I hope you meet the reason why God didn’t let you settle. You find out that he was actually preparing someone who was going to love you so much that it would make you forget what love never was. That he was actually preparing you to receive a love that wasn’t going to be hurt by your trauma. That som someone was going to love you so much and so deeply you actually thought maybe 1 Corinthian 13 was real. That it was, God being reflected from this person loving you patiently, kindly, and most importantly never ending. So yeah, I hope you’re running into that love. And I hope when you run into it, you love it like you’ve never been hurt before. Like you never experienced trauma or pain before. Not because you’re silly. You’re stupid, but because you’re ready, patient, and prepared.
