Jisatsu Omoide

A story about a girl and her trauma

[my-lifeasapigeon-deactivated202]

[jisatsuomoide]

Me, Myself, I, and We.

They stare at me,

Laugh at me,

Push me aside.

They expect me to lay there,

To die inside.

They shed no tears,

Bear no faces,

Hear no cries,

and hide in lies.

  My sight turns to left,

To right,

Up and down,

Tainted dreams,

Tainted past,

Tainted future come to see,

And I stand there with sorrow.

  They look at me,

Hold out their hands,

But leave me to rot.

They want me to die,

Be still like a rock.

Their words are cruel,

Their masks are mocking,

I feel like my breath,

Is becoming a task.

  Then there is Them

  I smile,I pant,

I hold my chest.

I staggered down then,

To the pit of death.

They drag me,

They cut me,

They burn me to ash.

Yet,

I'm happy,

I'm free,

Can't you all see?  

I'm dancing,

I'm blazing,

I'm all I can be.

[jisatsuomoide]

What kind of roleplay do you enjoy best? Like best topic or genre?

I enjoy MLP Rps mostly, but also adventure and sci-fi rps. All kinds of role-plays are great, as long as you role-play with the right person. 

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WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

My favourite inanimate object would have to be notebooks. 

[jisatsuomoide]

Depression Got the Best of Me...

It's easy how you can get caught into the net again and again and again.... Addictions are hard to do away with, as is depression. They always end up taunting you and making a fool of you. That "I promise I won't do it again" is never guaranteed.... I just wish that one day, everything could be better again, back to the way it was before. Back to the days where people would get along and go out to hang out and smile and laugh and not wear masks... I wish that one day that little light could become more brighter and display itself in a better position rather than hiding in the corner. It's just horrid not being able to rewind and do your life over again. Perhaps, you could of done this right or that right... Perhaps, you could of saved that person who died, saved someone from bankruptcy. I just wish for solace.

[disapeerinq]

[tua-lesada]

[jisatsuomoide]

I don't listen to this band much, but... I really like this song.  {Bullet: Hollywood Undead}

[fucked-up-sketches]

[thesadthingsinlife]

The Little Voices

depression sitting at the left corner. ana sitting beside depression. binging-mia at the fridge. anxiety crying at left (down) corner. self-harm/cutting whispering to me, persuading me.

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"Love" (My Opinion)

This little pure flower gets plucked again and again, and no one dare looks at this flower when it looks just like its stem.

This rose of a flower gets plucked again and again, and everyone bows down to her even when plucked till the end. 

[dinosaursaredyinginsideofme-dea]

[jisatsuomoide]

A wonderful poem by Shane Koyczan. Very moving and emotional. 

[deepfriedbread]

People have died.

[littlepeaceofhell-blog]

[1ucasvb]

The familiar trigonometric functions can be geometrically derived from a circle. But what if, instead of the circle, we used a regular polygon? In this animation, we see what the “polygonal sine” looks like for the square and the hexagon. The polygon is such that the inscribed circle has radius 1. (There’s a very neat reason for this.) Since these polygons are not perfectly symmetrical like the circle, the function will depend on the orientation of the polygon. More on this subject and derivations of the functions can be found in this other post

Now you can also listen to what these waves sound like

This technique is general for any polar curve. Here’s a heart’s sine function, for instance

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"Words are things, and a small drop if ink, Falling like dew upon a thought, produces That which makes thousands, perhaps millions, think."

Lord Byron

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Created by Akirakirai from Deviantart. Thank you Fluffisenough for telling me the source ^^

 http://akirakirai.deviantart.com/art/Fear-194527543