Calm Before the Storm

My name is Jesse St.James. Yes, THAT St.James. 22 years old. I am quite simple to understand. If you are good, I will be good. If you are bad, I will be bad. And man can I be bad.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

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[berrycaptive]

Or until there is no more love, only hurt. Hence the paradox. I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be so negative, so maybe we were supposed to fall in love, but what if we weren’t meant to work out? All the odds are against us. That paradox is bull, because I love you so much that is does hurt, but neither is going away.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

I love you. More than you will ever know, I love you Starlet. Come hell or high water, pain and suffering, each day my love for you simply grows. And every time I am forced to say awful things to you, remember that every word means I love you in my mind.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

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[berrycaptive]

“Sometimes desire is air; sometimes desire is liquid. And every now and then, when everything else is air and liquid, desire solidifies, and the body is the magnet that draws the weight.”

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

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[berrycaptive]

“Love of two is one

Here but now they’re gone Came the last night of sadness And it was clear she couldn’t go on Then the door was open and the wind appeared The candles blew then disappeared The curtains flew then he appeared… saying don’t be afraid Come on baby… and she had no fear And she ran to him… then they started to fly They looked backward and said goodbye… she had become like they are She had taken his hand… ”

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

"Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable."

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

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[berrycaptive]

Right, for a moment I forgot. I certainly hope our ending won’t be like theirs though…

“This day’s black fate on more days doth depend: This but begins the woe others must end.”

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

"Like Romeo and Juliet T'was written in the stars before they even met That love and fate, and a touch of stupidity Would rob them of their hope of living happily The endings were often a little bit gory I wonder why they didn't just change their story? We're told we have to do as we're told but surely Sometimes you have to be a little bit naughty. "

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

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[berrycaptive]

Winters only denied you to purchase me, that doesn’t mean you can’t come and see me right? Romeo and Juliet. Clever and almost effective.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

If I come down, our plan fails though, does it not? And I thought you would appreciate the sentiment, us being the two of them reincarnated and all.

Two lifestyles, both alike in dignity, In lone Voluptuas, where we lay our scene, From ancient grudge break to new mutiny, Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean. From forth the fatal loins of these two kinds A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life; Whose misadventured piteous overthrows Do with their death bury their overlords' strife. The fearful passage of their death-mark'd love, And the continuance of their rulers' rage, Which, but their captive's end, nought could remove, Is now the two months traffic of our stage; The which if you with patient ears attend, What here shall miss, our toil shall strive to mend.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

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[berrycaptive]

And what does it accomplish? Nothing. I..I love you Jesse, but you can’t ask me to do that. Are you feeling ok?

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

I am feeling the way I always feel when I am seperated from you for very long.  "A greater power than we can contradict Hath thwarted our intents."

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

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[berrycaptive]

That’s what I meant by we wouldn’t be welcomed back. & is that moment really going to be worth it Jesse? I mean, I want out but not like that…

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

Every great couple does it Rachel. True love, true heartbreak. All of them have something in common. Dying together

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[berrycaptive]

You know we’d never make it out. We got lucky the first time, it’ll be one in a million if we succeeded a 2nd time. And I don’t think we’d be so welcomed back if caught.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

Even if we didn't make it out, we would still be together, even if just for a moment. And Rachel, we would not be taken back. We would be killed. Surely you know that.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

berrycaptive replied to your post: -sigh- … why does it have to be like this? [Private] I hate it too, but we have to. Even though we don’t mean it.

Half the time i just want to run down to you and kill all the guards, break you out and runaway.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

-sigh- ... why does it have to be like this?

I don't know Starlet. I honestly don't know. I hate fighting with you.

[enslavedlittle-bird]

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[enslavedlittle-bird]

There’s no point. I think for their happiness, it’s best I withdrew until I’m needed. It’s not my place to want here.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

I wish you luck then Quinn. Have you been keeping up with your bible, or has it fallen to the wayside in the sight of all this drama?

[enslavedlittle-bird]

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[enslavedlittle-bird]

It’s just a big love triangle. And I hate drama here. It makes everything harder. I just want someone to love me and only me. But we both know that doesn’t happen here.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

It happens sometimes, but it never ends well. Have you talked to the other 2 pieces of this triangle about how you feel about all of this?

[enslavedlittle-bird]

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[enslavedlittle-bird]

Who was unkind to you? Who could be? I…well, I have been up and down, but…there’s too much drama as of late. And I want the wedding madness to end. All of it. Even if it hurts me.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

Naming anyone would do nothing to solve the problem. And I hope things improve for you Quinn. You should not have to hurt.

[enslavedlittle-bird]

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[enslavedlittle-bird]

How have you been, Sir? Has everything treated you well?

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

I have been better. The island has been nothing but kind to me, but I cannot sadly say the same for the people. And you?

[enslavedlittle-bird]

Jesse is here, again?

[enslavedlittle-bird]

I, um, well…hey.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

I know

[enslavedlittle-bird]

Jesse is here, again?

I haven’t seen him in months.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

I am really starting to get bored of this island

[berrycaptive]

Whore mouth is a bit of an exaggeration isn’t it? I don’t care what you do Jesse. I’ve stopped caring ever since I got back.

[jesse-st-sin-blog]

With what I have heard come out of that mouth, it is an understatement.