Wasted time

Smile.Smile.Smile. And everything will be alright, am i right?

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and i won’t be on till later tonight :)

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so i have to help my aunt with my cousin’s sleep over party at a hotel tonight. i won’t be on until sometime tomorrow, i’m sorry for my wanky activity. i was not planning on doing this today but shit happens?? i’ll try to get on mobile and stuff but don’t forget our new place :)

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if you guys still want to stay together since we are all thinking this died, come join over here. :)

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“your option is worse.”

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“it’s the only reasonable explanation for their long absence.”

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“or they’re hella hungover”

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“or they are dead, my option is better.”

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“is everyone else dead, cause i’ve only heard from three people lately.”

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[ &--| imsg ; open

arden: 2

jeremiah: wow. you aren't any fun

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[ &--| imsg ; open

jeremiah: my question is

jeremiah: on a scale from 1-10

jeremiah: how awesome would it be if we went paddle boarding with dolphins !!!

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she bit her lips again, blushing. “can i just use your jacket?” she asked, rubbing the back of her neck. “but then i might bleed,” she sighed, running her fingers through her hair. “i’ll just bare my ass.” she continued kissing him, unsure of what to do. her fingers fumbled around his body, jumping from one point to the next before she decided to awkwardly try to remove his jacket.

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he nodded his head slowly. “arden.” he mumbled, pressing his lips to the corner of her lips. helping slip his jacket off his shoulders. lips falling down her neck to stop at the line of her top. “calm down.” he hummed,slipping his hands behind the female, fiddling for a moment before routinely unclasping the female’s bra. “just talk to me, okay?” he offered, wanting her to give him feedback if she were uncomfortable or hurting but more so if she were enjoying it.

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arden took a deep and shakey breath, nodding at his semi-comforting words. just the thought of someone seeing her naked other than herself freaked her out immensely, but tonight was the night she was going to get over that. “how’re we going to do this?” she asked, pulling away and looking around. “i dodn’t know if i feel comfortable baring my ass on this couch.”

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he let out another chuckle watching her as she pulled back. “ well i don’t think you want to have your first time sitting, well you can lay on my jacket, or we go back to a bedroom.” he offers, though taking this some other place may kill the whole moment all together.

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“i just don’t know what to do, jeremiah. on one hand i feel terrible for being so oblivious to this, but on the other hand, i’m pissed that she’s so pissed.”

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“it’s not like she blatantly told you how she felt and you went around and slept with me. she’ll get over it.”

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arden nodded, kissing him back softly. she moved her head to give him more access to her neck. “apart from the ulcer burning in my stomach from the butterflies? yes, i’m fine,” she joked, smiling softly. “you’re just going to have to be–gentle.”

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he nodded his head slowly,moving so his fingertips looped around the hem of her shirt before tugging it upward. breaking his touch to her for a moments as he let out a small little chuckle. “ i know, babe, i’ll treat you just right.” he hummed,taking one hand to press against her back and pulling her closer to him.

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“she told me she’s liked you for a long time, jer.”

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“she also said i was a fuckboy who never payed attention to her but should know that she has feelings for me.”

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“i can’t really imagine my first time with anyone else,” she mumbled, biting her lip. her hands ran down his torso, lifting up his shirt ever so slightly, just exposing a small line of skin.

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he hummed in pleasure of her words. “we’ll go slow.” he reassured,  pressing his lips against hers.slipping his hands towards her bum but not touching it with a small sigh. brushing her hair back slightly, his lips trailed down her neck leaving marks every so often in his wake. “promise me you’re fine?”

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“obviously i was meaning that, not loving one another.”

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“then i need you to stop freaking out.”

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throwing one leg around him, she straddled his lap, sitting lightly on it. she kissed him back passionately, her heart rate picking up as she pulled away from him. “we can…uh,” she mumbled, biting her lips. “do you want to?”

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his hands went to rest gently along the other’s hips.smiling against her lips, he looked up to her with a questioning look over his features. “you know what i want, arden. but what do you want?” he questioned, taking light circles to her hips as if he were attempting to calm her down.

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“’m not saying you’re wrong, but like–love. that’s, uh, a big word.”

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“i don’t love you. i’d rather call it making love than just having sex with you. just sex is meaningless to me.”