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white, male, half straight,

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[joepanden]

ok i will now post all of my drafts & then stop using tgis account, u guys better follow my new blog

[joepanden]

@imaginedragos

[joepanden]

jts so funny how ebery time i remake some post of mine gets rbed & i get followed by ppl ive never seen b4. my posts r just 2 good

[sisididis]

Lucian Prună

Reposted with the artist's consent. [X]

[joepanden]

the percy jackson fandom is wrong abt so many things these ppl had me half convinced nico di angelo is romani or jewish meanwhile his grandfather was an italian diplomat under mussolini

[joepanden]

& i hope tgey keep this in da show yk the protagonists r trying 2 save the symbols of western civilization if u want 2 sell me on taht premise tgen the fan favourite 1st openly lgbt character shld stay descended from fascists. yk who shld be jewish tho beckendorf bc when i 1st read da books i assumed hes jewish just bc of his last name which might b my own antisemitism but regardless this was how i learned taht african americans can b jews & personally i think more kids shld look at drake and go "omg hes just like beckendorf

[joepanden]

im ngl i hate when (relatively) nondysphoric ppl like this make posts adressed 2 "all my dear trans peeps" & such bc i cant relate 2 the nonchalant attitude at all. esp when i was a kid reading these posts from trans adults, i didnt get 2 the conclusion "ill get misgendered anyway so i shld wear purple yay", i understood taht ill get misgendered anyway so i shld just kill myself. & it simply isnt true, when i started binding, dressing from the mens section, & voice "training" i also started passing 2 strangers. & now that i got hormones and surjery im stealth and happy & nearly no strangers misgenders me lol. the ppl who say this shit despite being older and szo supposedly more experienced just havent transitioned as much as i have and never plan 2, a lot of them still exclusively wear clothes from the womens section, the only change transition made 2 their life is theyve had 2 come out 2 ppl, use pronouns in their email signature, etc. & theres nothing wrong w not wanting 2 do more than that, but its not that ud get misgendered anyway, its that u personally dont rlly mind getting misgendered. does it hurt 2 admit it or what i dont understand r u scared taht a truscum will come bully u u r 47 years old

[joepanden]

5784 is just like how george orwell predicted it

[joepanden]

yeag u cld say not hating urself as a trans person is revolutionary bc no1s supposed to like trans ppl and 2 choose 2b trans, right, but u can also say that not hating yourself as a trans person is counter-revolutionary bc it reinforces da idea taht ur transness was a personal issue not a societal 1 and that no matter how badly ure treated for being trans it doesnt affect u at all so nothing needs 2b done abt it rlly. doesnt that sound fjucking crazzy what i just typed y wld u ppl judge some1s personal feelings abt themselves in terms of what they mean for "'"da movement"" do u hear urselves can u stop telling ppl w dysphoria that theyre counterrevolutionary for having dysphoria it isnt even true & even if it was the last thing u need 2b told when u hate urself is that ure a bad person for hating urself

[joepanden]

when the thing you hate in others is the thing you hate in you

[joepanden]

most annoying americans r da 1s who suddenly start putting a lot of effort into pronouncing my name after tgey find out im transgender i stg tgese ppl shld all kill themselvws

[joepanden]

one time he wrote crime and punishment on his hand in henna and he only uses tumblr on his phone from his browser and sometimes when he says something to u in real life he;ll say a tone indicator after to make sure u understand and usually he talks quietly bc he has voice dysphoria but his laughter is so loud i swear if he doesnt come to america to see me like he promised i will cut myself and i dont mean horizontally at the wrist i will commit to the bit and go vertically along w the vein

[joepanden]

luke will b even more sympathetic in the pjo tv show bro on top of everything else his dad is lin manuel miranda

[joepanden]

reformist girl utena

[joepanden]

can u imagine if i kept repressing rn id b a cisbian w a url like stonedbutchreds or some shit wldnt that b fucked up

[joepanden]

in the community movie troy and abed cosplay louis and armand and they do the accents and everything

[joepanden]

ok i will now post all of my drafts & then stop using tgis account, u guys better follow my new blog

[joepanden]

argued w evry single person at hillel abt israel 2day they all hate me i am sure & yet i still walked out w their signed copy of the chosen, these guys rlly tried to tell me bc im jewish ill never be truly romanian while i was stealing their things lol