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“what are you doing this weekend” i am going to fantasy land. i am hiding under the covers in bed. i am making things up. i am contemplating events that didnt happen. i am talking to fake people. i am listening to my tunes. i am envisioning scenarios

scramratz

Ai Art got popular because of cringe culture. You don’t have to be a good person or anything to make good art, but you do have to have passion and passion is gay and cringe, so they created a machine that makes art without all that gay cringe passion

let my last kisses of 19 be a sweet goodbye to teenage angst

podcastwizard

at absolutely all times i want to be with my five closest friends at a roadside diner getting breakfast and also there’s a quirky gift shop next door. maybe a small town mystery to solve we’ll see where the day takes us

sailermoon

how are we almost halfway through the year

kosmogrl

lunarriviera

someone loves me the way i am

i want someone to think of me and appreciate the way i view the world

#is this narcissistic

I WANNA KISS THIS GIRL SO FUCKING BAD RRAAHHHHHHHHHH

#god help me

i see her note,

lost in a sea of letters;

the only one my heart pulls too

#-love

she caressed my arm while we ordered taco bell. she ran her fingers along the softness of my skin. pulled at my hair tie. the smooth path she was creating with my skin, i was completely encompassed by everything she did. i felt it in my chest. each stroke another heartbeat.

#ordering tacobell #we rested our heads on each other

i’m laying in bed next to a girl i love. saddened by the events of the day. i let myself sit in the hopes of spending that prom together. silly me. how silly to think she’d want this too. want me. in the way i want her. a slow dance. it didn’t happen. oh well. now we’re laying in bed backs to each other going to sleep. why does my mind play tricks on me this way? why does she still have my heart? why do i let her affect me like this. i wanted the alcohol to mask how hard i yearned for her. god i love holding her hand.

prom night, june 6th 2025

#prom #wlw #ugh

oh to be held in someone’s arms. to be safely encompassed in the arms of someone who loves you. to fall asleep. god to fall asleep. to fall asleep in someone you trusts arms. to be warm. to be soothed. to completely give your body to the trust of another person. to let someone take care of you. to have someone want to take care of you. to be wanted. needed. god id love to be taken care of.

to feel the weight of someone else’s body press onto my back.

#when the wanting shows #guys i think im lonely

physical touch is like silent reassurance

today i learned that im self critical

i don’t know how i feel about that just yet

i’m terrified of missing things

the little moments

the laughs i’ve shared

stupid things that made us giggle

i hate the thought that those moments will forever be lost in time

as i grow older i know the only things that are really mine to keep are my memories

and if i don’t have those then what do i have?