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hey i was @ngnl and before that @jibril

i forgot this blog existed so ill be here now instead of @jibrilarchive i have links here if u wanna look, if not idc

[jibrilarchive]

im here now.

[ascii]

hey i was @ngnl and before that @jibril

i forgot this blog existed so ill be here now instead of @jibrilarchive i have links here if u wanna look, if not idc

[jibrilarchive]

im here now.

[ascii]

hey i was @ngnl and before that @jibril

i forgot this blog existed so ill be here now instead of @jibrilarchive i have links here if u wanna look, if not idc

[jibrilarchive]

im here now.

[ascii]

hey i was @ngnl and before that @jibril

i forgot this blog existed so ill be here now instead of @jibrilarchive i have links here if u wanna look, if not idc

[jibrilarchive]

im here now.

[jibrilarchive]

where can i find your video cutting your fingers? XD

????????????

[jibrilarchive]

realklt loving my dumbfuck brain ruining my entire life in 2 years thats very epic.

[jibrilarchive]

Did you really cut your finger off?

yea

[jibrilarchive]

were u the one that cut ur finger off

ya

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You guys are horrible to people who are psychotic or schizophrenic. You'll take screen shots of people having delusions and post them as cringe, you'll completely disregard our experiences and just mark us down as 'yet another kinnie' despite the fact that our experiences are completely different to yours. We can't tell whats real and not real half the time, it's literally part of the dissorder, but you still continue to mock us even though we physically can not tell the fucking difference. Half the time people don't even realise that they are psychotic or schizophrenic because of this. If someone believes something that isn't true to you, just move on. You're ableism is so clear to all of us, so just shut up and think for five god damn seconds before you post someone's whole blog because they think they're literally Sonic the Hedgehog.

[jibrilarchive]

1014

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[jibrilarchive]

vent. dont read. or do. doesnt matter goodnight.

im genuinely so tired of existing. i have friends but all of them are pretty much exclusively friends i play video games with. i cant talk to anyone but my boyfriend which is nice but its. nothing in the end. im just fucking tired. im so tired and ive been tired. ive been trying. ive been doing better. but it doesnt matter when it all fucking falls down again i stopped drinking, i cant sleep, meds dont help, im so stuck it would be so easy to just fucking give up and im pretty much there i feel fucking crazy and the only people i can talk to about it are gone. talking doesnt help. nothing fucking helps anymore more. im just fuckingg stuck. how the fuck am i not supposed to look at an easy way out in this situation. how the fuck is it not expected for me to eventually follow through w it. ive done everyhting else and thats the fucking last thing. im tired. im just so tired. i can’t think straight.  my mental is worse.  no one is there. im  tired and im sorry.  i dont know what  to do.  nothingn is real  and no one is  thre. i’m tired. i’m sorry.

[jibrilarchive]

really dont wanna be alive

[galoria-blog]

[yuesbe]

[jibrilarchive]

@hyperfixed

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this is DELICIOUS

[dumb-a55s]

some of you have never tried to completely alter your personality in a desperate attempt to avoid people leaving you and it shows

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