✖ – @joenjnvg How rare is it for them to have time off together, at least time that granted them the ability to venture out of new home and away from beloved friends to simply be alone?
Okay, maybe it wasn’t so bad, and maybe he’d been a little dramatic in his own thoughts but there had been and always would be a lingering selfish desire to have younger around him more. More than was possibly feasible given they basically breathed the same air daily, along with sharing the same space to the point Yeong would even invade Guk’s space in bathroom while going through morning routing. He couldn’t count how many times he’d stuck in front of male brushing teeth, back pressing to broad chest and relishing their obvious difference in height to be able to rest top of head underneath chin.
Perhaps space wasn’t the issue but lack of it. He couldn't’ deny that he’d been rather clingy these past four months, having made things official with someone who he couldn’t dream of being without only becoming a driving force with his more obsessive nature, hence his obsession with Jeongguk. Funny how the mighty will fall, he’d become the one thing he swore he’d hate till the end of days, a clingy soft love sick puppy that couldn’t take their eyes off their lover for more than a few seconds.
Even now, as morning lingered on and he found himself, perhaps, as his softest hours, appendage would reach out far too eagerly to wrap around younger’s nearest limb, in this case his arm, and bury face deep along crook of neck until he could only breathe male in; leaving no room for another scent to rudely invade nostril. Almost moaning at the sheer bliss from being able to do such a thing every day from now on, call him a sap if you must, but such simple happiness as this was never something he imagined for himself.
Growing up had been hard enough, especially when traveling back n forth had left no possibility of making lasting connections in his youth, Yeong had practically given up on thinking he might find that ‘something’ or ‘someone’ who might break him from whatever ice cold spell he’d put himself under after his first heartbreak – yet, here came one man strutting in like he owned place to begin with, like he owned him in ever possible conceivable way –which he did, now.
“Hurry up and wake .. we made plans today .. “ tone is hushed, as if he was one to talk, not even having eyes opened to a new day, yet complaining that younger had yet to stir in rested state. Funny how one that couldn’t even make it a day staying committed to single person in past was wrapped around finger of one man. He almost chuckles in amusement, leaning up in a begrudging manner in order to loom over male’s sleeping form, digit raking through dark locks with ease, pushing them away from male’s forehead he seemed to adore far too much only to deliver a soft flick of nimble digit to its surface, “Jeongguk, we have a date.”
over a year ago you would’ve heard him exclaiming he had given up on love, just needing the care and love that friends could provide. however, that had only been until the second hae yeong had stepped into his life, causing a weird crave, a strange addiction, to come within’ a short span of time. it started out with nothing but a lustful desire, fingers and hands itching to lay his hands on boy again ------ it quickly evolved into something more than that but, being the oblivious and slow type of person with feelings, he was too late back then. it hurt but with time ... jeongguk thought it was for the best. the duo had gotten to know each other on a friendly level, meaning the minute they got together official for four months ago, it felt better than natural. if felt right, just right. there was nothing there could compare to the melody his heart would play, whenever yeong would be in his presence; a natural smile finding his lips. it was love, true and honest love. jeongguk had given up a long time ago but, even luck was on his side a few times of the year, it seemed.
mornings was nothing but a bunch of soft, limbs entangled with one another as both breathed out little puffs of breaths, jeongguk’s arms somehow always draped loosely around yeong’s smaller frame; which fit perfectly in his slightly taller built --- just another of many things he adored about the elder. it felt like getting shaken awake from an all too lovely dream, whenever either of the two had to up and leave for work or school, wanting to just stay this close and warm with elder made it like the worst task possible. so with a subtle voice calling his name, he stirs in sleep with a smaller pout displayed on visage.
arms go above head to stretch out with back slightly cracking, an urged moan of relief escaping him before a single eye peeks open; face assembling a sour lemon due to just awakening. ❝ mmmmmm ~ ❞ after stretching, his leg lifts to drape over boy’s hips to pull him closer, headbutting against elder’s forehead lightly as his eyes close once more, still wanting to deny reality of getting out of bed. ❝ can we just lay here for five or ten minutes at least ?? ❞ words are mumbled to the point of him almost drooling due to not having much control over himself right now, mind and body still slumping into mattress as he’s hugging his boyfriend as close as he possibly could.
inching forward to press slightly dry lips to the apple of lover’s cheek, playfully munching on the flesh before he nudges at the other’s jaw, settling face at the crook of yeong’s neck; already beginning a trail of lazy and drowsy kisses over the warm skin. ❝ just let me hold you a little while longer ... ❞ a hand is slowly smoothing out along the latter’s thigh, caressing over clothed hip while he’s still peppering sleepy kisses along yeong’s nape. ❝ were we gonna go get wine and dine ? ❞ head lifelessly rises to finally gaze toward the elder with tired orbs, fingers having crept underneath shirt to caress over favorable stomach, drawing various of shapes over warm flesh. ❝ or the cinema ~~ i wanna hold your hand while you feed me popcorn. ❞ a goofy grin is shown on features, still obviously drowsy with the whole situation but, he could always be mischievous with yeong, just a bit.
