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doechii ☆ denial is a river

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no clue how long this has been here but thank you bruv! You're pretty damn wonderful yourself

always at holiday season...

It's weird I sometimes land in this headspace of am I doing enough, am I being a good enough friend, am I asking for what I need and having my needs met? Do I even know what to ask for?

I think it's mostly because this time of year leads to a lot of reflection with the year coming to a close... understandably everybody has their things that they are dealing with because I sure as hell do but even still... have I shown up for my peoples in a way that fills them... IDK I feel like I'm withdrawing into myself and I don't necessarily care for it...

Is it because I'm ready to move? Is it because I'm ready for my next adventure? Is it because I'm slightly over my current role? So many factors... It also could just be because I need a break... lol, this fall semester has seemed so strangely chaotic... I've kept up with and stayed on top of things the best I can, often times feeling like I'm not doing enough because I don't have anything immediate to work on...

At this point I'm tiredly rambling... I need to go to bed and get some sleep... on the plus side though I did get a new tattoo well technically 2, one is a cover up the other is a re do of the one that was covered (will be covered lol), I have to go back in January for the shading which gives me some time to look up more options... I have thoughts on how I want it to look but I'll see what I can find... I almost took a nap while he was etching away on my forearm...

ok I think that'll do it... I'm off to get some much needed rest... tomorrow will be an adventure... i need to map out my day because there is much to do...

#jmarqis #thoughts on post

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misanthropemom

Masterclass in darning

alexaloraetheris

This is quantum physics in theory (incomprehensible unless you're a hardore math simp) but in practice it is Black Magic (you have to sell your soul and sabity in order to perform it).

jmarqis

yeaaa... ima just take it to my seamstress and let her work her magic... lol i'll learn this one day, looks like fun tbh (mildly complicated fun)

honestly, truly...

So apparently my sexuality was a topic of discussion after I told my mom... My guess is she told her siblings for some reason and in turn they all called their children (the ones that have kids at least) to discuss it and ask them if they knew... all my cousins were aware, they were more so puzzled like i was that they were asked about it... some seemingly devastated for some reason... but through all of this, none of them called me... none... not a single one... one of my cousins called but she was fanning unnecessary flames making it seem as if people were truly hurt at something that has absolutely nothing to do with them... to me, my sexuality isn't a big deal so why others are making it a big deal is beyond me... i like niggas... fantastic, moving on... lol nothing has changed, nothing has to change... but i pray that they don't make the holidays weird because i will do my very best impression of something that disappears and be gone before they can even bat an eye... this isn't the year or the season for foolishness... and everyone can absolutely miss me with it...

#jmarqis

haven’t shown my face in a while.