I still have you.

I'm Jeremy Gilbert. You may know me as the town stoner or that freaky emo kid. But you really should get to know me before you judge. Things have been looking up for me since the past year and I like the changes. I make mistakes. I'm only human. But I must warn you, I can be a dick sometimes. Elena Gilbert is my older sister and the only family I have left. She also happens to be the most important person in my life. Not only that but she's also my best friend and we're really close. I would do anything for her. Even if that means risking my own life to protect hers.

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Summer....

[franniefabrayy-deactivated20120]

Jeremy, this is what I’m good at. Pretending things didn’t have happen and you are pretty navie. I know you love me, and I love you for loving me. I love you for many reasons and I guess maybe because I do love you…we have to let this end here. Don’t ask me what I want because it’s going to be more painful. What I want is to give this a shot and be in your arms and be yours but you deserve better….so yeah I think this is for the best. 

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Have you ever thought that maybe you should stop pretending? That maybe you should do what makes you happy for once, Summer? Let me get this straight. Because you love me you are choosing to end what is going on between us? Yeah, I get it. I understand. I....uh...okay.

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Delivery boys are the best

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Fine, tomorrow it is. You should thank Caroline though for saving you from a night of torture. I was in a mood.

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Great. I'll make sure to mention it to her. She might just love it. Oh yeah? The mood will just have to wait.

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Summer....

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I meant it, Gilbert. I love you. But honestly you are right. Every time we get close, you run away or I run away or we try shifting our feelings for someone else and we just get hurt. I’m tired of the games and the hurt. So maybe we should just try and keep our feelings in check and just avoid them.

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Wow. This is something I didn't expect to hear. But I'm happy that I did. I love you too, Summer. And I'm pretty sure I always will. I'm tired of it too. I don't want to do it anymore. I don't want to spend days or nights together and then pretend the next day it meant nothing. This is what ended up happening in the past and I'm just done with that. Is that what you want to do? Pretend that there is nothing between us? Maybe you're right.

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Delivery boys are the best

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You know I don’t have a patient bone in my body…..are we still talking about you coming over because I’m confused.

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

You should learn to be. Yeah, we are. I can't though because I've made plans with Caroline tonight. Tomorrow?

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Summer....

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Well we always do get to this point and than something shitty happens and we both run or play games, those are always fun. Jeremy….I did mean it.

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

Fun for you, maybe. Not so fun for me. Someone always ends up getting hurt or bitched at. I don't want to do that anymore, Summer. Wait - you did?

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Delivery boys are the best

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What else am I supposed to do?

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I don't know, Kat. You could always wait.

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Summer....

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I mean…you have to give me something to work with…what do you want me to say? 

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

Alright. It's just that we've been here before....and I want to know something. Did you mean it?

[kitty-kat-petrova-blog]

Delivery boys are the best

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…well while you’re thinking I’ll be out getting another delivery boy. 

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Of course you are...

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Summer....

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This is about the L word, isn’t it? because….if not than I am completely lost. 

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

Yeah it is.... I haven't been able to forget about it.

[kitty-kat-petrova-blog]

Delivery boys are the best

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You never asked. Diamonds and chanel would be the more obvious answer but really…I just want to see you.

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I did. You never told me. How could I forget that? Diamonds are a girl's best friend, right? I'll think about it.

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Summer....

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Yes, I didn’t like the fact that you took over the entire bed, but sigh what can you do?

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

.... What? You hogged the entire bed and took my blanket. Anyway, I wasn't refering to that.

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Summer....

I think we need to talk. About the other night.

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Carebear.

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I thought I was your favourite because I’m peppy and cute?

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

Oh, right. That too.

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Delivery boys are the best

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I don’t recall such things. Maybe because I didn’t get my gifts.

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

You have memory loss. That's because you never told me what you wanted.

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Carebear.

[thecaroline-forbes-blog]

Careful, baby Gilbert. It’s a good movie! There’s a boat in it! Fine, fine, I’ll bring some other stuff.

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

I'm not a baby, you loser. It's stupid. Oh yeah. Let's watch the movie because it has a boat in it. Sounds like so much fun. Thanks. This is why you're my favorite.

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

Carebear.

[thecaroline-forbes-blog]

Yours or mine? But… the notebook.

[jerbeargilbert-blog]

Mine. I have the whole house to myself. Oh god no. You are not gonna make me watch that shit, are you?