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i dont ever want to be selfish but damnit can’t things work out for me at least once?

Change

I’m not the same person I was before.

And I’m sorry to my friends who don’t understand that.

My friends who don’t understand that me changing doesn’t mean that I don’t care.

I’m sorry if when my priorities changed, and I started putting myself first, you felt abandoned.

But I can’t live your life with you forever, and it makes me so sad that you don’t want to be a part of mine, now that I’ve finally found it.

-WanderingWorlds

helpless

we didn’t pray the night my heart felt like it shattered in my chest but it’s alright

tomshardy

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it hurt when I stumbled across her. she was like broken glass all along the floor. but it was beautiful and my curiosity got the best of me. I remember looking at her and all I could see was pain. she had this insane look of desperation; you could almost feel it. and yet her eyes were still hollow; like the life had been sucked out of her. I wanted to pick up her pieces. I wanted to put her back together. and so I tried. I really did. I got a little cut along the way. the more I tried to fix her the more fragile I became myself but I didn’t care. I wanted to see her happy. every time I made her laugh I thought about how I wanted to make her laugh forever. she was getting better. eventually she was put together enough to get up and walk away. but she didn’t take me with her. and I’ve been stuck sitting here where I first found her. wondering if the pieces left on the floor are hers or mine. I should probably get the fuck up.