jungkook’s dick. You gather all your right sense and grip his forearm to make him stop.
"Just fuck me already” You say as an explanation
The cocky smirk you know well appears on his face and you can see it despite the darkness. Even more clumsily than before because you feel like jelly after Jungkook’s ministrations, you manage to take off your jeans and ruined panties but make sure to keep your pullover and your socks on — not very sexy but the cold weather doesn’t allow you to prioritize anything else. Your business partner is making more efforts because he is entirely naked.
You run your hand on his shoulder full of tattoos, his pecs and finally slide down to caress his abs. You feel his muscles flex under your touch and you see his hard dick twitch. It’s big, appetizing but you don’t have time for that.
You push Jungkook back to make him sit and climb on him, your back facing him. You grab his cock at the base and sigh in content as you slide the tip up and down your folds. You are coating his head with your juices and then roll it against your clit.
“Fuck” You curse at the pleasure
The velvet tip against your sensitive bud is just perfect and it’s driving you crazy. You know that Jungkook feels the same pleasure but it might be like torture for him to be this close to your entrance without being able to penetrate you. So he grabs your hips and squeezes them a bit.
“Come on, baby, stop teasing and ride it” He growls
You are fine with that and guide his cock to your hole, impaling yourself. He fills you up so good. Your walls are so stretched because of how thick Jungkook’s dick is. You often had him inside you, yet you can’t find yourself to get used to the pleasure it provides.
You hold on the driver seat in front of you for dear life and start bouncing on this good cock. You clench around him when Jungkook firmly squeezes your asscheeks and spread them to get a full view of the way your cunt circles his cock.
“Beautiful” He whispers
He is mesmerized by his glistening dick — thanks to your arousal — entering you deep. He is so fucking deep, you can feel it inside you. A thin layer of sweat covers your forehand and you are getting out of breath because of your physical efforts. However, you don’t want to stop because it’s just so fucking good. The sounds of your thighs harshly meeting his is a clear sign of it.
“You are riding me like a good fucking whore” He says with gritted teeth
Oh god. Even if you won’t ever admit it, you love Jungkook’s dirty talk. He is so… nasty. You arch your back even more, rolling your hips back and forth before bouncing on his dick again. It’s really, really addictive how good it feels. However, you have to put a lot of efforts to jump on his big member and you don’t have a great stamina.
“Kook” You say out of breathe “I’m getting tired”
You don’t have to say more: Jungkook slides one arm around your waist and pulls you towards him so you can lean on his torso. Even with your pullover, you can feel the heat from Jungkook’s naked body. You place your feet on the seat, on both sides on his strong thighs, allowing him to provide you quick and harsh dick strokes.
“Oh fuck” You murmur with bliss
Your body is shaken by the power of his fucking, even your loud moans are unsteady. Your head rolls back to reach his shoulder. The cold air hitting your exposed and wet clit is delightful.
“You’re taking me so fucking good, baby” Jungkook praises you “My lovely slut”
You really want to make him shut up but you can’t. Every time his cock slides deep inside you, your brain is fogged by lust and you can’t think straight. An inked arm runs down your chest to find your clit. You almost jolt when Jungkook draws circles on it, adding even more pleasure. It only makes you groan louder and louder until Jungkook cups your face with his free hand and presses his mouth on yours to quiet you.
“Shhh, baby” He teases you because his words say one thing but his tone is saying otherwise “There are people outside, you don’t want them to hear you getting fucked, do you?”
You hate that your pussy throbs around his cock but it gives Jungkook an — embarrassing — answer.
“Oh fuck! You want it” He whispers, almost amazed by this revelation “Then scream my fucking name, tell everyone who fucks you dumb”
“Jungkook!" You exclaim immediately
If what he said is true, then the passers-by have certainly heard you. There is no way they don’t know that you are fucking in this car: it must shake under Jungkook’s rough poundings, the windows are fogged and sinful moans are escaping the vehicle. And even if you kept your mouth shut, the clapping sounds of your ass meeting his abs are loud enough.
The idea of getting caught is so scandalous that it takes you to the edge.
“I’m gonna cum” You manage to inform your partner
“Go on, baby. Let everyone know how cute you sound when you cream my dick”
Jungkook places kisses all over your cheek, jaw and neck. The tenderness of the gesture contrasts with the roughness of his cock smashing your poor cunt and the speed on his fingers on your clit. You are so, so close. Suddenly, your body tenses, your toes curl and you let the wave washes over you.
“Oh my fucking god!” You scream when you reach cloud nine
“Take it” He grunts as he keeps pounding into you
You notice that Jungkook is panting. He gathers so much energy to fuck you right that you are impressed by his stamina.
"Just a little more" He promises and you whine at the overstimulation because he has not slowed down
He is still providing harsh and fast pounds, so much that your legs quake, threatening to collapse.
“Cum! Please, fucking cum” You order or beg or cry — you don’t know
“Fucking slut” He mutters as he keeps his cock deep inside you to pour his seeds into your messy cunt
You get to finally stretch your legs but you have not enough energy to move more than this. So you rest on Jungkook’s lap, his dick still buried inside you but you don’t care. Two strong arms circle your frame as you close your eyes, almost falling asleep. You are pressed against his chest and you don’t know if the pounding heart is yours or his.
“You were so good, Y/N” Jungkook whispers into your ear “So, so good”
You hum, thanking him. For what? You don’t know because he pretty much did all the work. You should be the one complimenting him.
“Let’s go home, Kook" You tell him with a tired voice, your eyes still closed
“Kiss me first”
You turn your head with the help of Jungkook’s hand on your jaw and you give him the kiss that always ends sex.
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It’s not the mornings you like. And you are not talking about a massive hangover because it already was the case three days ago after the heated moment in the car with Jungkook. No, you are talking about unpleasant calls waking you up and stressing you for the rest of the day.
That explains why you are grumpy when you reach the house you are renovating. At least you are happy with the progress. You even are in a pretty good mood at the thought that you are starting the new bathroom today. During the walk — Jungkook has left earlier to buy some heavy stuff he needs like the new sink and shower tray —, you had time to refine some details about the design you want to give to the house. You still have to get paint for the walls and maybe a little lavender color in the children bedroom could be a nice idea.
Nonetheless, the faint smile you had disappears when you step in. Everything in the living room is as you left it yesterday except for one big detail: a bill for solar panels. 20 millions won. You can’t believe that Jungkook has spent almost 15,000 dollars without even telling you. You are mad, beyond mad actually. Rage conceals everything around you to the point that you only hear your pounding heart in your ears.
“Y/N!” Jungkook exclaims with his stupid bunny smile when he enters the room “I have a surprise for you”
His stupid face sports his pride and it makes you angrier.
“What have you done?”
Your voice is low but threatening. Your fists clench as you are trying to prevent yourself from murdering him. It’s a catastrophe. It’s a mammoth amount of money and Jungkook has no idea of the consequences. It’s strange though because he is usually the one paying attention to the price but lately, you seem like you’re the financial advisor of the team and damn, it’s a fucking huge amount of money. Jungkook should know better so why did he buy solar panels?!
Your partner is shocked by your reaction and a confused frown paints his face.
“What have you done?!” You yell at him like you’ve never done before — and you’ve done it a lot of times
“I wanted to be more competitive, I—“ Jungkook tries to explain but you cut him off
You are so fucking furious, so much that you shiver. Anger funnels in every pore of your body. You’ve never been like this before, in your whole existence and it’s surely something that Jungkook has never experienced either.
“Are you fucking stupid?! Do you know how much it costs?!”
“But it’ll attract buyers, just like the second bathroom you wanted” He replies, still confused by your sudden anger
“But the bathroom doesn’t cost 20 millions won! The main point was to add value without spending a lot! Don’t you know that?!”
You can’t believe it. You are so mad that you can’t even look at him. You tug on your hair, wondering how you can remedy the disastrous situation. A true nightmare of 20 millions won, money that you don’t have.
“Come on, Y/N, it’s going to be fine” Jungkook tries to soothe you but it does the opposite
“Fine?” You mock him “You think it’s going to be fine? I knew you weren’t the smartest person but I didn’t know that you actually were fucking dumb!” You know that you are hurting him but you can’t censor your wrath “You should have told me! You don’t even know what you have done!”
“Why are you so mad?” Jungkook’s voice is a mix of confusion and hurt
"Because I can’t trust you!”
There is a silence after that and you regret your words immediately. It’s not true, you trust Jungkook. Of course you do, he is the only one you could have built a business with. You are just so stressed lately and now, you have to deal with a huge amount of money spent unnecessarily.
You should apologize but you can’t. You can’t think straight when your heart is beating this fast with rage. The best thing is to leave, before you say other things that you’ll regret. So you run to the door and slam it, so forcefully that the wall shakes, and you abandon a flabbergasted and hurt Jungkook.
Things are definitely getting weird between Jungkook and you: you fuck without fighting and you fight without fucking. He means, you did had huge fights before and yelled at each other but you never just left. You never shut Jungkook down like that because he cannot understand your reaction. You never ever just slammed the door — both literally and figuratively.
The inked man is used to you being mad at him and yet, this time, he feels awful. Like he is loosing you. You are running away from him and it’s his worst nightmare. You’re Jungkook’s friend, partner. Your and his lives are so intertwined, he doesn’t know how to do life without you anymore. And he can’t understand how you can. Maybe it’s just because you’ve always been more talented than him. Deep down, he knows that Yoongi’s right: if he wasn’t there, you will already be rich and directing a huge renovating company.
So why can’t Jungkook let you go and be happier? Is he such a selfish man? Or does he hope that, one day, he’ll be good enough? Whatever for what he would be to you.
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It takes you two full hours to calm down — and regret the mean words you threw at Jungkook. Now that you don’t have anger lens, you get to see the situation at it is: a mess. There is little chance that you can return the solar panels so you need money.
And just like a sign from heaven, an angel — fortune angel — calls you.
“What happened to your voice?” He says, teasing you after hearing your hoarse ‘hello’
You ignore it and roll your eyes and ask if he wants something in particular.
“You know what I want. Come work with me, Y/N” Yoongi tries to appeal you with his honey voice “One of my employees is on maternity leave, replace her. You’ll see how nice and how much you can earn by working with me, and if you still don’t like it, don’t renew the contract. But let me tell you, you want to work with me”
Even if he doesn’t verbalize it, you know that Yoongi wants to add “it’s better than with Jungkook”. And, right now, he might be right. However, you don’t want to stop working with your business partner because you love how you work together. It might be some fights — a lot of it — but at the end of the day, you absolutely love all the houses you renovate together. If you didn’t need money to live, you would never sell them and keep them all to yourself.
So no, you won’t stop working with Jungkook. But that doesn’t mean you can’t work with Yoongi too. You won’t be the first person to have two jobs to be honest and you do nothing wrong. This is what you are repeating to yourself when you accept Yoongi’s offer, praying every gods that Jungkook won’t know about it. As strange as it is, it feels like cheating on him and you can’t shake this unpleasant feeling off.
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You are definitely feeling like cheating on Jungkook. Especially when you are rushing to head to Seoul and start your second job after your official work time.
It has only been two days since you accepted Yoongi’s offer and, oddly, you don’t open your mouth too often in fear of being weird to Jungkook. However, it does the opposite: for Jungkook, it’s weird that you don’t talk. And it is also weird that you’re trying to sneak out of the house in Ilsan like a teenager who wants to party at night without her parents knowing.
“Are you still mad at me?” He questions and startles you
You were putting your coat on and you almost reached the door when Jungkook appeared from the bedroom and witnessed you leaving without saying goodbye.
“No” You sigh because you can’t be mad at him when you are professionally two-timing him to work with your concurrent
“Are you leaving?”
You don’t know why his question feels more than asking you if you’re heading somewhere else. Is it his sad tone? Or is it your guilt? To you, your business partner seems hurt and sad but you might be imagining things. Your lie makes you a little paranoid.
“I’m meeting some friends”
Jungkook looks at you like he doesn’t believe you but doesn’t comment on it. Instead, he offers:
“Do you want me to give you a ride?”
“No, it’s okay” You reply way too fast as you are panicking that he might discover that you’re meeting Yoongi
Jungkook frowns at your answer.
“What’s wrong with you?” He asks suspiciously
“Nothing” Your tone is definitely defensive and you’re afraid that Jungkook can read you like an open book
And he does seem like he is trying to read you as he is squinting but then, all of sudden, his face lightens like he's just solved a mystery.
“You’re on your period!” He exclaims and you are so taken aback that you don’t know what to answer “That’s why you’re weird”
The way he seems so proud makes you cross your arms against your chest.
“First of all, I’m not weird” You state — but it’s debatable “Second of all, how do you know about my period?”
“I can’t count the times you asked me to run to the convenience store to buy you tampons. I memorized your cycle”
That is so… domestic. Not even boyfriends do that. And the image of Jungkook as the perfect husband, supporting his wife and anticipating her period makes you blush someway.
“I want to know exactly when I can fuck you, even though period sex is okay for me”
Well, this fuckboy attitude is more Jungkook than the husband one…
You roll your eyes as it was too good to be true.
“I don’t want period sex” You reply with your usually scolding voice “I don’t want sex at all” You both know that’s a big fat lie but it doesn’t matter “I really have to go now. I’ll see you tomorrow”
You turn around and are ready to leave but Jungkook runs to you and grabs your arm.
“Wait!”
He makes you face him and you spot some embarrassment on his face, which is really rare. He is so confident and, honestly, he can be. Even if you’ll never admit it, Jungkook is quite perfect. He can do everything and he is kind. Sometimes, you wish you could be a little more like him.
“You were mean the other day”
He is not blaming you for anything, he is just sharing how he feels but it squeezes your heart painfully. You know you’ve hurt him and you regret it. But your pride prevents you from apologizing.
“Don’t do that again, please” He asks so kindly that you’re destabilized
Yes, Jungkook is kind. The kindest person you know. He never holds grudge on anyone and he is never mean — you can’t say the same about you.
“I won’t” You promise and Jungkook nods
“Give me a kiss then”
Your eyes double in size. Kissing out of the blue seems too… You don’t know ‘too what’ exactly but it doesn’t seem too professional. You only kiss during and right after sex. And it works great for you because you can clearly separate intimacy and friend/business relationship with him. Kissing him like that, it’s just blurring the line. And that’s dangerous — every book and movie will tell you that.
On the other hand, kissing Jungkook is pleasing, you won’t deny it. Maybe it’s just your way to wordlessly say you’re sorry for being so mean.
You stand on your tiptoes and press your lips on his. Like usual, the cold metal of his lip ring and piercing makes you shiver but not in a bad way — definitely not in a bad way. If you wanted just a quick peck, it’s not the case for Jungkook who cups your face to deepen the kiss. You’re not kissing, you’re making out.
The way his mouth captures and dominates you in a passionate but almost mean way provokes a moan from you. Jungkook asks access and you separate your lips so he can slide his tongue.
The tattooed man makes you walk backward until your back lean on the front door. You’re completely caged between the wood and his strong body, which makes you heated. Jungkook knows how to kiss you to make you want him. And it’s proven to be right when he places his leg between yours, applying pressure on your covered clit with his muscular thigh.
You don’t know why you loose all control over your body but you start grinding on it, wetting your pussy. You feel him smirk against your lips and you bite his lower lip to make him stop and pretend like you are not completely under his sexual spell. You know damn well he feels all cocky that you’re desperate for his touch and even if it’s true, you cannot let him think it is true.
“I want to fuck you so much” His voice is raspy, sexy and even though you would actually enjoy sex right now, you have a meeting to attend to
“I need to go”
You want to slap yourself in the face for sounding so disappointed. You are disappointed but Jungkook doesn’t need to know that you love how he fucks you so much — his ego is big enough.
“You’re sure you don’t want a little ride?” He asks and despite his little teasing smile, you know he means driving you
“I’m sure. Get some rest tonight”
“You think I’m going to take some rest with the boner I have?!” He sounds scandalized
You roll your eyes and finally open the door.
“Good night, Jeon” You wave at him without bothering turning to him
The first thing Yoongi tells you is “why are you blushing?”. It’s when you realize that you’ve been sporting red cheeks ever since your little interaction with Jungkook. You really have to do something not to let him affect you this much. If you can’t fool yourself, you can at least fool others so you wave off Yoongi’s comment and dive into the most important subject: money. You’re here because of that after all.
You settle every details, manage to rise your wage and sign a four-month contract. Yoongi seems satisfied enough and you’re glad that you’ll only have to design and not actually do the renovation work yourself like you do with Jungkook because you don’t know if you’ll survive.
However, before going part ways, you look at your new boss in the eyes.
“One last point” You say with all seriousness because it might be the most important thing here “Jungkook must never know”
“You’re afraid you’ll get scolded?” The silver-haired man teases you but you’re dead serious “I have no reason to tell him” He then reassures you
To answer Yoongi’s question, you are not afraid to get scolded. You’re afraid to loose your business partner. Who knew that you’ll be in Jungkook’s shoe one day? You’re afraid to loose his trust, you’re afraid to hurt him. And you know damn well that it’s what would happen if he knew that you went to work with Yoongi behind his back.
You really have to be careful from now on but this added stress can’t be good for your heart. It doesn’t matter, you’ll think about it when you won’t need money.
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You didn’t know that the most difficult thing about having two jobs wouldn’t be your tiredness but having to make sure Jungkook doesn’t know. And the last month has been so stressful that you’re sure you’ll have an ulcer soon. A few times, Jungkook was close to find out, increasing your 24/7 alert state. Not so long ago, he almost picked up a phone call from Yoongi — that you strategically renamed ‘Aera’ — and you basically scratched the device off of his hands. He did look at you with a mix of surprise and suspicion but you lied, saying that ‘Aera’ was an old friend that was trying to set you up with a former classmate of yours.
So, yeah, the last months have been stressful.
Thankfully, your brother joining you on the Ilsan house from time to time is a good distraction — even if it’s a little less lately as the house is almost finished. Like usual, your partner tries to get into Namjoon’s good graces — in vain. You have no doubt that if he could, Namjoon would hit Jungkook’s head with a hammer because of how much he blathers on everything — from your very cute niece to your brother’s gym program. Sometimes you wonder why Jungkook wants to be accepted by your brother that much — at this point, it cannot be from admiration only.
You play on that situation — leaving the two men in the kitchen fixing the counters that just arrived — to exile yourself in a different room of the house to sketch on your iPad for Yoongi. He has already assigned you a new project, sent you a few photos of the property he has bought and asked you to design the future results. You have to admit that you forgot that your mind had so many ideas. When working with Jungkook, you have to focus on one project at the time, so you can let your creativity flies freely only at a brief moment but when the renovation begins, you put your creativity aside to get your hands dirty — literally.
However, thanks to Yoongi, you get to focus a bit more on your first passion: design. And you take a lot of pleasure to draw some ideas for each room of the huge house the silver-haired man is planning on renovating. You get fully immersed in your inner brainstorming that your heart literally stops when you hear your business partner saying: “What are you doing?”
You lock the screen as fast as you can and hope that you don’t look suspicious but given Jungkook’s eyes on you, you don’t do a good job at it.
He approaches and the air in the room diminishes, you almost feel like suffocating.
“I said: what are you doing?” He repeats with a deep voice that makes you gulp
He knows. That is immediately what your whole body is screaming at you, fueling your veins with adrenaline — and guilt.
“Nothing” And you immediately regret because there is nothing worse than replying that
“Yeah, I can see that!” Jungkook scolds you and you’ve never been so happy to look like a slacker
You welcome his frustration with open arms because he just thinks that you were sitting on your hands and not betraying him in the worst way possible.
“You told me that you were going to fix the plinths, I should have known it was sketchy, you hate doing that” He sighs
“Sorry” You simply reply, taking the calloused hand he offers you to stand up and you massage your butt — you must have stayed on the floor longer than you thought
“Your brother and I are going to pick some sandwiches for lunch. Chicken and peanut sauce for you, like usual?” He asks
You nod vigorously, quite impressed that Jungkook reads your mind. Your mouth already waters at the idea of the delicious food, spurred by your growling stomach.
“Okay, we’ll be right back”
You expect him to go but he seems to hesitate.
“What?” You question, hoping that he doesn’t know your secret
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
His tone is nothing but worry. And you feel even worse but you smile and try to convince him that everything’s fine. But Jungkook gets closer and does something that very much surprises you: he hugs you.
You stay frozen for a second, not really knowing how you react. You’re not unfamiliar to Jungkook’s touch but it’s rare when it happens outside of sex. You and your partner are not good at physical intimacy in general, heated sex aside.
“If something was wrong, you would tell me, right?” He whispers softy
You feel so bad that tears fill your eyes. You tighten your arms around his large body in an attempt to ask for forgiveness for the next words. For the next lies.
“Nothing’s wrong”
Thankfully, your voice doesn’t quiver. However, Jungkook’s hugs you tighter. Deep down, he is feeling like he is loosing you. He does smell something fishy but he cannot understand what. He has been having this unpleasant feeling ever since the huge fight you two had about the solar panels and now he is desperately trying to hold on to you.
“Okay” He sighs and takes one step back to look at you
You give him a reassuring smile, somewhat smoothing his doubts.
“I see you later, okay?” He says softly, squeezing your arms
Once again, you nod and silently say sorry for all the things you don’t share with him. You try to justify your choice by willing to protect the tattooed man but you know damn well that he wouldn’t understand your reasons. That’s why it needs to stay what it is: a secret.
With that, Jungkook finally leaves the room and you feel like breathing again. Your partner reaches out for this jacket and hops in Namjoon’s car. Just like your brother felt that Jungkook needed to talk, he doesn’t start the engine just yet.
“Something’s wrong” Jungkook whispers, lost in his thoughts
Namjoon looks at his passenger, waiting for him to provide more details.
“I think Y/N is hiding something from me” He finally confesses and he didn’t expect the words being so painful
“Is it a bad thing?” Your brother asks
“No. She doesn’t have to tell me everything but… I don’t know, it’s like she is hiding something really important. You think she doesn’t trust me?”
Jungkook throws some big doe eyes at Namjoon, the same ones you’ve seen way too many times and that can seduce you immediately. Yet, it’s not working on your brother.
“I wouldn’t trust you either” Namjoon bits back but he regrets a bit when he witnesses how actually hurt Jungkook is “But I’m not Y/N, and I don’t understand your… relationship” The word seems bitter in your brother’s mouth “And, at the end of the day, she chose you. I don’t get it but for whatever reason, she trusted you enough to start a business with you, I think that says a lot”
Your partner nods and takes the time to think about those words. You trust Jungkook but you are hiding something. Jungkook can feel that you are somewhat trapped in the situation and he hates to see you like this.
“Can you grab lunch alone? I want to make sure Y/N is okay”
Jungkook hops off and steps back in the house again.
Guilt is eating you alive, and having to lie straight into your partner’s face makes your heart painful. You have been feeling like the worst person on Earth lately and you absolutely hate lying to Jungkook. You hate that you know you’re going to hurt him. You hate that he is such a great man who absolutely doesn’t deserve to be left aside. And yet, you cannot tell him the truth.
Adrenaline blurs your senses and you grab your phone and your iPad at the same time. You’re used to do two things at once and send the sketches to Yoongi while dialing his phone number.
“Y/N” He speaks at the very first second he picks up your call
“I just sent you my ideas for the house. Tell me what you think”
“I’m sure it’s perfect. That’s why I wanted you to work with me” He purrs in your ear
“Yoongi…” You sigh, rolling your eyes
“What did you say?”
Your whole body freezes. Because this voice doesn’t come from the phone. And this voice doesn’t belong to Yoongi. It belongs to Jungkook.
Jungkook, who is standing the door frame, who is looking at you like he has connected all the dots. Jungkook, who gives you the most hurt eyes that you’ve ever seen.
You hung up, don’t bothering at all about Yoongi anymore.
“I can explain” You try to say with your choked up throat
“Explain?!” Jungkook exclaims “Are you working for Yoongi?!”
His voice is full of pain — and disgust by the way he said his rival’s name.
You wished you could say no, but you know you have to tell the truth now. Jungkook would never forgive you if you don’t come out clean right now, and you hate to admit it but it might already be too late for his forgiveness…
“I… Yes”
The shame that you’re feeling doesn’t allow you to look at Jungkook. You don’t want to see the pain you caused him so you keep your eyes lock on the ground.
“Since when?” He asks with clenched jaws
“Two months” You whisper, like saying the words lowly would make them less painful — of course it doesn’t
You cannot physically look up at Jungkook but you clearly hear him walking back and forth in front of you, breathing loudly — in anger or disappointment you’re guessing, maybe both. You wish you could find the right words to say but is there really a way to justify a betrayal?
“I’m so sorry, Jungkook” You say in shame
“Sorry for what? For working with a competitor or for being caught?” He bites back but his tone notifies you that his anger is a mere attempt at hiding his pain
You don’t reply to that because it doesn’t seem like it exists a right answer. And honestly, you don’t have the strength to defend yourself. If it were the other way around and it were Jungkook who lied to you, would you forgive him? You cannot ask him for something you wouldn’t do.
“Why would you even do that? Are you going to let me down?”
The hurt in his voice is so deep that your head snaps up to look at him, afraid that he might be physically hurt. He is not, but his features are torn by all the things you hate to see on him.
“No!” You exclaim, hoping that the intensity of your tone will deepen the sense of your words “I’ll never do that, I swear”
You earn a scoff from your partner — you don’t know how long you’ll be able to call him that.
“Yeah and I thought you’d never lie to me like that but here we are, Y/N”
Mean Jungkook is a hurt Jungkook. You know it and that’s exactly why you know how bad he is feeling right now. Jungkook isn’t a mean person, not at all, and if he acts like that it’s because he would break otherwise.
You cannot help from stepping closer until you can cup his face with your palms. You are even feeling a tiny relief that the tears accumulating in your eyes blur your vision enough not to see Jungkook’s pain up close.
“I am so sorry, Jungkook, you have to believe me” You beg between two sobs “Tell me what to do, I’ll do anything you ask”
Closing his eyes and breathing deeply, Jungkook is trying to think but it’s almost impossible with all the emotions that are rushing through his brain. The only thing acknowledgeable is his fear of losing you. This thought provokes a wave of anxiety that urges him to hold on tight to you.
“If you are that sorry, kiss me” He whispers and thanks every god that his voice doesn’t shiver — he doesn’t know if he’ll survive if you refuse
You are taken aback just for a second but then, your lips crush on his and you convey everything you want to say in that kiss: your apologies, your despair, your need of him in your life, no matter how selfish it is.
You are so eager not to let him go that you tangle your fingers between his long black locks, completely annihilating any distance between your two bodies. Jungkook too secures his strong arms around you to face the same desperate need. It’s basically as you melt into each other while your kiss deepens until you need to breathe. As you part your lips to welcome oxygen, Jungkook takes the opportunity to slide his tongue in your mouth, dominating you, punishing you for a betrayal that he’ll forgive endless of times if it means you’ll stay by his side — but you have no idea of that of course, you just let him take whatever he wants right now because you’d give it him.
From time to time, the black haired man bites your lower lip, hard enough to draw blood that he is quick to lick. It doesn’t matter how mad or sad or disappointed Jungkook is, he would never want to hurt you too much. Yet, he feels the need to have some control over your dissolving relationship, that is why he firmly grabs your ass and presses you harder against him while his mouth is working on your neck, marking your skin with hickeys and bites. This manhandling turns you on and Jungkook being that provocative spurs a moan from your swollen lips.
Knowing where this is going, and honestly because you are as eager as Jungkook to physically feel close to him, you undertake to peel him off of his clothes and first, of his coat. Soon follows his sweatshirt and you take a moment to let your hands travel freely on his perfect and firm torso, enjoying how his abs feel under your fingertips. However, you can’t linger too long as your partner too wants to feel your flesh: with a swift move your cardigan and top are on the floor and you just have time to undo your bra that Jungkook captures your nipple in his warm mouth.
He licks, sucks and bites your bud to the point that your head rolls back and that you arch your back to feel him better. Your other tit is not left behind as he massages it roughly with his inked and calloused hand. Your heart beats so fast and hard in your chest that you even wonder if Jungkook is not ripping it off of your body but when you look down, you are only blessed by the vision of his handsome face glued to your boob in the most arousing way ever.
When your panties is so soaked that you cannot stand it anymore, you wiggle in Jungkook’s hold to free yourself from your remaining clothes and he seems to get the message as he leaves your breast swollen and delicately layered with his saliva to work on your leggings and panties. The fabrics are quickly throw out of the way and a quick caress on your pussy notifies Jungkook that you are wet and ready for him.
“I’m going to fuck you like you’ve never been fucked before” He growls in your ear
It’s a promise that you want him to fulfill, that’s for sure. You can only gulp and nod. Because you need it, and he needs it too. You both need to capture and give your bodies to each other as a way to hold on on each other and on your special link — a link that is far more than business or friendship or anything that has already been named in history. You and Jungkook, it’s two sides of the same coin, two physical envelops of the same soul. This is why even thinking of parting ways is unbearable — and this is also why your betrayal is the worst thing that you’ve ever done by far.
You just need him, so much. You have to feel him right now, one more second without touching his body makes you think you could actually die. So you are quick to tug your fingers behind the waistband of his sweatpants and underwear, and slide them down so you can finally access his already hard manhood.
Jungkook doesn’t give you the opportunity to caress his dick and makes you walk back until you reach the closest wall, quite harshly. If his mouth on yours weren’t such a distraction and pleasure, you might have acknowledged the pain in your back.
His hand travels down, drawing chills on its path, and finally reaches your ass that he grabs with force — probably bruising your flesh. His motions are so rough that you are loosing balance, even with the wall behind you. So you have no other choice than to wrap your arms around his neck and bring him closer, if that’s even possible. His velvety cock brushing against your wet pussy is a delightful torture, it’s driving you crazy as you want more, more and more. You start grinding against it and your despair is well noticed by Jungkook. A smirk paints his face as he watches your face torn with impatience and lust and need. This expression of longing for him is ointment to his ego — and his heart but he prefers not to think about that.
“Are you so desperate for me?” He whispers, hoping that you’d think he is teasing you and not praying every god that you need him as much as he needs you
In other circumstances, you would prefer to kill yourself rather than letting Jungkook think he has so much power on you but right now, you would be ready to confess every thoughts of your mind if it meant not loosing him. So you decide to break down all the walls you’ve built for years and be the most honest you’ve ever been with anyone.
“I’ve always been” You reply lowly, like you were sharing a secret
It’s true. Ever since you’ve met each other, you’ve always thought that Jungkook was a handsome man. Even without realizing it, you were attracted to him, that’s for sure. When you got to know him, you discovered that he also was a good man. And when you started your business together and you got a taste of his… talents, you realized that Jungkook was actually the perfect man. Ever since the first time you had sex, you were secretly waiting for the next fight, hoping that he could fuck you again. And he did, so many times.
Maybe at first you were hoping that the thrill was just out of newness and that your partner was not such an amazing lover. Yet this hope slowly fainted when each roll in the hay brought more pleasure than the last one. And you know that this time will, once again, confirm this fact.
Jungkook slides his ink hand between your glued bodies to grab his hard cock and guides it where it belongs: in your warm and wet pussy. The intrusion is so good that a shiver runs down your spine. It stretches you just like you like, filling you deep, making you complete. You moan loudly, letting your head roll back and closing your eyes to fully appreciate the delightful sensation.
Your partner knows exactly what to do next to bring you both even more pleasure: his hand caresses your inner thigh ever so softly that it’s torture and slowly reaches the back of your knee which he securely seizes and lifts up. This new angle allows Jungkook to have a better access to your cunt and to move more freely. Therefore, he can pound into you, harsh and deep.
His dick strokes feel like heaven, so good that it’s painful. So good that you wonder if you can survive it. You moan louder and louder each time he enters you completely.
“Fuck, Jungkook, it’s so good” You can’t help but praise him
“Can anyone fuck you better than me? Uh?” He asks between panting with a hoarse voice
The answer is obvious: absolutely no one. Yet, your brain is so deep into pleasure that the words can’t form correctly in your mouth. Only some vague negation manages to escape your lips.
Every time that Jungkook provides a harsh pounding, your ass gets slapped by the wall behind you, provoking an overdose of sensations that only add to your sexual delirium. Moreover, his hand secures your leg so firmly and high, that you have to tiptoe to enable your bodies to meet as they are supposed to — which only gives more freedom to Jungkook to handle you as he pleases. Your only anchorage is your arms around his neck, which you use to bring his perfect face closer to yours. You were about to kiss him but your partner changes your plan by suddenly flip you, pushing your chest against the wall and smacking your ass.
“I could watch your ass all day” He whispers but doesn’t let you reply anything as he swiftly enters you again, deeper than before
Your moans get stuck in your throat and you are left with your mouth hung open. The way his rough hands hold on to your cheeks is animalistic, but yet so hot. It’s like you could feel his hands marking your flesh, and somewhat you understand that it is what Jungkook wants — and you let him. He has already marked your soul, there is no point now in fighting him for doing the same to your body. He might claim you right now, but the truth is that you have already given him all.
It’s so intense — not only the physical sensations but also the emotional ones — that your right arm attempts to grab his forearm but you can’t see what you are doing nor really focus on having precise movements so you only wiggle your hand in nothingness until Jungkook meets your fingers with his, intertwines them and guides your hand on your lower back, where he keeps it still. The way he is restraining you makes you even more aroused — if that’s even possible. You could fight it, free your arm not to appear so desperate but you don’t. You don’t think you can pretend any longer that Jungkook is not everything you want.
“I love it so much” You whisper, unable to hold up this very truth
“I know you do, look at you” Jungkook smirks and you are relieved that he thinks you were talking about sex and not his presence in every single part of your being
You are both sweaty at this point, and tired, but Jungkook seems to have unless stamina because he still enters your pussy with force, making your walls tighten around his cock. You are close, you know it and he knows it. The wave of pleasure goes higher and higher and…
“Not so fast, baby” He whispers like a honey-coated snake hiss “You don’t deserve to cum just yet”
You want to get mad at him for stealing your orgasm but your words get cut up when he suddenly changes position, brings you to the ground with him and makes you sit on his lap.
“Time for you to work and earn this cock”
He smirks. He is damn proud of how you are just about to whine of your denied orgasm but you don’t let it cross your swollen lips and you shove back his big member inside you, where it seems to belong. This amazing intrusion makes you hum lowly. You roll your hips to appreciate the feeling even more, feeling his cock so deep inside you. Jungkook seems satisfied, he even dares to cross his arms behind his head. If he wasn’t so incredibly sexy right now, you could scold him.
But you can’t, not when you feel so full once again. You plant your palms on his chest and bounce on his — so so good — cock. Your skins clap loudly, his thick thighs slap your ass every time. Your hair stick to your sweaty neck, and sweat drop roll down between your bouncing boobs — a devine sight if you asked Jungkook. For him, you’ve never been so sexy.
You head your heart beats loudly in your ears, so much that it fills up your whole skull. It’s almost like the room is turning around you, just like when you are drunk.
“I can’t…” You say weakly, completely out of breath
“You are such a baby” Jungkook jokes “I always have to do everything, even when we fuck”
He firmly grabs your ass and helps you keep a good rhythm. A moan echoes in the room and your heart beats faster. A little too fast maybe, or is it just too much pleasure given by this very handsome man?
You try to ease your cardiac pounding by placing your hand on it because now it starts to hurt real bad but it does nothing, and worse: you feel weaker and weaker. Your legs are like jelly and if your body is still moving, it’s only because Jungkook makes it.
“Kook… I can’t—”
Breath.
That what you wanted to say but you don’t get to end your sentence and fall on Jungkook’s torso, unconscious.
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The first thing that reaches you is a regular “bip” sound. Then a smell that you don’t like: antiseptic. You want to move your body but it is way too heavy for that. And gosh, your mouth is as dry as a desert.
Very slowly, you open your eyes and the scene in front of you is confusing. Everything’s white: the walls, the stores of the window, the sheets. Even Jungkook’s handsome face, which is even more noticeable with his black hair and black clothes.
“What happened?” You whisper — or not, as no sound leaves your moving lips
But your partner reads your words.
“Your heart malfunctioned and you fainted. I have to say that you really scared me, woman” He tries to lighten the mood, in vain — even his faint smile doesn't do the job
His voice is so hoarse, just like he was having troubles speaking up. And you noticed that his eyes are swollen. Did he cry? This thought is painful and tightens your heart — which the bipping machine immediately catches up. You get the feeling that you will quickly get annoyed by this thing.
Jungkook quickly cups your face with his tattooed hand and so gently caresses your cheek to appease you. And it works, as the bip slows down — or maybe your heart just melted, you don’t know.
“That’s okay, now. The doctors made some tests and diagnosed a heart failure. With some meds you will be fine, and I will make sure that you are fine. To the point you’ll find me annoying” He jokes swiftly but his smile doesn’t reach his black eyes
“I always find you annoying, but I want you to be” You reply
“You should have told be that you had heartaches” He says more seriously “I should have noticed too…” He adds lower
A little bit of panic rises in you — and the stupid machine once again points it out. You absolutely don’t want Jungkook to feel guilty. He couldn’t know, and even you just swept it under the rug, preferring to look the other way than acknowledging that this pain in your chest was not normal.
“Kook, it’s so not your fault. I didn’t even know myself that it was so bad. I was just stressed and thought it was just normal”
“Stressed because of the bank?” He asks and your stomach drops
If hiding the fact that you worked for Yoongi was hard, it was definitely not as hard as this. Because the reason why you accepted Yoongi’s offer is actually… the bank. Or more like your very very harsh financial situation.
Jungkook has never been very serious when it came to accounting. Therefore, it was a tacit agreement that you would be the one taking care of it. And you didn’t mind actually. Except that you had a huge water damage on a former project that costed literally a fortune. Since then, your bank account has been on the line. And your bank advisor never failed to call you to remind you “to be careful”. Those calls stressed you so much that you started to avoid them: after all, they wouldn’t tell you something new — you were already looking at the bank app everyday. That’s also why you got so mad at Jungkook for buying the solar panels.
But because the situation was so bad and so stressful, you absolutely wanted to protect Jungkook from it. You didn’t want him to feel as much pressure as you.
And now he knows everything.
Sudden tears — honestly a very ugly cry — roll down your face. It’s a mix of a mammoth weight that leaves your shoulders because Jungkook can support you now, and huge relief that you don’t have to hide it anymore.
“How do you know?” You manage to ask between two embarrassing sobs
“You got a call, I answered when I saw it was the bank. Why you didn’t tell me? You didn’t trust me?”
You can hear that Jungkook he is hurt.
“It just started as not telling you, and then it became so big that I didn’t know how to tell you. And I got stressed, and I didn’t wanted you to be stressed too. And then, it became a hot mess with Yoongi and everything. I’m just so sorry, Kook. I never wanted to lie to you or hurt you. I didn’t handle the situation very well…”
You just notice that the whole time, Jungkook kept caressing your cheek with his thumb, soothing you. And also, you notice how his black eyes shine, and you don’t think they’ve ever been so pretty.
An overwhelming emotion washes over you, so big that your breathe is cut.
“I think I love you”
It just like you couldn’t prevent the words from leaving your mouth. And honestly, you thought you were going to die so why fucking wasting time? Especially when Jungkook, this amazing man, is just right in front of you.
Taken aback for a second, your partner then laughs. A beautiful and happy laugh.
“What can I do for you to be sure?” He smirks “Because, I don’t have any doubts”
“Kiss me”
Those simple words. This simple demand. The one that was between you every time you had sex. And most of all, the one you wanted all the time, no matter if sex was involved or not.
“If you ask so nicely” Jungkook teases you, making you roll your eyes
But he does kiss you, and God, was there any better kiss in the world? In the galaxy even? You don’t think so. Jungkook’s lips are soft, yet press against yours. His nose bumping into yours is not bothering, it’s cute. And the emotions that build in your body are not lying. You just wish that it could last forever.
When your mouths part, Jungkook asks:
“So? Do you still think you love me?”
“I don’t know. I think you have to kiss me again, just to be sure, you know?”
END
AUTHOR'S NOTE: SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE THE LAST 2 YEARS, AND I DEFINITELY LET WRITING ASIDE. THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE THAT WAITING MY STORY, AND I HOPE THAT WILL LIKE IT.
TO GIVE A LITTLE MORE CONTEXT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME (IF YOU ARE INTERESTED): I MOVED IN KOREA, GOT A MASTER'S DEGREE, HAD TO DEAL WITH HEALTH ISSUES FROM MY MOM (SHE IS BETTER NOW 🩷), AND I AM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR A NEW APARTMENT AND JOB IN KOREA. USELESS TO SAY I WAS BUSY AF. STILL, I HAVE MANY IDEAS FOR FUTURE STORIES IF YOU WANT TO READ THEM.
I ALSO WANT TO SAY THAT, EVEN IF I WASN'T ACTIVE, I STILL READ YOUR COMMENTS AND LOVE, AND THAT TRULY HELPED ME NOT TO GIVE UP ON WRITING. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH, YOU HAVE NO IDEA 🩷
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark Romance, smut, toxic relationship, manipulation, forced pregnancy, childhood trauma (non descriptive), Jungkook is all around a very mentally ill man in this fic
Word count: 6k
SUMMARY: You was supposed to go on vacation with your friends. Jungkook was supposed to be okay with it. Instead, engagements fall apart. Careers disappear. Homes become unaffordable. And every reason You have to leave is quietly taken away. Jungkook calls it love. You will learn it’s something much worse.
Note - Ahh I'm so late, sorry! I was planning to post this tomorrow but since I'm back home now I didn't see the pint in waiting. Enjoy part 2!
not proof read so apologies for any spelling or grammar fuck ups
- Ryeon <3
Part one | Masterlist
Chapter Two
You had left Yoongi and hour ago and his words still rang in your head.
“I…haven’t spoken to Jungkook today?”
Why would he lie? Yoongi had no reason to make that up but why would your Fiancé lie to you? What would be the reason to plant evidence to make Jessy accuse Yoongi of cheating? None of this was making sense to you.
You were fortunate that your office building was located in the middle of the city centre, only a few meters from Jungkook’s office building, so had lots of places to walk to clear your head.
Speaking of Jungkook, you felt the constant vibration on your hip coming from your phone. No doubt it was him blowing you up probably asking where you were as usually around this time you walk over to his office so you can head home together but you just couldn’t face him right now.
Were you being stupid? The more you thought about it, Yoongi had a lot of reasons to lie. He had just been caught doing the most deplorable thing to someone he claimed to have loved and now he was flailing around like a fish out of water trying to come up with any excuse to save his own sorry skin.
But that look on his face. You knew that he wasn’t lying but that possibility made your stomach turn worse than the news of his infidelity ever could.
No.
It was none of your business. This was between him and Jessy. Your only responsibility was to be there for your friends. Well, both of your friends at this point because it felt as though all of your lives were being flipped on its head at the moment.
You whipped out your phone and called the only person that could ground you at this very moment.
“Hello”
“Millie, hey, is now a good time to talk?”
And talk you did. You spilled everything to her. Everything that had happened in the past 24 hours poured out of you like puke. She was just as floored as you were but Millie had always had a good head on her shoulders.
You met her when you were both 6. One day you came to school toting matching Bratz dolls and you had been inseparable since. Through every achievement and every heartbreak she had been right by your side.
“That’s insane.” She said, her disbelief mirroring yours.
“Right? I have no clue what to do.”
“I think you should talk to Jungkook. I’m sure there will be some kind of rational explanation.”
That was a very Millie response. Ever since you and Jungkook had gotten together she had been your number one supporter. Always encouraging you to hear him out when he was being difficult and to push through the hard bits to relish in the good ones. Millie was like that, a true romantic. She loves love and loves when the ones she loves find the ones they love. You saw first-hand how much she loved and were with her every step of the way when she was going through her solo IVF process. You knew baby Ty would be the most loved baby in the world because you got to experience a fraction of the love from his mum that he would get to have in bucket loads.
“You’re right, Mills. I’ll talk to him about this. He’s probably wondering where I am.”
“Okay no worries. I need to get Ty a bottle anyway, he’s being so fussy today. I think he may be teething and he has this new terrifying habit of rolling over into stuff. He’s clumsy just like his mama. We even have matching bruises on our arms from that stupidly enormous rocking chair zebra that you and Jungkook got him. Thanks a lot for that by the way, it literally doesn’t fit anywhere Y/N.”
“One: you’re very welcome and two: that is the cutest thing I’ve ever heard in my life. No one would expect any child of Millie’s to have any hand eye co-ordination.” You joked.
“Ha Ha. Anyway, don’t let me keep you. Tell Jungkook we said Hi. I’m gonna give Lisa and Jessy a call later, just to check in. See ya.”
With that you bid her farewell and started the walk back to Jungkook’s office.
As you entered the enormous glass structure, you immediately collided into a hard broad chest. You looked up and saw a familiar pair of dark, big, brown eyes glaring back at you with nothing but fury inside of them.
“Where the fuck have you been?! I’ve been calling and texting you for an hour. I was going out to look for you myself.” Jungkook growled through gritted teeth.
“Sorry, I just went for a walk to clear my head. Lisa called today with bad news and with that on top of everything that’s happening with Jessy, I just, needed some air.”
His eyes softened at that.
“Oh, is everything okay?”
“Not really. Lisa got fired this morning and she’s having a hard time finding anyone else to consider her for a job anywhere else.”
He looked at you with a sympathetic smile plastered on his face.
“Baby, I know you care about your friends but you shouldn’t be this involved and stressed over issues that don’t concern you.” He hummed while stroking your arms to sooth you.
“I know but I can’t help it. I saw how hard she worked for that job and you know as well as I do that no one on this planet does Lisa’s job as well as she does.”
He nodded in agreement so you continued.
“So I was wondering, would you be able to take her on here?”
You felt his hands still his movements on your arms.
“I don’t know baby. I know Lisa is great at what she’s done but there has been word going around about her professional conduct and with the new real estate acquisition, I don’t know if my company can afford the liability.”
“Please, for me?” You asked looking up at him in the way you know is hard for him to resist.
“I’ll think about it. Now, let’s go home I’m starving. I feel like a baby in need of a bottle. A bottle of something strong” he laughed, taking your hand is his as you walked to his car.
“Oh that reminds me, I spoke to Millie today as well. Her and Ty are doing good. Turns out she gave birth to a baby just as clumsy as she is. Matching bumps and bruises on the arms and everything.” You both laughed, knowing full well how accident-prone Millie is.
“I don’t know whether to be find that adorable or terrifying.” Jungkook snorted.
“Did you call her to talk about Lisa?”
“Yeah, I just needed her advice about what to do with Jessy and Lisa and…” You paused.
“And what, my love?”
You were going to listen to Millie’s advice and ask him out right about Yoongi but something in you told you not to. There was a small voice inside you that begged you to keep that to yourself for the time being and you listened.
“...and the trip.” You lied.
“Is that even still happening?” He asked while getting into his side of the car.
“I doubt that Jessie and Lisa will feel like going, everything considered.”
“Oh shit, you’re right. I didn’t even think about that. Ugh I feel like such a dick, thinking about a trip while my friends are going though it.” God, sometime you could be so dense.
“Don’t worry baby, there will be other trips.”
You nodded. You felt dejected but he was right. You and your friends were solid, so when thigs have settled again there would be plenty of time for all of you to go away another time.
“Worst comes to worst, I can still go with just Millie.” You conceded.
“Are you sure that’s a good idea?”
“Yeah, why wouldn’t it be?”
He didn’t answer.
You and Jungkook drove home in comfortable silence. For about 10 minutes before the quiet was broken by a topic you could have never predicted.
“I know we talked about it briefly and you said you weren’t dead set on having one but what do you imagine our kids would be like.” Jungkook asked, eyes never leaving the road.
“What’s up with you Jeon. Why all of a sudden do you have baby fever?” You asked, eyes glued to his side profile.
“I dunno. It’s just all the talk about Millie and Ty and Ty being like her. I’d want our baby to be just like you.” He said wistfully.
“What? My same grumpy attitude in the morning, my poor time management and my ability. to piss you off?” You smiled.
“All of you, baby. I wouldn’t ask for anything different”
“You’re getting soft on me Mr Jeon. You better pray it’s a boy. I fear a little mini Y/N would be able to walk all over you.”
“And I’d let her, that’s the worst part. My girls. And yes, I mean MY girls. Don't call me selfish, I hate sharing'” He joked back. But you could tell, he wasn’t joking. He was imagining this. The thought of you and Jungkook being parents both excited and terrified you. Sure, you’d love the baby wholeheartedly but you feared you wouldn’t be as apt to motherhood as Millie was. At least not right now. You had too much you wanted to do, too much to achieve and too much you wanted to see. Having a baby would put a halt to all of that.
“Let’s try and get the wedding out of the way first big boy.” You giggled.
“All this ‘getting Y/N pregnant’ talk is getting me in the mood, baby.”
“Oh yeah? I know I’m on birth control but do you want to give it a practice try, my love” You suggested in that soft, pretty voice that he loved so dearly.
“Absolutely.”
20 minutes later you fount yourself whimpering with this deep inside you.
Jung-Jungkook…” You could hardly speak, but you wanted him to know how good he felt, dragging his thick cock along your walls.
“You’re always so tight for me, my love. I want to fill you up so badly—” he panted, hair damp with sweat clinging to his forehead, his muscles tense from trying to keep from cumming to soon.
“I—I want that too…” you struggled to say. The reciprocation of his desire caused a smirk to paint across his face.
“Gonna give you my child, Y/N, want you…want you to give me a baby—” his hips flexed and your toes curled as you imagined his release, thick and powerful as you let him fill you.
Although there was no way for you to get pregnant, thanks to your birth control, imagining Jungkook getting you pregnant was more erotic than you could have ever imagined.
“Yes, please, my love, fill me up.” You moaned as you stared into his dark lust filled eyes. You reached up to brush some of the hair from his face and he placed a soft kiss on your hand. With a controlled roll of his hips, he took his hand between your bodies, searching for your neglected clit until his thumb began to make firm circles with your essence. The intense pleasure made you tug at his hair. He hissed, his mouth now dropping to your neck marking and kissing you with a frenzied passion.
“I love you so much. Do you know that? I would do anything for you. I would burn down the whole world just to keep you by my side. You have to know that, baby.” He grunted against your neck, hips suddenly stuttering, faltering in their rhythm, you both knew you could can no longer hold back, and with a final growl, he slammed into you one last time as he shot thick spurts of cum inside of you.
He remained inside you, still making shallow thrusts as you both came down from you orgasms. Both extremely sensitive and overstimulated but neither of you caring enough to fully come to a halt.
“I love you.” You declared with a gentle kiss upon his lips.
He pulled back to look at your face, completely glowing as he leaned down again to pepper light kisses all over it before finally removing himself from you.
You both lay there naked basking in the glow of your lovemaking. The stress of the day completely forgotten, at least just for a moment.
“So how was that practice run?” You giggled while looking over at your spent fiancé.
“Perfect baby. If that was anything like our real run is going to be, we’re gonna be pros.”
After you both had gotten changed into your house clothes, you separated for a brief time. He said during the time between you not answering your phone and him finding you, he had not been able to do any work. So he headed to his home office to make some last-minute calls before he settled down for the evening.
This made you feel a little guilty for ignoring him so to make amens, you made his favourite dinner. The nanny he had growing up showed you how to make it exactly to his liking. She had been more of a mother to Jungkook than his actual mother had. But she was let go by the family when Jungkook turned 13 as the family feared Jungkook was growing far too attached to her. They reconnected when Jungkook was an adult as he always saw her as a maternal figure. She’s a really sweet lady and upon your first meeting, she opened up about how Jungkook was growing up. She told you that he was an extremely co-dependent boy. Throwing ear shattering tantrums anytime she left his sight. All day he clung to her, terrified that she would disappear. It worried her of course but seeing how his family treated him so coldly, she was glad to be at least one person in his life to show him kindness, warmth and love. She approved of you immediately after seeing how much Jungkook doted on you. In reality, her admission should have scared you off but on the contrary, it put you at ease. Jungkook’s obsession with you in the early stages of your relationship made sense. He held onto you so tightly because he was scared, you’d disappear if he let go. But you’d put in the work over these last 5 years to show him that you weren’t going anywhere. He knew that now. Right?
By the time that you had let your thoughts carry you away, dinner was ready. It didn’t normally take Jungkook this long to finish calls so you walked to his office to see what was taking so long.
“Yes. That’s right. The child has bruising on their body. Yes. With the mother. That’s right. Do you have the address or would you like me to repeat it?”
Who was he talking to? You didn’t want to eavesdrop so you knocked his door lightly to let him know you were there.
He looked to where you were and smiled at you. He began to wrap up his call.
“Who was that?” You asked.
“I believe one of my employees in the office is being neglectful to her children. I didn’t want to but all this baby talk has got me feeling a sense of responsibility to report it.” He replied, leading you both out of his office.
He was calm and his reply didn’t seem rushed or rehearsed. You had no reason at all to disbelieve him. But you couldn’t shake this uneasy feeling.
It stayed with you all through dinner. You sat opposite of your soon to be husband with a feeling wrapped around you that you’d never felt before. Doubt.
Jungkook had never done anything to raise such doubt but you really couldn’t get rid of the feeling that something was wrong. You thought it was probably the talk you had with Yoongi weighing on your mind. You debated to yourself if you should ring it up or just leave it.
“What’s got you all worried? Your friends?” He asked, sipping his red wine.
“Sort of?” You answered as honestly as you could.
“Wanna talk about it?”
“I saw Yoongi today.” The words left your mouth before you had a chance to even process them. You watched him carefully to gauge his reaction. His chopsticks stayed steady in his hand. If he was phased by your admission, he hid it masterfully.
“Oh yeah? What did he say?”
“He said a lot of things.”
“Such as?” He prodded.
“He told me he didn’t cheat on Jessy”
“And you believed him?”
“I don’t know.”
“Believing a guy over your best friend is a little crazy, Y/N.” He said, raising one of his eyebrows in a way that irritated you.
“Yeah, I would think so too if he didn’t mention that you were the only person in his car, other than Jessy.”
“What, he told you they were my panties? Sorry to say sweetheart but red lace doesn’t really suit me.” He snickered sipping from his glass again.
You paused for a second.
“I never told you what kind of panties they were Jungkook.”
“No but Yoongi did when I called him this morning. Baby, tell me this, tell me why you insist in making me the villain of your life?”
“Excuse me?” You exclaimed.
“When a man has cheated on your best friend, it’s somehow my fault. When we were dating and you were insecure about not making enough money, that was somehow also my fault. You don’t see your friends for months? Again my fault.”
“That was your fault! You made it so difficult to see them because you would throw a fit every time I even entertained the idea of going to spend time with them.”
Jungkook laughed. “Did I tie you up? Did I lock you away in the house? Did I hide your car keys? No, I did none of that. I have never forced you to do anything. Maybe, just maybe it’s time you take some responsibility and do some self-reflection, my love.” He said through gritted teeth
Each word that he threw at you felt like daggers piercing your chest.
“And what is it that I should reflect on?”
“The fact that maybe you are projecting all of this shit on me to shield the idea that maybe your just a bad friend.”
That final blow hit you like a brick to the face. How could he say that?
You opened your mouth to speak but the words wouldn’t come out. You felt barbed with wrapping around your throat and tears started to pool in your eyes. You could only stare at him. He was heavy breathing while looking down at his half-eaten meal.
Neither of you said anything. Jungkook just took the final swig of his wine and stood up. The sound of his chair sliding against the marble floor made you flinch.
“Now, if you’ll excuse me. I still have work to do. I’m going back to the office for a while. Thank you for dinner.”
And that was it. He grabbed his stuff and left.
You stayed sat there, frozen in place. Is that really what he thought of you? Were you really a bad friend? The more you thought about it the more you could see how he was right. He hadn’t forcibly stopped you from seeing your friend and her baby. He hadn’t physically forced you to stay by his side. And when you were faced with the option to believe Yoongi or Jungkook, you hadn’t chosen him.
As the tears fell down your cheeks, you pulled out your phone and through blurry eyes you typed the only number you knew off by heart.
“C’mon Millie, pick up. I really need to talk to you.” You mumbled to yourself as the phone rang. It rang and rang but there was no answer. You looked at the time and realised that she must be putting Ty down for the night.
Then you called Lisa. You didn’t want to burden her with your problems especially considering what she’s going through but you thought at least you’d have some good news to tell her. You could tell her you spoke to Jungkook and he was considering taking her on.
Unlike Millie, Lisa answered on the second ring.
“You have some fucking nerve calling me right now.” Lisa spat down the phone.
What the fuck?
“Whoa, what are you talking about?” you asked, genuinely confused as to why you had been greeted with so much hostility.
“Don’t pretend like you didn’t know.”
“Didn’t know what?! What are you talking about?!”
“You’re fucking psycho fiancé has been spreading rumours about me. I spoke to my bosses personal assistant to try and get some kind of clarity and you know what she told me? The CEO of Jeon industries had refused to partner with my company if I worked with them. Claiming that, and I quote ‘as a business owner, I place a high value on mutual respect and efficient use of time. Based on my interactions with this employee, I do not feel that standard has been met. For us to continue working together, I would need assurance that all future communication and coordination will be handled by someone else.’”
Your mouth was agape. Did Jungkook do this?
“How could you Y/N? How could you let him do this to me?” She sobbed.
“Lisa, I…I had no idea. I’m so sorry”
“Save your apologies Y/N. Because if him, I will never be able to find work in this country again. He practically owns everything. His words carry a huge amount of weight. And now I either have to leave the country and away from my family so I can find a job to support myself or stay here, make new connections and start all over again doing something else.”
“Lisa…”
“You know what, forget it. Lose my number. I hope you and him are very happy together.”
With that, she hung up.
You felt like throwing up. How could he? You believed Lisa completely. She had no reason to lie.
You tried to call Millie again. You needed some clarity. Yet again, the phone rang out and you were met with her voicemail.
So you were sat alone with your thoughts.
Why was he doing this? What possible reason could he have to do that to Lisa? To lie like that felt so sinister and twisted and for the life of you, you could not come up with a motive. You ran everything through your head: Jungkook. Lisa. Jessy. Yoongi. Those stupid red panties.
The panties! You remembered that Jungkook hadn’t addressed the red panties, he just deflected and went on this gaslighting tirade.
You whipped out your phone again and called Yoongi.
“Hell-”
“Yoongi, what colour were the panties in your car?” You asked before Yoongi could even get his greeting out.
“They were red lace ones, if I remember clearly”
“Do you know where they were from?”
“Y/N, I didn’t exactly inspect them. Jessy just threw them in my face and I threw them in the trash.”
“Okay that makes sense. But do you remember if they had any defining features?”
“Apart from the dried-up semen, there were embroidered initials in them. An M and L I believe.”
At that moment, your heart fell out of your ass because on your one-year anniversary Jungkook had gifted a matching bra and pantie with embroidery on the waistline. ML. My love.
You felt sick to your stomach. You couldn’t even bid Yoongi goodbye. You just hung up and ran to the bathroom to vomit.
Images of Jungkook planting your panties filled with his cum in your best friends boyfriends car to frame him.
You emptied your dinner into the toilet bowl. Disgusted by what you head learned about the man you thought was the love of your life.
You rolled over on the tiled floor and cried. You sobbed for hours. Only to be interrupted by a phone call.
It was Millie. Thank God. If anyone was going to soften the blow it would be her. How wrong you were.
“How could you?” Millie wailed.
“Millie, what’s wrong? What’s happened?”
“They took him. They took my baby.”
What?
“The social workers came this evening because they received a report that I had been physically abusing my child.”
“That’s ridiculous. Anyone who knows you knows what a wonderful mother you are.”
“I thought so too, until they brought up bruising on his arms. That was enough for them to take him. And what’s funny is, you were the only person I mentioned that to. They came in and said that maybe the stress of being a single mother was taking a toll on me so they would take him into protective services for a while until I got some help. How could you do this to me. I thought you were my friend.” Her voice sounded so despondent, like she was out of her body and just letting the words fall out.
“Millie. I swear on my life I would have never done anything like this. I promise. You have to believe me.”
Silence. Millie was never silent.
“Y/N, I think its best we don’t talk to each other for a while. I need some time.”
With that she was gone. Your best friend of more than twenty years was gone.
You stood up of the floor with swift movement. You marched downstairs and grabbed your car keys.
He needs to answer for all of this.
You were a woman on a mission. You sped through every red light, completely uncaring of the consequences. You needed to see him. Now.
You arrived at his office and went straight to the top floor. You probably looked like a crazy person but you did not care. You needed to understand why the love of your life was o set on ruining it. And why the fuck was he targeting your friends.
You didn’t bother to knock, just walked right into his office.
He sat there, typing away on this computer without a care in the world.
Without looking up, he said “Hello my love. Come to apologise, have you?”
“Apologise?” You said, with absolute venom.
The tone of your voice finally making him look up from his work. He finally took in your figure. You did look like a crazy woman. Your hair was a mess, face flushed and tear stained, eyes red and t-shirt still covered in vomit. You didn’t have the time nor the desire to tidy yourself up before confronting him.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Calling social services on Millie, what the fuck were you thinking?! Why would you lie like that and don’t try to deny it, you were the only person I told about Ty’s bruise.” You screamed, marching over to his desk.
“You just admitted it yourself baby, I didn’t lie. Not to social services and not to you. Millie’s baby was bruised.”
“Yes, but you said on the phone you were reporting an employee.” You rebutted.
“Well, Millie technically is an employee of mine. She works as a secretary for the letting company I just partnered with, correct?”
You stumbled over your words, your mouth struggling to keep up with the million miles per second your mind was traveling.
“Your disgusting for doing that to her. And to Lisa, what was your reasoning for getting her fired from the company and blacklisted. You lied to her boss.”
“Again, my love, I didn’t lie. I said Lisa didn’t respect my time and she doesn’t respect my time and she doesn’t. She takes too much of your time and I can’t work with someone like that”
“So your punishing her professionally for spending time with her friend? Do you knot hear how fucked up that is?”
“Again, my love, your incorrect. I’m punishing her professionally for taking my time away from you, my employee.” His responses all hitting you while his eyes remained firmly at his computer screen. His lack of acknowledgment was making you want to swing for him.
“We’re engaged Jungkook. I don’t work for you.”
“Wrong again baby. Don’t you think is a huge coincidence that just when you thought about breaking up with me because you ‘didn’t earn enough money’, your company suddenly got this mystery investor and you got a sizable salary increase?”
Your heart stopped.
“It’s a huge financial burden, honestly. Your company doesn’t bring me much profit but it’s all worth it for you. You know I’d do anything to keep you happy.”
“Happy? You think any of this would make me happy?” Your voice shook as you felt the familiar sting of tears forming in your eyes.
Your wavering tone finally making him look away from his computer.
“Don’t look at me like that. I know you’re not happy now but you will be in the long run.”
“Like Jessy?” You spat.
“What are you talking about?” He said with innocence you knew was feigned. This set you off.
“I know it was you that put my panties in Yoongi’s car. I don’t know, my love” The nickname now feeling like poison on your tongue.
“But you should have been a little smarter than to use panties that YOU gave me with an identifiable embroidery on it.”
He sat, face unmoving.
You awaited to see what web of lies, only convincing to himself, he would come up with to get out this one. But you could have never predicted what came out of his mouth next.
He laughed. Not sarcastic or conniving but genuine laughter.
“Ah Well, I will admit to telling a few fabrications with that one. I will say though baby, it was hard to part with them. They were my favourite. And honestly speaking I wanted to keep them as memorabilia.”
“Memorabilia for what? You being an evil piece of shit?”
“No, for the memory of how our first child came to be.” He said with a smirk.
“What are you talking about?” You questioned.
“Well, if I recall correctly, around the time that I had replaced your first round of birth control with sugar pills, you were wearing those very same panties. So I wanted a little keepsake of what you were wearing when I impregnated you with our daughter.” He said as if it was the most normal thing.
“Wha-”
“Well, I assume it’s daughter. Wishful thinking I suppose.” He shrugged.
Subconsciously you placed your hand on your stomach.
“You’re sick. You’re a sick man and I want nothing to do with you. The engagement is off. I want nothing to do with you.” You yelled as you ripped your diamond engagement ring off your hand and threw it at him.
You turned to walk way to only be halted by his voice.
“I wouldn’t be too hasty if I was you Y/N. Because, not only does your little friend work for that lettings agency, they own her house don’t they? And I don’t know, but I think rent prices may go up and I know your bestie Millie won’t be able to afford them. Between you and me, my love, an unhoused mother that has allegations and evidence of abuse doesn’t look too peachy to social workers.” He said as he bent down to pick up your ring.
“And, I know the same letting company owns, a now unemployed Lisa’s, house. And also your parents’ house I believe. Imagine that, right after their future son in law agreed to pay off their home, he changes his mind and it’s all just taken away, just like that?” His tone threatening as he sauntered over to you.
“Guess that means your little vacation with them is fully off now, huh?” He snickered.
“You’re a monster. You did all of this just to monopolise my time?” You whispered, unable to get anything out. You felt like throwing up but you forced it down afraid that all would come out is bile as your stomach has been emptied out earlier.
“Baby, I’m no monster, just a man in love. Don’t you see? I did all of this for you, for us. So now you won’t have the burden of dividing your time anymore. We can do everything together. Now 100% of your time can be focused on us and our new little family.” He said slipping you engagement ring back on.
Once the rock was back on your finger, he clasped you hand and pulled you towards him. He turned you around so your back was now pressed against his hard chest. Nothing filled your ears but the sound of the heartbeat of a man you were unsure even had a heart. Just an empty hole filled with nothing but obsession.
“I don’t care, I can’t be with you. You’re evil and the you I thought I knew does not exist. You repel me.” You said. Voice firm. You needed him to hear you.
“Don’t say that.”
You turned around and looked up into his eyes. The same eyes you gazed into earlier this evening, wrapped up in pleasure. Eyes that used be so warm and magnetic, now looked empty.
“Y/N please, you have to understand, before you I lived life with no fear now the only exception is the idea that one day you won't be here. I can’t be without you. Please don't leave me now.” He said with a wail you had never heard from him before.
He sank to his knees arms wrapped around your legs face buried in your sweatpants. His body heaved and sobbed. Excruciating weeps released with every breath he exhaled. Despite being the one who had brought destruction to everyone you held dear, he cried as if he had been sentenced to execution and you had been appointed executioner. He was in pain and despite everything, you couldn’t bring yourself to push away from him. He schemed, lied and manipulated. You looked down at him, this pathetic man had ruined everything you loved yet you couldn’t leave him.
In that moment you understood. All the I love you’s were all lies too. He didn’t love you. He didn’t love anyone. He didn’t know how too. That’s why he doesn’t have friends, that’s why his nanny had to leave and that’s why he had done all of this.
Jungkook was just doing the one thing he knew how to do. Possess. Own.
And now he owned you.
A/N - Thank you for the love on part one! Hope you enjoyed this one too <3
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark Romance, Filthy smut, toxic relationship, manipulation
Word count: 6.5k
SUMMARY: You was supposed to go on vacation with your friends. Jungkook was supposed to be okay with it. Instead, engagements fall apart. Careers disappear. Homes become unaffordable. And every reason You have to leave is quietly taken away. Jungkook calls it love. You will learn it’s something much worse.
Note - I have been really fucking with Tyler the creator lately and the fic this song is based on has been in my rotation since the beginning of last year. So enjoy part one of the series.
not proof read so apologies for any spelling or grammar fuck ups
- Ryeon <3
Part two | Masterlist
Chapter One
“This 60-40 isn’t working!”
As his voice boomed down the phone you could only let out a sigh.
The chill of the winter air didn’t compare to the frosty conversation you were having with your Fiancé.
You could feel the sympathetic stares of your friends from inside the restaurant. This wasn’t anything new to them and it certainly wasn’t anything new to you.
“Jungkook, why are you doing this? This is the first time I’ve been out with my friends for months. You promised you’d give me space. Why is 60 percent of my time not enough for you?”
“Because Y/N, I know the kind of people they are. What kind of friends would want to take 40% of your time when they know the only person that truly cares for you is waiting at home like some lovesick fucking puppy. Is that what I am to you? Someone who will just sit around waiting until you can be bothered with me.”
Gaslighting. A skill Jeon Jungkook has perfected to an extraordinary degree. But you were used to it. After 5 years of being with him, his attempts at manipulation don’t pierce you anymore.
“Careful how you speak about my friends.” You warned.
“Jungkook…you’re the only one that views yourself like that. Either you give me space or I’ll do it for you.”
You were met with silence. This was new. He always had something to say.
Your black leather coat did nothing to shield you from the night current. Although, it could have been the middle of summer but the frosty hush from the other side of the phone would have been enough the strip away any warmth you would have felt.
“What? You wanna leave me, baby? Is that it?” The sarcastic smirk in his voice pissing you off.
“No Jungkook, I don’t want to leave you but I feel suffocated. I love you. I love you more than anything but I’m a person with a life. With a life outside of this relationship and I need you to respect that.”
“I do! It’s you who doesn’t respect me. You don’t respect my time. You don’t respect the fact that I need you more than they do. Baby, I can do all that stuff with you. You wanna go for dinner? Fine! We can do that. You wanna go to the club? Fine, we can go together. You wanna take a trip half way across the world? we can do that.”
You rolled your eyes in complete disbelief. You knew this was why he was being so uptight.
You and your friends had been planning a trip away. Just as girls to catch up and relax and when you told Jungkook about it he threw an absolute fit. Normally you would concede to his demands to placate him but not this time. You put your foot down. You were going. And he hated that.
“Jungkook please, I don’t want to have this argument again. You’ve known about this trip for 6 months, what makes you think I’ve changed my mind? Jessy has gotten engaged and I haven’t been there to celebrate that. She was our biggest cheerleader when we got engaged. Lisa has just gotten her dream job and I have not been able to show her how happy I am for her. I mean, Millie has been my best friend since I was 6, she had a baby 5 month ago and I have not been there for her because 100% of my time has been spent with you. This is the first time we’re going to be together since she got pregnant, why can’t you understand why this is important to me?”
Silence.
He said nothing.
You tried to lighten the heavy atmosphere with I light-hearted “You can’t be selfish baby; you need to learn to share me. There is plenty Y/N to go around.” You finished with a half-hearted laugh hoping he would find humour in the ridiculousness of the situation.
“I thought I was your best friend.” He finally retorted. You could hear the smile in his voice and suddenly all tension left your body.
“You are my love. I just need to be with the girls. And on the bright side, we’ve cut it down from a week trip to only 7 days. Millie doesn’t want to be away from the baby too long.”
“Okay, I hear you and I get it. You enjoy your night baby. I’m sorry for being a dick. I don’t mean to come off jealous or controlling, I just love you and the thought of you being away from me terrifies me.”
You smiled at that.
That was your Jungkook.
He’s always been like that. So scared that you’ll slip away from him.
“I know baby. I’m not going anywhere; I just need you to trust that.”
“Alright, my love.”
For the first time in 5 years a phone call from Jungkook while you were out with friends didn’t result in him driving to come and bring you home.
“Okay. And because my beautiful boy was so understanding, I’m going to bring him some food home because I know he probably didn’t eat today. Do you want a steak?”
“Blue please.”
“I know, you animal.”
“Don’t be mad at me because you like bland, chewy, well-done steak. Some of us have refined pallets” He chuckled.
“If you say so. Although, we do have to drive past a farm on the way home, do you just want me to pick up a live cow from the field so you can just eat that?”
“Ha Ha Ha, very funny. Text me when you’re ready for me to pick you up, okay?”
“Okay. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
You walked back into the restaurant and sat back down with your friends.
“I don’t believe it, Jungkook hasn’t stolen you away from us? Must be a Christmas miracle!” Jessy teased.
“Jessy, stop teasing her. Is everything okay Y/N?” Millie asked, worry etched in ever word.
In any other circumstances it would be overkill for your friends to be so rattled by a phone call but these weren’t normal circumstances and Jungkook wasn’t a normal guy.
“Yeah, we’re all good. In fact, he ended up being super understanding. All I need to do is remember to bring him back some food. I know the Jungkook loves the food from this place.”
“Wow, look at that! We love seeing growth and maturity from Mr CEO.”
“Lisa, leave him alone. You know how he gets but he’s actually been trying really hard lately. We only bicker once and a while now.”
That wasn’t entirely true but you were careful about how much you told your friends about Jungkook. He was a difficult person to understand from the outside looking in but you knew when he loved, he loved hard. And as much as he hated sharing your time with your friends, you knew he loved them just as much as you did.
You knew this because Jungkook had gone out of his way to really come through for them when they needed help. They would never ask him of course, but you did.
When Jesses fiancé, Yoongi, was first introduced to your group he was unbelievably shy. Which was ironic considering Jessy was the exact opposite. He spoke no more the 5 words to anyone, that was until Jungkook had pulled him away from the large group of women just to have some guy-on-guy conversation. They talked the whole night and Jessy immensely thanked Jungkook for making Yoongi feel mor comfortable. His demeanour changed completely when chit chatting with Jungkook and he eventually came out of his shell and became just as chatty as your man. It was heart-warming to see the two bond and eventually go on to be golfing buddies.
“Less bickering is always good! How is he? I feel like we haven’t seen either of you in forever.”
“He’s good thanks, Mills. He’s just so busy with work nowadays. There is this real estate company he’s trying to get and I think contract negotiations are stressing him out.”
“Bless him. Tell him not to work too hard it will age him.” Lisa joke.
“Hahah I’ll pass the message on. But enough of that, how are you, Millie? How’s the baby doing?”
“He’s good! Now that we’ve settled into the new house, I feel like I can finally create a schedule, you know?”
You basked in the atmosphere as you listened to your friends update you on their lives, so happy that you were able to come and do this. You couldn’t remember the last time that you hadn’t left an event early because Jungkook had picked a fight with you.
“So the trip, how’re we all feeling?” Jessy asked excitedly.
“So ready for it! I know I prayed and begged the universe for this job but it has been kicking my ass lately. Being a marketing executive is not for the weak.” Lisa sighed.
You all laughed at Lisa’s reply because she really had worked her ass off for this Job.
All of you were hard workers but Lisa was your friend that had known what she wanted from a young age and stopped at nothing until she got it. She was passionate about marketing. She had studied it at university, had networked like a mad woman and made insane connections in the corporate world and worked her way up the ladder until she landed right where she wanted to be. You were so proud of her.
“I’m surprised CEO Jeon is letting you out of his sight let alone the country Y/N. How did you manage that?” Jessy asked as she sipped her merlot.
“It was a struggle to convince him but I think he gets it now. He knows how much you guys mean to me so he’s really trying to ease up a little.”
This made your friends smile. Millie raised her glassed and made a toast.
“Well then, here’s to Jungkook! For finally fucking with us. It only took, 5 years.”
You all laughed and cheersed to your fiancé.
It was about 2 hours later that you finally texted Jungkook to come and pick you up.
Your home was roughly 20 minutes from the restaurant but to your surprise Jungkook was already outside waiting.
Of course he was.
You made your way over to the black Mercedes. The love of his life second only to you.
“Hi baby.” You greeted as you slipped into his car.
He gave you no time to even put your seatbelt was on before your face was engulfed in his hands and his lips were pressed onto yours.
“Missed me?” You joked as you pulled away from him getting a good look at his handsome face, lips now stained the colour of your crimson lipstick.
“Like you wouldn’t believe.” Jungkook smiled back at you. With that bunny smile that you loved so much.
“Ready to head off?”
“I am indeed! I have your steak ready too”
“Don’t worry sweetheart, that steak won’t be the only thing I’m devouring tonight.” He grinned to himself as he pulled out of his parking space.
“Woah, what’s brought all this on Jeon?”
“Well this is a night for celebration, my sweet girl. Contract negotiations have been finalised and you are now looking at the new CEO of the Hastings real estate, the largest real-estate broker in the country. I now own 89% of all the buildings in Korea.”
“Are you fucking kidding?! Baby, That’s amazing. I’m so fucking proud of you! This is for sure a night to celebrate. Here I thought the highlight of my night would be watching my pretty baby devour this raw, almost bloody, steak like a literal vampire.”
This earned a booming laugh from him. The kind of laugh that made his eyes crinkle and put his dimples of full display.
It should have taken you both 20 minutes to get home but Jungkook managed to get there in 9 minutes flat. I guess traffic lights don’t matter when you have the right motivation to get home.
You had barely had enough time to enter the pin to your shared penthouse flat before he was all over you.
One of your favourite things about Jungkook was how much of an oxymoron he was. He would fuck you so hard but at the same time still treated you as if you were made of glass.
As soon as you stepped in, he had you pressed up against the door. Lips crashing onto yours.
He held you with such care, taking off your dress slowly, letting the satin material slip off your skin leaving your bare tits on full display for him. He stared like was ready to consume you, he always did.
He picked you up bridal style, which elicited a girlish giggle from you and charged towards your shared bedroom. Once in, he placed you gently on the bed. You basked in it because you knew this was most gentle he would be with you for the rest of the night.
He was starting to breathe heavily, not taking his eyes off of you. He smiled to himself when he realised you were already panting in anticipation for him.
“Oh, my love, I haven’t even touched you yet.” He said, while finally slipping his hands up your smooth legs, removing your panties. He brought his warm hands to your heat, the sudden contact making you jump, “do you like that?” You nodded.
He lowered himself in between your legs, his muscles clenching as he lowered himself closer to you, his bare chest rising and falling right above you, his stomach almost touching yours, hand still playing with your slick folds.
“Yes, ahh-” you sighed when he pushed his middle finger into your dripping core, “I like that.”
“Yeah, you do? Tell me how much?” His voice quiet and soft as he kept pushing his finger at a steady pace.
“A lot...” The tail end of your answer turning into a strained whimper.
“A lot?” he chuckled, the position you were in clearly amusing him, “how can you still look so innocent even when spread out underneath me like this, hm?”
For a moment, you tried to stop whimpering, trying to hold eye-contact with him. He dragged his fingers out of you, straightened up his whole body and kneeled between your legs.
The same fingers that were inside you a moment ago, he now brought up to his mouth, licking off your arousal and then he lowered himself again, kissing you hungrily to make you taste yourself.
He loved doing that. He made sure you knew that you were his favourite flavour and in these instances Jeon Jungkook had no issue with sharing.
You felt his tip teasing your entrance and then he started stretching you out slowly, filling you up in a couple of seconds.
He fucked you slowly, but each thrust was hard.
“Look at me, baby” he said, fucking into you harder, his skin now slapping against your own.
“Look at me while I fuck you.” His voice was calm yet demanding – each word accentuated by his hips pushing into you.
Unable to maintain your composure any longer, you allowed yourself to fall into the pleasure
“You’re mine, do you know that,” he was getting out of breath, trying desperately to say what he had to, “do you know that, huh?” The end of his sentence turning into a whimper.
“No matter much how much time you spend away from me, you’ll always be just mine.” He was pushing even harder into you, moving your hair out of your face. “No one could ever take you away from me. You’re so beautiful. You need to, uhh fuck,” he hissed in pleasure, “to know that you’re mine. Only mine.”
You pulled him in for a kiss, but he avoided your hands. “Tell me, tell me it’s true.”
“Yes, I’m yours. I’m only yours baby, please!”
At that he pressed your lips together, moaning into your mouth and you felt your orgasm tear through your body, digging your fingernails into his muscular back in the process. The action making him hiss out in pain.
He kept fucking into you through your orgasm. His pace slowed but he started thrusting harder and harder.
“Look at me,” he said, but you couldn’t open your eyes, “look at me!” This time, he raised his voice a bit and you tried to keep your eyes open. “I-uhh, I love you. You have to know that. I fucking love you with everything I have. Everything I am, everything I do is because I love you so fucking much.” He said as he quickened his pace and soon you felt him spilling into you.
Hard breathing filled the room as you both basked in your post orgasm states. You ran your fingers up and don his back trying to sooth the scratch marks you had just left behind.
“I saw the photo you posted on your story with your little friends. You looked joyous. I want you to be like that all the time.” He panted, still inside you.
“I am happy baby.”
“I know, I just…I worry sometimes you seem happier with them than you are with me. I know it’s stupid and I’m being irrational but sometimes I…never mind”
“No, go on” you said, now stroking his sweat drenched hair out of his flushed beautiful face.
He finally slipped out of you and rolled onto his back. He reached over to where you were and in a swift movement, pulled you to his side.
“It’s dumb, honestly. But I see my life like a picture. Perfect girl by my side, great career, good health, ya know?” He hummed, looking down at you.
You nodded, afraid that any word from you would halt his train of thought.
“But your friends sometimes really fuck up my frame. They aren’t developed like we are. I knew they would always be around but I don’t know. I just always pictured it being us. I don’t have close friends, just associates and acquaintances that think they’re my friends that I use to get what I want. I know its fucked up but that’s the way my father raised be to see life and people. But the idea of anyone thinking that way about you terrifies me. That’s honestly why I always make a big deal when you want to leave me to be with them. I know its irrational but I’ve never had friends so I don’t always see the need in maintaining those friendships.”
Post sex Jungkook was always the most honest version of him. You understood his point of view because you had met his father. A cold, awful man that treated his son as nothing but a long-term investment and a product he could slap his name on to take credit for all his achievements. So you got it, you really did. And his mother was no better. She had no love for her husband and no connection to her son. She cared about nothing but status and labels. Fair to say they didn’t like you very much but that didn’t matter. Jungkook did.
“I hear you baby. But these girls have been with me through everything and have never faltered, not even once. They want the same thing you do, the best for me.”
His eyes never left yours as you spoke but he stayed silent.
“Plus, you have friends. You and Yoongi are cool, right?”
“I guess. He’s a great golf player. Kicks my ass every time. But I don’t know that I would call us friends”
“Do you want to be?”
He shrugged his shoulders but you could tell he was really pondering the question.
“It’s never too late to unlearn what your dad taught you. Sometimes you gotta close a door to open a window, right?” You beamed up at him.
He smiled back at you and nodded as you snuggled into his chest.
“I love you Jeon Jungkook.”
“And I love you Y/N Y/L/N. Soon to be Mrs Jeon”
You giggled. “Can’t wait.”
“How many kids do you want” he asked.
The question took you by surprise because Jungkook had never brought that up before.
“I honestly don’t know if I want any. I think having a baby would keep me at home too much. But if it happens, it happens but I don’t think it will happen for a long time. Thank God to the person who created the contraceptive pill or I would have been pregnant years ago Mr ‘I only ever want to cum inside you’” You joked.
You felt his chest move up and down as he laughed.
“Don’t deny it, you love when I finish inside my girl”
“Of course I do. Wouldn’t have it any other way”
Your pillow talking session was interrupted by the sound of your doorbell. You looked at your phone to check the time. Who could that possibly be at this hour?
You hopped off the bed and pulled on one of Jungkook’s shirts. Before your hand could touch your bedroom door Jungkook stopped you with a firm “Absolutely not. I’ll go check, stay here.”
So naturally, you followed him down the stairs.
You saw him check the monitor before pulling the door open.
From the bottom of the stairs you heard a faint familiar sobbing.
Jessy?
“I’m so sorry to disturb you both but I needed to talk to someone. I..I.. I don’t know what to do” Jessy sniffled.
You ran to the door and embraced her into a hug which she gladly fell into. You could tell she needed it.
You lead her frail body into the living room and stay her on the sofa. Jungkook walked past you both straight to the kitchen. You could hear him running the sink in and searching through your cupboard for a glass.
By the time he had finished preparing her a glass of water she had calmed down enough to speak.
“What’s happened?” You asked terrified. This was the first time in 10 years that you had ever seen Jessy cry. She was the type to hold her emotions and cry when she was alone. You hated that for her but you would never try to change her.
Her hands shook as she took the glass but she finally spoke.
“It’s Yoongi. Y/N, I found some woman’s panties in his car. He’s having an affair.”
“What?! There is no way. Yoongi is obsessed with you.”
“I thought so too but apparently not to obsessed to fuck another bitch in his car.”
“Did you ask him about it?” Jungkook questioned, his concern mirroring yours.
“I did. He was just stuttering saying he didn’t but what could possibly be the reason for used panties to be in his car? There is even cum stains on them Y/N.” She broke.
You didn’t know what to say.
You pulled her in for another hug and you let her cry it out.
“Jessy, you can stay here as long as you need to.” You said and you stoked her hair.
“No, I need to get out of this city for a while. I called my mom and she’s picking me up from here. She doesn’t know, I’m so embarrassed and I couldn’t bear to tell her. I know how much she like him. She’s in the city visiting my aunt but I’m going back with her to Busan tonight.”
“You have nothing to be embarrassed about, you haven’t done anything wrong” You firmly told her.
“I know, I’m just so tired.”
“You can lay down here until your mom comes, Jessy” Jungkook said.
“Thank you. Thank you, both of you.”
You pulled a blanket off the other sofa to drape around her and left her to be alone for a moment.
You pulled Jungkook into the kitchen. “I can’t believe it. Yoongi would be the last person to cheat. You’re more likely to cheat than Yoongi.” You yelled in a whispered.
Jungkook’s eyebrows knitted together at the very suggestion.
“I know you wouldn’t but you know what I mean. He loves her just as much as you love me.”
“I don’t think that’s possible.”
“Not the time Jungkook!” You huffed through gritted teeth.
You both awkwardly potted around the kitchen in silence trying to not disturb Jessy. But the silence allowed you to run a million scenarios in your head as to how any of this could be possible but not one of them made sense.
Jessy’s mom came about 10 minutes later, you gave her one final hug before you both bid her goodbye.
You and Jungkook walked up the stairs to bed but he could tell that this would eat away at you until you got some kind of explanation.
“I can try and talk to Yoongi if you like? Just try and find out what’s happening.”
“Could you please, baby? I need to know what he has to say for himself.”
“Of course, my love. This outreach will be my first attempt of friendship” He tried to joke to lighten the mood.
Unfortunately, to you, nothing in this moment was even remotely funny.
“I don’t want you being friends with that man.”
“Ooh now look who’s not sharing.”
You lightly shoved him for that last remark.
You lay awake tossing and turning next to your sleeping fiancé. Your heart broke for your friend; you couldn’t imagine how much pain she must be in and honestly you didn’t want to imagine it. You know you had made the comparison before but the idea of Jungkook betraying you like that made your heart ache.
The next morning your day went as usual. You woke up, got ready and had breakfast before Jungkook drove you to work. All day, your thoughts never left Jessy.
You called Jungkook at lunchtime to ask if he’d had a chance to speak to Yoongi. He had.
Jungkook’s findings had concluded that Yoongi was a serial cheater and had been cheating on Jessy since they had been together. This was just the first time he had been caught. He said he loved Jessy but he was a man that would never be truly satisfied with one woman.
You felt sick to your stomach and you vowed to never see that man again. And if you ever ran into him, you would run in the opposite direction in fear that any confrontation will land you in jail.
You finished the day up and were now ready to head home. As you walked to the elevator, you were just in the middle of texting Jessy when you received a call from Lisa.
Which was odd cause Lisa never called, she only ever texted. Your stomach dropped, intuition telling you this was not going to be good news.
“Y/N…” Lisa said, tears clearly evident in her tone.
“Lisa? Are you alright?”
“They fired me.” She wailed.
“What?! Why!?’
“I don’t know, some mystery investor. They said they would only consider investing in our company if I was not the Marketing head. So they let me go.”
What the fuck was happening? This felt like a twilight zone episode. There is no way Jessy found out the love of her life is a dirty filthy unapologetic cheat and Lisa has lost the only thing she has ever wanted all in the span of 24 hours.
“And to make matters worse, the whole day I’ve been calling every connection I have to get another job and no one will hire me. Apparently, word has spread around to the industry that I am a ‘liability’.” She blubbed.
“Lisa, honey, I’m so sorry.” You replied apologetically. Again, in a position where you knew nothing you could say would provide any comfort.
“I don’t know what I could have possibly done to this person Y/N. Why me?”
“I don’t know, sweetheart. I really don’t know. I know Jungkook knows the CEO of your company, do what me to ask him to have a word to try and make sense of this?”
“Would he? I’d be so grateful.”
“Of course, I’ll ask him. Leave it with me. In the meantime, head on home, put on some comfy jammies, order some take out and have a good binge of Greys Anatomy.”
“That sounds like the perfect plan. Thanks Y/N” she laughed through her tears.
“It’s no worries, girl. Just take it easy and try and settle yourself, you’ve had a very emotionally draining day. Love you”
“Love you too girl, bye.” And with that she hung up.
Immediately you flicked to your call log to call your fiancé. The time was about 5:15pm so he should be out of his last meeting for the day. The elevator doors opened as your finger hovered over the call button when your eyes met with a sight that would soon send you spiralling. A figure that you would never have imagined would inspire such rage in you. It was Yoongi. Stood there bold as fuck by the reception desk in the lobby. He looked rough as hell. Hair an absolute mess with clothes he looks like he hasn’t changed since yesterday. Eyes bloodshot and skin looking dull and sunken. You would never have guessed he was the shy introverted man that made your stoic best friend beam with joy. Here before you stood the husk of the man you thought he was. You would feel sorry for him if you didn’t know what he had done. That being said; what the fuck was he doing here.
“You’ve got a lot of fucking nerve showing your face to me.” You spat out as you walked right past him.
“Y/N, please I need to talk to you.”
“You have nothing to say that I want to listen to, Yoongi.”
“I just need 10 minutes to explain.”
You stopped walking. You paused for a minute and thought. Although Jungkook had spoken to him, you kind of needed to hear for yourself. You needed to hear how this withdrawn, timid mad turned out to be such a monster. You needed to hear what web of lies he was going to string together.
“You have 7.”
Your office building was a fairly luxurious one. When you had joined, another company had partnered with them and it increased the budget by hundreds of millions. This meant a sizable pay rise for you and all the other senior team members and a brand-new office building. This one was 15 floors, had a built-in gym, a pool and a fancy new café. This was where you had pulled Yoongi to talk.
He sat in front of you fidgeting with his fingers unable to look you in the eye. He just stared down into his lap like it was the most interesting thing in the world.
“Your down to 5 minutes now.” You warned.
“Look, Y/N, I love Jessy and I would never cheat on her.”
You laughed. Was he serious?
“So you really sat me down just to lie to me?”
“I’m not lying I swear. I have never cheated on Jessy.” He paused. He finally looked up and continued.
“Growing up I was a very quiet kid. Shocking, I know. But I was never popular. I wasn’t unpopular but I wasn’t well liked. I had made peace with the fact that that was the person I was always going to be. There but invisible. That was until I met Jessy. She was the first person who saw me. Like, actually saw me. She took interest in my interests and never made me feel weird for being interested in them, she invited me into her world and fort the first-time ever I felt not only seen by her, but really understood in a way that I never thought was possible. She is the love of my life and I would never ever do anything to betray her” he said.
His eyes never left yours and for some reason you believed it. But how could you, you saw the state Jessy was in, you heard what he had told Jungkook and you knew about the cum stained underwear she had found in his car.
“Well that’s all very poetic. But what about the panties in your car Yoongi. How the hell do you explain that?” You asked, frustration painting every word.
“Y/N, you know me. Do I seem like the kind of person that can get a random woman into his car for sex? It was a miracle Jessy found me worthy enough to take interest in. I don’t exactly have women banging down the doors for me.”
“Then how did they get there?”
He stayed silent and it pissed you off. So you pushed your chair back and got up to leave.
“Y/N please! I’m sorry, this is just tough for me.”
“Aww, is it? You know what’s tougher than speaking? Being cheated on by a man you thought was the love of your life.” Each scornful syllable that fell from your lips you could see pierced him like a knife. Good.
“I didn’t cheat on her. Look, I’m going to be embarrassingly transparent with you. But please, sit down” He begged and you obliged.
“You have 3 minutes left”
“Okay,” he took a deep breath before continuing.
“I’m not a rich guy. I have a moderate low level corporate job that pays me enough to live and occasionally take a few nice vacations every year. Jessy knows this and didn’t care. She loved me for me.”
You watched him as he spoke.
“But although I know that Jessy doesn’t care, I do. So after meeting you all and seeing how successful and wealthy you all were, I can’t lie, I was a little intimidated. When Jungkook invited me to play golf the first time, I declined and said I was too busy. But in reality, I was embarrassed. Imagine me pulling up to a golf range with Jungkook in his 2025 Mercedes and me in my Honda Civic? No, I couldn’t embarrass Jessy like that. So I started working harder, really working. I took every overtime shift, if there was a job to do, I’d do it. I even worked evenings and weekends for a whole year. It really put a strain on mine and Jessy’s relationship but we made it through and I finally had enough money saved. Not enough for a car like Jungkook’s but a good car none the less. Enough to not feel so inadequate. But that being said, because it was such a pricy car, I’m terrified to drive it anywhere. So I only allow myself to take it out when I’m driving Jessy somewhere and when I go golfing with Jungkook.”
As mad as you were at Yoongi, you could completely empathise with this aspect of him. Jungkook was an extremely wealthy man. It was enough to make anyone feel a little small. In the beginning when he asked you out, it intimidated you a little bit too. It almost made you break off your relationship before it started. But when you got your raise, it was enough to make you feel like you weren’t a street rat dating a prince. Nothing compared to what he had but enough non the less.
“But last week, when we went golfing, he told me he needed to leave his Mercedes at the course cause he had a meeting there with some real estate brokers in a few hours. So he rode home with me…” He paused, looking down again.
“Continue” you demanded, not knowing where this was going but still having a knot in your stomach.
“Well…other than Jessy, Jungkook is the only other person I have ever let in that car…”
It was quiet for a few seconds. Broken only by a chuckle you let out.
“So you want me to believe Jungkook planted panties in your car to make Jessy think you were cheating on her? Yoongi there were a million lies you could have told me but you chose to go with the most unbelievable one? Goodbye.” You stood up, not wanting to give this animal any more of your time.
“Y/N please you have to believe me!” he shouted as you walked away, not bothering to look back.
Still, you heard the pitter patter of feet running behind you.
“Y/N, I’m not lying. I promise I wouldn’t lie about something like this. I’ve been up all night trying to work up the courage to come and tell you this. I wouldn’t believe it either, I thought Jungkook was my friend.”
This made you stop in your tracks. The memory of your conversation last night came flooding back to you. His words clear as day in your mind: “I don’t have close friends, just associates and acquaintances that think they’re my friends that I use to get what I want.”
You spun around to face a flushed out of breath Yoongi.
“So then, why today did you tell Jungkook that you’d been cheating on Jessy this entire time. That she wasn’t enough to ‘satisfy’ you?”
He looked at you, his face the same colour of confusion as yours. His reply making your blood run cold and altering everything you thought you knew about the love of your life.
“I…haven’t spoken to Jungkook today?”
A/N: I'm so happy to be writing again! Hope Y'all enjoy it <3
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark Romance, smut, toxic relationship, manipulation, forced pregnancy, childhood trauma (non descriptive), Jungkook is all around a very mentally ill man in this fic
Word count: 6k
SUMMARY: You was supposed to go on vacation with your friends. Jungkook was supposed to be okay with it. Instead, engagements fall apart. Careers disappear. Homes become unaffordable. And every reason You have to leave is quietly taken away. Jungkook calls it love. You will learn it’s something much worse.
Note - Ahh I'm so late, sorry! I was planning to post this tomorrow but since I'm back home now I didn't see the pint in waiting. Enjoy part 2!
not proof read so apologies for any spelling or grammar fuck ups
- Ryeon <3
Part one | Masterlist
Chapter Two
You had left Yoongi and hour ago and his words still rang in your head.
“I…haven’t spoken to Jungkook today?”
Why would he lie? Yoongi had no reason to make that up but why would your Fiancé lie to you? What would be the reason to plant evidence to make Jessy accuse Yoongi of cheating? None of this was making sense to you.
You were fortunate that your office building was located in the middle of the city centre, only a few meters from Jungkook’s office building, so had lots of places to walk to clear your head.
Speaking of Jungkook, you felt the constant vibration on your hip coming from your phone. No doubt it was him blowing you up probably asking where you were as usually around this time you walk over to his office so you can head home together but you just couldn’t face him right now.
Were you being stupid? The more you thought about it, Yoongi had a lot of reasons to lie. He had just been caught doing the most deplorable thing to someone he claimed to have loved and now he was flailing around like a fish out of water trying to come up with any excuse to save his own sorry skin.
But that look on his face. You knew that he wasn’t lying but that possibility made your stomach turn worse than the news of his infidelity ever could.
No.
It was none of your business. This was between him and Jessy. Your only responsibility was to be there for your friends. Well, both of your friends at this point because it felt as though all of your lives were being flipped on its head at the moment.
You whipped out your phone and called the only person that could ground you at this very moment.
“Hello”
“Millie, hey, is now a good time to talk?”
And talk you did. You spilled everything to her. Everything that had happened in the past 24 hours poured out of you like puke. She was just as floored as you were but Millie had always had a good head on her shoulders.
You met her when you were both 6. One day you came to school toting matching Bratz dolls and you had been inseparable since. Through every achievement and every heartbreak she had been right by your side.
“That’s insane.” She said, her disbelief mirroring yours.
“Right? I have no clue what to do.”
“I think you should talk to Jungkook. I’m sure there will be some kind of rational explanation.”
That was a very Millie response. Ever since you and Jungkook had gotten together she had been your number one supporter. Always encouraging you to hear him out when he was being difficult and to push through the hard bits to relish in the good ones. Millie was like that, a true romantic. She loves love and loves when the ones she loves find the ones they love. You saw first-hand how much she loved and were with her every step of the way when she was going through her solo IVF process. You knew baby Ty would be the most loved baby in the world because you got to experience a fraction of the love from his mum that he would get to have in bucket loads.
“You’re right, Mills. I’ll talk to him about this. He’s probably wondering where I am.”
“Okay no worries. I need to get Ty a bottle anyway, he’s being so fussy today. I think he may be teething and he has this new terrifying habit of rolling over into stuff. He’s clumsy just like his mama. We even have matching bruises on our arms from that stupidly enormous rocking chair zebra that you and Jungkook got him. Thanks a lot for that by the way, it literally doesn’t fit anywhere Y/N.”
“One: you’re very welcome and two: that is the cutest thing I’ve ever heard in my life. No one would expect any child of Millie’s to have any hand eye co-ordination.” You joked.
“Ha Ha. Anyway, don’t let me keep you. Tell Jungkook we said Hi. I’m gonna give Lisa and Jessy a call later, just to check in. See ya.”
With that you bid her farewell and started the walk back to Jungkook’s office.
As you entered the enormous glass structure, you immediately collided into a hard broad chest. You looked up and saw a familiar pair of dark, big, brown eyes glaring back at you with nothing but fury inside of them.
“Where the fuck have you been?! I’ve been calling and texting you for an hour. I was going out to look for you myself.” Jungkook growled through gritted teeth.
“Sorry, I just went for a walk to clear my head. Lisa called today with bad news and with that on top of everything that’s happening with Jessy, I just, needed some air.”
His eyes softened at that.
“Oh, is everything okay?”
“Not really. Lisa got fired this morning and she’s having a hard time finding anyone else to consider her for a job anywhere else.”
He looked at you with a sympathetic smile plastered on his face.
“Baby, I know you care about your friends but you shouldn’t be this involved and stressed over issues that don’t concern you.” He hummed while stroking your arms to sooth you.
“I know but I can’t help it. I saw how hard she worked for that job and you know as well as I do that no one on this planet does Lisa’s job as well as she does.”
He nodded in agreement so you continued.
“So I was wondering, would you be able to take her on here?”
You felt his hands still his movements on your arms.
“I don’t know baby. I know Lisa is great at what she’s done but there has been word going around about her professional conduct and with the new real estate acquisition, I don’t know if my company can afford the liability.”
“Please, for me?” You asked looking up at him in the way you know is hard for him to resist.
“I’ll think about it. Now, let’s go home I’m starving. I feel like a baby in need of a bottle. A bottle of something strong” he laughed, taking your hand is his as you walked to his car.
“Oh that reminds me, I spoke to Millie today as well. Her and Ty are doing good. Turns out she gave birth to a baby just as clumsy as she is. Matching bumps and bruises on the arms and everything.” You both laughed, knowing full well how accident-prone Millie is.
“I don’t know whether to be find that adorable or terrifying.” Jungkook snorted.
“Did you call her to talk about Lisa?”
“Yeah, I just needed her advice about what to do with Jessy and Lisa and…” You paused.
“And what, my love?”
You were going to listen to Millie’s advice and ask him out right about Yoongi but something in you told you not to. There was a small voice inside you that begged you to keep that to yourself for the time being and you listened.
“...and the trip.” You lied.
“Is that even still happening?” He asked while getting into his side of the car.
“I doubt that Jessie and Lisa will feel like going, everything considered.”
“Oh shit, you’re right. I didn’t even think about that. Ugh I feel like such a dick, thinking about a trip while my friends are going though it.” God, sometime you could be so dense.
“Don’t worry baby, there will be other trips.”
You nodded. You felt dejected but he was right. You and your friends were solid, so when thigs have settled again there would be plenty of time for all of you to go away another time.
“Worst comes to worst, I can still go with just Millie.” You conceded.
“Are you sure that’s a good idea?”
“Yeah, why wouldn’t it be?”
He didn’t answer.
You and Jungkook drove home in comfortable silence. For about 10 minutes before the quiet was broken by a topic you could have never predicted.
“I know we talked about it briefly and you said you weren’t dead set on having one but what do you imagine our kids would be like.” Jungkook asked, eyes never leaving the road.
“What’s up with you Jeon. Why all of a sudden do you have baby fever?” You asked, eyes glued to his side profile.
“I dunno. It’s just all the talk about Millie and Ty and Ty being like her. I’d want our baby to be just like you.” He said wistfully.
“What? My same grumpy attitude in the morning, my poor time management and my ability. to piss you off?” You smiled.
“All of you, baby. I wouldn’t ask for anything different”
“You’re getting soft on me Mr Jeon. You better pray it’s a boy. I fear a little mini Y/N would be able to walk all over you.”
“And I’d let her, that’s the worst part. My girls. And yes, I mean MY girls. Don't call me selfish, I hate sharing'” He joked back. But you could tell, he wasn’t joking. He was imagining this. The thought of you and Jungkook being parents both excited and terrified you. Sure, you’d love the baby wholeheartedly but you feared you wouldn’t be as apt to motherhood as Millie was. At least not right now. You had too much you wanted to do, too much to achieve and too much you wanted to see. Having a baby would put a halt to all of that.
“Let’s try and get the wedding out of the way first big boy.” You giggled.
“All this ‘getting Y/N pregnant’ talk is getting me in the mood, baby.”
“Oh yeah? I know I’m on birth control but do you want to give it a practice try, my love” You suggested in that soft, pretty voice that he loved so dearly.
“Absolutely.”
20 minutes later you fount yourself whimpering with this deep inside you.
Jung-Jungkook…” You could hardly speak, but you wanted him to know how good he felt, dragging his thick cock along your walls.
“You’re always so tight for me, my love. I want to fill you up so badly—” he panted, hair damp with sweat clinging to his forehead, his muscles tense from trying to keep from cumming to soon.
“I—I want that too…” you struggled to say. The reciprocation of his desire caused a smirk to paint across his face.
“Gonna give you my child, Y/N, want you…want you to give me a baby—” his hips flexed and your toes curled as you imagined his release, thick and powerful as you let him fill you.
Although there was no way for you to get pregnant, thanks to your birth control, imagining Jungkook getting you pregnant was more erotic than you could have ever imagined.
“Yes, please, my love, fill me up.” You moaned as you stared into his dark lust filled eyes. You reached up to brush some of the hair from his face and he placed a soft kiss on your hand. With a controlled roll of his hips, he took his hand between your bodies, searching for your neglected clit until his thumb began to make firm circles with your essence. The intense pleasure made you tug at his hair. He hissed, his mouth now dropping to your neck marking and kissing you with a frenzied passion.
“I love you so much. Do you know that? I would do anything for you. I would burn down the whole world just to keep you by my side. You have to know that, baby.” He grunted against your neck, hips suddenly stuttering, faltering in their rhythm, you both knew you could can no longer hold back, and with a final growl, he slammed into you one last time as he shot thick spurts of cum inside of you.
He remained inside you, still making shallow thrusts as you both came down from you orgasms. Both extremely sensitive and overstimulated but neither of you caring enough to fully come to a halt.
“I love you.” You declared with a gentle kiss upon his lips.
He pulled back to look at your face, completely glowing as he leaned down again to pepper light kisses all over it before finally removing himself from you.
You both lay there naked basking in the glow of your lovemaking. The stress of the day completely forgotten, at least just for a moment.
“So how was that practice run?” You giggled while looking over at your spent fiancé.
“Perfect baby. If that was anything like our real run is going to be, we’re gonna be pros.”
After you both had gotten changed into your house clothes, you separated for a brief time. He said during the time between you not answering your phone and him finding you, he had not been able to do any work. So he headed to his home office to make some last-minute calls before he settled down for the evening.
This made you feel a little guilty for ignoring him so to make amens, you made his favourite dinner. The nanny he had growing up showed you how to make it exactly to his liking. She had been more of a mother to Jungkook than his actual mother had. But she was let go by the family when Jungkook turned 13 as the family feared Jungkook was growing far too attached to her. They reconnected when Jungkook was an adult as he always saw her as a maternal figure. She’s a really sweet lady and upon your first meeting, she opened up about how Jungkook was growing up. She told you that he was an extremely co-dependent boy. Throwing ear shattering tantrums anytime she left his sight. All day he clung to her, terrified that she would disappear. It worried her of course but seeing how his family treated him so coldly, she was glad to be at least one person in his life to show him kindness, warmth and love. She approved of you immediately after seeing how much Jungkook doted on you. In reality, her admission should have scared you off but on the contrary, it put you at ease. Jungkook’s obsession with you in the early stages of your relationship made sense. He held onto you so tightly because he was scared, you’d disappear if he let go. But you’d put in the work over these last 5 years to show him that you weren’t going anywhere. He knew that now. Right?
By the time that you had let your thoughts carry you away, dinner was ready. It didn’t normally take Jungkook this long to finish calls so you walked to his office to see what was taking so long.
“Yes. That’s right. The child has bruising on their body. Yes. With the mother. That’s right. Do you have the address or would you like me to repeat it?”
Who was he talking to? You didn’t want to eavesdrop so you knocked his door lightly to let him know you were there.
He looked to where you were and smiled at you. He began to wrap up his call.
“Who was that?” You asked.
“I believe one of my employees in the office is being neglectful to her children. I didn’t want to but all this baby talk has got me feeling a sense of responsibility to report it.” He replied, leading you both out of his office.
He was calm and his reply didn’t seem rushed or rehearsed. You had no reason at all to disbelieve him. But you couldn’t shake this uneasy feeling.
It stayed with you all through dinner. You sat opposite of your soon to be husband with a feeling wrapped around you that you’d never felt before. Doubt.
Jungkook had never done anything to raise such doubt but you really couldn’t get rid of the feeling that something was wrong. You thought it was probably the talk you had with Yoongi weighing on your mind. You debated to yourself if you should ring it up or just leave it.
“What’s got you all worried? Your friends?” He asked, sipping his red wine.
“Sort of?” You answered as honestly as you could.
“Wanna talk about it?”
“I saw Yoongi today.” The words left your mouth before you had a chance to even process them. You watched him carefully to gauge his reaction. His chopsticks stayed steady in his hand. If he was phased by your admission, he hid it masterfully.
“Oh yeah? What did he say?”
“He said a lot of things.”
“Such as?” He prodded.
“He told me he didn’t cheat on Jessy”
“And you believed him?”
“I don’t know.”
“Believing a guy over your best friend is a little crazy, Y/N.” He said, raising one of his eyebrows in a way that irritated you.
“Yeah, I would think so too if he didn’t mention that you were the only person in his car, other than Jessy.”
“What, he told you they were my panties? Sorry to say sweetheart but red lace doesn’t really suit me.” He snickered sipping from his glass again.
You paused for a second.
“I never told you what kind of panties they were Jungkook.”
“No but Yoongi did when I called him this morning. Baby, tell me this, tell me why you insist in making me the villain of your life?”
“Excuse me?” You exclaimed.
“When a man has cheated on your best friend, it’s somehow my fault. When we were dating and you were insecure about not making enough money, that was somehow also my fault. You don’t see your friends for months? Again my fault.”
“That was your fault! You made it so difficult to see them because you would throw a fit every time I even entertained the idea of going to spend time with them.”
Jungkook laughed. “Did I tie you up? Did I lock you away in the house? Did I hide your car keys? No, I did none of that. I have never forced you to do anything. Maybe, just maybe it’s time you take some responsibility and do some self-reflection, my love.” He said through gritted teeth
Each word that he threw at you felt like daggers piercing your chest.
“And what is it that I should reflect on?”
“The fact that maybe you are projecting all of this shit on me to shield the idea that maybe your just a bad friend.”
That final blow hit you like a brick to the face. How could he say that?
You opened your mouth to speak but the words wouldn’t come out. You felt barbed with wrapping around your throat and tears started to pool in your eyes. You could only stare at him. He was heavy breathing while looking down at his half-eaten meal.
Neither of you said anything. Jungkook just took the final swig of his wine and stood up. The sound of his chair sliding against the marble floor made you flinch.
“Now, if you’ll excuse me. I still have work to do. I’m going back to the office for a while. Thank you for dinner.”
And that was it. He grabbed his stuff and left.
You stayed sat there, frozen in place. Is that really what he thought of you? Were you really a bad friend? The more you thought about it the more you could see how he was right. He hadn’t forcibly stopped you from seeing your friend and her baby. He hadn’t physically forced you to stay by his side. And when you were faced with the option to believe Yoongi or Jungkook, you hadn’t chosen him.
As the tears fell down your cheeks, you pulled out your phone and through blurry eyes you typed the only number you knew off by heart.
“C’mon Millie, pick up. I really need to talk to you.” You mumbled to yourself as the phone rang. It rang and rang but there was no answer. You looked at the time and realised that she must be putting Ty down for the night.
Then you called Lisa. You didn’t want to burden her with your problems especially considering what she’s going through but you thought at least you’d have some good news to tell her. You could tell her you spoke to Jungkook and he was considering taking her on.
Unlike Millie, Lisa answered on the second ring.
“You have some fucking nerve calling me right now.” Lisa spat down the phone.
What the fuck?
“Whoa, what are you talking about?” you asked, genuinely confused as to why you had been greeted with so much hostility.
“Don’t pretend like you didn’t know.”
“Didn’t know what?! What are you talking about?!”
“You’re fucking psycho fiancé has been spreading rumours about me. I spoke to my bosses personal assistant to try and get some kind of clarity and you know what she told me? The CEO of Jeon industries had refused to partner with my company if I worked with them. Claiming that, and I quote ‘as a business owner, I place a high value on mutual respect and efficient use of time. Based on my interactions with this employee, I do not feel that standard has been met. For us to continue working together, I would need assurance that all future communication and coordination will be handled by someone else.’”
Your mouth was agape. Did Jungkook do this?
“How could you Y/N? How could you let him do this to me?” She sobbed.
“Lisa, I…I had no idea. I’m so sorry”
“Save your apologies Y/N. Because if him, I will never be able to find work in this country again. He practically owns everything. His words carry a huge amount of weight. And now I either have to leave the country and away from my family so I can find a job to support myself or stay here, make new connections and start all over again doing something else.”
“Lisa…”
“You know what, forget it. Lose my number. I hope you and him are very happy together.”
With that, she hung up.
You felt like throwing up. How could he? You believed Lisa completely. She had no reason to lie.
You tried to call Millie again. You needed some clarity. Yet again, the phone rang out and you were met with her voicemail.
So you were sat alone with your thoughts.
Why was he doing this? What possible reason could he have to do that to Lisa? To lie like that felt so sinister and twisted and for the life of you, you could not come up with a motive. You ran everything through your head: Jungkook. Lisa. Jessy. Yoongi. Those stupid red panties.
The panties! You remembered that Jungkook hadn’t addressed the red panties, he just deflected and went on this gaslighting tirade.
You whipped out your phone again and called Yoongi.
“Hell-”
“Yoongi, what colour were the panties in your car?” You asked before Yoongi could even get his greeting out.
“They were red lace ones, if I remember clearly”
“Do you know where they were from?”
“Y/N, I didn’t exactly inspect them. Jessy just threw them in my face and I threw them in the trash.”
“Okay that makes sense. But do you remember if they had any defining features?”
“Apart from the dried-up semen, there were embroidered initials in them. An M and L I believe.”
At that moment, your heart fell out of your ass because on your one-year anniversary Jungkook had gifted a matching bra and pantie with embroidery on the waistline. ML. My love.
You felt sick to your stomach. You couldn’t even bid Yoongi goodbye. You just hung up and ran to the bathroom to vomit.
Images of Jungkook planting your panties filled with his cum in your best friends boyfriends car to frame him.
You emptied your dinner into the toilet bowl. Disgusted by what you head learned about the man you thought was the love of your life.
You rolled over on the tiled floor and cried. You sobbed for hours. Only to be interrupted by a phone call.
It was Millie. Thank God. If anyone was going to soften the blow it would be her. How wrong you were.
“How could you?” Millie wailed.
“Millie, what’s wrong? What’s happened?”
“They took him. They took my baby.”
What?
“The social workers came this evening because they received a report that I had been physically abusing my child.”
“That’s ridiculous. Anyone who knows you knows what a wonderful mother you are.”
“I thought so too, until they brought up bruising on his arms. That was enough for them to take him. And what’s funny is, you were the only person I mentioned that to. They came in and said that maybe the stress of being a single mother was taking a toll on me so they would take him into protective services for a while until I got some help. How could you do this to me. I thought you were my friend.” Her voice sounded so despondent, like she was out of her body and just letting the words fall out.
“Millie. I swear on my life I would have never done anything like this. I promise. You have to believe me.”
Silence. Millie was never silent.
“Y/N, I think its best we don’t talk to each other for a while. I need some time.”
With that she was gone. Your best friend of more than twenty years was gone.
You stood up of the floor with swift movement. You marched downstairs and grabbed your car keys.
He needs to answer for all of this.
You were a woman on a mission. You sped through every red light, completely uncaring of the consequences. You needed to see him. Now.
You arrived at his office and went straight to the top floor. You probably looked like a crazy person but you did not care. You needed to understand why the love of your life was o set on ruining it. And why the fuck was he targeting your friends.
You didn’t bother to knock, just walked right into his office.
He sat there, typing away on this computer without a care in the world.
Without looking up, he said “Hello my love. Come to apologise, have you?”
“Apologise?” You said, with absolute venom.
The tone of your voice finally making him look up from his work. He finally took in your figure. You did look like a crazy woman. Your hair was a mess, face flushed and tear stained, eyes red and t-shirt still covered in vomit. You didn’t have the time nor the desire to tidy yourself up before confronting him.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Calling social services on Millie, what the fuck were you thinking?! Why would you lie like that and don’t try to deny it, you were the only person I told about Ty’s bruise.” You screamed, marching over to his desk.
“You just admitted it yourself baby, I didn’t lie. Not to social services and not to you. Millie’s baby was bruised.”
“Yes, but you said on the phone you were reporting an employee.” You rebutted.
“Well, Millie technically is an employee of mine. She works as a secretary for the letting company I just partnered with, correct?”
You stumbled over your words, your mouth struggling to keep up with the million miles per second your mind was traveling.
“Your disgusting for doing that to her. And to Lisa, what was your reasoning for getting her fired from the company and blacklisted. You lied to her boss.”
“Again, my love, I didn’t lie. I said Lisa didn’t respect my time and she doesn’t respect my time and she doesn’t. She takes too much of your time and I can’t work with someone like that”
“So your punishing her professionally for spending time with her friend? Do you knot hear how fucked up that is?”
“Again, my love, your incorrect. I’m punishing her professionally for taking my time away from you, my employee.” His responses all hitting you while his eyes remained firmly at his computer screen. His lack of acknowledgment was making you want to swing for him.
“We’re engaged Jungkook. I don’t work for you.”
“Wrong again baby. Don’t you think is a huge coincidence that just when you thought about breaking up with me because you ‘didn’t earn enough money’, your company suddenly got this mystery investor and you got a sizable salary increase?”
Your heart stopped.
“It’s a huge financial burden, honestly. Your company doesn’t bring me much profit but it’s all worth it for you. You know I’d do anything to keep you happy.”
“Happy? You think any of this would make me happy?” Your voice shook as you felt the familiar sting of tears forming in your eyes.
Your wavering tone finally making him look away from his computer.
“Don’t look at me like that. I know you’re not happy now but you will be in the long run.”
“Like Jessy?” You spat.
“What are you talking about?” He said with innocence you knew was feigned. This set you off.
“I know it was you that put my panties in Yoongi’s car. I don’t know, my love” The nickname now feeling like poison on your tongue.
“But you should have been a little smarter than to use panties that YOU gave me with an identifiable embroidery on it.”
He sat, face unmoving.
You awaited to see what web of lies, only convincing to himself, he would come up with to get out this one. But you could have never predicted what came out of his mouth next.
He laughed. Not sarcastic or conniving but genuine laughter.
“Ah Well, I will admit to telling a few fabrications with that one. I will say though baby, it was hard to part with them. They were my favourite. And honestly speaking I wanted to keep them as memorabilia.”
“Memorabilia for what? You being an evil piece of shit?”
“No, for the memory of how our first child came to be.” He said with a smirk.
“What are you talking about?” You questioned.
“Well, if I recall correctly, around the time that I had replaced your first round of birth control with sugar pills, you were wearing those very same panties. So I wanted a little keepsake of what you were wearing when I impregnated you with our daughter.” He said as if it was the most normal thing.
“Wha-”
“Well, I assume it’s daughter. Wishful thinking I suppose.” He shrugged.
Subconsciously you placed your hand on your stomach.
“You’re sick. You’re a sick man and I want nothing to do with you. The engagement is off. I want nothing to do with you.” You yelled as you ripped your diamond engagement ring off your hand and threw it at him.
You turned to walk way to only be halted by his voice.
“I wouldn’t be too hasty if I was you Y/N. Because, not only does your little friend work for that lettings agency, they own her house don’t they? And I don’t know, but I think rent prices may go up and I know your bestie Millie won’t be able to afford them. Between you and me, my love, an unhoused mother that has allegations and evidence of abuse doesn’t look too peachy to social workers.” He said as he bent down to pick up your ring.
“And, I know the same letting company owns, a now unemployed Lisa’s, house. And also your parents’ house I believe. Imagine that, right after their future son in law agreed to pay off their home, he changes his mind and it’s all just taken away, just like that?” His tone threatening as he sauntered over to you.
“Guess that means your little vacation with them is fully off now, huh?” He snickered.
“You’re a monster. You did all of this just to monopolise my time?” You whispered, unable to get anything out. You felt like throwing up but you forced it down afraid that all would come out is bile as your stomach has been emptied out earlier.
“Baby, I’m no monster, just a man in love. Don’t you see? I did all of this for you, for us. So now you won’t have the burden of dividing your time anymore. We can do everything together. Now 100% of your time can be focused on us and our new little family.” He said slipping you engagement ring back on.
Once the rock was back on your finger, he clasped you hand and pulled you towards him. He turned you around so your back was now pressed against his hard chest. Nothing filled your ears but the sound of the heartbeat of a man you were unsure even had a heart. Just an empty hole filled with nothing but obsession.
“I don’t care, I can’t be with you. You’re evil and the you I thought I knew does not exist. You repel me.” You said. Voice firm. You needed him to hear you.
“Don’t say that.”
You turned around and looked up into his eyes. The same eyes you gazed into earlier this evening, wrapped up in pleasure. Eyes that used be so warm and magnetic, now looked empty.
“Y/N please, you have to understand, before you I lived life with no fear now the only exception is the idea that one day you won't be here. I can’t be without you. Please don't leave me now.” He said with a wail you had never heard from him before.
He sank to his knees arms wrapped around your legs face buried in your sweatpants. His body heaved and sobbed. Excruciating weeps released with every breath he exhaled. Despite being the one who had brought destruction to everyone you held dear, he cried as if he had been sentenced to execution and you had been appointed executioner. He was in pain and despite everything, you couldn’t bring yourself to push away from him. He schemed, lied and manipulated. You looked down at him, this pathetic man had ruined everything you loved yet you couldn’t leave him.
In that moment you understood. All the I love you’s were all lies too. He didn’t love you. He didn’t love anyone. He didn’t know how too. That’s why he doesn’t have friends, that’s why his nanny had to leave and that’s why he had done all of this.
Jungkook was just doing the one thing he knew how to do. Possess. Own.
And now he owned you.
A/N - Thank you for the love on part one! Hope you enjoyed this one too <3
Hiiii!! I know it’s too soon but that story with yandere jungkook is amazing , when do you plan on posting part 2??
I hope she leaves his ass for real 🙄
Hiya!! Thank you so much 🥺 I honestly wasn’t expecting this many people to enjoy it so I didn’t even have an idea of when part two would be coming out 😭😂
But I’m going to try and get it uploaded by next Friday! And I hope she leaves his ass too 💖
Warnings/Genre: Yandere, Dark Romance, Filthy smut, toxic relationship, manipulation
Word count: 6.5k
SUMMARY: You was supposed to go on vacation with your friends. Jungkook was supposed to be okay with it. Instead, engagements fall apart. Careers disappear. Homes become unaffordable. And every reason You have to leave is quietly taken away. Jungkook calls it love. You will learn it’s something much worse.
Note - I have been really fucking with Tyler the creator lately and the fic this song is based on has been in my rotation since the beginning of last year. So enjoy part one of the series.
not proof read so apologies for any spelling or grammar fuck ups
- Ryeon <3
Part two | Masterlist
Chapter One
“This 60-40 isn’t working!”
As his voice boomed down the phone you could only let out a sigh.
The chill of the winter air didn’t compare to the frosty conversation you were having with your Fiancé.
You could feel the sympathetic stares of your friends from inside the restaurant. This wasn’t anything new to them and it certainly wasn’t anything new to you.
“Jungkook, why are you doing this? This is the first time I’ve been out with my friends for months. You promised you’d give me space. Why is 60 percent of my time not enough for you?”
“Because Y/N, I know the kind of people they are. What kind of friends would want to take 40% of your time when they know the only person that truly cares for you is waiting at home like some lovesick fucking puppy. Is that what I am to you? Someone who will just sit around waiting until you can be bothered with me.”
Gaslighting. A skill Jeon Jungkook has perfected to an extraordinary degree. But you were used to it. After 5 years of being with him, his attempts at manipulation don’t pierce you anymore.
“Careful how you speak about my friends.” You warned.
“Jungkook…you’re the only one that views yourself like that. Either you give me space or I’ll do it for you.”
You were met with silence. This was new. He always had something to say.
Your black leather coat did nothing to shield you from the night current. Although, it could have been the middle of summer but the frosty hush from the other side of the phone would have been enough the strip away any warmth you would have felt.
“What? You wanna leave me, baby? Is that it?” The sarcastic smirk in his voice pissing you off.
“No Jungkook, I don’t want to leave you but I feel suffocated. I love you. I love you more than anything but I’m a person with a life. With a life outside of this relationship and I need you to respect that.”
“I do! It’s you who doesn’t respect me. You don’t respect my time. You don’t respect the fact that I need you more than they do. Baby, I can do all that stuff with you. You wanna go for dinner? Fine! We can do that. You wanna go to the club? Fine, we can go together. You wanna take a trip half way across the world? we can do that.”
You rolled your eyes in complete disbelief. You knew this was why he was being so uptight.
You and your friends had been planning a trip away. Just as girls to catch up and relax and when you told Jungkook about it he threw an absolute fit. Normally you would concede to his demands to placate him but not this time. You put your foot down. You were going. And he hated that.
“Jungkook please, I don’t want to have this argument again. You’ve known about this trip for 6 months, what makes you think I’ve changed my mind? Jessy has gotten engaged and I haven’t been there to celebrate that. She was our biggest cheerleader when we got engaged. Lisa has just gotten her dream job and I have not been able to show her how happy I am for her. I mean, Millie has been my best friend since I was 6, she had a baby 5 month ago and I have not been there for her because 100% of my time has been spent with you. This is the first time we’re going to be together since she got pregnant, why can’t you understand why this is important to me?”
Silence.
He said nothing.
You tried to lighten the heavy atmosphere with I light-hearted “You can’t be selfish baby; you need to learn to share me. There is plenty Y/N to go around.” You finished with a half-hearted laugh hoping he would find humour in the ridiculousness of the situation.
“I thought I was your best friend.” He finally retorted. You could hear the smile in his voice and suddenly all tension left your body.
“You are, my love. I just need to be with the girls. And on the bright side, we’ve cut it down from a week trip to only 5 days. Millie doesn’t want to be away from the baby too long.”
“Okay, I hear you and I get it. You enjoy your night baby. I’m sorry for being a dick. I don’t mean to come off jealous or controlling, I just love you and the thought of you being away from me terrifies me.”
You smiled at that.
That was your Jungkook.
He’s always been like that. So scared that you’ll slip away from him.
“I know baby. I’m not going anywhere; I just need you to trust that.”
“Alright, my love.”
For the first time in 5 years a phone call from Jungkook while you were out with friends didn’t result in him driving to come and bring you home.
“Okay. And because my beautiful boy was so understanding, I’m going to bring him some food home because I know he probably didn’t eat today. Do you want a steak?”
“Blue please.”
“I know, you animal.”
“Don’t be mad at me because you like bland, chewy, well-done steak. Some of us have refined pallets” He chuckled.
“If you say so. Although, we do have to drive past a farm on the way home, do you just want me to pick up a live cow from the field so you can just eat that?”
“Ha Ha Ha, very funny. Text me when you’re ready for me to pick you up, okay?”
“Okay. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
You walked back into the restaurant and sat back down with your friends.
“I don’t believe it, Jungkook hasn’t stolen you away from us? Must be a Christmas miracle!” Jessy teased.
“Jessy, stop teasing her. Is everything okay Y/N?” Millie asked, worry etched on her face.
In any other circumstances it would be overkill for your friends to be so rattled by a phone call but these weren’t normal circumstances and Jungkook wasn’t a normal guy.
“Yeah, we’re all good. In fact, he ended up being super understanding. All I need to do is remember to bring him back some food. I know the Jungkook loves the food from this place.”
“Wow, look at that! We love seeing growth and maturity from Mr CEO.”
“Lisa, leave him alone. You know how he gets but he’s actually been trying really hard lately. We only bicker once and a while now.”
That wasn’t entirely true but you were careful about how much you told your friends about Jungkook. He was a difficult person to understand from the outside looking in but you knew when he loved, he loved hard. And as much as he hated sharing your time with your friends, you knew he loved them just as much as you did.
You knew this because Jungkook had gone out of his way to really come through for them when they needed help. They would never ask him of course, but you did.
When Jesses fiancé, Yoongi, was first introduced to your group he was unbelievably shy. Which was ironic considering Jessy was the exact opposite. He spoke no more the 5 words to anyone, that was until Jungkook had pulled him away from the large group of women just to have some guy-on-guy conversation. They talked the whole night and Jessy immensely thanked Jungkook for making Yoongi feel mor comfortable. His demeanour changed completely when chit chatting with Jungkook and he eventually came out of his shell and became just as chatty as your man. It was heart-warming to see the two bond and eventually go on to be golfing buddies.
“Less bickering is always good! How is he? I feel like we haven’t seen either of you in forever.”
“He’s good thanks, Mills. He’s just so busy with work nowadays. There is this real estate company he’s trying to get and I think contract negotiations are stressing him out.”
“Bless him. Tell him not to work too hard it will age him.” Lisa joke.
“Hahah I’ll pass the message on. But enough of that, how are you, Millie? How’s the baby doing?”
“He’s good! Now that we’ve settled into the new house, I feel like I can finally create a schedule, you know?”
You basked in the atmosphere as you listened to your friends update you on their lives, so happy that you were able to come and do this. You couldn’t remember the last time that you hadn’t left an event early because Jungkook had picked a fight with you.
“So the trip, how’re we all feeling?” Jessy asked excitedly.
“So ready for it! I know I prayed and begged the universe for this job but it has been kicking my ass lately. Being a marketing executive is not for the weak.” Lisa sighed.
You all laughed at Lisa’s reply because she really had worked her ass off for this Job.
All of you were hard workers but Lisa was your friend that had known what she wanted from a young age and stopped at nothing until she got it. She was passionate about marketing. She had studied it at university, had networked like a mad woman and made insane connections in the corporate world and worked her way up the ladder until she landed right where she wanted to be. You were so proud of her.
“I’m surprised CEO Jeon is letting you out of his sight let alone the country Y/N. How did you manage that?” Jessy asked as she sipped her merlot.
“It was a struggle to convince him but I think he gets it now. He knows how much you guys mean to me so he’s really trying to ease up a little.”
This made your friends smile. Millie raised her glassed and made a toast.
“Well then, here’s to Jungkook! For finally fucking with us. It only took, 5 years.”
You all laughed and cheersed to your fiancé.
It was about 2 hours later that you finally texted Jungkook to come and pick you up.
Your home was roughly 20 minutes from the restaurant but to your surprise Jungkook was already outside waiting.
Of course he was.
You made your way over to the black Mercedes. The love of his life second only to you.
“Hi baby.” You greeted as you slipped into his car.
He gave you no time to even put your seatbelt was on before your face was engulfed in his hands and his lips were pressed onto yours.
“Missed me?” You joked as you pulled away from him getting a good look at his handsome face, lips now stained the colour of your crimson lipstick.
“Like you wouldn’t believe.” Jungkook smiled back at you. With that bunny smile that you loved so much.
“Ready to head off?”
“I am indeed! I have your steak ready too”
“Don’t worry sweetheart, that steak won’t be the only thing I’m devouring tonight.” He grinned to himself as he pulled out of his parking space.
“Woah, what’s brought all this on Jeon?”
“Well this is a night for celebration, my sweet girl. Contract negotiations have been finalised and you are now looking at the new CEO of the Hastings real estate, the largest real-estate broker in the country. I now own 89% of all the buildings in Korea.”
“Are you fucking kidding?! Baby, That’s amazing. I’m so fucking proud of you! This is for sure a night to celebrate. Here I thought the highlight of my night would be watching my pretty baby devour this raw, almost bloody, steak like a literal vampire.”
This earned a booming laugh from him. The kind of laugh that made his eyes crinkle and put his dimples of full display.
It should have taken you both 20 minutes to get home but Jungkook managed to get there in 9 minutes flat. I guess traffic lights don’t matter when you have the right motivation to get home.
You had barely had enough time to enter the pin to your shared penthouse flat before he was all over you.
One of your favourite things about Jungkook was how much of an oxymoron he was. He would fuck you so hard but at the same time still treated you as if you were made of glass.
As soon as you stepped in, he had you pressed up against the door. Lips crashing onto yours.
He held you with such care, taking off your dress slowly, letting the satin material slip off your skin leaving your bare tits on full display for him. He stared like was ready to consume you, he always did.
He picked you up bridal style, which elicited a girlish giggle from you and charged towards your shared bedroom. Once in, he placed you gently on the bed. You basked in it because you knew this was most gentle he would be with you for the rest of the night.
He was starting to breathe heavily, not taking his eyes off of you. He smiled to himself when he realised you were already panting in anticipation for him.
“Oh, my love, I haven’t even touched you yet.” He said, while finally slipping his hands up your smooth legs, removing your panties. He brought his warm hands to your heat, the sudden contact making you jump, “do you like that?” You nodded.
He lowered himself in between your legs, his muscles clenching as he lowered himself closer to you, his bare chest rising and falling right above you, his stomach almost touching yours, hand still playing with your slick folds.
“Yes, ahh-” you sighed when he pushed his middle finger into your dripping core, “I like that.”
“Yeah, you do? Tell me how much?” His voice quiet and soft as he kept pushing his finger at a steady pace.
“A lot...” The tail end of your answer turning into a strained whimper.
“A lot?” he chuckled, the position you were in clearly amusing him, “how can you still look so innocent even when spread out underneath me like this, hm?”
For a moment, you tried to stop whimpering, trying to hold eye-contact with him. He dragged his fingers out of you, straightened up his whole body and kneeled between your legs.
The same fingers that were inside you a moment ago, he now brought up to his mouth, licking off your arousal and then he lowered himself again, kissing you hungrily to make you taste yourself.
He loved doing that. He made sure you knew that you were his favourite flavour and in these instances Jeon Jungkook had no issue with sharing.
You felt his tip teasing your entrance and then he started stretching you out slowly, filling you up in a couple of seconds.
He fucked you slowly, but each thrust was hard.
“Look at me, baby” he said, fucking into you harder, his skin now slapping against your own.
“Look at me while I fuck you.” His voice was calm yet demanding – each word accentuated by his hips pushing into you.
Unable to maintain your composure any longer, you allowed yourself to fall into the pleasure
“You’re mine, do you know that,” he was getting out of breath, trying desperately to say what he had to, “do you know that, huh?” The end of his sentence turning into a whimper.
“No matter much how much time you spend away from me, you’ll always be just mine.” He was pushing even harder into you, moving your hair out of your face. “No one could ever take you away from me. You’re so beautiful. You need to, uhh fuck,” he hissed in pleasure, “to know that you’re mine. Only mine.”
You pulled him in for a kiss, but he avoided your hands. “Tell me, tell me it’s true.”
“Yes, I’m yours. I’m only yours baby, please!”
At that he pressed your lips together, moaning into your mouth and you felt your orgasm tear through your body, digging your fingernails into his muscular back in the process. The action making him hiss out in pain.
He kept fucking into you through your orgasm. His pace slowed but he started thrusting harder and harder.
“Look at me,” he said, but you couldn’t open your eyes, “look at me!” This time, he raised his voice a bit and you tried to keep your eyes open. “I-uhh, I love you. You have to know that. I fucking love you with everything I have. Everything I am, everything I do is because I love you so fucking much.” He said as he quickened his pace and soon you felt him spilling into you.
Hard breathing filled the room as you both basked in your post orgasm states. You ran your fingers up and don his back trying to sooth the scratch marks you had just left behind.
“I saw the photo you posted on your story with your little friends. You looked joyous. I want you to be like that all the time.” He panted, still inside you.
“I am happy baby.”
“I know, I just…I worry sometimes you seem happier with them than you are with me. I know it’s stupid and I’m being irrational but sometimes I…never mind”
“No, go on” you said, now stroking his sweat drenched hair out of his flushed beautiful face.
He finally slipped out of you and rolled onto his back. He reached over to where you were and in a swift movement, pulled you to his side.
“It’s dumb, honestly. But I see my life like a picture. Perfect girl by my side, great career, good health, ya know?” He hummed, looking down at you.
You nodded, afraid that any word from you would halt his train of thought.
“But your friends sometimes really fuck up my frame. They aren’t developed like we are. I knew they would always be around but I don’t know. I just always pictured it being us. I don’t have close friends, just associates and acquaintances that think they’re my friends that I use to get what I want. I know its fucked up but that’s the way my father raised be to see life and people. But the idea of anyone thinking that way about you terrifies me. That’s honestly why I always make a big deal when you want to leave me to be with them. I know its irrational but I’ve never had friends so I don’t always see the need in maintaining those friendships.”
Post sex Jungkook was always the most honest version of him. You understood his point of view because you had met his father. A cold, awful man that treated his son as nothing but a long-term investment and a product he could slap his name on to take credit for all his achievements. So you got it, you really did. And his mother was no better. She had no love for her husband and no connection to her son. She cared about nothing but status and labels. Fair to say they didn’t like you very much but that didn’t matter. Jungkook did.
“I hear you baby. But these girls have been with me through everything and have never faltered, not even once. They want the same thing you do, the best for me.”
His eyes never left yours as you spoke but he stayed silent.
“Plus, you have friends. You and Yoongi are cool, right?”
“I guess. He’s a great golf player. Kicks my ass every time. But I don’t know that I would call us friends”
“Do you want to be?”
He shrugged his shoulders but you could tell he was really pondering the question.
“It’s never too late to unlearn what your dad taught you. Sometimes you gotta close a door to open a window, right?” You beamed up at him.
He smiled back at you and nodded as you snuggled into his chest.
“I love you Jeon Jungkook.”
“And I love you Y/N Y/L/N. Soon to be Mrs Jeon”
You giggled. “Can’t wait.”
“How many kids do you want” he asked.
The question took you by surprise because Jungkook had never brought that up before.
“I honestly don’t know if I want any. I think having a baby would keep me at home too much. But if it happens, it happens but I don’t think it will happen for a long time. Thank God to the person who created the contraceptive pill or I would have been pregnant years ago Mr ‘I only ever want to cum inside you’” You joked.
You felt his chest move up and down as he laughed.
“Don’t deny it, you love when I finish inside my girl”
“Of course I do. Wouldn’t have it any other way”
Your pillow talking session was interrupted by the sound of your doorbell. You looked at your phone to check the time. Who could that possibly be at this hour?
You hopped off the bed and pulled on one of Jungkook’s shirts. Before your hand could touch your bedroom door Jungkook stopped you with a firm “Absolutely not. I’ll go check, stay here.”
So naturally, you followed him down the stairs.
You saw him check the monitor before pulling the door open.
From the bottom of the stairs you heard a faint familiar sobbing.
Jessy?
“I’m so sorry to disturb you both but I needed to talk to someone. I..I.. I don’t know what to do” Jessy sniffled.
You ran to the door and embraced her into a hug which she gladly fell into. You could tell she needed it.
You lead her frail body into the living room and stay her on the sofa. Jungkook walked past you both straight to the kitchen. You could hear him running the sink in and searching through your cupboard for a glass.
By the time he had finished preparing her a glass of water she had calmed down enough to speak.
“What’s happened?” You asked terrified. This was the first time in 10 years that you had ever seen Jessy cry. She was the type to hold her emotions and cry when she was alone. You hated that for her but you would never try to change her.
Her hands shook as she took the glass but she finally spoke.
“It’s Yoongi. Y/N, I found some woman’s panties in his car. He’s having an affair.”
“What?! There is no way. Yoongi is obsessed with you.”
“I thought so too but apparently not to obsessed to fuck another bitch in his car.”
“Did you ask him about it?” Jungkook questioned, his concern mirroring yours.
“I did. He was just stuttering saying he didn’t but what could possibly be the reason for used panties to be in his car? There is even cum stains on them Y/N.” She broke.
You didn’t know what to say.
You pulled her in for another hug and you let her cry it out.
“Jessy, you can stay here as long as you need to.” You said and you stoked her hair.
“No, I need to get out of this city for a while. I called my mom and she’s picking me up from here. She doesn’t know, I’m so embarrassed and I couldn’t bear to tell her. I know how much she like him. She’s in the city visiting my aunt but I’m going back with her to Busan tonight.”
“You have nothing to be embarrassed about, you haven’t done anything wrong” You firmly told her.
“I know, I’m just so tired.”
“You can lay down here until your mom comes, Jessy” Jungkook said.
“Thank you. Thank you, both of you.”
You pulled a blanket off the other sofa to drape around her and left her to be alone for a moment.
You pulled Jungkook into the kitchen. “I can’t believe it. Yoongi would be the last person to cheat. You’re more likely to cheat than Yoongi.” You yelled in a whispered.
Jungkook’s eyebrows knitted together at the very suggestion.
“I know you wouldn’t but you know what I mean. He loves her just as much as you love me.”
“I don’t think that’s possible.”
“Not the time Jungkook!” You huffed through gritted teeth.
You both awkwardly potted around the kitchen in silence trying to not disturb Jessy. But the silence allowed you to run a million scenarios in your head as to how any of this could be possible but not one of them made sense.
Jessy’s mom came about 10 minutes later, you gave her one final hug before you both bid her goodbye.
You and Jungkook walked up the stairs to bed but he could tell that this would eat away at you until you got some kind of explanation.
“I can try and talk to Yoongi if you like? Just try and find out what’s happening.”
“Could you please, baby? I need to know what he has to say for himself.”
“Of course, my love. This outreach will be my first attempt of friendship” He tried to joke to lighten the mood.
Unfortunately, to you, nothing in this moment was even remotely funny.
“I don’t want you being friends with that man.”
“Ooh now look who’s not sharing.”
You lightly shoved him for that last remark.
You lay awake tossing and turning next to your sleeping fiancé. Your heart broke for your friend; you couldn’t imagine how much pain she must be in and honestly you didn’t want to imagine it. You know you had made the comparison before but the idea of Jungkook betraying you like that made your heart ache.
The next morning your day went as usual. You woke up, got ready and had breakfast before Jungkook drove you to work. All day, your thoughts never left Jessy.
You called Jungkook at lunchtime to ask if he’d had a chance to speak to Yoongi. He had.
Jungkook’s findings had concluded that Yoongi was a serial cheater and had been cheating on Jessy since they had been together. This was just the first time he had been caught. He said he loved Jessy but he was a man that would never be truly satisfied with one woman.
You felt sick to your stomach and you vowed to never see that man again. And if you ever ran into him, you would run in the opposite direction in fear that any confrontation will land you in jail.
You finished the day up and were now ready to head home. As you walked to the elevator, you were just in the middle of texting Jessy when you received a call from Lisa.
Which was odd cause Lisa never called, she only ever texted. Your stomach dropped, intuition telling you this was not going to be good news.
“Y/N…” Lisa said, tears clearly evident in her tone.
“Lisa? Are you alright?”
“They fired me.” She wailed.
“What?! Why!?’
“I don’t know, some mystery investor. They said they would only consider investing in our company if I was not the Marketing head. So they let me go.”
What the fuck was happening? This felt like a twilight zone episode. There is no way Jessy found out the love of her life is a dirty filthy unapologetic cheat and Lisa has lost the only thing she has ever wanted all in the span of 24 hours.
“And to make matters worse, the whole day I’ve been calling every connection I have to get another job and no one will hire me. Apparently, word has spread around to the industry that I am a ‘liability’.” She blubbed.
“Lisa, honey, I’m so sorry.” You replied apologetically. Again, in a position where you knew nothing you could say would provide any comfort.
“I don’t know what I could have possibly done to this person Y/N. Why me?”
“I don’t know, sweetheart. I really don’t know. I know Jungkook knows the CEO of your company, do what me to ask him to have a word to try and make sense of this?”
“Would he? I’d be so grateful.”
“Of course, I’ll ask him. Leave it with me. In the meantime, head on home, put on some comfy jammies, order some take out and have a good binge of Greys Anatomy.”
“That sounds like the perfect plan. Thanks Y/N” she laughed through her tears.
“It’s no worries, girl. Just take it easy and try and settle yourself, you’ve had a very emotionally draining day. Love you”
“Love you too girl, bye.” And with that she hung up.
Immediately you flicked to your call log to call your fiancé. The time was about 5:15pm so he should be out of his last meeting for the day. The elevator doors opened as your finger hovered over the call button when your eyes met with a sight that would soon send you spiralling. A figure that you would never have imagined would inspire such rage in you. It was Yoongi. Stood there bold as fuck by the reception desk in the lobby. He looked rough as hell. Hair an absolute mess with clothes he looks like he hasn’t changed since yesterday. Eyes bloodshot and skin looking dull and sunken. You would never have guessed he was the shy introverted man that made your stoic best friend beam with joy. Here before you stood the husk of the man you thought he was. You would feel sorry for him if you didn’t know what he had done. That being said; what the fuck was he doing here.
“You’ve got a lot of fucking nerve showing your face to me.” You spat out as you walked right past him.
“Y/N, please I need to talk to you.”
“You have nothing to say that I want to listen to, Yoongi.”
“I just need 10 minutes to explain.”
You stopped walking. You paused for a minute and thought. Although Jungkook had spoken to him, you kind of needed to hear for yourself. You needed to hear how this withdrawn, timid mad turned out to be such a monster. You needed to hear what web of lies he was going to string together.
“You have 7.”
Your office building was a fairly luxurious one. When you had joined, another company had partnered with them and it increased the budget by hundreds of millions. This meant a sizable pay rise for you and all the other senior team members and a brand-new office building. This one was 15 floors, had a built-in gym, a pool and a fancy new café. This was where you had pulled Yoongi to talk.
He sat in front of you fidgeting with his fingers unable to look you in the eye. He just stared down into his lap like it was the most interesting thing in the world.
“Your down to 5 minutes now.” You warned.
“Look, Y/N, I love Jessy and I would never cheat on her.”
You laughed. Was he serious?
“So you really sat me down just to lie to me?”
“I’m not lying I swear. I have never cheated on Jessy.” He paused. He finally looked up and continued.
“Growing up I was a very quiet kid. Shocking, I know. But I was never popular. I wasn’t unpopular but I wasn’t well liked. I had made peace with the fact that that was the person I was always going to be. There but invisible. That was until I met Jessy. She was the first person who saw me. Like, actually saw me. She took interest in my interests and never made me feel weird for being interested in them, she invited me into her world and fort the first-time ever I felt not only seen by her, but really understood in a way that I never thought was possible. She is the love of my life and I would never ever do anything to betray her” he said.
His eyes never left yours and for some reason you believed it. But how could you, you saw the state Jessy was in, you heard what he had told Jungkook and you knew about the cum stained underwear she had found in his car.
“Well that’s all very poetic. But what about the panties in your car Yoongi. How the hell do you explain that?” You asked, frustration painting every word.
“Y/N, you know me. Do I seem like the kind of person that can get a random woman into his car for sex? It was a miracle Jessy found me worthy enough to take interest in. I don’t exactly have women banging down the doors for me.”
“Then how did they get there?”
He stayed silent and it pissed you off. So you pushed your chair back and got up to leave.
“Y/N please! I’m sorry, this is just tough for me.”
“Aww, is it? You know what’s tougher than speaking? Being cheated on by a man you thought was the love of your life.” Each scornful syllable that fell from your lips you could see pierced him like a knife. Good.
“I didn’t cheat on her. Look, I’m going to be embarrassingly transparent with you. But please, sit down” He begged and you obliged.
“You have 3 minutes left”
“Okay,” he took a deep breath before continuing.
“I’m not a rich guy. I have a moderate low level corporate job that pays me enough to live and occasionally take a few nice vacations every year. Jessy knows this and didn’t care. She loved me for me.”
You watched him as he spoke.
“But although I know that Jessy doesn’t care, I do. So after meeting you all and seeing how successful and wealthy you all were, I can’t lie, I was a little intimidated. When Jungkook invited me to play golf the first time, I declined and said I was too busy. But in reality, I was embarrassed. Imagine me pulling up to a golf range with Jungkook in his 2025 Mercedes and me in my Honda Civic? No, I couldn’t embarrass Jessy like that. So I started working harder, really working. I took every overtime shift, if there was a job to do, I’d do it. I even worked evenings and weekends for a whole year. It really put a strain on mine and Jessy’s relationship but we made it through and I finally had enough money saved. Not enough for a car like Jungkook’s but a good car none the less. Enough to not feel so inadequate. But that being said, because it was such a pricy car, I’m terrified to drive it anywhere. So I only allow myself to take it out when I’m driving Jessy somewhere and when I go golfing with Jungkook.”
As mad as you were at Yoongi, you could completely empathise with this aspect of him. Jungkook was an extremely wealthy man. It was enough to make anyone feel a little small. In the beginning when he asked you out, it intimidated you a little bit too. It almost made you break off your relationship before it started. But when you got your raise, it was enough to make you feel like you weren’t a street rat dating a prince. Nothing compared to what he had but enough non the less.
“But last week, when we went golfing, he told me he needed to leave his Mercedes at the course cause he had a meeting there with some real estate brokers in a few hours. So he rode home with me…” He paused, looking down again.
“Continue” you demanded, not knowing where this was going but still having a knot in your stomach.
“Well…other than Jessy, Jungkook is the only other person I have ever let in that car…”
It was quiet for a few seconds. Broken only by a chuckle you let out.
“So you want me to believe Jungkook planted panties in your car to make Jessy think you were cheating on her? Yoongi there were a million lies you could have told me but you chose to go with the most unbelievable one? Goodbye.” You stood up, not wanting to give this animal any more of your time.
“Y/N please you have to believe me!” he shouted as you walked away, not bothering to look back.
Still, you heard the pitter patter of feet running behind you.
“Y/N, I’m not lying. I promise I wouldn’t lie about something like this. I’ve been up all night trying to work up the courage to come and tell you this. I wouldn’t believe it either, I thought Jungkook was my friend.”
This made you stop in your tracks. The memory of your conversation last night came flooding back to you. His words clear as day in your mind: “I don’t have close friends, just associates and acquaintances that think they’re my friends that I use to get what I want.”
You spun around to face a flushed out of breath Yoongi.
“So then, why today did you tell Jungkook that you’d been cheating on Jessy this entire time. That she wasn’t enough to ‘satisfy’ you?”
He looked at you, his face the same colour of confusion as yours. His reply making your blood run cold and altering everything you thought you knew about the love of your life.
“I…haven’t spoken to Jungkook today?”
A/N: I'm so happy to be writing again! Hope Y'all enjoy it <3
Royalty AU × Prince!Jungkook × Maid!Reader × Childhood friends to lovers × angst
In which Jungkook can only ever live a fever dream behind closed doors, while the world at day becomes more and more cruel.
Tags/warnings: angst, royalty, forbidden romance, so much angst, smut, jungkook wraps it up and so should you, longing, mutual pining, open ending
Length: no wordcount, short
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"Why do you always do that?" You ask Jungkook, who looks at you funnily for a moment, before he goes back to coloring.
"Do what?" He wonders, carefully running the tip of the red crayon over the paper.
"That thing, with your hand." You ask. Everytime he has to go, his mother would take his hand and lead him away. Whenever that happened, he'd always turn around, kiss his hand, and wave it towards you- a gesture you'd come to replicate by now.
"My mom said it means 'I'll see you again soon.' That's why." He explains proudly. "Woah, that butterfly looks so cool!" He exclaims, spotting what you've drawn on the same paper. You're a bit younger than him- and Jin, another servant's son and butler in training, had told you that his father had suggested you'd all enjoy the time you can play so freely for as long as you all can.
Because one day that'll all be over.
And while as kids you didn't believe it too much, you very much know now how true it had been, as you stand quietly in the corner with Jin, watching the royal family attend dinner.
Jin and you both are careful to have your eye out for anything the attending guests and family might need- your shoes quietly tapping on the floor as you walk towards the queen, refilling her glass of wine for her with well-taught movements.
You try hard not to glance towards Jungkook, who you know looks at you.
You refill his cup of water as well, not looking at him- it's forbidden, bad manners, especially with guests around, and he hates it. He wants you and Jin to even sit at the table with him, laugh and eat and just exist in the same world for a moment again, just like when you'd been kids. But that's impossible now, and he knows it.
The only way he can have you is in his chambers, late at night, when he's able to kiss you silly and steal your breath with his lips and actions.
You're so beautiful underneath him, bare body bathed in the moonlight shining through his opened curtains. He wishes you could even sleep here, rest next to him, but he knows that's too much to ask. He already has your love, owns your heart- and that's already dangerous enough in itself.
Because he's given you his own as well, and he knows it'll end up breaking.
But for now, as he brushes his lips over your collarbone, he doesn't want to think about it. He thinks about your hands on his arms, running over them and leaving goosebumps behind, as you wrap your arms around his neck. He likes being held by you. Even though you both have grown apart in physical appearance and hierarchy, you give him a sense of comfort he's never truly experienced before, not even from his own mother.
Because you love him, not his name.
And he loves you too, your entire being, as he enters you like so many nights before, condom wrapped around his length for safety- but he wishes he could one day have a family with you, marry you, but that's all wishful thinking.
You softly gasp at the feeling of his hips moving, legs wrapping around his waist underneath the sheets as you seem to need him closer. The kisses are clumsy, messy, but its okay like that.
Because that's how you love.
That's how he holds you close, speeding up his pace as he craves to see you come undone underneath him. You always cum so soft and sweet, so beautifully he can't ever get the image out of his head. You're his queen, even if reality tells him otherwise.
You'll always stay his queen.
He pushes himself in deeply, as if that would do anything for him; his seed spilling into the condom inside you whine your thighs spasm, core clenching around him as you finish as well.
You remember your first kiss in the royal kitchens, his lips on you for only a short time until Seokjin had caught you- luckily, because if it would've been anyone else, you surely would've faced dire consequences for your actions of bewitching the prince.
But he'd assured you time and time again, that it wasn't your fault.
It was no one's, he'd come to learn. Sometimes, love was fleeting, and other times, it was violent and merciless. And sometimes, love meant nothing in the eye of someone.
You leave him alone soon after he'd indulged in those intimate actions with you, breaking his heart every time, but he knows it's mutual. The true danger of your constant visits isn't set in your bones yet, it never has been, because the longing is simply too strong, overpowering any other taste of impending doom.
You've left your underwear in his room tonight.
There's nothing you'd not take as a consequence in return of his gentle touch.
But with routine comes comfort, and in comfort lies the danger of negligence. Of making mistakes, leaving traces, offering proof of your wrongdoings for others to find.
He doesn't know the problems it will cause soon. He's not yet aware of what this simple accident will bring over you both as soon as the maids come to clean up his chambers while he's out to practice and train as always. It'll devastate you both for sure, with one however at least being freed from the heavy burden sooner than the other, force of harsh reality one half of his heart as a punishment for his reckless love.