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if elliott smith were alive and had instagram i would swipe up fire emoji react to his story every time he posted. if he didn’t have instagram i would email him every day telling him what happened to me that day. if his email wasn’t available to the public i would write letters to him with xs and os. if his address wasn’t available to the public i would cry.

weepingwidar

Deborah Poynton (South African, 1970) - To Be Possessed (2025)

aph3xtripl3t

me core

#elliott smith

thewickerking

day one after changing sheets: ok im gonna kick my bad habits i won't eat in bed or leave knives or scissors or lighters in bed I'll have only normal bed things in my bed and I'll change the sheets more often too

day two after changing sheets: oh yeah this half eaten bundt cake is sleeping with me tonight

#my partner gives me shit for having like crumbs in my bed (i like to have snacks in bed okay)#and then i go into their bed and there are like loose needles knives scissors etc #one time i went into their room and the spinning wheel was on their bed like cmon.#they have left loose sewing pins in my bed before

memories

these #gay posts are high in protein.

can we find a different unethical study to talk about

#i’m going to start making minnesota starvation experiment memes

wastrelwoods

his frog was getting nasty from chewing and I had to put it in the laundry. happy reunion after 90 sad and lonely minutes without #myfrog

aidashakur

there's not a single casual bone in my body. everything means something to me

i have this like intense fear of conflict and having difficult conversations and in past relationships i’ve just not even tried (not that those relationships were really salvageable anyway but i digress) and then with this one im like okay first of all im growing up im not becoming my mother and second of all i care too much about this relationship to not try and i like build it up in my head and have a million defenses for why it’s okay for me to advocate for my own needs and then i actually talk about it with my partner and they’re like okay yes that makes sense. thanks for talking to me about it. and its like oh yeah wait i forgot they’re different from my exes and my family.

#like what???#does this ever fucking get easier? jesus #they grew up in an insanely healthy loving family (like i swear it’s like something from a movie)#i didn’t know there were people who actually liked their parents it’s crazy #but anyway like???? wtaf #we’ve only really fought a couple times and tbh most of those were like when i was really in my ED #i feel like there must be another show about to drop. this cannot have gone that well.