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glad it brings delight, your blog is a pure gift bud
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God I love this blog sm. I love meeting other Joel lovers
<3 <3 <3
glad it brings delight, your blog is a pure gift bud
Like Real People Do Chapter 5 is Up!
Soooooo Iām vaguely back from the dead and was inspired by some lovely folks to pick this bad boy back up. I have fragments for at least five more chapters, but Chapter 5 can be found right here!Ā
If youāve prompted me, I reallllllly hope I can get to your stuff! It is no slight against you if I donāt, life is just bananas busy and I write in snatches of time when I have them <3
Thank you to everyone whoās been reading and prompting!
Iām replaying Part I and the fact that Joelās exact wind chime ends up in Jackson kills me. Because we know Joel doesnāt go back to Austin. Tommy does. He took a photo of his brother and his niece with him, not expecting to ever see his brother again. Which means he took the wind chimes with him too. He went home after fighting with Joel and, despite all the anger and animosity between them in the fight, took things he knew meant the world to his brother. Sure, there is a slim chance Joel could have made himself a new wind chime, but without reference, even from memory itās difficult to replicate something so accurately after twenty some odd years. The wind chimes could have been something Joel made himself or a gift from Sarah and Tommy. Whatever it meant to Joel, it meant enough for Tommy to travel with. To bring his brother home to Jackson with him. To keep his big brother alive in some way.
You know, Joel mentions while in SLC with Ellie that he would sit out on the porch in nice weather and just pick away at his 6 string.
Iād like to imagine him playing along with the wind chimes and getting really good at improvising on his guitar.
And the reason Tommy takes the chimes when he returns to Austin is bc if he listens to them hard enough he can sometimes hear his brotherās guitar on the wind.
Shy anon again - I ran out of room Iām so sorry for spamming a part 2. Uh... and then? Theyāre like OH weāve wasted SO MUCH TIME and proceed to have an initially very shy and sweet make out sesh which leads to an absolutely raucous, desperate clingy bang out? If there is any chance (so embarrassing) of having this reader be English (somehow - maybe they were on holiday during the breakout)/blonde that would be amazing, but pls ignore if not appealing. Anyway ilu and your stuff is just sublime.
*slams this in the hopper*
it will be done, buddy, it will be done!
Hi! Shy anon here. Iāve never prompted anyone for anything like this, but Iāve read everything youāve written over the past couple of weeks and itās all just so good I had to shoot my shot. Please feel free to put this in the bin, but could I prompt a Joel/reader where theyāve been quietly crushing on each other for a long while but are both convinced they are absolutely not the otherās cup of tea? And when someone accidentally blabs to one of them that the other likes them theyāre like OH weāve
OH NO!
I am so sorry for the delay on this bud. I am so flattered you like the idiot's sandboxing I've been doing!
I have terrible/awesome news, this is 100% my OC fic with him, and I can totes spin up a nice x reader along them lines :)
(if you're into that kinda thing)
Prompt Fulfillment Updates~
Hello! I absolutely needed to make this post sooner, but here we are. I tend to write in fits and starts because my health is aligned to cycles of āokayā to ādesperately not okayā ~every 6 months. It makes me inconsistent about a lot of things. Anyway, Iām better for now.
That said! I owe some kinky prompts! And I am writing them! Scrivener is open!
The five Iām working on currently:
-Chair sex, one Joel/OC-centered chapter of which I posted as a sneak peek.
-Birthday (oh god let Joel have one September 26th that doesnāt suck)
-Loud. Thatās it, just, really loud.
-Handcuffs (this one is turning into something more meditative than planned, stay tuned)
-And ofc, the Joel x Molly x ??? one. That oneās up first.
I remain open to promptinā, kinky or otherwise. I just really love this universe and these characters; and I LOVE that there are even more people writing for this fandom than before.
:,,,))) i was too hype when i saw it this morning because i absolutely love pedro and the last of us BUT THEN WAS REMINDED LMAO
so uh, excuse me while i prepare for a few months for the emotional rollercoaster this show is gonna be
My Casting Choices for Tess, Tommy Miller and Maria Miller in The Last of Us
For disclaimer, I don't own The Last of Us and its characters.
The actresses and actors I cast for this fancast (c) Themselves
Tess
Lauren Cohan
Mary Elizabeth Winstead
Hayley Atwell
Olivia Wilde
Felicity Jones
Tommy Miller
Charlie Hunnam
Oscar Isaac
Diego Luna
Maria Miller
Emily Vancamp
Teresa Palmer
there we go this one is better than the (no shade, but huh wuh?) chris pine tommy fancast~
My attempt at drawing what I think Pedro Pascal would look like as Joel from āThe Last of Usā š
this is not usually a tlou fandom blog but i have thots. iām watching a playthrough of the first game again and the way joel looks at tommy the moment after the first time he sees him kill an infected.. having just shot his neighbor too, and then witnessing his brother kill someone for the first time, and he barely has a second to process at all bc his daughter is still trapped in the wrecked car. and tommy used a brick, which feels so much more personal than a bullet. but joel takes a moment to give him a scared? awed? look. itās the fucked-up recognition of āi know how that feels but also i donāt,ā and the knowledge that tommy did it without hesitation to save his life. idk i think it puts into perspective the strength of their relationship throughout the rest of the games; the outbreak was hell and they survived it together bc they were both capable of killing. and they were able to recognize that in each other and accept it as a necessary skill. if thatās not brotherly bonding what is
Oh Tommy was traumatized? Mr. "nothing-but-nightmares-from-those-years?" Yeah? Just him? All Joel's fault? HMMMMM. I've always been super suspicious of that line of interpretation of their relationship.
Yeah, it's a brick first and then about five minutes later Tommy kills the soldier who shoots Sarah without a BLINK. Headshot, done. I'm sure Sarah getting killed hurt him, of course, but that was a gut reaction to "someone is probably going to shoot my brother now."
Maybe Tommy has nightmares of what Joel did to survive because he knows how easy it is for him personally to do the same/more. Joel, at the beginning of the Outbreak at least, was not the one that capability came easier to. He just got hollowed out enough by Sarah to persist like a traumatized ghost for ~20 years; Tommy still had a little life in 'im and felt beholden to his morals in a way Joel went "lol, nah." Basically he still had the capacity for horror in him, Joel's is full-ass gone in 2013, let alone 2033.
I'd shiv someone to learn why Tommy "never wanted to see [Joel's] fuckin' face again." Like what possibly crossed a rubicon in their relationship, that far in?
Anyway, everyone go read Dirt by Astern. Gorgeous interpretation of these two breaking tf down.
concept art of pedro pascal as joel in the last of us
instagram / twitter
I feel like there needs to be an author alignment chart
Chaotic Evil is writing on your phone in the dark with no glasses on (me)
this is textedit/notepad erasure
started a new playthrough of last of us with my bisexual joel goggles on
welcome to billās town population 3 gay people
The Itty Bitty Ponytail Club. No Joels Allowed.
any artists wanna help us out with like, a theoretical joel manbun? no reason. no specific reason pertaining to my type(s)
November Hiatus Apology/I Promise Iām Getting to Your Prompts!
This may fully be shouting into a void, but hey! Iām sorry I disappeared!Ā
Some really nice people prompted me! I have a bunch of little Scrivener drafts going for your prompts, but I kind of blinked and November whooshed past me.Ā
DM me for a fine list of excuses, character flaws, and poor choices, but, most importantly, I do commit to finishing those prompts, so hang with me! I keep adding little bits here and there and getting sidetracked by my Joel/oc fic so, here we are. I may not be prolific, but I *can* linger in one headspace for apparently...a whole quarantine.Ā
Outstanding prompts, because itās kinktober year round for me baybee:
-Joel/two women (this is close to done!)
-Escalating chair sex (also close to done!)Ā
-Handcuffs, edging, spit kink (this anon is great; this is ehhh 1/3 done because it deserves real thought)
-Birthday (I am sorry to report this one has been hard for me to figure out but Iām on it)Ā
-Loud sex/knowing someone can hear/dirty (Working on it! Most are Joel/readers but anon, if you see this and have specific druthers, Iām flexible)
A glimpse into my Scrivener, True Chaotic Evil:Ā
See you soon, yāall~