On gender fluidity
I see this less as a personal problem for anyone here (though I know it hurts) and more of a symptom of a terrible societal issue- it really isn’t anyone’s fault for saying or doing or feeling what they are right now because unfortunately we live in a world where as soon as we are able, inaccurate, opinionated, biased, irrelevant knowledge is shoved down all of our throats and if this is hard to follow I’m talking about how babies are being forced into a very specific life, not catered to their own specific needs. This comes from humans need to be in control, to think they know what is best for other people who live in a completely different reality. Education should not be telling vulnerable new life how and what to think, but to allow them to come up with their own ideas, to be there if they are interested and want to know more, and to tell them your own individual thoughts and ideas and the worlds views and ideas if and when they ask. This world is not being used properly. We have become rigid. We have lost the true meaning. Let. Kids. Grow. Let the universe flow. The education system is nothing but knots in muscle, refusing blood flow to vital parts of the body. Who told you what boys and girls are? Was it when you thought the pink one was more intriguing? Pink is a beautiful color. Beautiful things in nature are pink and our eyes are easily drawn to it, especially when being able to make the connections that make colors resonate deep inside your being is new. New to this earth, open eyes, and curious, “men” who have had the misfortune of having this robbed of them by older, “smarter” role models, laughed at you and said “silly billy, that’s for girls. This ones is for boys. You’re a boy.” To you, something beautiful was taken away. Something you wanted. And though the dull blue-grey one was beautiful in its own way and you can learn to be happy and to accept the world around you, there was just something about that pink you really wanted to delve deeper into. Gender is a construct. There are penises and vaginas, yes. There are yin and yang energies and part of this reality is that we need a balance of yin and yang to retain this delicate bubble of an atmosphere, and greater, the delicate bubble of life. What goes up must go down. Where there is inward, out. No light without contrast, no living without dying. Catholicism has made its way through every major civilization and has conqoured it’s way to the top, killing thousands for not believing in their structure, spitting on their cultures deemed “savage” for being based on enjoying the beauties of experiencing life as a human - sex, exploring consciousness via psychoactive drugs, magic ( manipulating energies), and studying the expansive depths of this universe by reading the stars and etc. pagans slaughtered for orgiastic rituals, natives killed by the hundreds and thousands because they were different. Thinking they were right, that they were helping the world, taking from millions, cultures based on people being born into this world, open eyes and curious, and loving the depths of being. Catholics hate(d) sex, freedom, magic. They forced their ways down throats and up asses literally, they wanted to tame the wild ways of nature and believed it separate from us, separate from being, something to be afraid of, something to be tamed, something impure and dirty, though we come from the dirt. Our food grows in the soil. Our planet is the soil. Our feet kissed the soil, so they made it mandatory to wear shoes. Hippies still don’t mind the soil, they see past the illusions and self-sabotaging cycles humans have created for themselves, for its own demise, and yet they have been ridiculed and spit on by society. Humans don’t need the structure they are born into, you CAN be yourself, you don’t need to succumb to the ways of those around you. You don’t owe anything to your parents for saving you from thinking you were a girl when God made you a boy. You would have found yourself years ago without them. Family can be great. Society can be great. People of like minds coming together to share their beliefs is beautiful, but forcing the information you have gathered on your own journey into other people is nothing but taking control over them and robbing them of finding it on their own. We as a society have deemed pink, long hair, pearls, pretty things as being girly and therefore female. Dull, reds, greens, blues, black, as more masculine and therefore male. What happens to the boys who don’t get enough beauty in their lives because a forced reality of solid Grey surrounds them when all they want are flowers, perfect geometry, astonishing composition of both shape and combinations of the richest colors found in nature? Well “obviously he’s gay” No. He’s him. They are them. That person, that figure, that life, is living. What happens to the girls who are sick of always needing to live up to societies standards of constantly needing to be living flowers for the world to look at, when all they want is to explore? It only restricts us. Why does it matter? Why do we rob people of their freedom? Labels are good for descriptions and when a “man” has long hair and is wearing a dress, isn’t he, by society’s definition of girly, a girl right then and there? Aren’t you not limiting or restricting them in any way by using the term when several feet away in conversation with the words you have been given to use and to describe things? Aren’t words silly? If you go up to a person and you tell them that you are very attracted to them and you are a boy and you like them because they have long hair and they are a girl and then they say I’m sorry I am actually a boy too, it doesn’t make you gay, it doesn’t mean you like men, it means you like that one person in particular and it doesn’t matter that they have a penis, is all you care about in a woman, her vagina? Do you just go hunting for people with vaginas? Or when you see a person and they are very beautiful and fulfill every fantasy you’ve had about a person’s attire, stance, and expression and they just so happen to have a vagina, society tell you it’s okay and though you don’t solely seek sex, nothing is wrong because it is a boy with a girl? If you don’t solely seek sex what is wrong with a beautiful person with a penis pleasing you? Why wouldn’t you want to please that person? Gender is bull shit. Sex organs are good for making babies. Sex can be good no matter what sex organs you have, you don’t need to take it up the ass, guys. You’ll find a way that you like. People are people. I don’t want to be a girl. I don’t want to be a boy. I want to be me.