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If I have to look at my own body I'm not making it to Christmas day

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Omg guys I developed a b¡nge e@ting dis0rder how fun is that!

Mentally I am at an all time low

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Next week you will be grateful you endured this week!

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Me before I go to sleep: I can control myself it's not that hard ffs just don't eat!

Me the second I wake up: well it's fine if I have this cuz (blah blah blah)

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I feel like I just collected all the infinity stones

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At this point it's like do I really have ana? Maybe I'm just being dramatic cuz I tried to diet a couple times

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Oh my god I need to be this skinny also wish I had a long torso I feel like I would look skinner more easily

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Hey dude, nothing hopefully

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Oh baby a plateau my favourite! *Sobs uncontrollably*

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Every time I feel like eating I look at the difference between eating the food I want to and not eating at all

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I will literally eat nothing but a redbull and a cigarette and then be like

"ouchie why does [anything on my body] hurt?"

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I don't know if many people have seen the low cal snack that's just grapes, sweetener and lemon juice but Ive tried it and honestly just put lemon juice on crushed ice or freeze diet lemonade

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I'm not just some loser with an ed, I'm a god damn scientist

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One week on 500 cals we are so back

Fasting today to balance out the carbs I gotta eat tmr :( at least I can walk for miles in London

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I swear every time I eat a piece of food just because it tastes good I immediately regret it because the flavour only lasted for two seconds and the shame is overwhelming

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Gym bros 🤝 ed girls

This is the same mentality as wanting to get kidnapped so you can starve and drop 20 lbs

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