🌙 Now it is me lying down at the terrace in this breeze. How can I be this emotional every single time right before leaving this place? How can I be longing for this particular piece of the earth when I am not around? What is that different? What is that special? How come years cannot touch this emotion? Though, years have given several more, much more other.. Like I miss my Appa and Moya during this getaway. Also I miss friends, friends like families. I miss my routine in that little cage, some call 'home', in Istanbul. I miss my reading sessions in the local coffeehouse, killing time on the most uncomfy sofa in the world, being alone, enjoying the self, literally and figuratively. I miss parks, I miss dancing. I miss what years have given to me and what this breezy terrace fails to provide right now. My own little peace within. Yet, there is more. Month July will be nothing but interesting. I am welcoming it with arms wide open. Welcoming a little new of everything. Moon is shining and I am falling...asleep...and...in love. #july2017 #diary #humanmoments (at Yenifoça)