☾ * º — ❛ i'm looking out to where i should have landed, this picture perfect love has got me on another PLANET. so fuck it i'm gon' let it out and learn to love it after, i get her l o s t. i'm waiting 'til the moon has spun around me, then swimming in the pools that seem to fill all my surroundings. her c l o u d ' s above nine, i've broken all the boundaries to get her l o s t ❜
bys i’m so sorry i’ve been mia for nearly two days, holy hell. i’m not feeling the best currently, i know what’s wrong with me and the combination of bodily issues are killing me tbh
idk if i’m fully up for rping rn, but i’ll push through it since my activity’s been p shitty already
There was any number of things Eddie could have been doing. So many people were worrying about this missing girl. Eddie was just trying not to pull out his own hair for being in able to talk to his family. So he found other ways to try and handle the situation. He thought about writing a letter, but he doubted there was any postal service on the whole fucking island. That this whole new centuries’ obsession made it nearly impossible to do things when their beloved technology went out. He just wanted to make sure they knew he was okay, most of all. And that they were okay, too.
But it was enough of the worrying, he had to fix this stat. So he went down to the cabana, and obviously, he wasn’t the only one wanting to end his day with a drink and some swift music to get him moving on to tomorrow. He went behind the counter, giving the person an initial nod. He could go for a beer, but he was in the mood to fix something up for himself. “ I bartender back in Brooklyn for about a year. “ Just while he was in school and needed something help pay for things. He grabbed a bottle of tequila and flipped it casually, catching it with ease. “ Flashy, huh? “ He grinned, wiggling his brows. “ Can I fix ya something, too? “ They were both here, might as well enjoy the company.
To say that Jillian’s nerves were rattled over the turn of events on the island would be understating the extent of her unease. Of course, she was concealing it for the most part, she had always been good at suppressing her feelings when she thought the time called for it. One drawback to the ordeal, guarded paranoia and caution aside, was a lack of communication with anyone outside of the island. It made her anxious, not being in contact with her little brother and sister after fleeing leaving home for the summer proving to be difficult. Her father was probably as concerned as she was over the sudden radio silence between them, though unbeknownst to him, some of the worst case scenarios floating through his head were more probable than she would like to admit.
Thus, Jill had been on edge since Vivian’s disappearance, to the point where she was almost as overwhelmed as she was when she first arrived on the island, all due in part to her mind going into overdrive over how much of a textbook, scary movie plot this vacation had turned into. She had to get out of her head, she knew that for a fact, so she had taken it upon herself to socialize — at the most — and hopefully distract herself. As chance would have it, being perched at the bar of the cabana allowed her that pleasure, Eddie appearing before her to stand in her line of sight and break her out of her daze. Flashing him a smile — because god bless him for the favour he didn’t realize he was doing her — she nodded along as he spoke. “I’m guessing you have some wild stories, then?” She posed, forearms now bracing her against the countertop while she observed his movements with a chuckle, “Show off.” At his proposal, Jillian hummed, looking off as she gave her order genuine thought. “A watermelon martini, please. I’ll save properly putting your skills to the test for another day.”
“i can’t decide who’s more miserable: the people who went to fyre festival, or the people on this island. like, obviously i feel bad about what happened to that girl too, but… can we lighten up a little yet? i came here to celebrate and bitches are killing my vibe.”
“Charming. I’d say it’s a toss up... I mean, if we ignore the black cloud looming over all of us, it would be. But it’s not that easy, dude, this whole ordeal — there’s a missing girl, mind you... It put a wrench in our ideal vacation and we’re all going to be on edge for a while, the vibe isn’t coming back anytime soon.”
long story short, my newly licensed driver of a brother has both my parents contemplating his murder and the peace in the house has been gone for a good while now. i only just grabbed my laptop from downstairs bc i’m avoiding the bullshit everyone’s already gotten on with so.. yeah
hey hello!! i’m jules and i’m supremely miserable rn bc i’ve been out of uni for the summer for two and a half weeks so far and legit none of my friends live nearby ( & i’m surrounded by snakes kill me pls ) but i’m pumped to be here and to tell you all about jill/jilly bean/a sweetheart™ !! so without further ado ( ?? ) here’s the important stuff but it’s still gonna be a wild ride:
hey hello!! i’m jules and i’m supremely miserable rn bc i’ve been out of uni for the summer for two and a half weeks so far and legit none of my friends live nearby ( & i’m surrounded by snakes kill me pls ) but i’m pumped to be here and to tell you all about jill/jilly bean/a sweetheart™ !! so without further ado ( ?? ) here’s the important stuff but it’s still gonna be a wild ride:
she probably smells like watermelon and roses
.. make what you will of that statement bc idek what i’m trying to get across there lmao
a smol bean with a love for living things
a walking safety hazard whenever she indulges in a whole bottle of wine within a half hour
@ her heavyweight acquaintances: you’ve been warned
grew up the second of four children in an upper middle class family
not rly spoiled but she was privileged nonetheless
used said privilege to get wildly expensive garden supplies, medical journals, etc.. just a lot of good stuff in jill’s opinion, a wonderful investment indeed
can u hear me roll my eyes??
lOVES PLANTS
like she has two shelves and a window pane in her room cOVERED in cacti and herbs and other lil plants ( also has an unexplored kink for bonsai trees, she’s obsessed™ with them )
works as a florist to pay her bills/help her save up for med school and genuinely loves her job, loves the owner, just loves it all
pre-med graduate near the top of her class ( despite being a “c’s get degrees” kinda gal, she’s so in deep with bio clearly ) from ubc and is the happiest soul bc of it
she’s clever with constantly changing approaches to honesty, the irritability of a thirty something year old mother whose kids never stop, looking into the logical side of things a bit too much sometimes, and rly just the most intrusive and overly doting mom friend you’ll ever have
but she’s super easygoing when she’s not in mama bear mode, sincere, always smiling, and is generally comfortable with herself
the type to call herself out but at the same time have a hard time admitting she’s wrong about who won the 1977 stanley cup ??
always there if you need someone to talk to and only hopes it’s reciprocal
bc jill’s been through some shit these past couple of years hOLY
long story short, her mom, aunt and uncle ( by marriage ) were lowkey drug dealers working out of their family-owned antiques shop
no one in the family knew for the longest time, but the huge wads of cash that her mom claimed were from commissions for selling some of her paintings ( also, mama macrae’s an art hoe working in a small gallery ) didn’t always go unnoticed
this happened from when jill was seventeen to just before she turned twenty one
bc that’s when they got arrested for drug trafficking
they’re in the middle of the trial and jill p much ran away from the disaster that is her family rn
bc she can only take so much, she’s but a smol bean
paying for lawyers for his wife, helping to put a kid through uni and keeping up with expenses for basic needs for two other kids and himself had her dad struggling to make ends meet, so jill started working at the florist’s to pay for her education
she even moved into a smaller apartment because she still wasn’t making enough in her opinion and debated taking a couple of years off of school
currently lives off of your standard struggling student diet, subtract the occasional large gfangs bc she has to invest in her medical journals ofc
also watches over the munchkins and goes above and beyond for them bc she loves her family sm, even though this whole thing’s reaching a breaking point
saw that her dad couldn’t put much into their resps so she started adding some of her earnings to it bc she wants them to do well later on and every cent counts ??
she’s the apothecary for a reason, she’s just really selfless for the people she cherishes
so she’s making the most of the vacation here bc she hasn’t gotten a real break from everything and just wants to be pampered for once
last couples of quick facts
loves memes but also fucking hates memes
send her kermit memes and she’ll prob go on a tirade js
would die for sarah reese, aka probably the only tv doc that foreshadows her future as a med student lmao
pasta is her fave
like make her a pasta dish on the second date and she’ll contemplate marrying you then and there
prob the only adult that can still stomach cotton candy, also prob the only person that can eat peeps without complaining about them being death via sugar
caffeine hoe
art hoe
science hoe
a hoe of all trades tbh
doesn’t understand the hype behind some viral songs
doesn’t understand the hype behind most things
ok this got hella long so in conclusion,
protect her
don’t tread lightly, but also don’t break her spine pls
that.. was a mess, but that’s basically it! i can’t wait to rp with you guys and if you’d like to plot, just hmu!!
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