It’s so sad that things are not working out. It’s sad I have to let go. I keep feeling like I’m not strong enough. But I think maybe I’ve just been lazy. I need to be uncomfortable I need to be alone I need to grow. I’m not the same. I’ve been through some shit. I’ve been embarrassed so badly time and time again. And I eat that shit cause I think I deserve it. I put my trust in God and ask for strength and guidance. I feel so lonely I really want a friend. Falling.














