J. F. D

[jfd97-blog]

What did I get myself into

I went on a trip In order to get to know myself I ended up making friends I ended up meeting men I fucked one I dated one I got betrayed by one And fell in love with one I couldn't have Four different men, four different endings I did get to know myself during this trip My taste My preferences Both so fun to discover But on a darker note I also discovered My vulnerability My "naïveté" My immense need for attention All which I never wanted to mention Everyday I asked myself; what did I get myself into But at the end, I know that it will change me for the better And I know that I'll be grateful for all those that I had encounter

[jfd97-blog]

The biggest conflict is when your head says run, but your heart says wait

JFD

[timbllr]

[babygirrrllllll-blog]

Since everyone seems to forget.

[itslikeibelong]

young girls/boys/whatever you are you need to know this I don’t want anyone to go through anything bad Stay safe kids 🌥 Please message me if you need someone to talk to 💕

[ithelpstodream]

[ithelpstodream]

[trauma-doodles]

[thegoodvybe]

[abdu117-deactivated20170830]

I wonder if you ever talk about missing me to anyone.

(via quotes117)

[364-more-days]

What happened? I was drunk and you Had a misguided smile I was lonely and you Held your arms wide open I was drowning sorrows and you Took away the shot glass And maybe it was the tequila talking but I thought you were safe You spent all night Taking care of me Then we were alone And behind that smile Were razor sharp teeth And now it makes sense How Lucifer could be Evil incarnate And somehow still be God’s favorite.

Smiles hold secrets by a.k.s (mine, please do not remove caption)

[neverxhere-deactivated20200618]

Don’t get me wrong, you’re kind, you’re extremely caring, and giving. And I respect the hell outta that, but its also your weakness. Things like that can be taken advantage of.

My psychiatrist, helping me realize there are things that just don’t belong in my future (via kittenxbabydoll)

[infpisme]

Story of my life…

[eyeswideopen1021]

Here’s to the girl who’s far from perfect. The one who’s confident yet completely insecure at the same time. Here’s to the girl who cares just a little too much. She loves with all of her heart yet pretends to have no emotions. She has her bad days and her really bad days, but most days are good and she’s thankful for that. She loves her family and friends, and she’s learning to love herself too. This girl is so extremely passionate, more than it even comes across. It is often her strength and her downfall. She wants to be swept off her feet, but will never be taken advantage of. She’s strong, but vulnerable in ways some will never know. She’s opinionated and a perfectionist and her mind is filled with the most beautifully outrageous dreams. So here’s to the girl who’s still trying to figure things out. The one who people might not know as well as they think they do.

Kiannah Joylinn (i’m in love with this. by far one of the most personal things i’ve ever written)

[heavensghost]

[jfd97-blog]

Open book

I feel naked I feel unprotected Like if everyone could see me Like if everyone could read me I'm an open book on display I'm an open book with audible on play My secrets, my dreams my thoughts are open to the public My book which was closed for years, is now for everyone to read I want to close it I want to hide it If i could just close to cover and got back to my shelf If I could just keep my secrets to myself - JFD 08/04/2017

[jfd97-blog]

Oh little boy....

I fell for a boy

A boy that played my heart like a toy

He use to care for me

When I was new and shiny

Now you must have something new

Because you treat me like one of the few

You replaced me so easily

It’s like you never wanted to hold on to me

With your charm and witty response 

The love in every word you pronounce

How did I fall for a boy

That played me like a toy

I feel like you care part-time

But lately I feel like I’m worth less than a dime. 

- JFD