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lesbiana racista nada nuevo, pero que esperar de todas estas que disque les gusta jinx, pendejas de re mierda
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S U N D A Z E
Content features: non-sexual intimacy, mutual pining and yearning, a bit suggestive, sleepy confession, hopeful ending.
It’s another sleepover, a regular occurrence between you and Jinx since summer has started. Clothes, different kinds of suncream and bottles of water are discarded across different spaces of the room; the last remaining wafts of sandalwood incense floats in the room leaving only perfumed air. There's a sheet of temporary tattoos on the floor, right next to a paintbrush and loose glitter pigments. The loud whirring of the fan in the middle of the room and the sounds of the city from the open window serve as a relaxing background for the main scene; your bed.
You lay beside her, counting the small freckles on her nose that have multiplied after so many days in the sun. Her skin has taken on a nice, warmer beige hue, “less mozzarella and more butter” like she so lovingly described.
“Your nose is still peeling.” You tell her softly, running your finger across the thin bridge of her nose.
Jinx simply hums, her lashes fluttering as she leans towards your touch, her neck pushing upwards for more. Jinx reminds you of a lot of a cat, so delicate yet so sharp. With her heavy lidded eyes slow blinking at you. You’re both exhausted and mellowed out from a busy day enjoying the coastal city and it’s beaches.
The tip of your finger traces along the curve of her cheek, feeling the way it trembles as she holds in a smile, watching you observe her. You gently press your forefinger and middle finger on the delicate skin under her left eye.
“You’re gentle tonight.” Her voice is nothing but a mere rasp, a tender caress against your ears.
“Just admiring the tan.”
She gives you a knowing smile; you raise your eyebrows in response.
“It’s true! It looks nice and almost even.”
“Sure.” She chuckles, shuffling closer to you.
You can smell her shower gel, citrus and cucumber, mixing in with the slight musk of her skin. Something fresh and light for the warm season. It suits her perfectly. You see your own hand swiping over her eyebrows, pushing away the little hairs that clung to her forehead. Jinx is silently watching you, apprehensive, waiting. For what? Her dilated pupils soften her gaze, she blinks slowly, and you wait to meet her eyes again.
“We can go to the beach tomorrow, get your tan even and make sandcastles.” You suggest, hand dropping between your two heads.
She opens her eyes again to look at it wistfully, her mouth opening and then closing.
Jinx sighs at your proposition, her brows furrowing with frustration. She turns on her back, biting the inside of her lip. You study the way her eyes move over the ceiling, gazing at the chipped paint and small plastic stars in hope of finding an answer, a solution. Even in scrunched annoyance she’s mesmerizing.
“What’s wrong?” You ask her, smoothing her frown with your thumb.
“Nothing.” She breathes heavily through her nostrils, closing back her eyes in relief.
But she goes quiet again, the waiting kind. You know her well enough to understand each of her silences. The impatient ones, the angry ones, her happy ones, the hopeful, longing one. The one that makes her eyes go round, her lower lip pouting, her nostrils flaring. Her emotional nature precedes her, she can’t hide anything from you.
“I like going to the beach with you,” you start “and make sandcastles, and tan, and…” your voice trails off when your heart quickens.
and- and- and-
“Me too.” She responds, calming down the broken record in your mind, the one that activates every time you lean too close to something warm and all consuming. Jinx faces you one more time, and the tension in your shoulders fades. Her eyes sparkle as if she borrowed the light from the ceiling stars; they look so dim compared to her all of a sudden. “You know what I like the most?”
“What?”
You’ve both leaned against each other, her nose almost touching yours, her warm breath fanning across your lips. You focus on her eyes, fighting against the need to look down at her mouth. You still catch the way her tongue swipes against her bottom lip and the way it shimmers in the pale lighting after. Your throat feels dry. A warm sensation spreads in your lower belly, like a slow rising tide.
“I like the sun.”
“The sun?”
She hums, her nose nudging yours.
“I like how warm it feels, and dries everything, Zaun’s always so …moist.” She scrunches her nose and shares your contagious giggles.
Jinx’s cold palm rests against your cheek to feel your laugh on her skin, so longingly waiting to taste it, if you let her. It’s your turn to close your eyes, soothed by the cooler temperature.
The amusement dies off and the silence returns, comfortable and heavy.
“Are you falling asleep?” She whispers, the tip of her nose nuzzles yours again.
“Yeah…”
And so is Jinx, frowning in focus as she resists sleep, taking in your face like she sees it for the first and last time, memorizing each detail across your skin, mapping your personal architecture to rebuild it in her dreams. Her fingers trace over your face, like you did for hers.
“Checking my tan?”
“Indeed, very nice, very even.” Jinx notes, as if she sees anything in the darkness of the room.
The city is calm, the sounds of the waves crashing on the shore almost audible under the electric fan, numbing her hearing to everything else that is not your regular deep exhales. Jinx breathes you in like oxygen. It’s hard to ignore it, the way she times her breathing with yours, and the way you let her, tilting your head just a bit more; sleep induced haze stripping you of the usual restraint. Your eyes get lost in each other’s slow, heavy blinks that last longer each time.
“You are my sun.” Jinx murmurs drowsily, so low you wouldn’t have heard her if you weren’t so close, and you wonder if she meant it for your awake ears.
You don’t verbally answer but sail closer to her, enough to hear the furious heartbeat in her chest, like a bird’s wings in a cage, begging to be set free. Her breathing is heavier than usual, maybe it’s the heat. Her tired stare probes and kisses at your face; but you've already succumb to sleep.
Jinx rests her cheek at the top of your head and gives in to the exhaustion, your breathing lulling her in like the sound of the waves.
[this is heavily inspired by boo and fleabag ifykyk]
[it's been sitting in my drafts since june, so sorry for my absence, the heat makes evil me and lazy]
no me importa si lo leen tres monos mi gente latino siempre presente wachooo
ᒍIᑎ᙭ᑭOᗯ ᗩᖇGEᑎTᗩ .ᐟ
cw! formato de headcanon español/arg slang sfw reader insert contenido político/zurdo consumo de alcohol en menores consumo de droga cultura argentina
🌞༘⁺⋆ creció en una casa humilde, chiquita y sin terminar; los sillones, heladera, horno, entre otras cosas, eran en su mayoría muy viejas y recicladas, comprado usado o regalado por algún pariente.
🌞༘⁺⋆ algo que recuerda muy vívido es que la ducha estaba, pero no andaba. su papá le había asegurado a felicia múltiples veces que lo iba a arreglar él mismo, que no hacía falta llamar a nadie. palabras vacías para calmar sus nervios. usaban un fuentón de plástico para bañarse, con agua que calentaban en la cocina.
🌞༘⁺⋆ a pesar de la pobreza, powder creció muy feliz y amada. si bien era medio tímida, tenía mucha energía para gastar jugando con ekko. siempre fue consciente del trabajo de sus papás para darles lo mejor que podían. y si un día tenían que cenar galletitas de agua con matecocido, igual estaba contenta de estar con su familia.
🌞༘⁺⋆ aparte, le encanta el matecocido. no toma mucho mate porque le da pereza cebar, no porque no le guste...
🌞༘⁺⋆ a ver, powder/polvorita. le dicen así desde chiquita porque era muy entusiasta en navidad y año nuevo con la pirotecnia, especialmente los chasquibum!!
🌞༘⁺⋆ en la escuela siempre la comparaban con vi, y le daba rabia. no se llevaba muy bien con los maestros, porque usualmente se la pasaba en su mundo dibujando o jugando en su escritorio, pero siempre hacía las tareas y aprobaba lo que sea que le pusieran en frente.
🌞༘⁺⋆ cuando empezó la secundaria, vi recién la estaba terminando. era bastante conocida por ser "la hermana de", pero no pasó mucho tiempo hasta que se hizo su propio nombre. figurativa y literalmente.
🌞༘⁺⋆ jinx/la mufa. se calienta si usan su deadname. (a vi le chupa un huevo...)
🌞༘⁺⋆ choca mucho con su familia y casi siempre se queda en la casa de su tío (silco. ese que vende merca y nadie sabe cómo él nunca cayó en esas). todos creen que es mala influencia pero ella de por sí es difícil de controlar, si le llevas la contraria no duda en hacerte la cruz, al menos por una semana.
🌞༘⁺⋆ quebró por primera vez en un quince, a los quince añitos. había barra libre y lo aprovechó al máximo, coqueteó con la cumpleañera (que la verdad no conocía mucho en el momento), y el karioka no habría sido lo mismo sin ella.
literalmente, el alma de la fiesta.
🌞༘⁺⋆ con la cercanía de silco viene también sevika, con quien prefería ir a las marchas antes que con vi y su novia.
disque su activismo es performativo porque las dos son policías—que, por cierto, jinx no le dirigió la palabra a vi por un año cuando se enteró.
🌞༘⁺⋆ que le gusta hacer quilombo es un understatement... jinx vive por la emoción de hacer las cosas que tiene prohibido. ¿prohibido por quién, aparte? si cuando cae la yuta lo único que tiene que hacer es llamar a su hermana y la dejan irse.
🌞༘⁺⋆ le motivaba terminar la secundaria por la joda, la ilusa creía que una vez cumplida los 18 ya los adultos a su alrededor no le iban a romper las pelotas.
pero no, la mandaron a la facultad.
🌞༘⁺⋆ la carrera de ingeniería electromecánica es tanto la mejor como la peor decisión de su vida. la consume una banda, pero le gusta muchísimo. al menos no tiene que laburar, su tio no tiene drama en mantenerla.
🌞༘⁺⋆ y aunque ahora no le falte nada, es muy mano suelta.
todomoda y sus variantes podrían tenerla escrachada de no ser porque tiene una increíble agilidad para el shoplifting. sinvergüenza, pero nuevamente, ¿quién se lo va a impedir?
🌞༘⁺⋆ lo que empezó con inocentes fiestas de quince ahora son raves hasta las 6am, y el after donde pinte.
minifalda + cinturón enorme y pesado + top al cuerpo (si no es un corpiño, directamente). sus outfits son creativos y personalizados, no es sorprendente que siempre termine en el instagram de los boliches u organizadores de la jodita. a veces también viste a sus amigas, para combinar.
🌞༘⁺⋆ es muy popular, capaz ella de pedo se acuerda un nombre o una cara, pero pareciera que todos la conocen a ella. siempre que sale se acerca al menos una persona a saludarla y compartirle lo que sea que esté consumiendo.
🌞༘⁺⋆ y sí, consume. la rola es su go-to, pero no le cambia mucho no consumir una noche, ella nunca tiene problema para divertirse, estando o no intoxicada.
🌞༘⁺⋆ en una de esas tantas fiestas electrónicas te conoció a vos.
el baño estaba vacío excepto por vos que estabas retocándote el labial frente al espejo. muy concentrada, hasta que una melena azul vibrante pasó por atrás tuyo, yendo directo al cubículo que nadie se quería acercar.
—uhh, la puta madre, —arrugó la nariz, haciéndose para atrás enseguida. —un submarino es eso boluda, ¿fuiste vos? —te preguntó sin vergüenza.
—¡andá a cagar! —te reíste, un poco ida. —no fui yo, está desde hace rato.
—qué asco. —farfulló entre dientes, yendo al otro cubículo.
te seguiste riendo un poco, en lo que ella hacía sus necesidades. cuando salió y se acercó para lavarse las manos, te sonrió.
—por qué no cagaban en su casa, ¿no?
—te juro, —asentiste, chasqueando los labios tres veces, más enfocada en tu reflejo que en la manera en que ella te estaba comiendo con los ojos.
—que lindo color.
el halago te hizo girar, y chasqueaste los labios una vez más mientras la miraste de arriba a abajo rápidamente. —¿te gusta? es de fenty.
—mirá vos... te queda re bien, es tipo violeta moretón.
—¿moretón? —alzaste las cejas ante la comparación, ojeandote una vez más en el espejo. —sí ¿no? tenés razón. ¿querés probarlo?
la propuesta quedó en el aire por un segundo, con ustedes mirándose a los ojos. jinx se lamió los labios, y sonrió.
—más tarde, puede ser. —te sonrojaste un poco, su respuesta y su voz rasposa haciendo eco en tu mente en lo que guardaste el labial en tu cartera.
jinx te esperó, y salieron juntas. te alegraste cuando te diste cuenta que, en vez de ir de nuevo con su grupo, te siguió y se quedó a tu lado por el resto de la noche.
bailaron juntas, y mucho, obvio. compartieron unos besos acá y allá, y se siguieron en instagram antes de separarse e ir a sus respectivas casas. hasta te preguntó si llegaste bien.
🌞༘⁺⋆ salir con jinx simplemente no puede ser casual. una vez que te involucra en su vida, las cosas van rápido e intenso.
te habla todos los días, te cuenta sus más extraños pensamientos pasajeros, todo el lore familiar, todo lo que tiene que estudiar para la facultad y sus grandes aspiraciones para la vida.
así mismo hace siempre un esfuerzo para poder verte lo más posible. ¿qué importa que vos vivas en la loma del orto y haya tres horas de viaje ida y vuelta entre ustedes? ella quiere tenerte en sus brazos al menos cuatro veces por semana. plus, salir juntas los findes.
🌞༘⁺⋆ por consecuente, la gente te asocia con ella. y jinx chocha, te ganaste el titulo "mujer de" incluso antes de que cualquiera de las dos se atreviera a formalizar.
si le preguntas, un alivio. será intensa, pero cómo se le dificulta mostrar vulnerabilidad...
🌞༘⁺⋆ la comunicación es todo un tema. jinx evita los confrontamientos emocionales como si quemara.
por suerte, no es muy difícil de leerla.
¿te comiste la última porción de brownie que se estaba guardando? puchero. ¿preferiste quedarte en casa y ver una peli antes que salir de joda con ella? rodea los ojos y hace capricho. ¿aceptaste la solicitud de una random en instagram? no te habla en toda la tarde.
son boludeces, aunque, por momentos, para ella es el fin del mundo. se le pasa, sí, pero no quita que sea agotador lidiar con ello.
🌞༘⁺⋆ te hace sentir mal, a veces. cuando jinx se molesta y pareciera que genuinamente te va a mandar a la mierda. no te queda de otra que planteárselo.
🌞༘⁺⋆ al principio se hizo la boluda, pero no duro mucho porque verte tan seria al respecto la asustó.
así que empezó terapia, y si bien el detonante había sido un intento desesperado por salvar su relación con vos, terminó descubriendo un montón de cosas sobre sí misma que podía solucionar. que no hacía falta aguantarse y esconder aquello que le hacía sentir miserable a pesar de tener tantas cosas lindas en su vida.
🌞༘⁺⋆ y bue, no era sorpresa que la minita de pelo azul vibrante estuviera un poco chapita. pero así la queremos.
gente estoy quemada esto estuvo en mis borradores desde diciembre.... necesito desbloquear-me
creepy!reader who is obsessed with jinx’s hair.
⋆ The two of you initially met when you began working for Silco. You were mainly tasked with handling shipments and conversing with potential recruits, and sometimes even rivals. Though mainly, you were recruited for your previously proved loyalty and belief in the cause. Of course, Silco had no knowledge of your odd fixation over his daughter’s hair, if he did, he never would have suggested you work closely with them. And, luckily for you, you managed to maintain subtlety as you secretly fawned over her blue strands.
⋆ Before you had officially met the girl, naturally, you had heard of her; her hair. Her leading physical characteristics being those two long blue braids which touched the back of her ankles, swaying alongside her as if they were their own entities. Even the mere thought of the sight was enough to cause your cheeks to warm as you firmly pressed your thighs together. You’re not precisely sure of the appeal, only that you’ve been aware of it for as long as you can remember. Perhaps its the encompassing nature of long hair, the comfort from it, the way the strands are so pliable and soft wrapped around your fingers, lightly trailing against your skin, causing your lips to twitch into a small smile due to the tickle. And Jinx, she’s something else entirely.
⋆ Finally coming face-to-face with her while on a job was certainly an experience. When you were first recruited, and knew of the girl’s involvement, you were swiftly bombarded with fantasies, and in many of them, you seemed rather forthcoming with your desire. However, once you saw her, you froze. Unmoving, quiet and bashful as your cheeks flushed and you avoided eye contact, but still, you couldn’t help but shyly admire her hair, swaying with her movements, even when slight, and so extremely beautiful.
⋆ Overtime, as Jinx got used to your presence, she would engage in brief conversation, and oftentimes found herself invading your personal space, as she typically didn’t hold any respect for boundaries. You don’t necessarily have an issue with this, truthfully, you quite enjoy it. But, as she slings her arms around you, you tend to feel her hair trailing across your side as her braids swing. Every-time you felt it, you couldn’t help but go still upon the contact, even if it was a fleeting brush against your arm, the warmth blanketed your chest as your shoulders tensed beneath her relaxed hold.
⋆ Soon enough, the two of you had developed into a casual sort of friendship through the job, and along with that, you had been invited around to her place a few times; a workshop placed atop a propeller fan. You had stood awkwardly near her workbench, subtly scanning her belongings, until your sight landed on a hairbrush, painted with her usual neon scribbles. Though, what truly caught your attention, was the blue strands tangled within the bristles. While Jinx didn’t have her eye on you, rambling as she collected various gadgets and weapons that she wished to show you, you quickly pulled a few strands from the bristles, heart pattering swiftly due to the thrill of the act, before wrapping them around your fingers protectively, shoving your hand into your pocket to hide the theft.
⋆ Upon your return home, you didn’t exactly know where to store the strands. For a while, you simply lay on your bed comfortably, hands raised above you as you gently twirled the strands, careful not to snap them. As you took them, you weren’t necessarily thinking of what would come after, you just knew that it was an opportunity that you may never get again, and with the desire to take them for yourself overwhelming you, you simply did it. Eventually, you had decided to place the blue strands in a safe place, finding an old box to place them into neatly, before shoving it beneath your bed, a secret only to be opened in the dead of night.
⋆ After the theft, you were swift to grow more confident. Oftentimes, as Jinx stood before you, you couldn’t help but cautiously reach out, trailing your fingertips down her blue braids gently, revelling in the contact. Thankfully, she never seemed to notice, and if she did, it’s not like she ever mentioned it. But slowly, others were beginning to acknowledge the behaviour. Silco’s workers while on shipment jobs. Sometimes you would catch them glancing towards you as you secretly touched Jinx’s hair. Immediately, you would withdraw your hand, growing embarrassed by getting caught. Much like Jinx herself, the workers didn’t mention anything about it, clearly not caring, which was a relief; in a certain way.
⋆ The more time you began to spend with Jinx, the more access you got to her hair. Of course, you genuinely enjoyed her presence and her charm, how could you not? Still, being able to admire her hair as much as you desired certainly wasn’t a con. Stealing more strands from her hairbrush became a habit each time you visited her place, the thrill that overtook you as you untangled them from the bristles was exhilarating, and later, you felt relief once you added them to the box beneath your bed; a growing collection. One of your favourite things, is when Jinx sits down beside you and her braids would often drape across your lap, which you freely toyed with, wrapping them around your forearms gently, enjoying the odd sense of possession in it all.
⋆ After a while, it’s evident that Jinx was gradually becoming aware of your fixation. She began to purposefully place her braids over your lap, allowing you to play with them whilst simultaneously teasing you about it. “You got some weird obsession I don’t know about?” You dismissed it each time, not being able to bear the humiliation of her discovering that she is in-fact correct. Is it so wrong to find her divine? Possessing hair like hers is rather rare, not only the length, the softness of it, or how it sways… but the rich blue shade that has you melting whenever you’re graced with her presence.
⋆ Somewhere along the line as your friendship developed, you started fucking. The new bond between you was enough to drive you mad. Whilst the two of you were entangled, your hands remained fixated on Jinx’s braids, tugging on them enough to coax a moan and grin out of her, wrapping them around your wrists gently, clutching onto the back of her head, pushing her bangs from her face… She would encourage it. Offering her braids to you, asking alluring questions on how you feel about them: “They’re pretty soft, right?” “You like touching them, don’t you?” “S’okay, you can tell me.” Each time she would speak to you in that manner, so sweetly and somewhat mocking, blue would blanket your vision as you came beneath her.
⋆ Rather inevitably, one day Jinx discovered the box beneath your bed, and by that point, your collection had grown beyond a few blue hair strands. Polaroids of her hair, hair bands and clips, one of her old brushes, and other items you had collected simply because they belong to her; old bomb parts, scraps of fabric, spray paint cans, underwear… She didn’t mean to find it, the box was already peeking out slightly as her boot nudged against it. So, while you were preoccupied fixing her up some orange juice, she made quick work of peering under the bed, retrieving the box before you returned to your bedroom. Her eyes widened in surprise as she surveyed the collection. Particularly, the various polaroids and the locks of blue neatly tied together.
⋆ Amidst her trance-like focus, you strolled in, cup held in your hand as you abruptly paused in your steps, recognising the box atop the bed which Jinx sits beside. “What’s all this?” She had chuckled while you stormed over in a panic, placing the cup down before taking the box from her, shoving it back beneath your bed. “It’s nothing, just leave it alone.” You had said in irritation, refusing eye contact as your face flushed in humiliation, inhaling sharply upon her reply: “Why? That your perv-box, or somethin’?”
⋆ After her discovery, you refused to spend time with Jinx for a short while, overwhelmed by the mortification. You had fantasised about getting caught before, but, the difference was that you were able to control those scenarios. While involved in the fantasy, you were able to manage the details of getting caught in your perversion as you wished, the thrill of it more than enough to get you off. Within your mind, the embarrassment was a pleasure. Although, in reality, you simply felt embarrassment and not much more.
⋆ During jobs, it was clear that you had purposefully been avoiding her. Jinx eventually caught you while working on a shipment, gripping onto your wrist to keep you in place once you attempted to sum up an excuse to leave. “Can you stop avoiding me?” She had demanded. “You’ve got some creepy fetish for me, whatever. Doesn’t mean you gotta ignore me.” Once again, shame struck you upon her words, not quite knowing how to react. “Come over to my place later.” Jinx suggested, moving closer towards you. “I wanna show you somethin’.”
⋆ Begrudgingly, you decided to comply with her request, visiting her hideout in the evening, finding her seated beside her workbench, working on a gadget as she listened to music. Once she noticed your arrival, you inquired about what she wished to show you. As she gently dragged you towards her tent-bed with a smile, you were quick to grow bashful, alongside the burning curiosity about her intentions. Then, she began to slowly undo her braids before you, observing your surprised expression. As her hair was freed from its restraints, Jinx quietly offered encouragement while you cautiously brushed your fingers through the softness, trembling slightly as your breath hitched. Each time you took some of her loose strands for yourself, it seemed so gratifying in the moment; which it was. But, the full thing, so complete and beautiful before you as blue shrouded your hand was beyond what you had ever imagined.
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nothing new to show yet, so here’s a blast from the past🐤
i feel like jinx would be excessively vocal during sex. sure, her pleasure is real, but she also enjoys making a performance out of her gratification. moaning, squealing, whining, gripping onto her hair and the bedsheets beneath her… it’s fun for her, as she typically enjoys a dramatic flair. and oftentimes, the sound of her own loudness does tend to get her wetter, right until she’s on the brink of coming beneath your touch.
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✷ summary: being jinx’s psychologist in the ward definitely comes with some peculiar effects, her attachment being one of them.
✷ tags: power imbalance, doctor reader x patient jinx, clingy!jinx, boundary breaking, dub-con?, sub!jinx, thigh-riding, fingering, manipulation?, psych ward/hospital setting, modern au.
✷ authors note: this fic can definitely be controversial and uncomfortable, so please keep that in mind before reading. obviously, jinx is of age, but the dynamic is still controversial due to the setting and dynamic, just an fyi. of course, i would never support this irl.
“Jinx!” A voice yells from down the hall outside of your office door. “It’s not time for your session yet!” The words cause you to sigh softly, expecting the typical situation. Though, still slightly frustrated by it, as you have only just taken off your jacket after arriving.
You visit this specific hospital three times a week, working with another patient here once a week, and working with Jinx twice a week. Even if she proves to be more demanding than your other clients, you are usually able to keep her calm and collected for a small while until your next visitation.
Receiving calls while you’re off the clock or holed up in another hospital about Jinx’s behaviour with you not monitoring her is certainly not unheard of.
In sessions, you swiftly come to recognise that oftentimes, her outbursts are purposeful to get you running back to take care of her.
Clingy patients are also certainly not unheard of.
It’s only natural since you’re digging into their brain, getting to know them and being one of their only sources of genuine companionship during their time in the hospital. Still, there are still boundaries in place, of course.
Unfortunately for you, Jinx doesn’t necessarily seem to recognise, nor respect, said boundaries.
Frequently, you tend to find her in your office upon your arrival, already cozied up in your chair with her blanket wrapped around her, grinning as you enter as if her unspoken presence isn’t entirely inappropriate.
Unlike today, when you finally got a few short moments of calm for yourself. That was until you hear the nurse outside shouting the girl’s name once again, right before the blue-haired girl pushes open your office door, swiftly placing a spare chair beneath the handle after shutting it behind her.
“Jinx, it’s not time for our session yet.” You state firmly, repeating the woman’s previous words before standing from your desk to make your way over to her, calmly placing a hand near her arm in an attempt of easing her out of the room.
“But, I wanna see you.” She whines, pouting as she begins to cling onto your arm, nudging her face against your shoulder.
You manage to remove the chair from beneath the door handle amidst the girl’s grip, and her frankly weak protests.
Although, once you come face-to-face with the nurse on the other side of the door, who begins profusely apologising before attempting to spur Jinx from your side, you simply glance towards the clock before sighing, declaring that it’s all right, and that you’ll take the girl for her session now.
It’s almost time, anyway.
Naturally, Jinx immediately grinned excitedly at the words, rushing over to your desk to take her seat upon it, eyeing you as you return to your own place.
“Jinx, could you please sit on the chair? That’s what it’s there for.” You suggest politely, motioning towards the seat opposite you.
“I wanna sit on the desk, it’s comfier.”
At that, you have no reply. Simply positioning yourself in your chair once again, unlocking the drawers built into the desk, taking out the patients files whilst the girl begins to fidget with the pens in their holder.
When it comes to your other clients, your boundaries are enforced rather effortlessly, and you’re sure that if another patient did attempt to overstep, you would be able to shut it down and have it remain that way.
Though, with Jinx, it seems to be incredibly difficult to reinforce said boundaries.
At first, it was easier. You were unfamiliar, and she was stubborn in opening herself up to be analysed.
However, the more you visited her, and the more comfortable she felt around you, Jinx became awfully clingy, and whenever you attempted to keep her at a safe distance, she would grow highly irritated and saddened.
Sometimes, whenever you mentioned her attachment, warning her that if she continues to overstep then you would have to put an end to your sessions earlier than expected, she would grow angry, threatening to runaway from the ward, or to cease eating her meals.
Or, she would simply grow deeply saddened by your supposed “rejection,” abruptly leaving your office with a frown and tear-filled eyes, slamming the door behind her before retreating to her room, refusing to come out until you give in, agreeing to retake her as a client.
Generally, you would consider yourself professional, as would others who have worked with you. Only, with Jinx, that professionalism seems fickle.
It’s difficult not to feel guilty for demanding she take a step back once her powder-blue eyes gaze at you, her vision likely blurring from her tears as she sniffles softly.
“Did you do anything fun this week? Go on a date, or something?” Jinx questions casually, smiling whilst lightly nudging your knee with her foot, still positioned atop your desk.
Flipping through her file briefly, you cross your leg over the other, subtly moving her foot away before looking up towards her, gently dismissing her invasive question. “I received a call a few days ago, apparently you were quite agitated. Do you feel okay retelling what happened?”
“Ugh! Do we have to talk about that?” Jinx complains.
“If you’re not feeling up to it, that’s okay-”
“When’s your birthday?” She interrupts. “Has it already gone, or is it soon? I have an idea for a gift.”
“I don’t think that I’ll be working on my birthday.” You state tactfully, attempting to keep ahold of some level of privacy and boundaries.
“No-biggie! I can just give it to you whenever you’re in.” Jinx laughs, evidently finding pride and amusement within her innuendo.
After the comment, you sigh briefly, trying not to grow frustrated. “Jinx, I think that we should move onto another topic. How have you been this week? I heard that you’ve mostly been eating well and engaging in activities, which is good. How have your other days been?”
“Well, if you wanna know what happened so bad…” The girl trails off, intentionally emphasising each word, even after you hadn’t necessarily pressed onto the previous topic. “I had a minor freak-out, ‘cause I had to eat breakfast even when I felt sick. They kept saying I have to stick to my schedule, and I got annoyed.”
“And, this happened on Wednesday?” You question, noting once Jinx nods her head in confirmation, swinging her legs back and forth slightly. “Your sister visits you on Wednesdays, doesn’t she?”
“Mmm… yeah?”
“Did her visitation make you feel any better?” You inquire casually. “I remember during our last session you said that she was bringing in some new clothes for you.”
“Yeah, she did. It went okay.” Jinx informed with a shrug. “But, whenever she hears that something went down, she gets all stern on me like she’s my mom. It’s kind of annoying.”
“Why is that annoying?” A small laugh accompanies your words, an attempt of lightening the environment.
“‘Cause Vi isn’t that much older than me.” Jinx smiles, crossing her legs beneath her. “I don’t need her to treat me like a two year old.”
“That’s understandable.”
“Can we do some drawing, or something?”
“We can.” You begin cautiously. “Though, I would like you to sit in your seat while we do it, please.”
In reply, Jinx sighs heavily, but still, she moves from your desk to take her place in the chair.
“There.” The blue-haired girl deadpans, briefly acknowledging your “thank you,” before watching as you place the colouring books and pens atop the table. “Can I use the pink pen first, please?”
“Sure, you can.”
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Three days later upon your return to the hospital for Jinx’s second session of the week, instead of her welcoming your arrival within your office, she decided to run up towards you in the hallway.
“Hey!” She greets happily, immediately clinging onto your arm, walking alongside you to your office. “I just finished breakfast. We had croissants and fruit.”
“Oh, that sounds nice.” You acknowledge politely, nodding softly with a smile, slowly beginning to remove your jacket, a succeeding attempt of subtly spurring the girl into withdrawing momentarily.
“It was okay. Would be even better with an energy drink, though. I miss those.” The blue-haired girl expresses. “Might get Vi to smuggle one in for me.”
At that, you shoot her a pointed look with a shake of your head, to which she simply laughs, skipping slightly as you arrive outside of your door.
“So, you’re having a good morning?” You question lightly whilst walking into the room, pleased by her seemingly joyful mood.
“Yeah.” Jinx replies before taking a seat in the patient chair, thankfully. “Even better now that you’re here.”
You decided not to place too much attention on that statement, simply offering a light hum and a smile thrown over your shoulder while hanging up your jacket, before taking your seat opposite her.
“Okay…” You mutter quietly, situating yourself comfortably as you instinctively take out her patient file. “How have you been since our last session?”
“Fine.” The girl shrugs, bringing her knees up to her chest to rest her arms on top of them. “Not much has happened. Just the usual boring stuff, I guess.”
“Well, it’s good that things are okay. Would you like to do an activity today?”
“Can we draw again? I didn’t finish mine last time.”
“Of course we can.” You state, grabbing the pens and colouring books once again, placing them atop the desk.
Today was a rather important session, and if all goes well, Jinx won’t leave feeling dejected after you explain that this will be one of your last sessions together.
All you can do is attempt to keep her calm throughout. Hence, the colouring books.
Of course, this isn’t abrupt. From the beginning, there has been a schedule for each session, and when the sessions will inevitably discontinue.
Still, the girl grew attached, and even with her knowledge on when the last session will take place, it’s doubtful that she will take it completely well.
After a short while of chatting to Jinx about her medications and general mood as of late, observing her continued relaxed state, you managed to sum up the confidence to utter your next words.
“So, I actually wanted to discuss something with you today.” Throughout your statement, you continued to calmly colour in the fine lines printed across the page before you.
“Really?”
Glancing up for a moment, you notice Jinx, staring at you with an exhilarated expression, happiness and a certain level of relief coating her tone and features.
“Yes.” You confirm, hiding your slight discomfort over her reaction. It’s likely that she’s assuming you’re about to unveil something intimate about your life.
Truly, the sight of her hope does sadden you somewhat.
“Like the plan has always stated,” You begin softly, resuming to your colouring. “Our sessions are coming to an end, we have three more left after this one.”
Jinx has no reply for that, at-least not one that she deems worth mentioning. She simply remains silent, staring wide-eyed as you continue.
“I feel comfortable ending our sessions soon enough, and have trust that you’ll learn how to move forward rather quickly. I’ve really enjoyed our work together, Jinx. I hope you have, too.” You smile, attempting to remain a light tone and expression, not wanting to unnerve her with serious formality. “This isn’t a sad thing. You’ve mentioned the people around you who seem to truly care for you, and I have confidence that they will be there to help and offer support whenever you need it.”
“You’re leaving?” The girl questions with a frown after a few moments, dismissing your words as she drops her pen onto the desk before placing her hands onto her lap, eyebrows furrowed slightly.
“Not right now. We still have a couple of sessions left to nicely wrap things up.” You attempt to soothe. “After our sessions end, you might also see me around the hospital sometimes, tending to others. I won’t be gone completely, not for a while.”
“Who am I gonna talk to?” Jinx asks suddenly, her panic beginning to show.
“Well, you have your sister, friends from home who may visit you, as-well as friends around the ward, the nurses, and if necessary in the future, perhaps another psychologist, which I am sure you’ll get along just fine with.”
“Why are the sessions ending?” She questions in irritation. “Did you tell them you didn’t want to talk to me anymore?”
Taking a breath, you pause for a moment, not wishing for the situation to escalate. “Jinx… we discussed this a few months ago, do you remember? This was always a stable plan. There are typically time limits in place for how long one psychologist works with a patient.”
Upon the calm explanation, Jinx’s annoyance seems to dim, but only into apparent sadness as she diverts her gaze down towards the floor, picking at her nails beneath the desk.
Suddenly, she’s standing from her chair, rushing over towards you to take a seat upon your lap, firmly clinging onto you while hiding her face against your shoulder.
Clearly, she is upset due to your time together gradually coming to an end, and so, instead of gently removing her hold, you place a faint hand against her back, comforting her somewhat.
“I don’t want you to leave.”
Listening to her mumbled words against your shoulder, you purse your lips slightly. “We have three more sessions left, Jinx. That’s enough time to wrap things up nicely. And if you want to, you can decide which activities we do during our next sessions.”
For a short while, the blue-haired girl simply remains still, softly breathing whilst continuing to cling onto you.
Until, a small action, so slight it almost went unnoticeable, occurred to you.
Jinx, slowly beginning to rock her hips down against your thigh.
Initially, you dismissed it, assuming, or rather hoping, that the girl was simply adjusting her position for comfort reasons. So, you said nothing, only continued to trail your hand over her back.
Though, the movements continued, slowly growing more intentional.
“Jinx, would you mind returning to your seat?” You suggest carefully, maintaining politeness as you pat her back lightly to get her attention.
Unfortunately, the girl doesn’t comply. Simply whining in protest before clinging onto you tighter, still resting atop your thigh.
She continues to grind down against you, growing more confident once you make no other actions of spurring her away.
Still, your nervousness is very much present, heart pattering beneath your chest.
However, what gets to you the most, is the pulsation between your thighs, striking shame within you.
Extremely slightly, you can feel a subtle wetness against your thigh from Jinx’s cunt, clearly drooling from her risky behaviour.
The blue-haired girl allows some soft gasps and whimpers to escape past her lips right beside your ear, as if purposefully attempting to seduce you into cooperation.
“Jinx…”
“It’s fine.” She pants breathlessly, dismissing the warning. “Just let me have this, please.” The girl begs, right before pressing her nose against your neck, heavily inhaling your scent. “You smell really good…”
“It’s not right.” You state weakly, her movements continuing firmly against you.
“I won’t tell anybody.” Jinx claims gently, lightly biting onto the side of your ear playfully before tucking her head against your shoulder yet again. “Not even after you leave. Please… just let me.”
After her words, she gently takes ahold of your hand, bringing it closer towards her to place against her hip, silently encouraging you to guide her whilst she keeps your clutch in place, beginning to work on removing her own shirt.
Once Jinx showcases her bare chest, moving her braids out of the way before leaning back slightly to give you the full view, she smiles as she observes you eyeing her tits, along with the blue tattoos trailing down her side.
As she returns to clinging onto you, chest now pressed against you while continuing to grind her hips down, you can barely get a grip on your own thoughts.
This should be stopped. You know that. Frankly, the bond between the two have you never should have been enabled to the point where Jinx would ever feel confident enough to do something like this.
Alas, the past cannot be changed.
But, the future can be.
And even with that passing thought, you still do not object to her behaviour. Instead, you carefully trail your hand over her side and chest, causing the girl to shiver as she bites her lip, holding back a whine before you slip your hand down the front of her pants.
Jinx gasps in surprise once you make contact with her slickness through her underwear, nodding her head eagerly as you play with her clit through the material.
When you eventually move your hand into her panties, touching her directly, the blue-haired girl can scarcely contain herself.
“Fuck- that feels really good.” She whines, grinding against your fingers as they enter inside of her, rather effortlessly due to her evident arousal.
Vaguely, amidst her gasps and moans, you can hear the sound of your fingers moving amongst her wetness, which spurs you into trailing your tongue across her breast, taking a hardened nipple into your mouth as you continue to work on her.
Jinx only grows wetter and wetter between her legs, her pants soaking through as she lightly bounces on your fingers, resting her arms over your shoulders while facing you, eyes half-lidded due to her aroused state.
Wearily, after a moment of consideration, the girl begins to lower one of her hands, brushing over your shirt before trailing down towards your thighs, grinning once you open your legs instinctively.
“It feels so much better when you do it. I could never reach that one spot.” Jinx informs sultrily, admiring you as you allow her to rub your cunt through your pants.
Shutting your eyes tightly against the shame, you attempt not to let her words affect you. Though, your pussy seems to have other plans as the warmth within your stomach continues to inevitably grow.
As Jinx’s whimpers of pleasure pick up into moans, she abruptly presses her lips against yours as she comes undone around your fingers, whining into the kiss while she squirms.
Her proximity is swift to tip you over the edge, and as you squeeze your thighs together around her hand while humming in gratification, she smiles proudly into the kiss.
After a few moments of revelling in the pleasure, Jinx pulls back slightly, only to rest the side of her face against your shoulder, gazing up towards you with a tired grin.
Your thoughts begin to spiral, shame, humiliation, fear, and a wrongful relief all mixing into one, presenting in the form of flushed cheeks and flitting eyes whilst scanning the room, eyeing the door.
“I won’t tell, promise.” Jinx mutters, smile widening as you move your nervous, shocked stare towards her. “Especially if you make me come again.”
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Bite-sized
[100% self-indulgent because I want to bite her]
CW: 0.8k, biting kink, tiny exhibitionism mention, suggestive
Men and minors do not interact
Powder is so soft. A sweet attitude with just the right amount of spunk. Her voice is a velvety rasp that drags at the end of sentences, caressing your ears with utmost care. Blue eyes gentle and attentive when they lend on you, crinkling at the sides, glittering with love. Her warm skin a milky spread dotted with light freckles like fading stars. She’s firm to the touch but melts in your hands like butter. Powder is a delight in human form.
Your favorite times are the late nights to early mornings in her hideout. When you’re too tired to walk back to The Last Drop and spend the night on her couch. An old and worn thing that sinks under your combined weights, pushing your bodies together. Her knitted comforter blankets your forms as you count the faded constellations on her face, feel her smile on your palms.
Her peach-colored lips juts towards you in a playful manner. You kiss the pout from her lips, tasting the faint waxy taste of her lip balm. You swallow her chuckles towards your eagerness, her smile now on your lips.
You target her cheeks next, soft, warm, round like puff pastries. The urge to bite them grows but you push back for now, swallow it down like a bite that’s too big. You kiss your way to her neck, breathing in the faded perfume, the syrupy, sticky notes of vanilla glazing her skin. Your mouth waters, the heady mix of her making your head reel with need. Powder sighs, tilting her head back, loving hands sliding under your shirt. She urges you closer as you push your face in the hollow of her throat mouthing at her skin, trying to satiate your growing appetite.
Her laugh is a sugary, contagious thing. You lean in to kiss her again, satisfying all five of your senses to the point of overload. Powder hums approvingly, pressing her body to yours.
“More, more…” She whines, grasping at your skin, holding your face to her throat.
The small kitten licks at her neck rush electrifying sparks straight to her core. She spreads her legs, wrapping them around your hips. Powder arches off of you, her body sinking deeper onto the weak couch. The sharp sting of your teeth makes her gasp and moan loudly, taking you both by surprise.
You look up immediately, ceasing your ministrations. She looks back at you, curious, stunned. Aroused. Then, she smiles shyly, squishy cheeks blushing. You smile back at her, just as eager and timid.
“Do that again.” She encourages you gently.
She doesn’t hide her pleasure when you bite her again, the surprise now replaced by the bliss and exhilaration of discovering something new about you and herself. The tender clasp of your teeth on the side of her neck quickly turns her into a molten ambrosial mess underneath you. You drift lower, to her chest, pushing open her vest top and biting the sides of her perky breasts, taking them in your mouth. You taste the soft skin of her stomach, feel the fat of her hips between your front teeth, lapping at the creamy softness that constitutes her. Powder tastes just as sweet as she feels. She’s tender in your mouth, angling herself to your liking, catering to your appetite as you feed her own.
You learn that Powder has a full set of sensitive areas for you to map out and discover with your teeth. Her right shoulder, the inside of her elbows, her upper thighs, her lower back, the back of her legs... And she always pushes you to keep going, your name in her mouth like candy. Powder loves how gentle you are despite the rough nature of the act. Patient and careful.
But a part of her, and you too, wishes to go further sometimes, just enough to break skin, just a bit far, for you kiss it better. Her eyes glow with unrestrained lust when you bite harder than usual, dipping both of your fingers into darker territories. You freeze just before, drooling on her skin, your love for her keeping you at bay, and yet, when you gaze at her, at her expectant face, you could almost see it, her need that whispers you to keep going.
Powder loves when you bite her. She stares at her naked figure in the mornings, twirling in front of the mirror counting all the different marks you’ve left on her. Her fingers trace over the shape of your teeth, reminiscent.
Powder gets bold sometimes, wearing clothing that reveals just the right amount of skin to display her marked throat; sometimes short shorts when you’ve left your imprint on her thighs.
She makes herself obvious to you, eyeing your mouth when you speak, when you smile. She swipes her thumb across your teeth right after she kisses you, “do you want to bite me?” she asks warmly, her nose hitting yours.
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i love powder sm i crave more of her
cyberpunk jinx from an au ive been rotating in my mind.... netgunner jinx, getting as much chrome as she can to prove she isnt weak anymore... vi, fresh out of prison rescued by an arasaka, looking for her....
Film Director!Jinx x Actor Reader HCs
[Becoming niche film director Jinx’s muse]
CW: 2.5 k words. modern setting, dom!Jinx x submissive!reader, mean and possessive Jinx, controlling behaviors, fake blood, mentions of alcohol, strap usage, fingering (reader receiving) and scissoring, “im-not-like-other-girls” is strong in this one.
Men and minors do not interact!
📽 [The new sensation, Jinx, a misunderstood genius or another callous nepo baby?], she read in the ArtChicks column of growl magazine. The bluenette simply rolled her eyes and discarded magazine on the floor with the same care she’d give to a dirty tissue. “Let’s get back to work, I want everyone to shut the fuck up and act.”
📽 Jinx doesn’t believe herself to be difficult, despite what the actors, the designers, the stylists, the makeup artists, the engineers, the animators, the composers, the entirety of the film crew and whoever else might say. She simply knows what she wants and how she wants it. And how to execute it. No matter how many scenes it takes.
📽 Jinx keeps her public appearance scarce both to hold the mystique and her general distaste for the niceties.
📽 She presents all the attributes of a genius. Enough to intimidate people into quietness and trust her vision. Her sheer confidence and competence allowed her to escape many of the ‘nepo baby’ pre-conceived judgements.
📽 Despite Silco being a big shark in the industry, Jinx has made a name for herself as a niche, underground filmmaker. She specializes in psychosexual thrillers and horror erotica and loves special effects. Her subversive style is often studied in art school; her main audience are the film and psych students, along with the cinephiles who claim to ‘know’ the Oscars are rigged, otherwise she would’ve already won a few.
📽 She didn’t expect one of her old college projects to go viral on TikTok; bursting her underground bubble. She was pushed to the surface and exposed to the mainstream. And ever since, it’s been utter chaos. Not the good kind. Her social medias are flooded with parasocial fans and fake deep ‘analysts’. Fucking posers, as she calls them. She prefers belonging to the obscure, being hidden, only to the exclusives that were attracted to her vision from the beginning. If she sees another “why she kinda” about herself, she might pop a blood vessel.
📽 Her difficult personality has somehow made her very likeable to a small group of people online who look up to her like she’s God. It’s both flattering and extremely annoying. “I support women’s rights and women’s wrongs”, what a fucking joke. She’s an artist, not a criminal.
📽 All that attention led her to lock herself away in her Zaun penthouse and disappear from the public eye for a few months.
📽She came back with a new project. It was bold, avant-garde and most certainly not a crowd pleaser. She made sure of it, obsessively working on her manuscript till she started losing grip on reality. The public loves her? Let’s see how much.
📽 The open casting room is full to the brim. Jinx always favored the hidden, unknown talents rather than the big names. But now, she feels nauseous with boredom as her gaze lands on the line of identical looking actresses. Her newfound popularity gathered a much bigger group than usual. The typical accent of the big city, the performative outfits and the god-awful honeyed to the point of choking praise for her movies. “I’d like to say, I am a big fan of your work.”; “I’ve never seen anything like it before, you’re a true visionary.” Jinx stands up mid-audition after yet another compliment for her ‘raw vision”.
“I need a break.” She throws at her assistant. “Get the bootlickers some water.”
📽 The sun is setting under the thick polluted clouds of the Undercity, exposing it’s ragged skyline. Most of the actors are gone by now, Jinx chased them away. She’s sprawled on her seat, phone in hand, barely paying attention to the poor girl auditioning. The filmmaker sighs loudly when she lets out an umpteenth stutter.
📽 That’s when you come in, right after Jinx started to give up. An aspiring actress, clumsy and a bit too intense. You’ve watched her movies; she can tell by the movements of your chest, the way you purposefully keep yourself breathless, like she does with her leads. It intrigues her. Her phone stayed on her lap the whole audition as she remained completely still in a leaned position, glaring at you with disbelief.
📽You were perfect. An exact rendition of the sight her critical mind conjured for the movie. Not so difficult anymore, she wanted to throw at their faces; not when you existed.
📽 You’re passionate, she can respect that. Your lack of experience somehow did not bother her; you followed directions well. Things felt surreal. Especially because it wasn’t just a movie, it was a comeback, a cleansing of the usual and a return to the strangeness. And you fell right in her lap when she needed it the most, call it fate.
📽 When she’s not knee deep in her script, her eyes follow your silhouette, almost to make sure that you won’t disappear. That she indeed did not lose her mind in that casting and imagined you in desperation. All flesh and bones.
“No, bend a little more, more, yeah…just like that.” She sounds breathless behind the heavy machinery, almost whispering to you into the mic. Her eyes are transfixed on your figure, on the arch of your spine, the subtle goosebumps on your skin; she keeps it freezing in the studio for this very reason. Just a bit of method acting on your part.
“More blood, someone gets more blood.” She interrupts her musing, her voice back to the usual monotone rasp. She checks the first camera. An assistant is pouring fake blood over you. “Not her whole face, Chuck, no! You-…fucking move.”
📽 The bluenette walks over your bent silhouette, you look up at her, she stares at your soaked body, clothes sticking to your skin as if you’ve been dipped in crimson. You’re quiet, you don’t smile either, still in character. She likes that. She plunges her fingers into the bucket of fake blood and cringes at how watery it feels. “Put more glycerin, we’re not on a budget.”
📽 Cold digits press down on the hollow of your throat. Her touch isn’t harsh and yet you can’t breathe, chest constricting and back trembling as she goes up, sliding under your chin. Her thumb swipes over your mouth. Her stare, ever so demanding, flit up to yours, squinting. There’s noticeable pressure on your lower lip. Is she gazing at you or the character? Your eyes remain wide open in shell shock, nostrils flaring like an animal about to pounce. Something like approval shines in her blue orbs. Jinx stands back up. “Good, back to it.”
📽 Jinx observed your interactions with the crew. You unsurprisingly got along with most of them, they’re not that hard to please, compared to her. There’s still blood on your neck, the dirty set clothes hugging your frame, your hair is still messy. Yet, here you are, talking to the others like you’re regular, like you’re not her creation, as if she didn’t build you up as the monster of her craft and she’s now watching the plaster break off to show humanity.
📽 Jinx on set is an absolute nightmare to all but you. She barks orders, loses her patience fast and becomes colder the more scenes they have to retake. Jinx is precise about the poses you have to stay in, the sounds that leave your mouth, no shrilling “relax your neck, hold your breath for ten and redo it.”
📽 Her cold hands have pushed, prodded and molded your figure into every scene, then relishes in the way you give it life. “Good, you’re doing good.” She murmurs next to your ear, guiding the prosthetic arm next to yours.
📽 It’s not so late anymore, but very early when she finally signals to her crew to take a break. There’s a collective sigh before everyone starts packing their things. The last scene wasn’t perfect, and her jaw hasn’t stopped ticking since she reviewed it, but she knows her team. The more tired they are, the sloppier they become. You stand in the middle of the set, very still. Jinx alike, behind the camera. She stares at you from the viewfinder until you meet her through the lenses. Your smile took her off guard; “Can we retake this scene just one last time?” Her heart quickened, slight goosebumps pricked at her nape. Jinx didn’t answer, pushing down on the record button with trembling fingers. She didn’t expect anything less from you.
📽 She doesn’t get involved with people. It’s too messy, annoying, they get attached and she doesn’t like clingers. “Messy as hell…” She mumbles to herself as purple stilettos nails type away on the phone screen.
To eꓘk0: [need a nda asap, x], she sends it without a second thought, eyes returning to you.
📽 It was a simple contract, in theory. A basic non-disclosure agreement that allowed you both to fuck without making a big deal out of it and keep it quiet. She handed it to you with a pen, watching the swift movement as you signed. She didn’t say anything, but perhaps she should’ve after seeing the way you skimmed the document. Because if you did, you’d see that it made you exclusive, hers.
📽 Sure, it was hypocritical for someone who claims to not get attached, and totally unfair on your end, but she couldn’t care less. Jinx doesn’t share.
📽 The pen has barely lifted off the paper that she grabs it from your hands to shove it in her purse. She juts her chin to the side. “Let’s get a drink.”
📽 The night ended with urgent hands over your body and her breathing mingling with yours. The small buzz of alcohol was nothing compared to her. Jinx fucks like she does her movies, with passion and preciseness. She maps out your sensitive spots as her plot points and uses them to replay the pleasure over and over.
📽 When the movie was released, it’s success was unprecedented. Her father even called. The self-proclaimed weirdos loved it, the film bros called genius once again, and regular people were conflicted. Most wanted to like it, others made clumsy attempts of scene reading and very few spammed hate videos about Jinx’s “dubious morals”. The ratings were very unstable. Her equilibrium was mostly restored.
📽 It only made her curious fanbase grow, now prodding for more details about the director herself, her craft second. Ekko had to convince her not to delete her socials out of frustration.
📽 Snippets of you two were taken from interviews, moments when Jinx could be seen grinning or leaning closer to you, despite being known to hate familiarities.
📽 Side by side pictures of you and Jinx wearing the same shirts days apart have been put in compilations. Then, it escalated to the subtle matching details of your outfits on red carpets.
📽 As time went on, Jinx became less and less subtle, glaring at the paparazzi that’d drag you away from her, interrupting her conversations to check on you. The internet was buzzing: “are they dating?”, “is jinx the possessive kind?” “OMG she totally issss!”, “i bet theyre fuking"
📽 She walks in your shared hotel room to get a look at you before an event. “That’s what they put you in?” She circles you and clacks her tongue. “Garish.” Her nails drag on your shoulder, snagging the fabric. “Cheap.” You feel her breath on your nape. “I’m not having you representing my work in that. You’re changing.” You hear the tapping of her nails. “And that stylist is fired.”
📽 She watched her stylist change you into something else, “better”, she said after picking out the dress.
📽 Once her makeup is finished, she turns to you, analyzing your face. “More on the eyes, less on the lips.” She ordered the makeup artist.
📽 Being Jinx’s muse is a full-time job. She sends you text messages at the first hour of the morning, ordering you to record yourself reading a part of a new script she’s working on; then it’s a picture of you sprawled on your bed with a dildo and fake barbed wires. You never know if it’s for a project or her personal pleasure.
📽You would soon have to move to her penthouse; she can’t have her muse away from her when she has sudden bursts of inspiration at 4 AM.
📽 The place reflected her perfectly, large open spaces with urban furniture, dark color scheme clashing with pops of color tastefully spread out. The walls are bare but decorated with neon lights, the floor is used like an equipment, with lines of old manuscripts dispersed to be looked at, picked up again, pile of books in each corner of the rooms and small lamps of different textures and colors.
📽Her living room has been turned into her second personal studio, with cameras and props, it reminds her of her college days. Her experiments often turn sexual; you can only be semi naked with a knife in your hand and fake blood for so long. And before you realize, she already has your knees folded upwards, pushing in a strap thick enough to make you gasp, “relax.” She breathlessly commands, “like we practiced, come on.” Her craft truly never leaves her.
📽 Other times she pushes her fingers deep inside of you, usually when you finish a scene just right and you face her, still in character. She’s grown to love the way you went back to your usual self, her own character just for her, and then the real you, all for her as well. You make the most beautiful sounds; she’d get you to record them for her someday.
📽Her studio is her second favorite place after the confines of her apartment. During the late, empty hours of the night, when the crew has gone and you’re left alone, your leg hooked onto her hip as she sits on your thigh, lazily riding out the arousal, exhausted by her day. She looks down at your body drenched in sticky carmine, staining hers as well, knowing she went overboard again.
📽 You get to witness her rare soft side. As she’s lying next to you in the bed of a luxurious hotel room; empty takeout boxes and clothes scattered on the floor. Her hair is slightly wet from your shared bath, face bare and softer without the grunge makeup. She noses at your shoulder, sleepy eyes struggling to remain open “M’doing this thing in Bilgewater, in two weeks. I’ll buy you a swimsuit.”
[the interviews are giving cynthia and ari…jk]
[Got on that small writing because the big one is oogly asf with hcs good god]
i'm not dead i just moved to the city and got a new job #busyasf
scene jinx !! is the arcane fandom still alive guys
ꨄ︎˚࿔ toxic bsf!powder x fem!reader. manipulation, obsession, suggestive.
everyone always talks about how sweet of a girl powder is. they say it like it’s a fact, something undeniable. you’ve never doubted it for a second because she‘s always there no matter what, lets you ramble about nonsense for hours and listens like every word out of your mouth is precious, she laughs at your jokes even when they’re not that funny, and overall is the best friend one could ever have. that’s considering everyone else would still see powder’s actions as just friendship, which isn’t that likely, because you might be a little too naive to notice the lingering motive underneath all her kindness.
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Jinx X Reader: You joined an all-women fighting & self-defense club.
[I watched Bottoms again, that montage of them fighting woke me right the fuck up.]
CW: Modern setting, roughhousing, playfighting, real fighting, blood, adrenaline junkie?? Smut: rough sex, sex-fighting, scissoring, semi-public, blood licking, no dom/bottom everybody aggressive. All characters are adults.
[This work contains elements of dubious consent (then full consent) and violent behaviors from both parties. All interactions are meant to remain fictional, purely for entertainment purposes and should not be taken in a real-life context. You are responsible for your own consumption on the internet.]
Men and minors do not interact.
A fist abruptly smashes your nose, screams rise around you, words of encouragement and rage, a low murmur against the pounding of your head. On top of you, she smiles wide and proud.
You woke up this morning with the notification that your package had arrived. The mailbox held the small, carefully wrapped parcel sitting on top of the growing pile of flyers. You take the package in one hand and the fistful of ads to throw them in the trash. You miss one which slips from the letterbox to the floor. Women’s fight club. You’re intrigued. You’ve received all kinds of adverts to join different clubs and organizations, but none of them seemed interesting. But the eye-catching design makes you pause; the faded black and neon colors, all written in graffiti style. The main picture in the middle is one of a womanly silhouette in a fighting stance with her leg raised up mid kick. You bend down to take it and rest it flat on the carboard box.
You observe the picture in more detail, the open box abandoned on the floor next to you and a half-eaten toast in your other hand. [Ladies only, Germs out, beat ass and get your ass beat. Thursdays at 7PM, E2 Gymnasium.] A chuckle leaves your lips at the audacious statement. You flip the page to see it blank with only a few words at the bottom, [“Pussy up and join.”]. You’re intrigued by the boldness and the lack of information, there’s no mail or phone number, just the time and place. It’s tomorrow.
College started two months ago and so far, your social calendar is pretty empty. You went to a college party during the first week and quickly realized it wasn’t your scene; you’ve made a few acquaintances but nothing substantial. Most students here make friends through their clubs. It’s worth a try, could be a good bonding experience.
You stand in front of the building, hesitation gnawing at your decision. You had much more assurance yesterday, but now, a wave of nervousness crawls up your throat. You can’t fight for shit, what if it’s filled with girls with experience already? You notice in the distance a duo of girls walking inside the building, presumably for the same thing as you.
“Okay, you got this.”
The gymnasium is fuller than you expected, around fifteen girls, dispersed in the room in small groups and talking amongst each other. They all turn to you, the murmurs going down. A few seconds later, their conversations starting again once they realize you’re not the teacher.
You stand awkwardly in one corner, looking around the gym. Next to you, a girl sits on a high pile of stacked foam blocks. She’s wearing an oversized black hoodie, one leg folded against her body, chin resting on her knee. She’s scrolling on her phone with an air of boredom. She turns her head suddenly towards you, making you look away immediately.
The door opens and two young women walk inside; you immediately tell by their attitude that they’re the teachers. One has red hair, left side shaved, longer strands reaching her shoulder blade; she wears a white skintight tank top that highlights the muscles of her arms with tight black pants. The woman next to her is tall and thin, her figure packed with lean muscles, her long navy hair tied in ponytail.
“Hello everyone! Can I get you all in a circle, please?” The red-haired girl waves around, encouraging the girls to come.
Everyone looks at each other with curiosity, all standing in a big circle with the two women in the middle.
“I’m Vi. I am a second-year student in the wrestling program and I’m twenty-three years old.” The red head presents herself, her expression kind. She twirls slowly as she talks to consider everyone present, her gaze warm.
The second woman gives a nod and takes a step forward. “My name is Caitlyn; I am twenty-four and in my third year in political science.” Caitlyn turns, looking at every individual present. Her eyes are attentive.
“Self-defense is a necessary skill that everyone, especially young women should learn. With this club, we strive to make you stronger and safer. Some of you may already be familiar with the concept, others may already have experience, we adapt to all levels. We’ll teach the basics regarding self-defense and how to protect yourself in different dangerous situations every Thursdays, and the Saturdays will be more focused on learning fighting tactics. Any questions?” Vi looks around with a smile.
“Are we going to get beat up?” A shy voice asks.
Everyone turns to the source; a girl of short stature, wearing a pair of capris and a sweater. She looks around with big eyes, shrinking under the attention.
Vi shakes her head. “No, of course not. I’ll be honest, there will be a bit of tussle, especially during the fighting classes but we will always remain careful, and you’re not obligated to participate in those. The self-defense classes are enough on their own. Our goal is to teach and not to harm.”
“But…the flyer says that we will get beat up.” Another girl adds.
Vi and Caitlyn consult each other silently, looking equally confused. The taller woman tilts her head, pushing her lips out in a mimic that only the red head understands, she lets out a small sigh.
“Apologies for that, it’s just a catchy saying used on the leaflet, do not worry, no one is getting beat up.”
Vi tilts her neck, looking far behind her. You follow her gaze to see the blue haired girl sitting at the very back. As if she feels the stare, she looks up from her phone. Vi gives her a head tilt. The bluenette shakes hers. Vi does it a second time, the mysterious girl sighs loudly and kicks herself off the foam blocks, walking towards the circle. Vi faces you back with a smile, she brings her hands together in a clap.
“Alright, let’s start with the basics. Everyone, introduce yourself, name, age and major, you’re free to share your motivations for joining this club as well if you wish.”
They go through to each student clockwise; you congratulate yourself for not stuttering. It stops at the latecomer. She rolls her eyes, looking away from her phone, shoving it into the large center pocket of her sweater.
“Jinx, engineering.” She says simply.
Vi looks at her silently.
“21.” She adds after a beat.
You look at her, intrigued. She looks utterly bored and even slightly annoyed. You can tell by the silent interactions she’s having with Vi that they know each other. Her gaze drifts aimlessly around the room until she makes eye contact with you. You’re simply observing her with an open expression, she raises an eyebrow coldly. You look away.
The class starts; both Caitlyn and Vi are good teachers, they pay attention to each student and are very patient. While one uses a mannequin to show which moves to use when restrained, the other walks outside the circle to check if each girl does the movement correctly, taking turns doing it. You can’t help but be impressed by their harmony, the two girls obviously know each other well by the way they go through the motions without exchanging a single word.
“It’s been two hours already; we’re going to end the class for today. So far, you all seem to be on the same level, which is good, you understood the exercises well. Next week, we’ll keep on the restraint resistance but in groups this time. Remember, we have another, more fighting centered, class on Saturday, don’t hesitate to join us if you’re interested.”
You walk back to the other side of the room to grab your backpack next to the bleachers. You catch a bit of conversation between Vi and Jinx.
“…really not necessary.”
“It was funny, come on, they didn’t actually think you’d beat them up.”
Jinx notices your gaze and looks at you from where she is, causing Vi to turn to you and catching your eyes. You smile thinly and wave. She returns the gesture, waving back.
Another week of classes finishes, and you plan on enjoying your weekend doing absolutely nothing. As you walk back inside your place, you see the leaflet still sitting on your small table. Every Thursdays and Saturdays… Fighting wasn’t necessarily something you thought you’d be interested in, but the two girls are really nice and learning a new skill is always useful. And it’s not an engagement anyways, you could only satisfy your curiosity once and not come back.
You wake up the next day abruptly, checking the time, scared to have missed your alarm. You’re not used to waking up this early on Saturdays, you work part-time at a small bar next to the campus on weekends, so the days are for lazing around. Not today, however.
The room is significantly less full than earlier this week. You recognize some faces; you wave at them as you take a place in the circle. Vi and Caitlyn are in the middle, explaining what the first exercise will consist of. Behind Caitlyn, you notice Jinx, part of the circle and with a much more attentive expression than the last time you saw her. She’s also wearing a pair of dark joggers and a tight black top. Without the large clothing, you now notice how long her hair is, falling down her back in two braids, dangling on the sides of her waist.
“To start, I’m going to show you how to hit properly without hurting yourself.” Vi’s voice brings you back into focus.
The burly woman raises her closed fist.
“Never put your thumb on the inside of your fist, because when you’re punching you could break it, put it on the outside instead, across your fingers, like this.”
You close your hand into a fist, copying her gesture. She observes the other girls following her hands.
“Good. Now, you have to keep a firm, closed hold, never loosen your grip because your assailant can grab your hand and it will break. Know which hand is your dominant one and use this one if the other has a weaker hold.”
You watch Vi with a bit of admiration as she goes into a fighting stance, her muscles tensing, her gaze focused on an invisible point in front of her, no longer looking at the others.
“Keep your legs spread, wider than the width of your shoulders, you have more chances of hitting right if you’re sideways than facing them. Arms bent but leaning out, not too close, keep your dominant hand out and the other closer to your face to protect.”
A gentle hand rests on your lower back, surprising you.
“Lean a bit.” Instructs Caitlyn. “Arms closer, tightens your fists. Good.”
Vi throws her most forward arm in one strong, quick movement, sharp exhale leaving her lips at the same time.
“Now, you won’t always think to do it, but control your breathing for the first punches, exhale out and inhale back into protection, it’s easier to throw a whole punch when you do, inhaling constrict your chest.” She stays in focus for a few seconds before slowly getting back into a standing position.
You see the slight glow in her eyes, slowly fading as she faces you and the others again.
“Me and Cait are going to check your throws and then we’ll move to making the groups.”
Your technique is good according to them; you’re just missing a bit of strength. You train with the other girls, as a duo each time, throwing punches at each other without touching. Jinx comes in front of you, slightly out of breath, a few rogue hairs clinging to her forehead. She doesn’t say anything and simply gets in position, you do the same thing. She stares at your stance up and down, which doesn’t fail to make you slightly self-conscious, the moment your eyes divert from her, you feel the wind of her punch on the side of your face. When she catches your eyes again, she’s snickering.
“Tsk, tsk, focus.”
You frown and mimic her maneuver, throwing a punch in her direction. She nods and then walks away from you to the next girl. You follow her with your eyes.
The remaining time is focused on keeping an upright position and punching straight.
“We’ll see each other next time guys, in the meantime try to practice your stance when you have the time. Please do not hurt yourself in the process, we are not responsible for any injuries caused outside of the class.”
As time goes by, you grow an attachment to the classes, learning not only to defend yourself but trusting your body more. It even made you feel more confident. Even more than confidence, fighting gives you a high you never felt before. Perhaps it’s the adrenaline, or the being cheered on by so many girls when you win or lose, perhaps it’s witnessing your pain tolerance getting higher; the Saturday classes quickly became something you look out for. The bruises have even started to make you proud. You’ve made a few friends and got along with most of the girls. Except Jinx.
You’re not sure what’s wrong with her, she makes snide remarks towards you quite often, she stares at you like you owe her something and, you’re pretty sure she goes extra hard when she’s training with you. The image of her all tense, her muscles flexing, eyebrows frowned in focus, the glint in her eyes when she raises her fists towards you... It’s a sight that has become familiar. Jinx is a good fighter, not always a fair one, she’s quick on her feet, agile, surprisingly strong for someone her size.
“I’m not even sore anymore, and I feel so strong now, I joke to my partner about being able to take them.” One of the girls jokes, bringing you back to reality.
Vi’s clapping gathers everyone’s attention in the center of the room.
“Okay guys, break’s over. We’re going to do things a bit differently now.”
Everyone stands in a line, attentive. You look at the others, curious about the announcement. Jinx, standing at the edge looks at you, she always manages to catch your gaze, no matter for how long you’ve been looking. It’s a bit creepy. She gives that pretentious smirk again and mouths something to you. What was that?
Vi comes back with a punching bag on a stand, rolling it in the middle of the room.
“We’re going to start the actual fighting in groups now. But before that,” Caitlyn turns to her girlfriend who’s holding a red plastic box. “Everyone will take a pair of bandages for your hands and then punch in the bag.”
“Fighting wise, we only do what we’ve practiced, the basic punch, and always aim for the jaw, not the face or the top of the head. No kicking, scratching or anything of the sort. Just the punches.”
After punching as hard as you can on the boxing bag, you shake off the tension in your wrist. The bandages are tight around your forearms, keeping everything in place. You notice Jinx again, she’s sitting on the floor at the very back, wrapping her bandages.
The rule is, the first successful punch wins. You watch each duo go at each other, ducking, shifting sideways and attempting to hit first. As your turn approaches, you feel the excitement grow, heart quickening in your chest and breathing becoming a bit shallow. You win the first two rounds, even surprising yourself.
Jinx stands in front of you in a cropped, dark, wife beater and a pair of loose shorts, showing off the slight abs and toned thighs. She smirks at you, noticing the excitement in your eyes, your pupils dilated from the high only adrenaline can give you. In that moment, it feels as if she’s fully taking you in, no condescension in her eyes, but a quiet focus instead. You punch straight away, she ducks. You try a second time; she shifts on the side. You’re still leaning forward in the act, Jinx slides back in front of you, you fingers coming in contact with her left shoulder for a millisecond before she punches hard enough to send you back a few steps until you fully lose your balance. Pain spreads on the side of your face, the metallic taste of blood fills your mouth, dripping from your lips. Clapping rises around you, it takes you a few seconds to regain full awareness, head spinning when it hits the floor. You don’t know how long you stay down, but it’s long enough for Vi to help you stand back up, holding the back of your head.
“Hey.” She holds you firmly by the shoulder to keep you from falling back again. The ringing in your ears takes a minute to completely wane off. “Can you hear me okay? No black spots in your eyes?”
You walk back to the line, still a bit lightheaded. Vi gives a pointed look to her sister, Jinx shrugs, poking her tongue out.
After the first matches are over, the winners are put in a separate line for the semifinals. You notice Jinx doesn’t participate, to everyone’s surprise including her own sister who watches her leave the gymnasium. A feeling dawns on you as you stare at the door slowly closing.
Caitlyn comes to you at the end of the class, lending you an ice pack. She smiles kindly, her tone soft.
“How are you feeling?”
“I’m okay.”
The left side of your face from your cheekbone to your jaw is sore, but nothing feels broken, and you’re still conscious. She nods attentively, keeping her eyes on your head.
“We’ll take you to the infirmary, it’s procedure.”
You nod. Jinx doesn’t come back for the rest of the class.
The bruise heals rapidly, fading into a yellowish patch. The brutality didn’t deter you, quite the opposite. Fighting with Jinx gives you a rush; she keeps you on your toes, shifting just out of focus only letting you graze her cheek with your hand. How you caught her eyes gleaming when you get too close. It’s almost unhealthy, the way you wait for it each week, you wonder if she does too. She’s not your friend and you’re not hers, but every time you fight her, she turns into the most important person in the room. She leaves you tingling all over, heart pounding and out of breath. You wonder if it’s the same for her. You started paying closer attention to her, watching her reactions in class. She catches your gaze often but never says anything about it. She always looks bored on Thursdays and happier on the weekends. Just like you, she’s grown addicted to the adrenaline of a good fight, not knowing which side she’ll get attacked next sends a rush like no other.
Jinx doesn’t expect anything from anyone except from you. And she’s been expecting it from the beginning, when she recognized the craving in your eyes, the afterglow on your face at the end of the class. You didn’t even notice it at first, staring at her like some expectant animal, eyes blown like a predator in the wild. She was more skilled than you and she knew it, she could’ve been gentler, Vi warned her about it. Yet she couldn’t resist the way you pushed her, how you mirrored so well the very high she’s felt this whole time.
For the first time, Caitlyn and Vi are late. You stand in the gymnasium with the others, waiting for them. You take notice of how the group has dwindled as the weeks have gone by. The self-defense class got fuller, but a few girls left the fighting classes once they knew how to throw a good punch. You notice Jinx at the back of the room, like she often is, on her phone, ignoring everyone else. Her hair is down today, disorganized strands covering the top part of her face. She quickly looks up from her phone and does a double take when she sees you. She holds your gaze, the shadow of a smirk appearing on her face. You watch as she stands up and makes her way over to you.
“You want a picture?”
“Sure, I’ll put it on the punching bag for some fuel.” You quip back.
Her smile widens. “Go ‘head, get consolation where you can, soft paws.”
“What did you call me?”
“You can close your fists real nice, but you have no punch.”
“My punch is really good, actually.”
“Fruit punch, maybe.”
“I can throw a good one, and you know it.”
“Do I?”
You turn to her fully this time. She smiles with an air of defiance.
“Why, you want to taste it right now? We’re in the right place.”
“Not craving any caresses at the moment.”
The provocative tone doesn’t fail to rile you up. She’s been doing this for weeks now, taunting you, mocking your strength, yet keeps picking fights with you. And you give it into it, willingly. The now common rush of adrenaline shoots up in your system like a drug.
“Sounds like you’re scared.” You lean towards her, seeing her pupils dilate further.
“Of what? A declawed kitty?”
You punch her. Not too hard, but strong enough to make her reel back a few steps. Silence falls in the room, the other students stunned by what they saw. Jinx puts a hand on her cheek, rubbing the skin now tender. She winces, and for a moment, you feel guilty. What has gotten into you? But Jinx looks back up with a feral glint in her eyes and charges at you.
She punches once, then twice; you barely have time to react by how fast she is. When you lose your balance, she grabs your arm and throws you on the padded floor instead. You duck just as she’s about to give another punch, Jinx quickly slides on your left and grabs your arm, folding it behind you. Her body presses against your backside and you can feel her rugged breathing on your nape. Adrenaline is rushing through you, and you kick her in the shin, wrapping your arm around her own to twist her back in front of you, and admonishes her another blow. The other girls have encircled you, some confused about whether they should stop it, others fascinated by the brutal display. Jinx doesn’t hit you with her full strength, she’s drawing it out. Her act insults you and your anger rises disproportionately fueled by the ever-present tension.
“Come on!” You shout, the remnant of self-control slipping.
That reaction riles up the rest of the room who start screaming as well, some rooting for Jinx, others for you. Jinx leans forward ferociously, her hands grab your shoulders, pushing you backwards. The shock is evident on your face when she falls down with you, sitting on your lower stomach. Your reflex is to push her off, she slaps your arm away, smiling devilishly. The broken chuckle that falls from your lips when you avoid her punch turns nearly hysterical when she mimics you, raspier. She grabs your face in one hand and punches you in the face, her ass pressing on your pubic bone. It burns but doesn’t erase the smile. A fist abruptly smashes your nose, screams rise around you, words of encouragement and rage, a low murmur against the pounding of your head. On top of you, she smiles wide and proud.
Jinx is suddenly lifted off you, the absence of her weight leaving an empty feeling. Your face burns, too heavy to lift it right away. But your hear voices, feminine voice vociferant, it’s Vi’s. Caitlyn helps you get back up, keeping you in a seated position.
“Where’s she.” You try to stand up; she doesn’t let you. “Come on let me at her, I had it.”
“That’s enough.” Caitlyn seizes you back, the firmness of her tone shutting you up.
A door slams in the distance. Vi walks over to you, she looks at your face with a defeated expression.
Diagnostic is, you’re lucky she didn’t break your nose. The bruises have started to form on your face, shoulders and your arm, your lower lip split and crusting with dried blood. Vi asked you what happened, you simply told her you were practicing with Jinx, and she looked at you like you grew another head.
You forced yourself to stay sat the whole through the examination, keeping quiet about Jinx, holding back questions and mostly appearing wounded. Truth being that the adrenaline still didn’t go down and now your mind spins with the need to let it out.
“Go home and rest, I’m serious. And take it slow for now.” Vi tells you.
You give her a brief nod and walk away. Caitlyn comes next to her, resting a hand on her shoulder. They watch you leave without saying anything more but exchange a long look after.
Of course, she’s not in the gymnasium anymore. It’s locked. And on a Saturday, no one is around here anyways, most students out or probably towards the library. Your hands shake with restlessness, eyes searching all around for her. You stop in front of the locker room. The small building with chipped paint and a sink that doesn’t work. The only one that hasn’t been renovated yet. You’ve gone inside a few times to change into sports clothes. Nothing much in there besides a row of screeching lockers and two benches pushed together. A light flickers from the small rectangular window at the very top.
When you walk in, your heart is pounding, deafening. It’s not a surprise to her here, your whole body has reaction regardless, electricity coursing through your veins. She lifts her head up slowly, looking at you from your shoes to your face.
“Knew you’d come.”
You raise an eyebrow. “How’s that?”
The defiance is automatic, but you still walk towards her as you say it. From where you stand, you see the slight bruise under her eye where you punched her, her hair is a mess, braids untightened from all sides, rogue hairs escaping from everywhere. Her blue eyes darkened by a violent need. She smiles.
“I messed you up good.” She hums.
“You got lucky, they arrived before I could give back.”
Jinx laughs, looking away from you. Her eyes glow in the white lighting. She stands up, face only centimeters away from yours. Her breath fans on your face.
“Stop consoling yourself and admit.”
“No.”
Her eyes widen in delight, then, she’s pushing you on against the lockers, the metal rattling. She keeps an arm flat on your collarbones, her knee pushing between your thighs to block you.
“I won. Every single time.”
You kick her and reverse the position.
“How come I still block you every time?”
Both of you are panting, the mutual hunger now unable to ignore. Jinx resists against you, trying to free herself from your grip but you press further, the struggle is evident in her face. The bluenette leans closer, her lips skim yours. Her eyes look into yours and she smashes her lips against yours with certainty. Your arm digs, now touching her shoulders, she grabs the back of your head, pushing her tongue deep inside your mouth. She’s relentless, bullying your mouth into submitting. When you answer back with the same energy, she bites your lip, making the blood gush out from the already present wound. She licks it voraciously, sucking in your lip and letting it go in a lewd popping sound.
Then Jinx pushes you back, the back of your knees hitting the wooden bench. Another shove and your body hit the wood. The weight of hers rests on top of you, pushing your arms back, clawing at the fabric of your clothes, scratching your arms and shoulders. You pull on the large T-shirt she’s wearing, until the fabric tears in the middle, exposing her milky skin to your eyes. Her eyebrows furrows in focus, slapping your hands away, rushing to take off your clothes first. You’re not letting her win this round, you push the pelvis upwards and pushes her off you, she lets out a small scream of surprise. This time you sit on her, pushing away the ruined fabric from her shoulders.
“Get off me!” She gesticulates under you.
You chuckle. “No.”
You reach for the elastic of her joggers, but Jinx grabs your arms, she doesn’t want to let you undress her first. She’s the one doing it, not the opposite. Arousal and annoyance battle in her body turning into something explosive. Instead of cooperating, she spreads her legs, hooking her thigh around your hips. The gesture takes you off guard long enough for her to switch the position again. Her knee is bent next to your hip, keeping you from moving away, your leg thrown over her thigh, she digs her nails into the fat of your other thigh, dragging you back against her. Jinx rubs herself on you, unabashedly moaning at the friction. You hook your fingers at the top of her pants, pulling them down with her underwear. She lets out a trembling moan at the gesture, you watch with fascination as her hips juts forward, searching for more contact, the muscles on her stomach flexing, hipbones shifting under skin. You notice the blue ink next to her pubic bone, shaped like a cloud, thighs tensing, the blue hairs at the apex of her thighs, hair darker in the middle, wet from her arousal.
“Fucking do s-something.” She snarls at you.
Jinx doesn’t give you the time to answer, ever in a rush. You let her remove your pants, giving her frustrated whimpers. She positions you harshly, scratching your legs with every movement she does, not bothering with apologies.
Her pussy collides with yours, making you both scream in pleasure. She small circles with her hips, desperately trying to find the touch that will make you lose your mind. Ragged breaths and choked moans come out of her lips, head thrown back and eyes closed, she focuses on the sounds coming out of you. She wants you to come first, she wants to rub it in your face that she can beat you in every way. You’ve gotten too used to her ways to not notice it. You grip her hips, pulling her closer to you and spreading your legs more. Jinx is too sensitive and pent up to hide her pleasure, moaning loudly, weakly attempting to remove your hands.
“Fuck you.” She pants.
“Back at you.”
You know she’s about to break because her body starts to shake, back arching, her lower body locking on yours. The sight brings you to the same edge as her, both of you fighting against the orgasm to watch the other come first. Jinx meets your eyes, a delirious edge in hers.
“I’m not- yo-you… fuck!”
Her stubbornness makes you laugh, even when you’re doing the same thing as hers. Her clitoris bump against yours, your mixed slickness rendering the touch soft and mind numbing. Your breath accelerates, stomach tensing as an effort to battle the final blow before your orgasm. Jinx watches with utter satisfaction, a breathless smile on her face as she starts catching up to you. Your screams merge into one, the pleasure heightening on the peak of the other. The orgasm wracks through you like a tsunami; Jinx trembles on top of you, body dangling as if she’s only held by the maddening bliss. You angle her back down on the bench, resting on top of her, hips moving in slower circles, grasping onto every bit of the rush. Jinx doesn’t fight back this time, her calf rests against your butt, holding you close, she wraps her arms around your shoulders, gazing deep into your eyes with her half-lidded ones. Your moans have been reduced to small gasps, panting against each other, utterly dependent on each other’s pleasure.
Your bodies rest on top of each other in a mess of sweat, slick and satiated appetite. You absent-mindedly play with a strand of blue hair as she traces patterns on your shoulder with her nail.
“You came first.” She mumbles; her voice softened into a raspy teasing.
“Uh no, you did, I saw it.”
“You didn’t see shit.”
“Yes, I did.”
“Not with the way those eyes rolled back, soft paws.”
You pinch her waist, she huffs.
“I should give you my number.” Jinx concludes, nosing at you hair. “Can’t have you believe in those delusions.”
“Loser streak?” You taunt.
“For you.”
[I have no idea why it took me this long to release this but oh well, next one is gonna be g!p jinx and probably something softer]